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Song Shuo was reading at home when his phone vibrated suddenly and received a call.He leaned over to see that the incoming call was from an unfamiliar local number.He has been a teacher for so many years, and most of his calls every day are from unfamiliar numbers, and most of them are from students, so he didn't hesitate, "Hello?"

"Mr. Song?"

Sure enough, it was a familiar voice, and Song Shuo found the owner of the voice as soon as he passed it in his mind. "Lu Tao?" Song Shuo thought for a moment, it seemed that he was Tang Zhe's roommate.

Lu Tao faltered for a while, "Well...it's me. Well, Mr. Song..." He spoke intermittently. Song Shuo never urged this kind of student who seemed to have something difficult to say, and just patiently waited for the other party to speak.But after such a silence, he heard the voice of a person next to him muttering and shouting, and someone else's protracted "shh—" The voice of the noisy person was more familiar to him than Lu Tao, Song Shuo twisted Frowning, "What's wrong with Tang Zhe?"

Lu Tao paused for a long time before saying, "Teacher, he drank too much."

"How much did you drink?"

Lu Tao didn't answer this, but said, "He's drunk now."

"Huh?" Song Shuo began to doubt the purpose of Lu Tao's call. He was speculating in his heart, and Lu Tao said as if he mustered up his courage: "He insists on looking for you, and we can't stop him."

Song Shuo understood, and at the same time, he also heard Tang Zhe's vaguely calling "Teacher Song".He put down the book in his hand, stood up, and picked up his clothes from the hanger, "Where are you?"

"We're downstairs from you."

Song Shuo said succinctly, "I'll be right over." He hung up the phone, put on his clothes, took the keys, and went out with his shoes.As soon as I went down the stairs to the first floor, I saw a few figures staggering together by the flower bed in front of me.Among them, Tang Zhe and Song Shuo walked over and saw that Lu Tao, Ge Peng, and Lu Qingyun were all there. Although they smelled heavily of alcohol, they looked very sober.And Tang Zhe leaned limply on Lu Qingyun's body, talking in a mess, his hands were still stretched out, and he looked almost unconscious.

Song Shuo nodded to the others, and stretched out his arms to hug Tang Zhe, "Leave Tang Zhe to me, you go back and have a good rest."

The fat man scratched his head, "Well, Mr. Song, Tang Zhe..."

Song Shuo glanced at several people, and the expressions on the faces of the three were a little strange.He pondered for a while, and said to the fat man, "I know, don't worry."

The fat man rubbed his hands in embarrassment at what he said, "I'm sorry for your trouble."

Song Shuo dragged Tang Zhe home and was sweating all over. Tang Zhe refused to cooperate in every possible way. While struggling hard, he shouted "Teacher Song" inarticulately.Song Shuo couldn't hold him in his arms, and called Tang Zhe's name over and over again.Tang Zhe was finally sobered up by his yelling, opened his misty eyes, and saw him thrusting into his arms, giggling while holding him, and didn't let go for a long time.After Tang Zhe stopped making trouble, Song Shuo successfully brought him into the house.

When entering the room, Tang Zhe looked left and right, as if trying to identify, and after realizing where he was, the obedient Song Shuo pointed to where to go, and did what he said.Song Shuo placed the person on the sofa, and he himself was exhausted, so he leaned back on the sofa and panted.It took a long time to recover, and when he opened his eyes, Tang Zhe looked at him fixedly.Song Shuo saw that his hair and clothes were messed up, and his face and eyes were flushed, so he couldn't help but raised his hand to touch him, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?"

Tang Zhe grinned, his eyes still not sober, "I'm here again!"

"Huh?" Song Shuo didn't understand.

"I, I haven't been here for a long time." Tang Zhe said with his tongue out.

Only then did Song Shuo realize that Tang Zhe was referring to the time when the two of them were having a fight. He looked at Tang Zhe, raised his hand and rubbed his red eyes, "Well, here we go again."

Tang Zhe showed a satisfied smile, and Song Shuo laughed too.The more Tang Zhe laughed, the happier he got up from the sofa and threw himself into Song Shuo's arms, wrapping his arms around his neck, biting his face, neck, and shoulders with his mouth.It's fun for others to make such a fuss, Tang Zhe couldn't count it, biting Song Shuo felt uncomfortable all over, and kept sucking in air.Tang Zhe laughed out loud when he heard Song Shuo gasp.Song Shuo pushed him away, "Stop biting, you are so happy biting someone."

Song Shuo stood up, pressed Tang Zhe's shoulders, and made him sit upright, "Do you feel uncomfortable?"

Tang Zhe tilted his head, and his brain, which was dizzy from the alcohol, slowly turned for a while, shook his head, and nodded again after a while, "A little dizzy."

