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Song Shuo looked at him, grinning happily, "Really?"

Song Shuo's father said sternly beside him: "What's wrong with you, you left Tang Zhe here for almost half an hour the first time you came here, is there any courtesy?"

Song Shuo's father surprised Tang Zhe the moment he opened his mouth, and he couldn't tell that it was the person who spoke to him with a pleasant face just now.

Tang Zhe was still immersed in the shadow of Song Shuo's childhood, and immediately said to Song Shuo when he saw this, "No, I'm the one who came up first." Song Shuo's father took a look at Tang Zhe, and Tang Zhe immediately gave up.He went to look at Song Shuo again, glared at him, "Come in soon." Song Shuo didn't feel pressured by his parents' scolding, walked over and sat next to Tang Zhe, and took an apple from the table peel.Before Song Shuo came back, the three of them were talking and laughing, but after Song Shuo came back, no one spoke.Tang Zhe was restless, like salted fish on a frying pan.Song Shuo didn't seem to know how uncomfortable he was, and focused on the apple in his hand.Song Shuo's parents also stared at Song Shuo. Song Shuo finished peeling the apple very calmly, took a bite, "It's very sweet, try it." He handed it over as he spoke, and Tang Zhe opened his mouth reflexively. As soon as I opened it, I realized that this scene is very embarrassing.But Song Shuo didn't wait for his reaction, and directly stuffed the apple into his mouth, "Eat it."

Song Shuo wiped his hands, looked at his parents, "Tang Zhe finished asking? Is there anything else you want to ask me?"

After Tang Zhe heard Song Shuo's words, his heart tightened.Song Shuo's posture of coming out of the closet is too strong. If he is Song Shuo's parents, he will be pissed off, okay?

As expected, Song Shuo's parents didn't speak. After a while, Song Shuo's mother stood up, "You guys have had a hard drive all the way back, go take a shower, sleep and rest." Tang Zhe didn't understand what kind of routine this was, and didn't want See what they mean?Song Shuo said "Okay" with a dark expression, and went into his room to search for clothes for Tang Zhe.Tang Zhe was very embarrassed when he was pushed into the bathroom. There is no one who was sent into the bathroom right after meeting his lover's parents in broad daylight, but he "couldn't turn down the kindness" and went in under pressure.Song Shuo explained the toiletries to him, prepared a change of clothes and towels, turned his head and looked outside, closed the door, touched Tang Zhe's head and kissed him, "Don't be afraid, you can go back to my room after washing Go to sleep and don't worry about anything."

Song Shuo's words sounded like FLAG, and Tang Zhe was startled when he heard it, "Mr. Song, are you going to die generously?"

Song Shuo smiled, "Don't worry, I can't help you at your house, but at my house I can guarantee that you won't be bullied."

Tang Zhe actually wanted to say that I don't worry about myself at all now, I only worry about you.But Song Shuo directly kissed him again, then opened the door and went out.Tang Zhe came out of the shower and didn't see the Song family in the living room or bedroom. He looked at the study with the door closed, hesitated for a moment, and listened to Song Shuo and obediently entered his room.He was apprehensive, while carefully listening to the movement over there.I don't know if it's because the sound insulation is too good or if Song Shuo and his parents really talked smoothly. Tang Zhe didn't notice any movement after listening for almost 10 minutes, so he just lay down on the bed and played with his mobile phone.He modified Song Shuo's previous game into a mobile version, which is stored in the mobile phone and can be played again at any time.In fact, the game has been cleared many times, but Tang Zhe still likes to start over and over again, and every time he finds some surprising places. I read Tang Zhe's notes, and saw his favorite pen in the pen holder after a while.Tang Zhe was happily hunting for treasures, when he suddenly heard a muffled sound coming from the study, Tang Zhe immediately rolled over from the bed in a jerk, and rushed to the bedroom door to stare at the study.

But after this sound, there was no other sound from the study.Tang Zhe couldn't feel at ease anymore. Although Song Shuo told him not to worry about it, he was still afraid that something might happen. He was hesitant to walk to the study and wanted to knock on the door when the door suddenly opened.

