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Cheng Xuan's final homework is an A1 drawing, which must include the plan, elevation, section and general plan of the surveying and mapping building, as well as the pen performance drawing, perspective drawing and brief introduction of the building. For a job with a large amount of work, Cheng Xuan has been troubled for a long time just how to typesetting it.Lin Ziyang referred to the typesetting of previous works and almost copied them. Although this is true, Cheng Xuan stubbornly wanted to have his own typesetting method.

The temperature dropped sharply on a December night, and Cheng Xuan, who was reading in the library, suddenly shivered.Last time I left in a hurry, I only brought one or two winter clothes.Cheng Xuan decided to go back on Saturday and Sunday.If you meet Chen Tian, ​​then bite the bullet and have a good talk with him.Since he has been busy drawing pictures these days, Cheng Xuan has no ability to resist the sleepiness that strikes him.He kept nodding his head, struggling between waking up and sleeping, and finally fell asleep on the table.

When he opened his eyes again, he found that there was an extra coat on his body.Cheng Xuan narrowed his sleepy eyes and straightened his waist.

"You're awake." The person next to him said.

Cheng Xuan turned around in surprise, it was Gu Huaiyuan.Gu Huaiyuan was wearing a black scarf and a thin sweater, staring at the screen of the notebook without turning his eyes.

"Huaiyuan..." Cheng Xuan stared at Gu Huaiyuan blankly.

"My laptop is almost out of battery, since you're awake," Gu Huaiyuan said, closing the laptop and standing up, "I'm going back." Cheng Xuan subconsciously grabbed Gu Huaiyuan's clothes.

"What's wrong?" Gu Huaiyuan looked sideways at Cheng Xuan.

Cheng Xuan's heartbeat suddenly accelerated: "The coat... I'll give you back, don't catch a cold." Cheng Xuan said, and handed the coat to Gu Huaiyuan.

"No, you can wear it, I'm not cold," Gu Huaiyuan rubbed Cheng Xuan's hair, and said gently, "Don't fall asleep in the library next time, what should I do if someone steals it?"

"Then where are you going?" Cheng Xuan asked.

"Back to the apartment, Lin Jue must have been waiting for a long time." Gu Huaiyuan glanced at his watch, put the notebook into the briefcase, and when he turned to leave, Gu Huaiyuan was pulled by a sudden force.

"Don't go!" Cheng Xuan pulled Gu Huaiyuan's clothes excitedly. Although he tried his best to keep his voice down, many people still cast their gazes.Cheng Xuan regretted the moment he said the words, he quickly withdrew his hand, lowered his head and whispered: "I'm sorry."

Gu Huaiyuan was very surprised. He sat down and asked softly, "Cheng Xuan, what's wrong with you?"

"I'm fine...I'm leaving too..." Cheng Xuan hurriedly packed his schoolbag and ran away without looking back.

Cheng Xuan ran down the stairs in a hurry, his mind went blank, and the scene in front of him became blurred, as if covered by a layer of mist.

"What am I doing..." Cheng Xuan choked up so hard to breathe, he ran out of the library, breathing in the cold air in big gulps, and the white air he exhaled dissipated into the air with the wind.Suddenly Cheng Xuan's arm was pulled, and Cheng Xuan couldn't move for a moment.

"Cheng Xuan!" Gu Huaiyuan firmly grabbed Cheng Xuan's arm.Cheng Xuan's nose was sour, and he didn't even dare to look back, for fear that Gu Huaiyuan would ask him further when he saw his strange appearance.

"I have to check the shop, I have to go back quickly." Cheng Xuan said hoarsely.

Gu Huaiyuan pulled Cheng Xuan a little closer, and wrapped a scarf around Cheng Xuan from behind Cheng Xuan.He said: "Take care of yourself and be careful not to catch a cold."

