See if I'm scum or not, and you're done

Gu Heng sat on the sofa for a long time, wondering if it would be better for him to sleep here, he and Shen Qingzhou both needed to be quiet.

But in the end he was unwilling, reluctant to bear Shen Qingzhou's embrace, and also unwilling to bear Shen Qingzhou to survive such a difficult night alone, after all, he walked to the bedroom silently with the smell of cigarettes all over his body.

Shen Qingzhou didn't lock the door, but Gu Heng pushed it lightly and it opened.

Shen Qingzhou seemed to have fallen asleep, and Gu Heng didn't dare to turn on the light. He didn't know how he was sleeping, so he could only tiptoe back to the bed and lay down beside Shen Qingzhou.

The smell on Shen Qingzhou's body is very good. The faint smell of shower gel has a sense of home, which made Gu Heng feel at ease. His restless mood was slowly calmed down like this. He turned over and put his arms around him. Shen Qingzhou.

It's just that Shen Qingzhou didn't fall asleep to his surprise. As soon as Gu Heng hugged him, he turned over and left Gu Heng's embrace, with his back to Gu Heng, as if there was a gap between them. As long as he turned around, he would be lost forever.

Gu Heng grasped Shen Qingzhou's back weakly with his hand, and a strong sense of powerlessness came over him, as if he didn't understand Shen Qingzhou anymore.

And Shen Qingzhou also grasped the quilt tightly. He knew that Gu Heng might understand him, but he didn't want to drag Gu Heng down. He also bears these, and he shouldn't bear them.

The two turned their backs to each other, thinking about different things in their hearts, and both had a sleepless night.

The next day, the two of them still had nothing to talk about except the unavoidable things, as if the warmth and lingering in the past were all fake, and now they are like two strangers who have been forcefully arranged together. I also don't want to be the first to speak to break the deadlock.

Gu Heng was afraid, he was afraid that he would push Shen Qingzhou further away if he said a word badly; Never leave him again.

Perhaps cold processing is best.They are all thinking.

At the dinner table, Chuncao looked at the obviously different atmosphere between the two, and tried her best to show a smiling face. She said, "Dad, Uncle Gu, let's play a game later, shall we?"

It's just that she didn't know that her laughing was uglier than crying.

"Chuncao, don't laugh, you don't have to laugh if you don't like to laugh." Gu Heng said distressedly.

Chuncao didn't listen to Gu Heng's words, forced a smile, and said, "Father, Uncle Gu, I'm full, I'm going back to my room first."

After finishing speaking, he put down his chopsticks, ran back to his room, and closed the door with a bang.

But she obviously only ate half an egg and a few mouthfuls of porridge.

Shen Qingzhou didn't speak, he knew why Chuncao did this.

Ever since she was expelled from kindergarten, Chuncao didn't like to go out very much, and she didn't like to laugh anymore. At that time, Chuncao was very worried about Shen Qingzhou.

He was afraid that Chuncao's psychological condition was not good, so he took Chuncao to see a psychiatrist. What he didn't expect was that the doctor said that Chuncao was fine, but the child might have something on his mind.

However, even if the doctor said so, Shen Qingzhou couldn't be relieved, he almost ran all over the hospitals with spring grass, but found nothing wrong.

Shen Qingzhou's savings in those years have already been spent on Chuncao's disease, and now he has to pay the monthly medical expenses, which is a huge sum. It is already a bit difficult for Shen Qingzhou, and now he has to bring Looking at the spring grass to see a doctor everywhere, Shen Qingzhou almost turned his hair gray from worry, and his complexion became ugly.

A penny is hard for a hero, and Shen Qingzhou is no exception. He is not worried about how he is. He has suffered too much when he was a child, so he doesn't care about it. What he is afraid of is that the medicine of spring grass will run out, which is a life-saving medicine. ah!

But even so, Shen Qingzhou still puts Chuncao first. In his previous circle, he has seen too many people with mental illness. Those people often end up with no good end because of the environment. He doesn't want Chuncao to also so.

However, Chuncao's resistance to the outside world is getting higher and higher, she is unwilling to go out, even if Shen Qingzhou takes her to the hospital for a routine examination, she will cry loudly.

Faced with such a situation, Shen Qingzhou couldn't bear it no matter how patient he was. He yelled about the recent difficulties, the rent that could not be paid, the water and electricity that were almost cut off, the endless overtime, and the need to save money. Sometimes skipped dinners are omitted.

He got angry so much that Chuncao was almost frightened into a fool, staring blankly at Shen Qingzhou and forgot to cry.

After Shen Qingzhou vented, he was also a little annoyed, he fell back to the sofa, grabbed his hair tightly, and calmed down his mood.

At this moment, Shen Qingzhou suddenly felt a small, soft body hugging him with difficulty, and when he looked up, he saw Chuncao's cautious smile with tears in it. She said: "Dad, let's go to the hospital now, shall we?"

