Exotic Endangered Species

Lin Heng pushed open the bathroom door, turned on the tap, washed his face, took another handful of cold water, and buried his face in it, hoping to refresh his tired brain.

"Lin Heng, you're back?" This is the voice of my colleague Liu Pang. He is relatively strong and a foodie. With a height of 1.7 meters 200, he forcibly ate himself more than [-] catties, so everyone called him '' Fat Liu'.

Lin Heng turned his head, wet water droplets slid down his fair face, looked at Fatty Liu, he smiled and replied, "Well, I'm back."

Fatty Liu patted him on the shoulder, Lin Heng smiled and hid pretending to be disgusted: "Hey, you haven't washed your hands yet!"

Fatty Liu washed his hands as he said, and looked at Lin Heng carefully: "Hey, you can rest now? Didn't you follow the boss to go abroad on business? It stands to reason that you have at least a two-day vacation to catch up with the time difference. ah!"

"If the cattle on the farm are exhausted, the boss will feel sorry for him!" Fatty Liu teased.

Lin Heng shook his hand, feeling a little helpless: "Can your analogy be a little taller, what kind of cattle plowing the land... am I a person with brute force?"

Lin Heng nodded his head: "I'm using this place, at least praise me as the reincarnated Zhuge or something."

"Hey, how did the talk go?" Fatty Liu punched Lin Heng with his wet hand in disgust.

"You were the one who wrote the plan. Isn't the boss very satisfied? This time I will take you with me when I go out to negotiate. You have been running and staying up for so long for this list." Fatty Liu also shook it. Wet hands.

Lin Heng's face became heavy. Seeing that Fatty Liu's expression was about to change, his smile suddenly widened, and he looked at Fatty Liu with a smile; "What do you think?"

Fatty Liu punched Lin Heng again. Lin Heng hugged his shoulders, let out a cry of pain, and complained, "I knew you were always jealous that I was more handsome than you!"

Fatty Liu snorted and said, "Our company has never been more handsome than you, we are all jealous!"

Lin Heng coughed twice: "It's too much of a prize, I'm ashamed of myself."

"I'll definitely treat you to dinner later, haha." Fatty Liu had already thought of what to ask the boss to treat him to when he was booing.

Lin Heng nodded with a smile: "This ticket is big enough, this meal can't escape."

"Why are you here today?"

"I have devoted myself to the company and died. I love work, and work makes me happy." Lin Heng said seriously.

"Fuck, you don't want to take Heather Company too, do you?" Liu Fat rolled his eyes and guessed.

Lin Heng smiled and didn't speak, Liu Fat said 'Fuck' in a low voice, exclaiming: "Crazy!"

"Graduates from prestigious schools are different, they are really aggressive!" Fatty Liu gave a thumbs up. They have worked so hard for so many years, but they have not been able to sign a contract with Heather, but he just thinks that Lin Heng can do it. Because Lin Heng is ruthless, he has never seen such a talented person who dares to fight.

Lin Heng changed the subject: "Is there nothing wrong with the company recently?"

"It's nothing, just recruited a few employees, nothing to do with our department. I heard that a little fresh meat has come, and it seems to be related to Manager Wang." Fatty Liu lowered his voice.

Lin Heng wasn't very interested in these gossips, so he said something casually, and then went back to work.

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As soon as Lin Heng put down the dinner plate, Liu Pang sat down opposite Lin Heng, mercilessly cutting off the thoughts of a few girls who were eager to come over.

"That's enough loyalty!" Fatty Liu's hatred is very brotherly.

Lin Heng nodded. Before he moved his chopsticks, he put two pieces of sweet and sour pork ribs on his plate into Liu Fatty's bowl: "Thank you."

Fatty Liu picked up a piece and stuffed it into his mouth: "It was all gone when I went there just now, did Auntie leave it for you alone again?"

Lin Heng raised his eyes and said with a smile, "No, I only had these two yuan left when I went."

"Maybe these two dollars are reserved for you." Fatty Liu expressed deep jealousy.

"Auntie didn't know that I came to work today."

Fatty Liu nodded: "That's right, the chefs in our cafeteria are really good at cooking. I really haven't eaten sweet and sour pork ribs better than this in a restaurant."

Lin Heng nodded: "The taste is quite good, but I think it's a bit sweet."

"It's just right for me to eat. If you come early next time, ask for one for me." Fatty Liu slammed another mouthful of rice.