A tear fell without warning, Cheng Xuan trembled with fright, left a "thank you" and ran away.Cheng Xuan knew he was running away in a hurry.Gu Huaiyuan frowned, watching Cheng Xuan run away.Gu Huaiyuan noticed that something was wrong with Cheng Xuan recently, and every time he met Cheng Xuan's eyes, Cheng Xuan avoided it.Gu Huaiyuan seems to know the reason, he has been covering up himself, did his unbearable feelings scare Cheng Xuan?

Cheng Xuan ran back to the dormitory and rushed up to the fourth floor. He almost knocked open the door of the dormitory, which shocked the three people in the dormitory.

Seeing the out of breath Cheng Xuan appearing at the door, Su Ze asked in horror, "Have you been hunted down?" Wang Da and Lin Ziyang also poked their heads out of the curtains and looked at Cheng Xuan in surprise.

"No," Cheng Xuan was out of breath, "I...run."

"What's the matter with your disproportionate attire?" Wang Da exclaimed.

Cheng Xuan looked down and saw that Gu Huaiyuan's well-fitting jacket was knee-length on Cheng Xuan's body.Cheng Xuan pursed his lips, a little annoyed: "Anyway, I will grow taller again." After speaking, Cheng Xuan climbed onto the bed, when Cheng Xuan's cell phone vibrated, Cheng Xuan picked it up, and Gu Huaiyuan sent a message Message: Have you arrived at the dormitory?

Cheng Xuan gritted his teeth and thought: "Of course it's here, do you still treat me like a child? By the way, this guy must be sitting next to Lin Jue!" Cheng Xuan replied "En" and threw the phone aside. There was a "bang" on the bed covered by a layer of sheets.

Su Ze, Lin Ziyang and Wang Da looked at each other.

Gu Huaiyuan looked at Cheng Xuan's brief reply and didn't know what he was thinking. Lin Jue noticed Gu Huaiyuan's distraction, and said, "Professor Gu, if you don't finish writing the PPT, you won't be able to catch up with tomorrow's lecture."

"Oh..." Gu Huaiyuan put down his phone.

Lin Jue calmly helped Gu Huaiyuan sort out the manuscript.It seems that Cheng Xuan was indeed influenced by what he said. Judging from Gu Huaiyuan's bewildered expression recently, Lin Jue concluded that there was already a gap between Cheng Xuan and Gu Huaiyuan.He knew this would happen a long time ago, because Cheng Xuan was not from this circle, so how could he understand Gu Huaiyuan's mood?

"Lin Jue," Gu Huaiyuan said suddenly, "I won't bother you next time."

Lin Jue gradually widened his eyes and asked, "Why?"

"You seem to want to go to the United States to study for a Ph. D. Next, you should prepare well." Gu Huaiyuan said indifferently.

"It doesn't matter to me," Lin Jue said quickly, "If I don't pass the exam, I will stay by your side..."

Gu Huaiyuan interrupted Lin Jue: "You are already a lecturer at B University, there is more room for development there, and you will only be buried in Ji University." Lin Jue's eyes narrowed a little.Could it be that in Huaiyuan's eyes, he has no talent?Lin Jue's fingertips were weak for a moment, and the paper fell on the table, but his face was already as pale as paper.

"By the way, my very important little friend seems to be very preoccupied recently, do you know why?" Gu Huaiyuan wrote lightly.

Lin Jue pulled the corner of his mouth and asked, "Who?"

"Cheng Xuan."

Lin Jue was silent for a while, then said, "I don't know."

"Oh." Gu Huaiyuan tapped the table casually with his fingertips, his eyes were indifferent.

On Sunday, Cheng Xuan put on his backpack and earphones, and stood at the subway station waiting.The train flew past the eyes with a huge gust of wind, howling like a ferocious steel beast.Cheng Xuan's hair was blown by the wind, and the black scarf around his neck was also flying.

Cheng Xuan stepped on the train, found a seat at random and sat down. The soothing music in his ears carried Cheng Xuan's thoughts far away.

Ten years ago, the little Cheng Xuan was standing alone at the door of the ward with a bandage on his head. His gaze followed the people passing by in the corridor. figure.He rubbed his red nose with his bruised hands. There was a smell of disinfectant in his nose, and there was a sweet rusty smell of blood.Cheng Xuan was very scared, but at the same time he was very firm. His parents would come to him soon, so he had to stand at the door and wait for his parents to show up.