Song Shuo came out from the inside and was taken aback when he saw him, "Why did you come out, didn't you tell you to go to the house to rest?"

Song Shuo looked far less relaxed than he said, his hair was a little messy, the frame of his glasses was a little crooked, and there was a red mark on his face.Tang Zhe bit his lower lip, he tilted his head and wanted to go inside to see Song Shuo's parents, but Song Shuo stopped him.Song Shuo pressed his shoulders and turned around, "I'm a little sleepy, let's go, go back to sleep."

The two went back to the bedroom. As soon as the door closed, Tang Zhe turned around. He took off Song Shuo's glasses and touched his swollen face. "Did uncle and aunt hit you?"

"It's just a slap." Song Shuo patted his hand and said with a smile.

"That's all?" Tang Zhe was now filled with anger and heartache that Mr. Song, whom he had carefully protected until yesterday, was suddenly beaten in a place that he couldn't see and couldn't control.

Song Shuo didn't care much, and even teased Tang Zhe, "You're still there hahaha, bleeding from being smashed, I won't be hurt if I get slapped."

"I said it's different..." Tang Zhe hurriedly reiterated his point of view.

Song Shuo covered his mouth, "What's the difference? Now you know that I checked your IP and found you. Did you feel hurt when you opened the door? You kept it from me for half a month."

Tang Zhe was dumbfounded. In this regard, he was indeed much more exaggerated than Song Shuo.

Song Shuo looked at him, "But it's worth a slap for a consent."

Tang Zhe was stunned for a moment, and asked stupidly: "Is this agreed?"

"Yes." Song Shuo nodded.

"What did you guys talk about in the study room? Why did you agree?" Although the whole door-to-door process today was magical, Tang Zhe found it unbelievable that the fruits of victory came so quickly. Like other children, Song Shuo's parents accepted it so quickly? ! ! !

"I didn't say anything. My mother asked me which number you were, and I said the first one. My mother said maybe I just haven't met the girl I like, and I said yes. If I didn't meet you, I might find myself In fact, she is asexual, so my mother will not speak."

Tang Zhe looked at Song Shuo and lost all focus, "The first one?"

Song Shuo raised his eyebrows at him with a smile.

"You didn't like anyone before?"

Song Shuo still looked at Tang Zhe with such a smile.

Tang Zhe's face suddenly turned red, his eyes turned to the side, and he whispered: "Then you are at a loss... At least I have chased girls before."

"Really?" Song Shuo looked very interested, "Have you caught up?"

"You don't care if I catch up or not, I did if I didn't!" Tang Zhe rolled his eyes.

Song Shuo laughed, and quickly pulled Tang Zhe into his arms, "Okay, okay, you chased after you. But luckily you didn't catch up." Song Shuo kissed Tang Zhe's face, "Now I'm just letting me take advantage of it. .And you see, I don't need you to chase me, I just came here by myself."

Tang Zhe put his chin on Song Shuo's shoulder and giggled. He was teasing Song Shuo just now. She was beautiful, and when she took calligraphy class, her ink was spilled, and the white skirt was stained with a large ink stain. Then the white skirt disappeared from Tang Zhe's sight, and the green feeling disappeared. Later, he didn't even remember the other party's name and Zhang Xiang. Thinking about it now, this feeling might not even count as liking.

Tang Zhe guessed that it was impossible for Song Shuo's parents to accept it so simply. In the final analysis, it might be because of their guilt towards Song Shuo.Tang Zhe is emotionally inclined towards Song Shuo. On the one hand, Song Shuo's parents, as senior intellectuals and parents, have done some behaviors that are almost beyond his cognition; but on the other hand, Song Shuo's parents also let him People feel sad, they used to let Song Shuo blindly accommodate others, but now they realize their mistake and blindly accommodate themselves.No family is sustained by the sacrifice of one party. Song Shuo sacrificed himself before, but now Mr. Song and Mr. Yao regressed because of guilt.