Lin Heng let out an 'hmm'.

Lin Heng came out of the staff cafeteria after eating, and saw a person he hadn't seen in the company from a distance. He didn't pay attention, but when the person's face turned around, his steps subconsciously paused.

"What's wrong?" Fatty Liu asked suspiciously.

Lin Heng paused for a second: "The creditor."

"What?"

Lin Heng turned his head quickly, he stepped out of the cafeteria, and asked Fatty Liu: "Do you know the name of the new employee?"

"You said that there is one who is related to Manager Wang. What's his name?" Lin Heng described it more precisely.

"This has been passed around for more than a week, called 'Wang Xiao'." Fatty Liu replied.

Lin Heng nodded: "Oh, Wang Xiao."

"Why, do you know each other, or are you interested?"

Lin Heng shook his head and smiled: "It just looks familiar. I thought it was an acquaintance. I must have misread it."

Fatty Liu didn't take it seriously, so he didn't ask any more questions.

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At the time of Spring and Autumn, when I got off work at night, it was overcast, and the sky was covered by dark clouds. First, I dropped a few drops lazily.A few minutes later, it started to rain, and the air became a bit cooler, but it was very warm in the morning. During this time, the temperature difference between morning and evening would be slightly larger, and many employees even caught colds.

Many people didn't bring umbrellas in the morning, and those who took umbrellas after get off work had to walk along the way. Lin Heng always kept an umbrella in the company, and when he saw that a colleague didn't bring an umbrella, he handed it to her.After he went to the underground parking garage to pick up the car, he parked at the door of the company and watched the people coming out of the company door.

After a while, a handsome young employee pushed open the door of the company. He stood at the door and watched the rain for a while. Because he was shy and embarrassed to find someone to take an umbrella, he held his briefcase in his arms, and it seemed that he was going to rush into the rain. , rushed to the bus station to take the bus.

Lin Heng honked the horn, pushed open the car door, and waved in Wang Xiao's direction.

Because of the rain, I couldn't see clearly. Wang Xiao seemed unsure if he was calling him. He looked around and saw no one else. A clear voice came over: "I'll give you a ride, new employee!"

Wang Xiao hesitated for a moment, but rushed to the car. The slender young man sitting in the driver's seat had already got out of the car and opened the door, and said in a low voice, "Get in."

Wang Xiao didn't even have time to raise his head. He was afraid that the person who opened the door for him would get caught in the rain, so he hurried in. He sat down, patted the rain on his body, and then raised his head and smiled to thank: "Thank you so much!"

Lin Heng fastened his seat belt, looked up at the rearview mirror ahead, clenched his knuckles for a moment, and smiled brightly: "You're welcome."

Wang Xiao's smile paused for a moment, and there was a trace of uncertainty in his eyes, as if he felt that he was thinking too much.But his smile was still a bit forced, so he forced the corners of his mouth to curl up: "My name is Wang Xiao, and I'm new to the technical department."

Lin Heng stepped on the accelerator, he couldn't tell what was going on in his mind, after so many years, this was his last debt.

Seeing that Wang Xiao looks so sunny, even cheerful and likable, he is really happy, although he still lives in such a hypocritical way.

His words circled around his mouth a few times, and he spit out very calmly and gently: "My name is Lin Heng."

Wang Xiao was so shocked that he forgot to react. After a while, Lin Heng!It really is him!

What's the meaning?Lin Heng doesn't remember him?Forgot so clean?

Lin Heng smiled, took a cigarette from the car, and asked, "Mind if I smoke a cigarette?"

"I don't mind." Wang Xiao lowered his head and replied in a low voice.

Lin Heng held a cigarette in his mouth, held the steering wheel with one hand, and turned on the ignition with the other. Then he opened the window next to him slightly, and a few drops of cold rain dripped onto his face. He took a deep breath of the cigarette. Smoking in front of people, almost no one knows that he still smokes.

Lin Heng turned a corner, saw the people in the back seat fell silent strangely, and asked, "Are you in a hurry to go back?"

"Not urgent."

"Let's have a meal together." Lin Heng said so, and the car was already running towards the direction of eating.

Wang Xiao recalled it, Lin Heng did not recognize it, he clearly recognized it a long time ago.When old friends met, there was no pleasantries. Lin Heng's attitude was so calm that people felt at a loss. Wang Xiao didn't know what else to say between them. If Lin Heng didn't recognize him, he didn't want to say anything. , since Lin Heng has recognized it...