"Just dizzy, don't want to vomit?"

Tang Zhe shook his head slowly, and said for a while, "I want to drink water."

Song Shuo got up to pour water for Tang Zhe, and just after walking two steps, he heard a voice behind him, turning around Tang Zhe stood behind him and smiled foolishly at him.

He asked, "What are you doing here?"

Tang Zhe was still smiling: "I want to look at you."

The bear child has been awkward for half his life, but he became frank after drinking some wine.Song Shuo couldn't blame him for getting into trouble when he was a bear, let alone being so obedient now.Song Shuo asked him to follow, and Tang Zhe was like a dutiful little tail, never leaving.

After confirming that there was nothing wrong with Tang Zhe, Song Shuo pulled him into the bathroom to take a bath.

Tang Zhe stood obediently by the side and watched Song Shuo turn on the water heater, test the water temperature, and fetch clothes for him.When undressing, you can stretch out whichever hand you want, and they cooperate very well.When Song Shuo started to bend down to take off Tang Zhe's pants, he suddenly pulled his pants and hid, "What are you doing?" He asked bluntly, but with a smile on his face.

Song Shuo looked at his blushing face, lifted his forehead hair, and kissed him on the forehead, "What do you want, I'll take a bath for you."

Tang Zhe said "Oh", "Then, then I, myself, myself."

He leaned against the wall and pulled his belt softly, lifted his legs and pulled his trousers, and he couldn't stand still and staggered.Song Shuo wrapped his arms around his waist and helped him with the other.The bath didn't go well. Tang Zhe was sober when he was blown by the wind outside, but he was surrounded and swallowed by the alcohol vapor from the hot steam when he was taking a bath. Tang Zhe's eyes were a little straight now. He looks like an alcoholic who can't stand when he's too drunk.

Song Shuo himself was also wet from tormenting, and finally he was relieved to put Tang Zhe on the bed half-hugged and half-dragged, and rubbed his sore arms and cervical spine to take a bath.Within 10 minutes of washing, Tang Zhe knocked on the door.Tang Zhe shouted panickedly outside: "Teacher Song? Teacher Song?"

Song Shuo hurriedly put on a pair of trousers and opened the door. Tang Zhe immediately plunged into the bathroom. His feet slipped and he was about to fall down.Both of them rolled around on the ground, and the fall was painless, but the pajamas that Tang Zhe had just changed into were completely wet again.Song Shuo almost collapsed, and he didn't take a bath anymore. He took Tang Zhe out after wiping a couple of hands, and changed Tang Zhe's set again.

After Tang Zhe finished changing his clothes, he coaxed him into bed again, before Song Shuo was able to take off his soaked pants.After changing his clothes, he turned around and saw Tang Zhe lying on the bed with water-stained eyes.

Song Shuo froze for a moment, sat on the edge of the bed and reached out to wipe Tang Zhe's tears, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?"

The more Tang Zhe persuaded, the more he cried. At first, he was crying alone, but now he was crying, sobbing non-stop, out of breath.Song Shuo helped Tang Zhe up and patted him on the back lightly.Tang Zhe looked at him crying and stammered while sobbing: "I'm sorry...well, yes, I'm sorry..." Tang Zhe said a lot, but there were only these three words, over and over again, with tears incessantly repeat.

Song Shuo reckoned that Tang Zhe might be crying so badly for the first time at such a young age, he sighed and covered Tang Zhe's eyes, "Okay, okay, I forgive you, don't cry."

Tang Zhe really stopped crying, and his sobbing gradually stopped.Song Shuo covered him, but he blinked without struggling.Song Shuo felt Tang Zhe's still wet eyelashes brushing against his palm.

He let go of his hand and wiped Tang Zhe's face again.Tang Zhe looked at him intently, and suddenly said, "Song Shuo, I like you."

Song Shuo waited for this sentence for so long, but never thought that Tang Zhe would blurt it out at this moment. He almost had tinnitus in an instant, his whole body was stiff and unconscious, only his heart was beating violently.Song Shuo looked at Tang Zhe firmly, sat on the edge of the bed and said softly, "Tang Zhe, you can tell me about this tomorrow."

Tang Zhe showed a confused expression, Song Shuo stroked his hair, "Tang Zhe, you are drunk, you can tell me tomorrow."

Tang Zhe repeated in confusion: "Am I drunk?"

Song Shuo nodded. He pushed Tang Zhe onto the bed, covered him with a quilt, bent down and kissed Tang Zhe on the mouth, "Good night, my Marshal Tang."

Tang Zhe was probably tired from tossing around, and started snoring less than 10 minutes after lying on the bed.Song Shuo was still sitting by the bed and looking at him.

