love came just right

On the wedding night, Xiao Su only pressed Wang Xiao once and started to lull him to sleep. It's not that he didn't want to do it several times, it's just that he was too tired during this time, and his baby lost weight.

Looking at the blue and black of the other person's lower eyelids, he felt extremely distressed, since he obviously had nothing before.

He was humming a song with just the right volume, but it made Wang Xiao, who had been drowsy, more sober.

During the time they met, Xiao Su never sang to him, this singing naturally reminded him of the scene when he found out that he fell in love with Xiao Su.

He couldn't help looking at Xiao Su, and asked a question he had been curious about for a long time: "Xiao Su, how did you find out that you like me?"

Xiao Su patted the hand on the back of the man in his arms, and the singing stopped.

He raised his hand to pinch Wang Xiao's face, and kissed affectionately several times before he said, "Maybe it's too close to see clearly. If you hadn't left, I wouldn't have found that you are indispensable in my life."

"Huh? How do you say it?"

Xiao Su hugged the person in his arms tightly, and slowly talked about the past.

**

At that time, he and Wang Xiao were almost inseparable, and they lived happily every day. They never thought that they would be separated, let alone thought about what kind of existence Wang Xiaozhi was to him.

He used to think that Wang Xiao was a child who needed to be taken care of, and he was the one in charge of taking care of the child.

As for how to take good care of the child Wang Xiao, he hadn't actually thought about it, he just thought it was enough to take care of all aspects of Wang Xiao.But he didn't know that even parents don't necessarily treat their children so comprehensively.

Of course, he didn't know why Wang Xiao's tears and emotions touched his heart so much.

Maybe, he thought about it.It's just that at that time he thought that his feelings for Wang Xiao were just between friends, after all, he treated Mo Tianlang the same way before.Uh, maybe not that thorough.

Who made Mo Tianlang have many people who cared about him, but Wang Xiao only had him and Tian Qingze.

Taking care of every detail means that he puts his heart into it, and his heart is so much and deep that it has surpassed the scope of friends.

People's hearts are so big, if you give more to Wang Xiao, you will naturally give less to others.And if you give more, doesn't it mean that the other party is very important to him?

However, at that time, he just felt that Wang Xiao was very important, and no one would accept that an important person left without saying goodbye.

He looked for Wang Xiao everywhere, and even used his family connections, but Wang Xiao disappeared without a trace as if he had never appeared.

What started as anger turned to worry and concern over time, and finally to anger again.He withdrew the people who were looking for Wang Xiao, and tried his best to forget about Wang Xiao.

At the beginning of school, he saw Tian Qingze put on his desk, the notes and a letter that Wang Xiao specially made for him in the three years of high school, only to realize that the hard work of forgetting in the past two weeks had no effect, and he missed Wang Xiao very much. , I especially want to find someone and beat him up, and then hold him by his side, not letting him leave.

This kind of mood is a bit strange, no matter how good a friend is, they will be separated, there is no possibility that they will not be separated, but he really does not want to be separated from Wang Xiao.

Then he thought, Maybe it wasn't long enough.So, he continued to think of ways to forget Wang Xiao.

However, time seems to have stopped, the more I want to forget, the more I can't forget, I worry every day whether Wang Xiao will be bullied, whether he will not be willing to spend money and abuse his body, whether...

In the second month when Wang Xiao lost contact with him, he was unhappy, which worried his parents, teachers and classmates, except Tian Qingze.

He knew that Tian Qingze must know the whereabouts of Wang Xiao, but the other party refused to tell him no matter what, so he almost knelt down and begged.

One month after the start of school, Tian Qingze asked him: "What can you do if you find Wang Xiao?"

His first reaction at the time was - "Being trapped by his side makes him unable to leave for the rest of his life."

When this thought came to his mind, he froze again.

After a month, the idea at the beginning of the school came back, and it got deeper and deeper.

Seeing Tian Qingze looking at him, as if waiting for his answer, he rolled his eyes and said: "Well, of course, it depends on whether he is doing well, whether he has been bullied, whether he has enough food, whether he is dressed warmly."