Wang Xiao lowered his head, subconsciously crumpled the corner of his clothes with one hand, and said in a low voice, "No need, I don't think we have anything to talk about."

Lin Heng opened the window wide, and his throat was aching for a moment, but his expression was still calm, and his voice was warm: "I know there is a restaurant with good food. It happened to be raining, and the fish soup in their house tastes delicious. Just treat it as I’m the one who will show you a way to try something new, after all, you’re new here, so it’s okay for me, an old employee, to take care of new employees.”

Wang Xiao raised his head, frowned and said, "Don't you think it's fake? You said those things at the time, and now you're like this, what do you want to do?"

Lin Heng smiled: "I don't want to do anything, Wang Xiao, it's only natural that you hate me."

"But I never regret everything I do or say." Lin Heng took a puff of cigarette from the car window, snuffed out the cigarette butt, and put it on the cigarette case.

"Then what do you want to do now!" Wang Xiao suddenly shouted angrily, and then patted the car window: "Stop the car, I want to get out of the car!"

"Pay off the debt." Lin Heng slowed down the car.

"Debt? You don't owe me anything, and you said you have nothing to regret. Where did the debt come from?" Wang Xiao turned around and glanced at Lin Heng, with a mocking attitude: "Since you didn't like me as a friend at that time, then Don't associate with me at all, I'm sick of you, but I'm aboveboard! And you, wearing a fake skin of sincerity, must be very proud to see me begging for nothing, right? You must feel really good about stepping into the mud with my whole heart, because I'm such an idiot!"

I don’t know how many years these words have been held back in Wang Xiao’s heart. He transferred to another school and left. At that time, the things that he couldn’t explain when he was young almost became a knot in his heart.

Lin Heng was silent for a while. After so many years, when he was young, his extreme style of dealing with things has long since become a thing of the past.

Even what he was thinking at the time seemed to be blurred, and it became meaningless to talk too much. He has never actively pursued feelings, let alone redeemed this friendship.From the moment Wang Xiao revealed his love, this friendship has deteriorated in Lin Heng's heart. He is unwilling to guard a person who has other thoughts about him, even if he talks about being friends, he no longer has delusions Either way, the best way is to give up, separate, and go to their own lives.

Why use hurt as a way of saying goodbye?

Because injury is the most irreversible way, he will never have any thoughts again, and the other party will not have any luck anymore. Momentary despair is better than the long-term hope of not being able to get it, but faintly possible Saying it is a wise move.

He was indeed jealous of this beautiful boy, longing to break him, but he hoped that he would always be this beautiful.But when he came to a dead end, he had already suffered too much pain, and he kept hinting in his heart that he would drive away all those who tried to get close to him, so that he would be safe.He even thinks that after letting a person feel the extreme pain with his outstretched hand, he will shrink away by himself, and he will no longer have to bear any unresponsive pain, and he will not have to worry about others leaving in disgust after discovering his true face.

He will show his true colors first, and he will be the eternal winner.It is always he who abandons others first, without getting closer, there will be no pain.For him, and for Wang Xiao, it is a matter of temporary pain and life-long benefit. Even now, Lin Heng still thinks so.

As he wished, he is now extremely safe...

Lin Heng will never make any unnecessary excuses for himself, but he has learned to bow his head for the coldness he once had.He will no longer hold the blade, and then stab others, and end up hurting both sides.

He became a man with a knife handle in his hand, since he learned to bow his head and endure.

Lin Heng stopped the car and only said three words: "I'm sorry."

Wang Xiao was stunned for a moment, then sneered twice, his delicate face was reddened strangely: "I'm sorry? If you don't regret it, where did you come from?"

Lin Heng took out his wallet and pulled out a bank card. This card was finally filled with the last payment not long ago. It is hard to tell right from wrong about the debt of favor, and it is also unclear whether the winner or loser, but things other than favor, But it's best to figure it out.

"I'm very sorry for denying you, denying your sincerity, and saying a lot of excessive things. You don't have to forgive me. But I don't regret that I pushed you away at that time." Lin Heng handed over the card In front of Wang Xiao, Qing Lingling looked at Wang Xiao's foggy eyes again, and said in a warm voice.

Wang Xiao gritted his teeth and just stared into Lin Heng's eyes, as if he wanted to win or lose, to regain some dignity for his crushing defeat at that time.

