drifting dreams broken heart

"Well, are you busy?" Weixi sent a message early in the morning.

"It's okay, I'm working on something, and I have to hand it in later, what's the matter?" Mouse was a little surprised.

"It's nothing, just chatting casually, you are busy, I won't bother you."

"Ah? It's okay, you, half-spoken, this is not your style."

"It's all right, it's all right, it's just idle and boring, I'm looking for you for entertainment, it doesn't mean you're busy."

"Uh, okay." The mouse seemed to see Wei Xi who was patting his chest for reassurance, so he didn't ask any more questions.

Weixi is Shu's high school classmate.After graduating from high school, Shu went to a university in the south.Weixi is very considerate to the mouse, thousands of miles away, and will always give the mouse heart-warming comfort in a timely and thoughtful manner.She is petite, but has very mismatched breasts.He speaks loudly, speaks super fast, and has a very cheerful and lively personality. He always likes to call boys brothers and sisters.Shu often pulled her hair from behind and said slowly: "Look up at the bright moon", and then press the back of her head to say "Low your head and think about your hometown".She is the only friend of the opposite sex who has never broken contact after graduation.

The mouse vaguely sensed something was wrong, and became restless.

Mobai posted a rare Moments, the mouse saw the same content in her space, and turned to a handsome and unruly face, there is no doubt that it was a man, who looked a few years older than Mobai, wide-eyed. With a wide forehead, thick chest, sloping shoulders, and a neat mohawk, he easily leans side by side with his friends.Shu caught a glimpse of Mo Bai's figure right next to him, there was no mistake, it was her. Shu checked it three times, just like a gypsy staring at a magic ball.

"I will really fall in love with a city because of one person. You are just mature, and I am just gentle. This time, I will be brave and be myself. I will not choose to be silent, and I will no longer keep regrets, because I just want to show you happiness. "Accompanied by a few casually photographed street scenes, surrounded by flowers and willows, bored.Shu thought that only Mo Bai would make a show of love as reckless and impassioned as a charge.

Shu used a short one-thousandth of a second to imagine himself as the person Mo Bai said, but in an instant he realized that subjective assumptions are sad and shameful, because he and Mo Bai are not in the same city at all.

"I don't know if they are in love, but I know there must be love between them." Without warning, these words from Lawrence Block suddenly squeezed into the mouse's mind.

The lethargy continued into the evening.

"Hey, let me tell you something." It was Wei Xi, as expected.

"I knew something was wrong with you, what's the matter?"

"Actually, it's nothing. Don't make the atmosphere so depressing."

"It's obvious that you are suppressing it... just talk about it if you have something to say, it's not good to hesitate."

"Well, I don't know what to say!"

"Express normally, say whatever you want, I don't know what your personality is, tell me quickly!" On the contrary, the mouse was a little nervous.

"What do you think... how about me?" The voice was pitifully small, and it was a vibration from the throat.

"How is it? It's pretty good. He's quite reliable and has a bold personality. Well, it's quite interesting to me!" Mouse said without hesitation.Unexpectedly, these blurted words made the atmosphere of the conversation a little awkward.If there are two bowls of white wine with chicken blood and a few sticks of incense, this scene is obviously more suitable for worship.

"really?"

"It's absolutely true, every sentence is true." Mouse pursed his lips and gave a fake cough, followed by a short and terrifying silence.

"Actually, I like you quite a bit, and I've noticed you for a long time. I don't know if you've noticed. I never thought of doing this. If it wasn't for my roommate's persuasion, I'm afraid this matter will always be rotten in my heart."

"Huh?" Shu was at a loss for words for a moment, which really surprised him.Mouse has no intention of caring whether that so-called "roommate" really exists, but Weixi is indeed a close friend for many years to him, but it is only a close friend. If he has a good impression of her, how could he be willing to just be with her in a plain way? The friendship that has been maintained for so many years.

"Suddenly saying these things made me very hesitant!"

"Then what do you think? I want to know your attitude."

"I think it's good to maintain the current relationship. The two of us are too familiar, and it's really not suitable. Besides, we are so far apart, so it's a long-distance relationship. It's too hard."

"Who says you can't be together if you are too familiar? Such an argument is inevitably too unconvincing, and there is nothing wrong with a long-distance relationship. We can try it together. If we don't feel suitable, we can talk about it."

"Instead of this, wouldn't the current state be better, why bother?"

"How can you say that? Who can say well about emotional matters? How can there be so many absolutes? Everything needs to be worked out slowly to turn things around. In fact, the two of us can really try together. Well." Weixi's begging sounded quite weak, but it was really distressing.

From this point of view, the mouse is quite decisive, which is inseparable from his deep-rooted view of love.He has always adhered to the dichotomous relationship of either liking or hating, so his attitude towards Weixi is quite clear. If there is any fantasy or reservation about her, then the reality has already changed.

"Well, let's put it this way, this is not the relationship state I want."

Weixi paused, and the mouse heard her swallowing in pain.

"Then what kind of state do you want?"

"At least as Mo Bai said..." The mouse felt that the time around him seemed to be chained, and it flowed slowly.

"You still can't forget her? But what you said before that you don't care is a lie?"

"The real life has been lived for too long, I want to see the ideal."

"But don't you have anything to say to me?"

"If you want, help me find Mo Bai back..."