drifting dreams broken heart

Shu served as a physics class representative in high school, and he also worked with another girl, Fei.The physics teacher often handed over the papers of mock exams of various sizes to Shu and his companions for evaluation. Since they could not occupy the self-study time, they could only take advantage of the time after class, so the two were often so busy that the campus was almost empty. when.The approval task was complicated and heavy, but due to the teacher's authority, the two dared not express too much dissatisfaction.The biggest inconvenience is that Fei is a boarding student, and she has to walk a dark and quiet night road from the teaching building to the girls' dormitory. Usually, after school, the students walk in groups of three or four, so there is no fear, but now this This journey is an out-and-out test for Fei, and the mouse also thought of this, so every time after overtime, he would send her back to the dormitory.

Sending her back for the last time was as logical as usual, but when the mouse was about to wave goodbye when she walked downstairs to the dormitory, Fei stopped and stood still, not as happy as usual, with a Look preoccupied.

The two looked at each other in confusion under the street lamp, and Shu stared at Fei suspiciously, and lifted his backpack up.

"What's the matter, go back quickly, what are you doing there?"

"Well, I know, but I have something to tell you."

"Huh? Oh, tell me quickly, you are going to turn off the lights."

"Come here, come closer." The girl waved her hands like water, and then gently stroked her bangs.

The Mouse walked over slowly, staring intently at Fei standing on the shoulder of the road, like a person who has lost his memory trying to wake up his mind when he is looking at a certain object from the past.

"You close your eyes."

"What are you doing with your eyes closed? If you have something to say, hurry up, I can hardly hold back."

"Oh, shut up as soon as I tell you, there are so many words."

The mouse pursed its mouth, closed its eyes gently, and kept its clenched fists in its pockets in case of accidents.

After a brief silence, the mouse felt a light warmth on his face. The feeling was from far to near, and it contained an indescribable touch. He opened his eyes quickly, and under the light, two faint blushes on Fei's face were clearly visible. She closed her lips tightly, narrowed her eyes slightly, quietly stretched out her hand through the long school uniform sleeves, grabbed the mouse's arm, and shook it a few times.

"Gift for you, thank you for walking with me every night." With a warm smile on Fei's face, she turned her head and ran away after speaking, and the flying skirt disappeared into the night in an instant.Shu stood there blankly for a long time, and did not leave until the last bell rang in the campus.

About a week later, Shu declined the teacher's request for marking papers on the grounds that his recent physics scores in the mock test had dropped significantly.The teacher did not insist too much, and quickly re-arranged candidates.Shu told Fei with a similar reason, but Fei didn't speak, but just looked at Shu for a long time, as if trying to penetrate him.

The kiss under the street lamp let Mo Bai know that it was the female students in the class who saw this horrible scene on the way back to the dormitory.Weixi told Shu about this matter, but this is already after Shu's work.In fact, until he confessed his love to the mouse, Wei Xi had maintained a tepid relationship with him.

The mouse knows that this situation cannot be explained clearly, and it will only become darker and darker.Anyway, he understands that his negative image in Mobai's mind is probably deeply ingrained, and it's meaningless to do crisis public relations, so let's just let it be, after so long, it's better to be more relaxed, if you still have to be cautious now Isn't it too childish.But the mouse still gave Weixi a general account of the situation at that time, and he felt that with the understanding of one more audience, it seemed that he could get the salvation of the soul, which was reassuring.Weixi frowned slightly and said nothing the whole time, with a minimal smile on his face, this expression was too deliberate, and you can tell it at a glance.

"Actually, you don't need to explain. I believe what you said. This matter was told to me by Mo Bai when I was about to graduate. At that time, I felt that the matter was not as simple as I imagined. Not too good, besides, you resigned from the position of class representative without warning at that time, and I saw some clues. More importantly, I know Fei very well. She was my good girlfriend before, but because of some things, It was a little unpleasant, and we don't usually stay together."

"Well, so to speak, it can be regarded as meeting a bosom friend."

"However, it is worth mentioning that Mo Bai is quite concerned about this, and it can even be said that you will sneer at the mention of this matter."

"Why bother, I didn't actually do anything."

"She encountered a lot of painful things at that stage, and it's hard to imagine how she survived." Wei Xi talked to Shu.

"During the summer vacation, his father left her unexpectedly because of illness. It was hard for the relatives and friends around him to accept the death of a well-behaved middle-aged man like this. I don't know much about his father, but I heard that he was a very good person. He loves Mo Bai very much, and often warns Mo Bai that he has to be in college at least to fall in love. The relationship between the father and daughter is very good. After his father left, she cried like a tearful person all day. Before the tears were dry, someone Talking about your things with him, I feel like she's about to collapse."

"Ah, how did this happen? It's really a sad thing, but it doesn't seem to have anything to do with her when you mention me." The mouse obviously had a hint of complaint.

"It doesn't matter why, there are so many boys who pursue her, she pays the most attention to you."

"Come on, how can you tell, I think she has a bad impression of me or just wants to be an ordinary friend."

"Maybe it's because you're usually wobbly, especially idle, with a superficial attitude in doing certain things, and frivolous words, so you may leave an unreliable impression on others."

"I don't have it. It's all superficial. I'm obviously very reliable."

"Okay, I don't think so of you. Once I get to know you well, I will understand what you are like."

"The thing about Mobai, how did you see it?"

"A woman's sixth sense." After finishing speaking, Weixi burst out laughing.

"Seriously, tell me quickly."

"Mobai told me."

The Rat looked rather surprised, and couldn't believe what she was hearing.

"She told you herself? Said she liked me?" The mouse's voice was much higher.

"No, it means that among so many people, you are very special, and she feels very comfortable getting along with you."

"Oh, maybe it's a polite remark that applies to everyone, and I'm more easy-going."

"I don't think so. Her attitude and demeanor are very resolute. I can't say she looks happy, but her prominent emotional expression will definitely be released. The way she stares at you is different. It's completely gentle. After this incident, his impression of you took a turn for the worse. Later, I mentioned my own opinion to her, also to take care of her emotions. Combined with the actual performance of you and Fei in reality, she can forgive you so-so, so you Do you really think that Mo Bai would be so forgetful during the graduation dinner and forget about the past with you?"

"Usually I look disgusted, I really can't imagine that Mobai still cares about me." Shu pouted and squinted at Weixi

"Women, I always like to choose a reserved way according to my own personality. You can add it up as you like, anyway, people have nothing to do with you, and now I say these things just to make you nostalgic. Don't say you still want to look at her."

"Well, no, no, just mentioning it casually. By the way, is that why she moved out of the school building at that time?"

"Ten out of ten, I want to leave the sad place to dilute the pain."

"Well, it's really cruel to treat a person like this." Shu sighed for a long time, put down the phone, and slumped on the bed as if his soul had been emptied.