Bai Jingze stopped the chest compressions and looked at Fang Qian's pale cheeks, feeling very uncomfortable for a moment.Before going to the operating table, Zhang Yan begged him to save Fang Qian.Although he said that Fang Qian was just his friend, Bai Jingze was keenly aware that Fang Qian was very important to Zhang Yan.

No matter, for my buddies, go all out!Whether it can be saved or not, we have to save it first.

He and the anesthetist switched to CPR, and after a few rounds, his arms were already sore.Just when he was discouraged and wanted to give up, the monitor made a beep, and Bai Jingze relaxed, ignoring the dirt on the floor, and slumped on the ground, taking a while to recover.

Without taking off his surgical gown, Lao Bai came out of the operating room in a collapsed state, and said to Zhang Yan who was waiting outside with his head in his arms, "I rescued you."

Zhang Yan stood up suddenly, with a trace of cautious hope in his tone: "How is he?"

"It's all right now. Four minutes of brain hypoxia is irreversible brain damage. His heart stopped for nearly 4 minutes. I thought he was definitely a vegetable if he didn't die, but the current data looks normal. As long as he can recover in time When you wake up, you'll be fine."

"Thank you, Lao Bai." Zhang Yan said gratefully, giving a hug to his hard-working old friend.There was still blood on his sterile surgical gown, but Zhang Yan didn't care at all.

Lao Bai was shorter than Zhang Yan, and his head rested on Zhang Yan's shoulder, feeling a little uncomfortable, "Lao Zhang, tell me honestly, what is your relationship with Fang Qian? You made a fool of yourself for him. I don't believe you when you say you're a friend."

Zhang Yan's body froze all of a sudden, he let go of Bai Jingze, with a hesitant look on his face, he murmured: "He and I..."

"Yes." Bai Jingze felt a headache seeing him like this. Is there any need to guess?They must be a couple.This kid Zhang Yan bent over without saying a word.

He looked at Zhang Yan with a face full of hatred: "Do you know who Fang Qian is? What future do you have if you mess with him? Has your brain been bitten by a dog?"

Zhang Yan was speechless for a while.Bai Jingze was right, there would be no result between him and Fang Qian, but that wasn't Fang Qian, it was He Lanjue.

Maybe he didn't leave, as long as Fang Qian recovered, He Lanjue would return to him.

Zhang Yan said with a pale face, "Until I'm not sure, I won't break up with him."

"decide what?"

Zhang Yan was silent for a while again, it seemed that he was not going to tell him.

Bai Jingze raised his forehead, "Old Zhang, I'm your buddy, not your uncle. It's true that I can't be so lenient, but I'm just a little doctor. I can save this time, but I can't save the next time. You can do it yourself."

Bai Jingze left after finishing speaking, Zhang Yan was the only one left in the empty corridor.

Fang Qian was transferred to the advanced individual ward.Zhang Yan stood by his side every step of the way.

The next day Fang Qian woke up leisurely.Zhang Yan was overjoyed first, he held his hand, and called out tremblingly: "He Lanjue?"

The owner of the hand didn't respond, he looked at him in a way that didn't belong to He Lanjue.

Zhang Yan's heart suddenly turned cold.

Although he didn't want to admit it, he already guessed who was in this body.

"Fang Qian?" He let go of Fang Qian's hand and called out tentatively.

Fang Qian didn't respond, but Zhang Yan already got the answer.

——He Lanjue really left.

"I'm sorry." He said, not knowing whether he was facing He Lanjue who had already left or Fang Qian who was still in the world, and stumbled and fled from the room.

Zhang Yan secretly moved out of Fang Qian's home before Fang Qian was discharged from the hospital.A week later, Fang Qian recovered and was discharged from the hospital. Apart from losing his memory for half a year, nothing seemed to have happened to him.

The space-time rift closed automatically after Bing Po left with all the demons.

For the purpose of surveillance, Zhang Yan was brought to Yingzhou, but he did not know anything about it before, and he prevented He Lanjue from being demonized. Root, the Taoist attitude has eased a lot, and even has the meaning of soliciting.

At the Taoist banquet, all the elders thanked him, but Zhang Yan just shook his head, saying that it was only because He Lanjue still had humanity in his heart.

Wu Qin, who was sitting beside him, glanced at him with pity in his eyes: "You are the root of the fire element, and he is using you to restore mana."

