like you so much

In fact, Yu Qiyue's mental state at this time is already very bad.

It's just that he now knows how to hide better than when he was a child. He hides the wound under the thick cotton coat, covering the old wound with a new wound, which has never been healed.

Everything seemed to be back to the original point, and Yu Qiyue once again used self-mutilation to barely maintain the balance of inner order.

Zhou Yuelin's wound was infected after the operation, and the car ran over his left leg. Later, he was transferred to another orthopedic hospital to save his leg.

He was out of spirits and fell asleep every day without saying a few words to Yu Qiyue. He vaguely felt that Yu Qiyue seemed to be different from before, but he didn't have the energy to explore.

Yu Qiyue's performance was not bad as usual, but he was a little more silent, Yan Xiahan, Wang Xueling and the others didn't notice anything unusual.

Time passed quickly, and in the blink of an eye the next spring, Zhou Yuelin's situation improved significantly.

"What's the matter with Yan Er, he didn't contact us during the holidays, and he couldn't contact us even after school starts tomorrow. What's the secret?" Zhao Yang asked Wang Peng.

"I don't know, let's go find him at his family." Wang Peng has been in his hometown during the Chinese New Year. Even if he couldn't see him in previous years, the contact was never interrupted. This time it is really strange.

"Be careful when you get there later," Song Zhiming looked at Zhai Qing, "I guess something happened between him and Yu Qiyue."

"Old Song, don't talk nonsense, you crow mouth." Zhai Qing was a little angry, "The two of them are doing well."

Several people argued endlessly along the way, before they reached Yan Sheng's house, they saw a man smoking a cigarette by the side of the road with his arms around a girl from a distance.

Zhao Yang stood still and asked in disbelief, "Is that Yan Er?"

Wang Peng grabbed Zhai Qing who wanted to rush forward, "Have you forgotten what Lao Song said just now?"

He winked at several people, and then walked up first.

"Yan Er!"

The man turned his head in response, and it was indeed Yan Sheng.

It's just that there is still stubble on the blue and black chin, and even the hair is messed up. The whole person looks wild and decadent.

"It's you." Yan Sheng's eyes flashed, and he said casually.

Song Zhiming said, "Who is this, don't you introduce yourself?"

The girl was a little embarrassed, and Xu Shi couldn't tell what the relationship between the two of them was now.

Blocking the wind with one hand, Yan Sheng lit a cigarette and squinted at her, "Girlfriend, is it so hard to tell?"

Zhai Qing endured it for a long time and suddenly exploded, "Where's Yu Qiyue?!"

Yan Sheng took a puff of smoke, with a vague expression, "Don't mention the past tense anymore."

"Are you sorry for him?"

There was a bit of gloomy light in Yan Sheng's dark eyes, "I, Yan Sheng, am sorry for everyone, and I am sorry for him."

"But……"

"I asked Yuze to drink, who will go?" Yan Sheng dusted off the cigarette, "Don't mention the boring people, drinking is not for me to make me unhappy."

"Okay, you go first, Zhai Qing and I will go later in the evening."

Wang Peng pulled Zhai Qing aside, "Do you know why Yan Er hasn't contacted us recently? He definitely doesn't want us to ask about him and Yu Qiyue. No matter what happens to them, don't ask any more."

"Dapeng," Zhai Qing's eyes were slightly red, "they are so good, why did they break up suddenly, what can my male god do?"

"No one can tell what happened to them. Just remember that Yan Er is our friend for so many years. Don't expose his scars."

The weather in early spring has not warmed up, and a cold air flow from the northeast just makes it nearly ten degrees lower here.

Yu Qiyue, who has always been afraid of the cold, refused the pick-up at home, and rode his car to the school against the cold wind.

It had been a long time since he had been here, and Yu Qiyue looked up at the school gate feeling a bit disappointed for a moment, he parked the car and subconsciously walked towards Class 16, and saw Yan Sheng chatting with others at the gate of the class.

Yan Sheng saw him, turned his face away as if he didn't know him, a very beautiful girl walked towards him, Yan Sheng raised his hand and touched her head.

For a moment, Yu Qiyue seemed to have fallen into an ice cellar. Even though it was already so cold, he felt the bone-chilling coldness that made him even more terrified than this weather.

He turned to the stairs with stiff hands and feet, and buried his face deeply in the scarf, for fear that there was something unusual about his complexion.

That's good, Yan Sheng should find someone who won't hurt him.

Yu Qiyue wanted to cry with joy.

"Long time no see, Yu Qiyue," Chen Jiashi said happily, "You haven't been to school for a long time, I thought you were going to transfer schools."

Yu Qiyue shook his head silently and sat down in his seat.

"Why do you look so bad?" Yu Qiyue took off the scarf and Chen Jiashi looked at his face and asked.

"Is there?" Yu Qiyue touched his face, "Maybe it's too cold."

Chen Jiashi did not agree with Yu Qiyue's statement. He seemed to have something on his mind, and there was a gloomy look in his brows. Chen Jiashi wanted to ask him, but felt that Yu Qiyue should not want others to know.

"New year and new atmosphere, students, after this winter vacation, we are one step closer to the college entrance examination. I think everyone has plans for their studies. There is not much time left for us. I hope you can quickly adjust from the state of winter vacation. I left a piece of reciting content in the winter vacation homework, and I will give you 10 minutes to review, and after 10 minutes, I will ask my classmates to get up and recite it to see how everyone is studying."

As soon as the teacher finished speaking, the buzzing sound of reading was heard underneath.

Yu Qiyue opened the textbook, and all the square characters in his eyes turned into images of Yan Sheng in close contact with the girl.