From Song Shuo's point of view, Tang Zhe is not a bad boy except that he is a little willful and occasionally loses his temper.Facing him, Tang Zhe was awkward and not honest, but Song Shuo had never felt that Tang Zhe had any resentment or dislike for him. Even when he just confessed his feelings to Tang Zhe, Tang Zhe was just a little panicked.Tang Zhe liked him more or less, Song Shuo always thought so, and he didn't really care what kind of value Tang Zhe had.He was not an impatient person when he was in school, and he is even more so with the person he likes now. He is not afraid that Tang Zhe will not be with him in the end, and he even has high self-confidence.In fact, the two did reach a very close level at one point, only missing the last layer of window paper.

When Tang Zhe first got into trouble with him at the beginning, he didn't actually find out why Tang Zhe was there, but he intentionally didn't take the initiative to show his favor.Maybe it was because he took the initiative for too long, Song Shuo finally began to eagerly hope for Tang Zhe's reply, and he even wanted to use this to force Tang Zhe.But I didn't expect Tang Zhe not only didn't go as he hoped, but lost his temper with him.

When Song Shuo listened to Tang Zhe's condemnation, his heart was very calm, but a thought suddenly popped up - he also thought that Tang Zhe liked him, but it was just his own wishful thinking.

Suitors are most afraid of being let down. Song Shuo always thought that he didn't care about Tang Zhe when the other party would give him what kind of return, but at that moment he realized that he was actually not so noble, but he was also a layman. At least he couldn't accept it. Tang Zhe thinks that way.Song Shuo knew that Tang Zhe was speaking out of anger, but he felt angry.

He didn't find Tan Qing's feelings in these messy things with Tang Zhe.He is not a dull person, but he is entangled in his own feelings and can't break free, and he doesn't care about others.Tang Zhe always said that he was wrong, and apologized desperately to him, but Song Shuo actually didn't blame Tang Zhe at all, he didn't doubt Tang Zhe's sincerity, he just lost confidence in himself.Especially when Tang Zhe uttered the phrase "Why did you harm me", he seemed to be slapped hard in the face immediately, from flesh to bone, from face to heart, and twitched with pain.

Isn't what Tang Zhe said right?He was really hurting him... Song Shuo had never struggled like this before. Although he was a bit of an old cadre in his bones, he was still a person who pursued pleasure in time in essence.So after he found out that he liked Tang Zhe, he didn't even have any entanglements, and he said it out when he liked it deeply enough.It's not a crime for him to like Tang Zhe, what can't he say, what... can't expect a reply?But if he's a sick person, drag another person into the water too?

Song Shuo suffered no less than Tang Zhe. Tang Zhe felt guilty because of his waywardness, while Song Shuo dragged Tang Zhe into a dark path wishful thinking because he began to realize his liking.When Tang Zhe called him in the middle of the night, when he heard Tang Zhe's murmur, he felt ecstasy subconsciously, and then reason overwhelmed emotion, but he tasted bitterness from his own mouth.After hanging up the phone, he didn't fall asleep, and found a half pack of cigarettes after digging through the nightstand.He sat on the bed one by one, the air in the bedroom with the door closed was not good, Song Shuo's eyes were reddened by the smoke.

He pinches his cigarette and thinks, so be it.

so what?Song Shuo himself was wavering in his heart. He stood on the podium in class calmly, his eyes passed Tang Zhe without stopping, but his heart was very noisy.

It's not that he can't see Tang Zhe's state. He has put people on the top of his heart for two years and is almost like a son's pet. Seeing Tang Zhe's appearance makes him feel more uncomfortable than himself.But what did Tang Zhe think of him?Is it still the same as before?Of course Tang Zhe's words were not his sincerity, but what he could blurt out was really not what he had thought over and over again?Song Shuo thought things clearly, but the more he understood, the more he found his own emptiness.The two of them just said goodbye, Song Shuo felt unwilling.But he continued, he, a person who had a clear purpose for half his life, suddenly lost his direction.

He sometimes gets angry when he thinks about it, thinking that Tang Zhe was spoiled like that by him, so why didn't he come to him for peace once?However, Tang Zhe flinched and became more and more depressed.While waiting and struggling, Song Shuo gradually became desperate.He laughed that he and Tang Zhesuo didn't get a deadline, so he expected to take the initiative.Song Shuo was not chilled when Tang Zhe pointed at his nose and scolded him, but this time he was really chilled.

He never thought that such a turning point would happen between the two of them.Song Shuo stretched out his hand and pinched Tang Zhe's face, "Drinking and making mistakes can make things happen, you're lucky."

He climbed onto the bed, got into the quilt, turned over and hugged Tang Zhe into his arms.Tang Zhe was tormented by him, and Song Shuo patted the other person's back, "Go to sleep."

"Everything will be fine tomorrow."