"Are you waiting for your parents?" A gentle voice came from behind Cheng Xuan, Cheng Xuan turned his head, it was a big brother.

"En!" Cheng Xuan looked up at him.

He knelt down, took Cheng Xuan's hand, and asked softly, "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt!"

"Are you scared?"

"Not afraid!" Cheng Xuan sniffled and replied loudly.

"You're brave." He asked with a smile. "What's your name?"

"My name is Cheng Xuan!"

"Cheng Xuan, hello, my name is..."

What did he say his name was?Childhood memory became blurred, many years later Cheng Xuan only remembered the word "far" in his name.As time goes by, distant memories are crushed into fragments.The most profound episode should be that in the end grandpa came to find Xiao Chengxuan.Grandpa knelt on the ground, hugged Cheng Xuan tremblingly, and said in a voice that was so choked that he could hardly make a sound: "Ah Xuan, your parents are gone..."

"What is 'gone'." Cheng Xuan didn't understand, he turned his head to look at the person behind him suspiciously.The big brother was against the light, his expression was dark and unclear.Cheng Xuan was picked up by his grandfather, and Cheng Xuan kept looking at the big brother. He waved his little hand and said goodbye.He saw his elder brother wave his hand too.During that time, Cheng Xuan was crying every day because he couldn't see his parents, and his grandmother coaxed him every day with tears in his eyes.Now Cheng Xuan thinks: If only he had been more sensible then.

The music in his ears was very beautiful, and Cheng Xuan's mood was also very calm, but he felt a little strange, why did he care so much about the past recently, could it be because of Gu Huaiyuan?His appearance blows Cheng Xuan Luochen's memory away, giving birth to new feelings, a little sad, a little bit reluctant, and a little bit relieved.

When the subway arrived, Cheng Xuan walked out of the car door and walked towards the exit.I thought to myself, fate is such an indescribable thing, the self ten years ago would never have imagined that the self ten years later would have subtle and strange feelings for that big brother - far better than the feelings of friends, A feeling that has nowhere to rest.Cheng Xuan touched the soft and warm scarf around his neck, as if there seemed to be a trace of Gu Huaiyuan's aura remaining on it, Cheng Xuan wrapped most of his face with the scarf, and his face gradually turned red.

When he came to the downstairs of the familiar apartment, Cheng Xuan adjusted his mood and walked up.I don't know how Chen Tian is doing now, Cheng Xuan is a little worried.Taking a deep breath, the moment Cheng Xuan's hand touched the doorknob, the door was opened by the people inside.Cheng Xuan was taken aback, and Chen Tian's face suddenly appeared behind the door.

"Ah... Ah Xuan?" Chen Tian opened his mouth wide in surprise.

Cheng Xuan greeted Su Ze subconsciously: "Hey, Chen Tian."

"You're finally back! I thought... I thought..." Chen Tian was talking, tears were shining, he grabbed Cheng Xuan's shoulder and shook desperately, "I thought you weren't coming back!"

Cheng Xuan was dizzy from the shaking.what the hell?Is this person in front of him really that bastard Chen Tian?

"Stop!" Cheng Xuan grabbed Chen Tian's arm.

"I'm sorry, I'm so excited! Come in quickly!" Chen Tian excitedly pulled Cheng Xuan into the door.

Cheng Xuan said, "Actually, I'm here to pick up my clothes today, and I'm going back to school soon."

Chen Tian was startled, and then smiled all over his face: "Do you have enough clothes? Do you want to try on Uncle's clothes? Uncle's clothes are also very handsome!"

Cheng Xuan didn't understand why Chen Tian was so attentive to him, he said with disgust, "No." Hey, what happened to Chen Tian?Always feel a little gross.

"Cheng Xuan, have you had lunch? Do you want to eat with uncle?" Chen Tian quickly ran to the other side of the sofa, picked up the messy clothes and hid them behind him.