Lin Heng leaned on him, his expression unwavering, and his fingers holding Ka were always steady.

"What is this?" Wang Xiao took a deep breath, still unable to hold Lin Heng, he looked at the bank card.

"This is the money I borrowed from my uncles and aunts back then. This money has solved my urgent need. Please thank them for me. Lin Heng Wuyan thanked them personally, feeling extremely ashamed." Lin Heng handed the card to Wang Xiao: "Password It's your birthday."

Wang Xiao was stunned. Lin Heng still remembers her birthday?He took the bank card: "Borrow money?"

Lin Heng thought that Wang Xiao's parents probably didn't tell Wang Xiao about this. They found out that Wang Xiao seemed to like Lin Heng, and wanted to transfer Wang Xiao to another school.But Wang Xiao's attitude was firm, and he almost threatened him with death.Wang Xiao's parents contacted Lin Heng, wanting him to help make Wang Xiao give up.Lin Heng was cornered by the high medical expenses at that time, so he proposed a condition of 10 yuan, which they agreed.

In fact, 10 yuan is a drop in the bucket, but Lin Heng subconsciously knows that this money is enough, and his mother will not last long...

Lin Heng hesitated about what to do, so as not to reveal the matter, but also to make Wang Xiao give up.Unexpectedly, Wang Xiao confessed his love to him without hesitation, and he refused on the spot. As a result, rumors spread all over the school the next day.

When Wang Xiao questioned him, he followed suit.Only in this way will Wang Xiao know that the relationship he cherishes so much is so ridiculous in the eyes of the other party, and then he will leave this school, leave this relationship that is very deformed in the eyes of ordinary people, and live a correct life.

He didn't dare to say that he was right, but now that they meet again, it's all right.

"Well, since you don't want to eat, then I'll take you back." Lin Heng started the car again.

Wang Xiao frowned, feeling reluctant for some reason, but didn't say anything: "How much did you borrow?"

Lin Heng stepped on the accelerator: "One hundred thousand."

"How much is Cary?"

"Just give the card to your uncle and aunt."

"How much is the card?" Wang Xiao asked.

"20."

"I don't want it." Wang Xiao directly threw the card near the handbrake.

"It's not for you, it's for uncles and aunts."

"They didn't tell me about it. You only need to pay back what is due, and we don't want anything extra!" Wang Xiao said with a firm attitude.

Wang Xiao hated Lin Ting's attitude, as if he refused to take advantage of others, and even asked others to owe him a few points, so that he could leave at any time without any worries or burdens, and he was cold-blooded.

"I don't need you to send it, I'll go back by myself." Wang Xiao frowned, this space made him uncomfortable and depressed, he didn't want to tear up those sad things in high school with Lin Heng, but he was unwilling, even resentful, he The thorns all over his body stood up, eager to pierce Lin Heng's ground with blood, but Lin Heng was unscathed, but he couldn't hold on any longer.

Wang Xiao's bluntness and indifference: "Breathing with you makes me feel extremely sick to my stomach. Thinking of liking such a hypocritical person like you, who has no guilt for hurting others, I feel blind, I feel disgusted , I find you even more disgusting!"

Lin Heng twitched his eyelashes, and drove towards the station as he said. He didn't respond to Wang Xiao's words, but said softly, "Take the card."

"No, we won't accept any more money from you!"

Lin Heng's voice hardened: "You can continue to put yourself in the victim's position and treat me as a shameless executioner. I'm sorry for hurting you. Whatever you want. You can say whatever you want, but you have to take the money Let's go, this is what I owe. 10 yuan, in a few years, I believe that my uncle and aunt have the ability to double it. I have no relationship with you, and I don't intend to have anything to do with it. I paid back the money , is the end."

"Haha—I can say whatever I want? It's useless! No matter what I say, you won't feel my heartache at that time!" Wang Xiao raised his red eyes: "It's wrong for you to act sorry now. What's the use, can you understand my disillusionment and despair at that time?"

"Finish it?" Wang Xiao gritted his teeth: "Why do you settle it?"

Lin Heng frowned. It was a stupid way to injure one thousand enemies and self-injury eight hundred, even to distinguish right from wrong and add back the damage he received.

Lin Heng became irritable and opened the window wider. Why did he have to be so persistent, acting like an idiot.

"What do you want, you want me to cry bitterly, sincerely repent, and kneel down and beg for mercy?" Lin Heng asked back.