Others were not so tactful, Chen Xin Sanren snorted coldly: "A devil is a devil, so there is no real feeling. It's just a cunning nature to deceive the world."

Zhang Yan didn't refute, just smiled wryly.

Qian Yuanzi probably sensed his displeasure, and invited him to sit down in Jieyun Hut and boil a pot of fragrant Yingzhou tea.

Amidst the fragrance of tea, Qian Yuanzi suddenly said: "I have seen his primordial spirit, he broke through the barrier of time and space with his incomplete soul, this kind of power is so terrifying, it is the power of gods and demons, beyond the reach of human beings, If it wasn't for him not having a physical body, I'm afraid this world would have already fallen."

Zhang Yan raised his head abruptly: "You said his soul is incomplete?"

Qian Yuanzi nodded: "Among the three souls and seven souls, he lacks a soul of fetal light, a soul of sparrow yin, fetal light, Taiqing Yang and Qi, maybe it is because he does not have this soul and one soul, That's why I fell into the devil's way."

He Lanjue's soul is incomplete, is it because Yan Qing hurt his soul when he broke the contract?

But he is the body of a god, and Helan Yanqing broke the contract by himself, and undertook most of the counterattack power. After a thousand years of reincarnation rest, the damaged part of the soul has also been repaired.How could He Lanjue's soul be incomplete due to this backlash?

The rising questions bit his heart like insects and ants, making him restless and heartbroken.

Love and hate intertwine and collide, disturbing him so much that he cannot be at peace.He lives in the hell he has woven, and every moment is suffering.

The Taoist reminded with a stern face: "The devil is a devil after all, and he will not repent. He was so close to you before, it was all flesh and bones, and he just deceived your trust."

But Zhang Yan couldn't help but think of He Lanjue's last look at him.

He is indeed a cunning demon, concealing the existence of Fang Qian's soul and occupying Fang Qian's body.But in this world, there is no one who loves him more than him.

He said he just wanted to stay by his side, Zhang Yanxin.

But if Qingjue loves Helan Yanqing, why would he abandon him when he was most helpless and in danger?

That's all.Zhang Yan shook his head, He Lanjue had already left, and there was no one in this world who knew the answer.

Qian Yuanzi asked: "You are very talented, do you want to practice Taoism with me?"

Zhang Yan hesitated for a moment, and finally shook his head: "Master, my heart is too unfair, maybe one day, after I put everything down, I will visit you again."

The old Taoist nodded: "Everything is fate, you can't force it, Zhang Yan benefactor, we will meet again in the future."

After Zhang Yan finished his cup of cold tea, he got up and left Qian Yuanzi's Jieyun Hut.

He lied, he told He Lanjue that Yan Qing hated him, but that was not the case at all.

After Yan Qing's death, his soul was still conscious, and he wandered in Penglai for many years.He witnessed Qingjue massacre tens of thousands of Taoists of Qingyangmen, and watched as the Nine Heavens Gods fell, and there would be no more Qingjue in the world.Only the Demon Emperor of the Demon Realm, He Lanjue.

Tens of thousands of innocent people have been implicated by him, and apart from guilt, there is actually a bit of despicable joy in my heart.Does this mean that he still has a place in Ah Jue's heart?

He gave up re-entering reincarnation and waited for hundreds of years until he was about to die, but he didn't wait for He Lanjue to summon his soul.

He Lanjue sat on the throne of the Demon Emperor, and spent day after day withered in the deepest palace of the Demon Realm.Never knew, he was always there for him.

I will not leave you.As the power of his soul weakened, he gradually lost his memory of many things, and he never forgot this sentence.So he stayed by He Lanjue's side all the time.

Live or die.Even if Yu Jue is broken, even without the bondage of the contract, he still can't leave him.

What love is broken.What a big joke.Qingxi is actually right, he is a bitch.Clearly hating Qingjue for breaking the oath, but never let him go, one time at a time, never learn the lesson.

He thought he would just run out of strength and disappear quietly.In the end, he accidentally fell into the gap of time and space and came to the world.

He couldn't remember what happened next, but there was nothing worth mentioning. It was nothing more than that he had reincarnated several times and became his current self.

There is such a stupid person as Yan Qing in the world.

If someone had told him this story before he met He Lanjue, he would have ridiculed Yan Qing, a fool from the inside out, from top to bottom.