"Don't hide it, I saw it," Cheng Xuan frowned and asked, "What did you do during my absence?"

"Of course I'm looking for a job!" Chen Tian's eyes dodged.

"Oh? Did you find it?"

"Look, I found it! It's a salesperson!"

Something is wrong, there is a strange atmosphere here.Cheng Xuan walked to his room, Chen Tian blocked the doorknob with his body, and said profusely, "Don't open!"

"why?"

Chen Tian sighed and said, "I rented out the room..."

"Huh?" The veins on Cheng Xuan's forehead protruded, "You...you actually rented out my room!"

Chen Tian quickly explained: "Anyway, you live in a university, this room is wasted, it's better to rent it out!"

"You didn't touch grandpa and grandma's room, did you?" Cheng Xuan stared at Chen Tian and asked.

"Of course not!" Chen Tian shouted loudly, but then whispered: "I live in that room..."

Without further ado, Cheng Xuan walked to his grandparents' room, opened it suddenly, and felt as if his heart had been pulled.The room was already in a mess, dirty clothes were strewn everywhere, cigarette butts were thrown all over the floor, and empty wine bottles rolled on the floor.Cheng Xuan's expression became extremely scary, and he asked Chen Tian in an extremely gloomy and depressed voice: "Aren't you afraid of retribution?"

Chen Tian trembled all over, he quickly said: "I'll clean up right away! Don't be angry..."

"Clean up immediately!" Cheng Xuan shouted sharply.

Chen Tian didn't dare to refute, so he had to bend over to tidy up.Cheng Xuan frowned, walked to the door of his room, knocked on the door, Chen Tian ran over again and said in a panic: "He seems to be sleeping, let's not disturb him..."

"I just want to get my clothes..." Before Cheng Xuan could speak, the door opened, and a tall man came out with a bad expression.

"Yu, Mr. Yu, I'm sorry to bother you..." Chen Tian smiled all over his face.

Mr. Yu?Cheng Xuan looked at the slovenly man with a gloomy face, he probably was just as idle as Chen Tian, ​​right?Cheng Xuan said bluntly, "Excuse me, I have to go in and get my clothes."

The man glanced at Cheng Xuan, opened the door completely, and Cheng Xuan walked in.But unexpectedly, his room was the same as before. Cheng Xuan looked around from the corner of his eye. Except for the bed and table, other places remained as they were before.Cheng Xuan was a little surprised, it turned out that he was different from Chen Tian.Cheng Xuan opened the closet and took out the winter clothes.

"Are you Cheng Xuan?" the man who had been silent all this time asked.

"Yes." Cheng Xuan folded the clothes and put them in the backpack.Cheng Xuan thought that this person would ask his name, probably because of what that idiot Chen Tian said.But no matter who he is, Cheng Xuan is about to leave after finishing his clothes. This place no longer has the smell of the past.

The man's tone was relaxed: "I heard that Chen Tian said that you are studying at Ji University." Chen Tian stood at the door, and he was taken aback by being called out unexpectedly.

"En." Cheng Xuan glanced at Chen Tian, ​​and continued to put the clothes into the backpack, he was very puzzled.Today's Chen Tian is too abnormal, it is far different from the Chen Tian who was fearless and shameless three months ago.Could it be that Mr. Yu is the problem?

For a moment, a thought flashed through Cheng Xuan's mind: Is this person here to collect debts?Could it be that Chen Tian is in debt again?How much is it this time, one hundred thousand? 20? 30?No, Chen Tian seemed to be going out just now. If it was to collect debts, it was impossible to let Chen Tian go out. If it was to collect debts, there was no need for him to pretend in front of Cheng Xuan.Cheng Xuan was calm on the surface, but his heart was full of turmoil.

Putting the last sweater into the backpack, Cheng Xuan said to Chen Tian: "Can you give it to me, uncle?"

Chen Tian was surprised that Cheng Xuan would say such a thing. He glanced at Mr. Yu and said, "That's good..."

Walking out of the community with Chen Tian, ​​Cheng Xuan stopped and asked Chen Tian, ​​"Who is that Mr. Yu?"

