drifting dreams broken heart

Shu asked the leader for leave, and spent almost a whole day playing computer games in the dormitory. In fact, he didn't have much interest in it, it was just really boring.After a wave of wipeouts, Shu continued to use his unsatisfactory operation level to spare no effort to prove that he really has no talent in this area.

At noon, I decided to go to the staff cafeteria of the construction team to have a meal. Their chef was very familiar with the mouse, so it must be no problem to have a meal.Shu turned off the computer and went to the cafeteria early. The staff hadn't arrived yet, so dinner wasn't served yet.The mouse leaned over to the chef to watch TV with him, the chef got up and peeled a pear and handed it to him.However, when the mouse tasted it, it always felt that the taste was weird, with a touch of sweetness and a little fragrance.Only then did he recall a terrible fact. When the mouse first entered the cafeteria, the chef was cutting the toenails.

Chattering at the dinner table has become commonplace, and the topics discussed are nothing more than politics and women.After Trump finished talking, it was measurements, and after talking about measurements, it was free play.Tell yourself the story of being ready to move every lonely and unbearable night.After talking too much, stealing food has become a last resort, and dating has become more confident, which makes it difficult for the mouse to understand and accept.He remembered that he had no common language with them on this topic, except for a few vivid erotic dreams.

The dreams of the mouse are often bizarre, and basically the anti-Japanese and campus themes account for most of them, but the so-called spring dreams that really exist in the memory and can last for a long time.This kind of dream is ethereal and real, and the image of the person involved is slightly vague, most of which are some girls who have had a brief encounter.We are determined to get along with her, but we need to forget each other in the rivers and lakes.And the content of the dream is also well-regulated, impartial, and it doesn't hurt morality if it doesn't go too far.It means that I am indeed having an erotic dream that conforms to the definition in a physiology textbook.Sometimes it only takes a few provocative movements, and the rat can't help disarming. Only when this moment appears, will the long-overdue rationality break through the ambiguous encirclement.After the gleeful sense of guilt faded away, the mouse suddenly reached out and scratched the bottom, which was wet and sticky. He sighed, endured the cold and hurried to the bathroom to change his underwear. After finishing this tedious impulse, After returning to bed, he quickly threw himself into the arduous struggle against Japan.

After eating, Shu walked slowly on the way back to the dormitory, staring at the passers-by.Their expressions were in a hurry, and there was nothing to look at. The mouse immediately imprinted their expressions and spread them on the cerebral cortex. A brief and vague addition to their lives, so that at least one person will not look so boring and lonely walking on the road, and this artificial feeling appears after leaving school and taking part in work.

After working for a few months, he walked around the corner of the school thousands of times in his dream. Every time the mouse laments that college students are the happiest group, he regrets that he has lost the most beautiful things.At that time, when he was about to graduate, he witnessed too many differences, poured out a lot of heartfelt words, and released a lot of emotions that had been suppressed for a long time. These were hidden deep in his subconscious, and revived when his will was weak.

But calm down and think about it, the stories dormant in my mind, the friendship hidden deep in the campus, and the memories of wandering in the hotel will not make this beautiful feeling last for too long. Even if I look back occasionally and greet, it is nothing more than wishful thinking. After a while of sighing, there is nothing left.So it was only now that the mouse suddenly understood that what he was sad about was not that the good days were gone forever, but that he had stepped into the society and plunged into the melting pot of reality with the childishness and sharpness that had not been modified and polished in the ivory tower. middle.You can't imagine what you will become, just like the old man Faria described by Alexandre Dumas dug the dark passage to freedom by relying on fish bones and self-made iron tools. In fact, although you are still moving forward, But no one knows whether it leads to the land at the Warden's feet or the ocean beyond the high walls of the Château d'If.

During college, Shu had a girlfriend named Ruozhen, a girl from a big city, with a sophistication and sophistication that did not match her age.Ruozhen's father is a civil servant and is still on the rise in his career; his mother runs a large decorative building materials company.A wealthy family background and strict family education have created her strong self-esteem and inherent arrogance, and the mixed family type of politics and business provides some references for the formation of her personality characteristics.So from the very beginning, Shu understood that in terms of family background alone, he was indeed not on the same level as others, and he himself did not really admire the so-called "matched family", but he also had to admit that the resulting personality differences might be difficult to make When both parties really agree with each other, at least some confusion is unavoidable.

The first communication between Ruozhen and Shu came from an English class.It is also very funny to say, the teacher named the mouse to read the text aloud, and his very characteristic Northeast accent English pronunciation made many students laughing.For those students who have never been to the north, this accent is like a character who came out of a Spring Festival Gala sketch.And the teacher is a teacher after all, so he should always maintain the demeanor of being a teacher, and always look at him with a smile.But Shu looked a little embarrassed, pursed his lips, sat down unsteadily under the teacher's waving gesture, and turned his head to look at the girls with faded faces, the one who smiled the happiest was Ruozhen.