It is not easy for Tang Zhe to intervene in Song Shuo's family affairs.What made it even more uncomfortable was that Tang Zhe guessed that Song Shuo also knew what his parents thought. Tang Zhe didn't know how Song Shuo felt when he saw his parents' unilateral concession. He could only accompany Song Shuo.Tang Zhe told his family the attitude of Song Shuo's family members truthfully. Tang Zhe's family members did not express too many opinions about the "happy" result, but they were indeed relieved as they said.Tang Zhe has lived in Song Shuo's house much longer than in his own home. Song Shuo's parents are very good, and they even know how to avoid them.

At this moment, the family is on summer vacation, and the three teachers in the family are very free.Song Shuo's father likes fishing. Song Shuo is too lazy to run and has no interest in fishing, but he still goes out with his father from time to time.Compared with the gentleness of Song Shuo's mother, Tang Zhe could clearly feel the seriousness of Song Shuo's father. At first, he was afraid that Song Shuo would be punished if he went out alone with his father, but later found that the father and son were really going fishing. Only then can I rest assured.Song Shuo's house is very big, with four rooms but actually has two study rooms.Song Shuo explained that his parents both paid attention to education and learning, and the most important place in his home was the study room. Song Shuo was forced to read how many books in a semester when he was young.In addition, Song Shuo's parents are also teachers, and each has a lot of materials. When Song Shuo graduated and went to work, he packed up his study room for his parents to use, and his parents occupied a study room.Song Shuo has been away from home for work for a long time, and he doesn't have much at home, so Tang Zhe is still a little reluctant to go to the living room.Those two study rooms are the "important places" of Song Shuo's parents, and they dare not set foot there lightly. Usually, when Song Shuo and his father go out, Tang Zhe only dares to stay in Song Shuo's room.Later, out of politeness, he would get up early to help them clean up, and at noon he would help wash the dishes, and by the way, under Song Shuo's praise, he would show off to Song Shuo's parents.Although Tang Zhe's craftsmanship is much better than Song Shuo's, it's still not very good.But fortunately, part of Song Shuo's handicap for cooking was inherited from his parents, so Tang Zhe became very popular in front of Song Shuo's parents.

Song Shuo's parents took turns cooking at Song Shuo's family. Song Shuo was also on the rotation list at first, but because the family would eat noodles as long as Song Shuo was cooking, Song Shuo's parents kicked Song Shuo out of the kitchen.Tang Zhe originally wanted to volunteer, but the Song family's attitude towards the guests was against Tang Zhe's entering the kitchen, so Tang Zhe only helped wash the vegetables and Song Shuo took turns washing the dishes and doing some small work.

One day after Song Shuo went fishing with Mr. Song again, Tang Zhe and Mr. Yao moved small stools to choose vegetables in the kitchen.Teacher Yao suddenly said: "Tang Zhe, Song Shuo sometimes makes things difficult for himself, I hope you can help us watch it."

Tang Zhe was stunned for a moment, and immediately realized that this was the "entrustment" that Xiao Zhi said.Teacher Yao had entrusted Xiao Zhi before, and now that Tang Zhe had come, it was natural to entrust him again.But whether it was Xiao Zhi or Tang Zhe, Song Shuo's parents always entrusted unimportant outsiders, trying to rely on a third party to resolve their family's conflicts, but never considered starting with themselves and Song Shuo.Tang Zhe had a lot to say, but he seemed to be preaching too much to the elders when he said it, so he said with a smile: "Teacher Song takes care of me much more than I take care of him. He is more reliable than me. !"

Teacher Yao shook his head, "Mr. Song and I did a lot of things that we owed Song Shuo when he was a child. By the time we realized it, it was too late. Song Shuo has grown up, and we don't need to make up for it anymore."

Tang Zhe looked at Teacher Yao with a calm face, and didn't know what to say. He wondered why parents and children feel indebted to each other to such an extent. Shouldn't the family be kind? Why should I always pursue how much I owe you? , What did you miss me again?The most uncomfortable thing was that Song Shuo's mother had no expression on her face when she said this, as if she had already done a lot of useless work and didn't want to bother anymore.After thinking about it, he still expressed his thoughts, "Maybe Mr. Song never felt that you owed him, and since you are not an outsider, how can you owe him anything?"