"It's the tenant!" Chen Tian frowned, "Didn't I just say that?"

"Do you think I can't see it? Who is he?" Cheng Xuan asked aggressively.

Chen Tian saw the anger in Cheng Xuan's eyes, but he lost his patience and waved his hands: "One last time, he is my tenant, and I have nothing to say about the rest."

Cheng Xuan took out his mobile phone and said, "There is no rental contract between you, right? Don't forget, my name is written on the real estate certificate now. If you don't tell me, I will call the police immediately, saying that someone broke into the house without permission."

Chen Tian snorted and said, "He is my boss."

Cheng Xuan sneered and said, "You're the boss?"

Chen Tian became anxious, and shouted loudly: "No! Don't look down on me, you kid!"

"Then why are you hiding in my house?"

"That's because you are kind and bullied. Brother Yu has been squeezed out by other bosses recently... Forget it, it's useless to talk to a nerd like you!" Chen Tian said angrily, "A flower in a greenhouse like you , I haven't suffered at all, I just keep nagging like a dead old man!..."

"Shut up!" Cheng Xuan was trembling with anger, "You ungrateful bastard! It's you who didn't live up to it. Who's to blame?"

"It's all that old man!" Chen Tian roared, "If it wasn't for him, would I, Chen Tian, ​​have fallen to this level? Since I was a child, I was hung up and beaten every time I failed a pass. Even if I passed, I was never praised. Be his son!"

"Shut up!" Cheng Xuan grabbed Chen Tian by the neckline, with a fierce voice, "Grandpa only asks you to pass the exam. Grandpa asked me to take the first place in the exam. I said yes. Grandpa asked me to take the first exam. I said Okay, my grandfather asked me to go to a prestigious university, and I said yes. I have been carrying the burdens you escaped all these years! In a family, there are only two old people and one child. Do you know how we got here these years? ? After class, I secretly went to work in a restaurant. I lied to my grandpa that the money I earned was from the school! Who do you think you are? You can’t do what grandpa asks of you, and you don’t deserve to be him at all. son!" Cheng Xuan shook off Chen Tian's neckline, and cursed with all his strength, "Trash!"

Chen Tian staggered unsteadily, and fell heavily to the ground.Cheng Xuan said condescendingly to Chen Tian: "You don't have to worry about it, you're hopeless anyway." After speaking, Cheng Xuan left without looking back.

Chen Tian didn't know anything about what Cheng Xuan said, he sat on the ground in shock, his mind went blank.At this time, someone walked up to him and said in a majestic voice: "Stand up."

Chen Tian raised his head mechanically: "Brother Yu..."

"Let Azai handle that matter, you have no task."

Chen Tian came back to his senses, and hurriedly asked: "Brother Yu, don't you use me?"

The man snorted coldly, turned and left.Chen Tian stood up slowly, hunched over slightly, and aged a lot in an instant.

Cheng Xuan quickly ran to the subway station, just in time for the subway, he pulled the ring, panting violently.He turned his back and took a deep breath, forcibly holding back the tears that were about to gush out.He kept persuading himself in his heart to control his emotions, but it was just a quarrel with Chen Tian, ​​why cry?What a waste of tears.

Back in the empty dormitory, Cheng Xuan silently hung the clothes in the backpack in the closet.When Su Ze came back, he noticed Cheng Xuan's depressed mood, and his tense face looked like he was about to cry.

"Cheng Xuan," Su Ze came over and patted him on the shoulder, and asked, "Don't hold anything in your heart, you can talk to me, sometimes it's much better to say it."

Cheng Xuan forced a smile with difficulty: "I'm fine, I just had a quarrel with my family, and I'll be fine in a few days."

"Oh...that's good." Su Ze was dubious, but he believed that a sensible person like Cheng Xuan would definitely survive no matter what happened.After Su Ze's lunch break, he found that Cheng Xuan had disappeared.He came to the special education, and sure enough, Cheng Xuan had already devoted himself to drawing as usual.