Isn't it just love? What's the big deal? I can't live without love. I can't live as freely as he has lived for hundreds of years.

But he gradually understood Helan Yanqing.

Give him another 1000 years and dozens of reincarnations, and the fact that he loves He Lanjue will not change.

He forced himself to forget everything, but he couldn't do it.He and Fang Qian were originally two parallel lines without a point of intersection. The appearance of He Lanjue distorted the space between them and forced them to meet, but that's all.

Everything is back on track, only my own train has derailed.

He found several part-time jobs and filled all his time to the full.

But in the middle of the night when no one was around, the pain of tearing his heart would still hit him. He couldn't fall asleep at all. He often fell asleep a little early in the morning, and would wake up automatically after two hours of sleep. If this continued, his body would soon collapse.

He can't die.Zhang Yan thought, he is still so young, he still has parents at home, and he still has to work and earn a lot of money.

Most importantly, when he died, He Lanjue's sacrifice was meaningless.

He had no choice but to ask Lao Bai to prescribe sleeping pills for him. After taking the medicine, his cranky thoughts stopped, and he could sleep peacefully for a whole night.But the longer the time, the greater the amount of medicine needed, and the more times the medicine was prescribed, and finally even Lao Bai couldn't stand it anymore.

"If you ask me to prescribe sleeping pills again, I will be fired by the boss! A person can only take so much fucking, and if you overdose, you will have accidents, do you know that?

"I know." Zhang Yan answered honestly.

Lao Bai couldn't help yelling at him: "Zhang Yan, can you fucking be normal?"

Zhang Yan smiled indifferently: "What's wrong with me?"

"How are you normal?" Lao Bai seldom loses his temper, but every time he loses his temper, the landslides and the ground cracks. He slapped the table, and the glass on the table shattered. Yes. Fang Qian is not dead, don't make it look like a funeral."

"Hey." Zhang Yan held the prescription note and smiled with lingering fear.

That night, Lao Bai took Xiao Bai to see him.

In just half a year, Xiaobai changed from a cat to a cat. Seeing Zhang Yan's cat's eyes lit up, he rushed into his arms with a "meow", and smashed Zhang Yan into the sofa, making a big mess. Personal pits.

Zhang Yan hugged Xiaobai who was moving around, and asked, "What did you bring the cat for, and he doesn't understand anything."

Lao Bai raised his eyebrows, his glasses flashed a light: "Don't look at him as a cat, but he actually understands everything."

He cooked for Zhang Yan, and it was the first time Zhang Yan had a decent meal in more than three months.Bai Jingze cleaned up the mess on the dining table, and then left Xiaobai who had become Dabai in Zhang Yan's small broken apartment.

Xiaobai had never been to this place, and was very curious about everything. He first grabbed Zhang Yan's sofa, and then bit the corner of Zhang Yan's table.Zhang Yan doted on it, so he let him go.When it was time to go to bed, Zhang Yan washed himself up and went to bed, while Xiao Bai was still making noises.

Zhang Yan suddenly didn't want to take sleeping pills anymore.For the first time in months, there was life in his empty apartment.He is no longer alone, only himself and his miss for He Lanjue.

He turned sideways, lying with his back to Xiao Bai, and closed his eyes.

A big eyeball fell out of it, and smacked into the pillow, and the cheek was warmed up, and then there was another big one.The sound of tears dripping was very clear in the middle of the night.

It is said that a man does not cry lightly. He can't remember how many years he hasn't cried a lot. The sadness suppressed in his heart is like an unstoppable flood, which finally broke the embankment.

Xiaobai jumped onto the bed and wiped away Zhang Yan's tears with his face.Meowed twice, then quietly curled up in Zhang Yan's arms.His body was soft and warm, warming Zhang Yan's body.Zhang Yan stretched out his hand and hugged Xiao Bai even tighter.

He Lanjue, before I met you, I was just a confused ordinary person who didn't know why I lived in this world and wasted my life.

I don't believe that there is desperate love in this world. I always think that love is just a small part of my life.

After meeting you, I realized that loving you is my whole life, without you, I am like a ship that has lost its lighthouse, wandering in the ocean of life forever, and can never find a harbor to return to.

I love you.

I love you.

I love you.

He said it in his heart over and over again.

It's a pity it's too late.

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