What to do with him?

Yu Qiyue's nose was a little sore, maybe he caught a cold.

"Yu Qiyue get up and recite it."

Yu Qiyue Mu Leng Leng stood up and closed the book, Yan Sheng and the words disappeared together.

It's been a long time since he was obsessed with this text, and he didn't read it at all just now. He thought he would not be able to recite it, but the words printed in his mind gushed out as soon as he opened his mouth.

That girl is very beautiful, much better than himself, Yan Sheng should like her very much, even if not, there is another one, the next one.He likes good-looking people, there are too many good-looking people, there are men and women, each has its own merits.

They will go farther and farther in the end, and after the college entrance examination, they will go their separate ways, and maybe they will never meet again in this life.

There is no longer any intersection.

Yu Qiyue's mind suddenly went blank, and his originally fluent reciting got stuck, and he couldn't remember a single word.

"Continue." The teacher urged, "Yu Qiyue?"

The teacher's words echoed into his ears, and Yu Qiyue blankly looked around at the surprised faces.

Except for Chen Jiashi, there are all strange faces, strange teachers, strange classmates, and familiar hostility.

Yu Qiyue just stood in the middle and recognized others for scrutiny, which made him feel extremely terrified.

"Hold, I'm sorry, I don't...will." He clenched his sweaty palms, just like when he first came to this school and introduced himself on the podium.

"No way, I didn't recite it well just now, why are you stuttering again now?"

Sweat dripped from Yu Qiyue's head, and he looked at his hands awkwardly.

"Okay, okay, sit down."

Scattered laughter sounded from all around, accompanied by "This is the first level in the whole class" sounded in Yu Qiyue's ears.

Yu Qiyue clenched his hands, what happened to him?

"It's okay for Yu Qiyue. Sometimes my mind suddenly doesn't work. Don't worry about it. I'll treat you to something delicious." After school, Chen Jiashi walked up to Yu Qiyue and said.

It took Yu Qiyue a while to realize that there was no one buying him food, and he had to go to the cafeteria by himself.

When walking down the stairs, Yu Qiyue became more and more nervous, what should he do when he meets Yan Sheng?What if you meet him with someone else?He suddenly didn't dare to go down.

"Hurry up and go to Yu Qiyue, or you won't be able to catch up with the good position." Chen Jiashi didn't notice his hesitation, and pulled him down.

When he walked to the door of Yan Sheng's class, Yu Qiyue couldn't help avoiding his gaze, but the corner of his eye still couldn't help but glance over.

No.Yu Qiyue breathed a sigh of relief, but felt a little lost.

When following the flow of people into the cafeteria, Yu Qiyue was a little dizzy, the dense crowd made his breathing quicken.Obviously it was fine when I came here before, why is it like this again now.

"I……"

"Yu Qiyue!" A familiar voice came from behind, Yu Qiyue turned around and Cheng Huantao's hearty smile came into view.

"haven't seen you for a long time."

The appearance of Cheng Huantao is largely due to Qiyue's nervousness. Chen Jiashi on the left and Cheng Huantao on the right, being surrounded by familiar people gave him a great sense of security.

"Long time no see." Yu Qiyue showed a long-lost smile.

"It's reduced a lot. I'll treat you to a big meal later."

Yu Qiyue lowered his head and smiled, "Both of you are going to treat me to dinner, it seems that today is going to be full."

Chen Jiashi volunteered to queue up, and Cheng Huantao used this time to sit down and talk with Yu Qiyue first.

"What is this wound on your hand?" Cheng Huantao pointed to the bruise on the back of his hand.

Yu Qiyue pulled up his sleeve to cover the needle's eye, "It's all right."

Cheng Huantao said seriously, "I hope you can tell me any unhappy things. Even if you can't share it, it will make you feel better if you say it." He could feel that he seemed to be getting depressed.

"Thank you," Yu Qiyue accepted Cheng Huantao's concern with guilt, "I just..."

Cheng Huantao followed his gaze and turned to look back. Yan Sheng walked towards them with a slender hand wrapped around his arm.

Yan Sheng stopped when he walked past their table, and looked at them with almost disdainful eyes, "Sure enough, Yu Qiyue, is he playable?"

Cheng Huantao stood up with a worried expression, "What did you say?"

Yu Qiyue's lips trembled slightly, he suppressed the bitterness in his heart and said to Cheng Huantao, "Sit down."

Yan Sheng's sarcasm annoyed him, but Yu Qiyue's pale face made him feel even more distressed. He ignored Yan Sheng's provocation and sat down according to Yu Qiyue's words.

Yan Sheng laughed and said, "You are obedient" and left with the girl.

Yu Qiyue closed her eyes in pain. The girl she met at the gate of class 16 in the morning had a mole between her eyebrows, but this one didn't.

"Yu Qiyue, what's going on with you and Yan Sheng?"

Yu Qiyue opened his heart like ashes again, he seemed to be talking about a very ordinary thing, calmly and indifferently, "We are separated."

"You broke up with him?!" Cheng Huantao said in surprise.

"Yes."

This sudden news was what Cheng Huantao had dreamed of, but when he heard it, he was not as happy as he had imagined, because Yu Qiyue looked so sad.

"I don't know why you broke up, but after all, it's inappropriate, right? Why should you be hard on yourself after ending an inappropriate relationship?"

Yu Qiyue raised his head to look at him, Cheng Huantao was always gentle, but at this moment there was something in his eyes that was not usually there, Yu Qiyue saw it in Yan Sheng's eyes.

"Cheng Huantao, do you like me?"