Later, he found that he was very wrong.

"Isn't Cheng Xuan back yet?" Wang Da glanced at his phone worriedly. It was already one o'clock in the morning.

Lin Ziyang said: "I left the school at ten o'clock, and Cheng Xuan was still drawing pictures at that time."

Su Ze frowned and said, "This guy is still teaching, right?" Su Ze quickly called Cheng Xuan.After a long time, Cheng Xuan picked it up: "Hello..."

"Cheng Xuan, where are you now? It's late, do you know?" Su Ze asked anxiously.

"I'm teaching..." Cheng Xuan said calmly, "I won't go back at night."

"Huh?" Su Ze was puzzled, "There is still plenty of time, why stay up late?"

Cheng Xuan was silent for a while, then said softly: "Su Ze, don't worry, I just want to finish the painting quickly, otherwise I won't sleep well."

"what?……"

"You guys go to bed first, that's all." Cheng Xuan hung up the phone after finishing speaking.

Su Ze was even more confused. What was Cheng Xuan thinking?

The next night, Cheng Xuan still didn't come back.

On the third night, Su Ze wanted to take Cheng Xuan back to the dormitory, but Cheng Xuan refused, saying that he was not sleepy.Su Ze shouted angrily: "Are you an idiot? You haven't closed your eyes for three whole days. Do you think you're hardcore?"

Cheng Xuan lowered his head, the pen in his hand was still moving.When Su Ze wanted to go forward angrily, he was stopped by Wang Da. Wang Da shook his head at Su Ze, signaling Su Ze not to be impulsive.

By the way, there is one person who might be able to say Cheng Xuan.Su Ze turned on the phone and found him in the address book: Professor Gu.

Su Ze leaned against the door and saw the figure of that person appear. Su Ze quickly straightened his back, and he ran up: "Professor Gu!"

Gu Huaiyuan asked: "What's going on?"

Su Ze said anxiously: "Cheng Xuan said he was going home to get his clothes, but after he came back, he didn't sleep a wink for three days, went to class with us during the day, and stayed at the special education all night at night... No matter how much I persuaded him..."

"I see, Su Ze, thank you," Gu Huaiyuan comforted Su Ze, "You go back first, and leave Cheng Xuan to me." Gu Huaiyuan patted Su Ze on the shoulder. At that moment, Su Ze felt that the person in front of him It is reliable, he nodded, and walked away step by step.

When Gu Huaiyuan walked into the classroom, Cheng Xuan drew lines slowly, mechanically like a puppet.Gu Huaiyuan walked up to Cheng Xuan's side, and called softly, "Cheng Xuan, I'm here to pick you up."

The pen in Cheng Xuan's hand stopped, looked up at Gu Huaiyuan, and after three seconds he said, "It's Huaiyuan, but I haven't finished drawing yet."

"Go to sleep and draw again tomorrow." Gu Huaiyuan bent down, put his hand on Cheng Xuan's hand holding the pen, and gently pulled the pen away.

"I can't sleep," Cheng Xuan said with dull eyes, "Huaiyuan, I don't seem to be able to sleep..."

At that moment, Gu Huaiyuan's heart seemed to be pierced by an arrow, he hugged Cheng Xuan with distress, and hugged Cheng Xuan hard.The ruler on the table fell to the ground with a crisp sound.

"Cheng Xuan, be obedient and follow me back."

"I haven't finished drawing..."

"Cheng Xuan!"

Cheng Xuan lowered his head and whispered, "I don't want...to bother Teacher Lin..."

Gu Huaiyuan's eyes widened, he never expected Cheng Xuan to mention Lin Jue.Gu Huaiyuan hurriedly said: "He has already left, and he won't come again without my permission." Cheng Xuan didn't respond, Gu Huaiyuan quickly raised Cheng Xuan's face with both hands, he was shocked to see the big teardrops falling from Cheng Xuan. Xuan's eye sockets welled up, and Cheng Xuan tremblingly said in a voice that was almost raving:

"Huaiyuan...I'm sorry...I've troubled you again."

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