Wang Xiao clenched his fists: "No need, I'm stupid and I can't blame others."

"I just want a reason, a real reason!"

"Why do you spread the matter? You never considered me as a friend? Have you always hated me? Am I that annoying?" Wang Xiao asked questions repeatedly, as if these questions were being asked in his heart Thousands of times.

Lin Heng saw through the rearview mirror that Wang Xiao's eyes were wide open, his delicate face was full of anxiety and confusion, and his face was flushed red from the previous excitement, as if he was about to suffocate.

Lin Heng is a person who doesn't like to tell the truth. Looking at the young man's eyes that were still clear, he asked an insignificant question: "Do you still like men?"

Wang Xiao pursed her lips: "It's none of your business."

"In recent years, homosexuality has been more accepted by society." Lin Heng said.

Wang Xiao looked at Lin Heng's black hair. Lin Heng was wearing a gray suit with a very beautiful waistline. His features were picturesque and elegant, which reminded him of the words 'a gentleman is like a jade'.

He knew that Lin Heng was here, and rumors about Lin Heng spread all over the company. How could he not know that Lin Heng was here after so many days?Even after listening to their description, he knew that this Lin Heng was that 'Lin Heng'.It's just that he didn't expect that they would meet so soon, even Lin Heng took the initiative to find him. He had hoped so many times and dared not change any contact method, just for Lin Heng to be able to find him one day.But no matter how long he waited, Lin Heng would not come.

He actually didn't believe that Lin Heng would do such a thing.

He always remembered that on a certain spring afternoon, Lin Heng's thin body was wearing a white-washed shirt with the cuffs rolled up, kicking stones boredly. help……

But when he called out his name, the young man seemed to have jumped out of some kind of confinement, he quickly raised his head, the ends of his hair drew a very pleasant little arc, and cast his gaze precisely on him.

The sunlight passed through the green trees near the wall, the bright flowers blooming under the trees, and the tiny floating dust in the air, and finally fell on the boy with nostalgia, rendering his black hair and black eyes vivid. So warm and radiant.He straightened up, smiled slightly with his eyes bent, and complained that he was "slow to death", but his smile was raised casually, but it seemed to be imprinted in the depths of time, clear and pure, so real, Unrepeatable, directly hitting people's hearts...

Wang Xiao came back to his senses, and saw Lin Heng opened the car window wide again, and the rain fell on his hair, but he didn't realize it, the car stopped suddenly, and Lin Heng got out of the car.

Arrived somewhere?Did Lin Heng answer the question, or did he not?

Lin Heng went to a small supermarket and bought another umbrella, put it on his head and returned to the car, then handed the umbrella to Wang Xiao: "You still have a long way to go home, the season is changing, don't get sick."

Wang Xiao hesitated for a moment, and took the umbrella. It was such tiny concerns that formed Lin Heng's gentle appearance.

"Are you done?"

"Ok?"

"My question, did you answer it?"

"I didn't spread the matter, I don't hate you, I treat you as a friend." Lin Heng said succinctly

"What, didn't you spread it?"

"I'm not that boring, it's not good for me."

"Then why don't you deny it?" Wang Xiao clenched the back of the chair and yelled angrily, causing him to think that he was really betrayed for so many years.

"To make you die."

"It's my business that I like you!" Wang Xiao said coldly.

"My friend obviously refused to take the sunny road, but chose to take a muddy path full of thorns. This is none of my business." Lin Heng turned his head and glanced at him.

"You're still young, you don't like men, and it's the critical period of the school entrance examination, and the rumors have already risen. Leaving is the most cost-effective choice."

Wang Xiao was stunned. At that time, Lin Heng had already weighed so many things?

Lin Heng's expression was flat, and he added in a deep voice: "People's words are terrible, people's hearts are terrible, you shouldn't taste it."

Wang Xiao suddenly laughed weakly, what is this?The person he has hated for so long is actually doing it for his own good?So what have he been doing for so many years?

"But you should hate me, because I'm a hypocrite. The words I said to hurt you were not sincere. You don't have to think that the past is ridiculous because of this. All developments are correct."

-

Wang Xiao got out of the car with an umbrella, Lin Heng forced the card to him, sat in the car and looked away from him, Wang Xiaoji walked a few steps and suddenly turned around, loudly saying: "You self-righteous idiot!"

Lin Heng was stunned.

Wang Xiao smiled, idiot...