drifting dreams broken heart

As the time in different places becomes longer, the conflict between the two intensifies day by day, and they often go to war over a trivial matter on the phone.Ruozhen would often say things like 'this love has no future, and it's not good for you or me if it goes on'.Shu didn't react too much, after all, what she said was true.But what prompted Shu to start thinking about breaking up was probably Ruozhen's indifference to him.

The mouse and the work unit fought for a few days of vacation and wanted to take this opportunity to visit Ruozhen. After taking a 4-hour plane and taking the subway several times, they arrived near his girlfriend's house.Unexpectedly, Ruozhen was still angry with him because of a small dispute before, and refused to see him.

After several pleadings to no avail, the Rat knew it would be futile to spend it all, so he didn't speak any more.In fact, I should have said something, but no words came to my mind.He put his mobile phone in his trouser pocket, stuffed the presents into his backpack, and walked straight out of Ruozhen's community with long strides, always facing the front without looking back, and drove to the airport to buy the latest flight.Afterwards, Ruozhen apologized to Shu for this matter, but Shu didn't say anything, and soon the day came when the two of them ended.

It was half a year after he started working, and the two finally could not escape the fate of breaking up.The breakup was brought up by Ruozhen. On the phone, he accused him of being hopeless in his 20s, and at the same time predicted that he would not get the capital to match her in the future, chattering endlessly about all the wrong things in the past.Shu hung up the phone without listening to her. He had already lost the desire to repent and apologize, because Shu knew that the hope of redemption was like a candle in the hands of a grave robber, the deeper it went, the faster it would go out.

Although I knew that this day would come sooner or later, I was obviously not fully prepared for it when I actually faced it.Shu hung up the phone and looked at his hand on the table, and said carefully: "I'm probably a little confused. I put so much thought into it, but it disappeared in a blink of an eye. I dare not see what the truth is. , Emotions are vulnerable. The desired things cannot be realized, and the missed feelings cannot be redeemed." From his tone, we could hear the trembling of deep sorrow and anger, and the mouse felt very tired, lying on the ground. There was no movement on the table, but the mouth was still murmuring to himself.Soon, the sound of struggling became smaller and smaller, and sleepiness as deep as violence enveloped him completely.

Since he started working, Rat seldom mentioned his emotional matters in front of his friends, and he probably knew in his heart that it was impossible to continue this fake love here.Coming here, I am afraid that the patience and faith of the two of them will be worn out.In Ruozhen's words: "This relationship should have been broken two years ago, and so much unnecessary time was wasted." Now it seems that this breakup is reasonable and appropriate, and it is precisely the person who is reluctant to leave Rat's humble stubbornness and self-blame.

For the Rat, until now, there has never been an unforgettable and unforgettable love experience.If he reluctantly counts his reluctance and apology for his first love together, it can only show that he expresses deep remorse for his foolish actions at the beginning.It’s not so much that I can’t forget a period of failed relationships and the enduring subversion of values ​​​​derived from them, but it’s better to say that I’m thinking about a certain girl and the continuous situation she brought to my relationship. After thinking about it, Shu thought, this person is Mo Bai.

In fact, Rat has been working hard to get rid of the naive behavior of turning love into two people's house wine, and then properly implanted the established pattern that both mature men and women have tacitly understood, and lived out this life according to this golden rule.However, this kind of step-by-step brought him endless boredom and anxiety. After separating from Ruozhen, Shu began to seriously consider whether there was any problem with his thoughts. If not, then why was his heart so empty? Yes, what is the problem? If my thoughts are correct from the beginning to the end, does Mobai's words still have practical significance.

The mouse remembered Mo Bai's words, and thought of Mo Bai.I couldn’t help but ask myself: “If you had to choose a philosophy of life as your love creed now, what choice would you make?” The mouse suddenly remembered the roller coaster of Umbernas’ death, when the carriage took you slowly up the At an altitude of 1600 feet, before you are about to face seven deadly loop lanes, you can make the final choice of life, and that choice must be the most desired and true choice in your heart.Shu smiled wryly and asked himself, "If I were in this car, what choice would I make?" No matter what, Shu has deep respect for Mo Bai, no matter it is the most hurt or the most beautiful memory, but now the scar Liile Shu knows that he will never have a chance to see Mo Bai again, so he can only practice for her who doesn't know where she is with that eternally pure heart.