Teacher Yao looked up at Tang Zhe, "Then why did he do this? Isn't he trying to get revenge on us?"

Tang Zhe thumped a little, his heart was finished, and he came here after going around, how should he answer? ! !Tang Zhe panicked for a moment, he stammered and said, "Why, how could it be..."

Someone knocked on the kitchen door suddenly. Tang Zhe and Teacher Yao turned their heads together and saw Song Shuo leaning against the door frame and looking at them: "What are you talking about?"

Song Shuo is back!Tang Zhe was relieved, he smiled at Song Shuo.Song Shuo walked in with a smile, patted Tang Zhe's head, and said to Teacher Yao, "Mr. Yao, why are you scaring him?"

Tang Zhe's nerves tensed up after he had just relaxed. He looked up at Song Shuo.Song Shuo was also looking down at him, hooked the bridge of his nose, raised his head and said to Teacher Yao, "What are you talking about with him, he doesn't even understand his own affairs." Song Shuo patted Tang Zhe "Hey, go back to the house." Knowing that Song Shuo meant to talk to his mother, Tang Zhe immediately washed his hands and avoided it.

Song Shuo drove Tang Zhe away, sat on Tang Zhe's small bench and continued Tang Zhe's work.

Song Shuo's mother was silent for a while, and said, "Tell Tang Zhe not to care about what I just said."

"Don't worry," Song Shuo smiled. "He doesn't remember things, and he will forget them in a few days. I don't think you owe me anything. You and my dad don't have to feel guilty all the time. Are you tired?"

"I don't have any revenge with Tang Zhe. I will not punish others with my own affairs, let alone punish you." Song Shuo continued to choose dishes in his hand and said: "The two of us are also Tang Zhe who I hooked up with first. When I went to Tang Zhe's house for a while, his mother asked me if I knew what I was doing. I knew, but I liked him."

"I know you may not be able to accept it for a while, but Mom," Song Shuo looked at his mother, "Thank you and my dad for not stopping us. If you need some time, we are not in a hurry, Tang Zhe is a good boy , you will like it."

Song Shuo really never felt that his parents owed him, but he felt tired.No matter he used to obey them everywhere, or his parents obeyed his wishes everywhere now.He didn't want to clean up or solve the previous mess. Although his parents were always cautious when he was at home, he always pretended not to see it.He felt that these were like a small scar in his own family, it was gone when it was over, there was no need to take it out and poke it bloody in front of everyone when it had scabbed over.

After Tang Zhe appeared, he gradually felt that those things in the past were not so important. When he wanted to, he could open his arms with Tang Zhe and smile and say, "Come and hug me." Those things before were just a period of time in the past , whether he cares or not, it's over.If these things are still affecting his parents and even spread to Tang Zhe, it is not impossible to talk about them.

The personalities of Song Shuo's family are very similar, they do more than talk, think more than they do.All three members of the family chose to avoid it, but this is still a wound, and it will not heal just because you pretended not to see it, and it is still aching.Now that Song Shuo was the first to talk about it, Song Shuo's parents also started to face these things again, and the three of them had a long talk at night.After speaking, the whole family felt a lot more relaxed.Song Shuo's parents also finally realized that the past regrets cannot be fulfilled by hard work now, and the best ending is for everyone to let go.They didn't teach the young Song Shuo to love himself before loving others, but fortunately there are people who love Song Shuo all the time.

The author has something to say:

Know how to love yourself before loving others.

Accommodating behavior from family members who feel guilty about trying to make amends can sometimes hurt more than other arguments.

Song Shuo watched his parents lower their posture and cautiously please him. I felt it when I wrote it but didn't understand it too deeply. But when I received a cautious message today, I tasted all the feelings in Mr. Song's heart.

Song Shuo's story is not my story but has my shadow, maybe there are more people's. ——6.15 nights