At this time, because Chuncao was chased away by others, rejected by friends, Shen Qingzhou, who didn't even frown when he was laughed at by acquaintances, suddenly had red eye circles, he hugged Chuncao tightly, and said sorry over and over again.

Since then, Chuncao has almost never disobeyed Shen Qingzhou's words, she has been so well-behaved that people feel distressed just looking at her.

But even so, Chuncao didn't like to go out that much, Shen Qingzhou would discuss it with her in advance every time he went out, even the time he went to the amusement park.

Until Gu Heng moved into their house, Chuncao somehow got along with him, and under the guidance of Gu Heng, Chuncao became more and more lively, and her rejection of the outside world almost disappeared.

Shen Qingzhou has always been very thankful that Gu Heng is still willing to be by his side now, as if God sent Gu Heng to save him after seeing him through too much suffering, but now he regrets it.

It is joyful when we get together, but it is painful when we part, especially when the person we like looks at us strangely. Such emotions are still too early for Chuncao.

Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, Shen Qingzhou thought, if he and Gu Heng were separated, maybe time would dilute everything, at least Chuncao would not feel sad because of Gu Heng's unconscious avoidance.

In the end, Shen Qingzhou went to Chuncao's room with the food. Anyway, Chuncao ate too little, while Gu Heng finished his breakfast alone.

After eating, it was getting late, Gu Heng hesitated for a moment, and went to knock on Chuncao's door.

"Shen...Brother Shen, Chuncao, it's time to go to the company."

The door of the room opened with a click, revealing a small spring grass, she still had a smile on her face, but she seemed a little timid, she said: "Uncle Gu, if I don't go, I will cause trouble for the people in the company. "

"Are you home alone if you don't go?" Gu Heng frowned.

"It's okay," Chuncao smiled, "I used to be alone at home all the time."

Gu Heng wanted to say something, when he heard Shen Qingzhou's voice: "I'll stay with her at home."

Gu Heng glanced at Shen Qingzhou who had already walked over, lowered his eyes sadly, and went to the company alone.

Gu Heng had never felt how difficult it was to go to work before, until he got used to the company of Shen Qingzhou and Chuncao before he realized that a person's office can be so quiet that it is scary.

He tried hard to focus on his work, but facing the wall covered with cute cartoon learning stickers, he could always think of the happy time when the three of them were together.

Is he wrong?No, he didn't, Shen Qingzhou always owed him an explanation.

Was it Shen Qingzhou's fault?No, he didn't either, no one could explain such a thing.

How to solve this matter?

Gu Heng was at a loss. He actually knew that this matter was easy to solve, all he needed was to have a good talk with Shen Qingzhou, but he didn't want to talk.

Gu Heng was wronged, no matter what, Shen Qingzhou lied to him, didn't he?And if Shen Qingzhou didn't want to tell him, could it be that he didn't believe him?Do you think he is a person who has no responsibility and responsibility?Or is he afraid of hurting him?Even if he is not afraid of being implicated?

Gu Heng couldn't figure it out, but he knew that he didn't want to give in this time, and he didn't want to be the one who spoke first.

In this way, the relationship between Shen Qingzhou and Gu Heng became delicate. Although they were under the same roof, although Shen Qingzhou would have Gu Heng's share in everything he did, the two of them cared about each other without saying a word.

They still slept together at night, Gu Heng often tried to hug Shen Qingzhou, Shen Qingzhou also refused Gu Heng's hug again and again, only after Shen Qingzhou fell asleep, Gu Heng could get his wish and put him in his arms and fall asleep .

However, when he came back that night, Shen Qingzhou didn't know what he had done, he seemed very tired, and fell asleep after lying on the bed for a while.

Gu Heng wanted to reach out to hug him, but before he reached out, Shen Qingzhou turned over, habitually rolled into his arms, and wrapped his arms around Gu Heng's waist.

Gu Heng was startled, but found that Shen Qingzhou was sleeping soundly, and Gu Heng's heart was beating fast. He looked at Shen Qingzhou's defenseless sleeping face, and felt that no matter what Shen Qingzhou did, he could forgive him.

He kissed Shen Qingzhou's lips, and suddenly felt that what he was obsessed with was nothing at all, what was he being stubborn about?So what if you speak first?It's better than two people hurting each other, so what's the face of those so-called men?

Besides, Chuncao was originally Shen Qingzhou's own daughter, she was so obedient and obedient, he would never feel that Chuncao was bad and had any opinion on her, he just hadn't adapted for a while, he would say sorry to Chuncao Yes, it will return to the original relationship mode.

Thinking of this, Gu Heng suddenly became a little happy. He bent his eyes and smiled, as if seeing a bright future.

Suddenly, a strange idea slipped through his mind for no reason.

Is Chuncao really Shen Qingzhou's biological daughter?

Gu Heng looked at Shen Qingzhou's sleeping face, and pulled out a piece of his hair out of nowhere.