"Xiao Su, you are not his nanny, so there is no need to think so much about him. After all, he has to face the cruel society and evil people alone. You can't help him with these. Instead of being overprotected by you and unable to adapt, Why don't you just let it go?"

Maybe it was the word "let go" that stimulated him, and he immediately took the case: "Who says I can't protect him, I can build a business empire for him, let him work in it easily, and not be bullied by his colleagues, Receive a generous salary and live a comfortable life!"

"Is this enough?" Tian Qingze asked.

He asked back: "Otherwise?"

"Then if he wants to marry a wife and have children, if he meets someone who is unkind or...forget it, it's useless to tell you about his feelings." After Tian Qingze said this, he climbed into bed and fell asleep, leaving Xiao Su staring at him. Think about the word "marry a wife and have children" by heart.

While climbing into bed, Xiao Su thought about Wang Xiao marrying a wife and having children, which was something he had never thought about. In his plan, Wang Xiao would stay with him until old age and death.

Huh?

He just lay down and sat up again, staring at Wang Xiao's empty bed in disbelief.

He, he actually wants to be with Wang Xiao forever?He didn't want Wang Xiao to marry a wife and have children, and he himself didn't think about marrying a wife and having children?

He clutched his head and felt a little headache, what kind of liking did he have for Wang Xiao?

Perhaps his movements were too big, Tian Qingze also sat up and looked at him, concerned: "Xiao Su, what's wrong with you?"

"Tian Qingze, if I say that I want to be with Wang Xiao for the rest of my life, what do you mean?"

In the darkness, he saw Tian Qingze roll his eyes at him, then said "what do you think" coldly, and lay back down again.

He put his head against the wall, it wasn't that he didn't understand, it was just that he was too shocked.

But, when exactly did he have that kind of affection for Wang Xiao?

Is it the time when you first met the other party and fell into his arms, or the time when you felt sorry for the other party's past, or the time when the other party was bullied?

He didn't know, maybe, it was the first time we met.

Didn't he lift Wang Xiao's bangs back then?That was something he wouldn't do before. For those non-mainstream, let alone flirtatious, he would be bored even just looking at it.

Well, it might be that soft and sincere voice with a timidity that cannot be ignored, or that unbelievably light weight, that right eye full of despair, that distressing scar, that sudden cry...

Thinking of every bit of getting along with Wang Xiao, he realized that all the details were firmly remembered in his mind, and the memory was so clear, as if it was engraved in his bones.

In other words, the reason why Wang Xiao left was because he felt his liking and disgusted him?

He is not an ignorant child. He is very clear about what homosexuality means in today's society. It is a deformity in the eyes of the world, and a maverick in the eyes of everyone. It is also a mental illness and an existence that cannot be tolerated by the world...

Thinking that Wang Xiao really left because of that, although he understood but was very sad, he couldn't help lying down in despair, tossing and turning sleeplessly.

About half an hour later, he suddenly sat up again, no, he was wrong, he was not unrequited love!

He thought of the way Wang Xiao looked at him, and after carefully savoring it, it was full of attachment and joy.At the end of last semester, Wang Xiao looked at him with nostalgic and sad eyes.

So, Wang Xiao actually chose to leave after he discovered his feelings, because he was afraid of affecting him, and even more afraid of not getting his response?

Damn it!How did he just find out!

Damn it!Damn it!Damn it!

He couldn't help but punched the wall several times, and then heard Tian Qingze say: "Xiao Su, think about what you should really worry about before you go to Wang Xiao, it will be better for you and him. "

In a word, it confirmed the answer in Xiao Su's heart——Wang Xiao likes him.

Wang Xiao likes him, and he also likes Wang Xiao. If that's the case, it's fine for the two of them to be together. Others say... Wait, he has no power, no power, no money and no one, so he can protect Wang Xiao in the future. Let the other party not be hurt by gossip?

Besides, compared to the eyes of strangers, Wang Xiao should care more about him, his family, relatives and friends, right?

"Thank you, Tian Qingze!"

"You're welcome, go to sleep."

"it is good."

That weekend, when he went home and confessed his feelings for Wang Xiao to his parents, he was reprimanded and got a disagreement answer.

He sighed, sure enough, no matter how much he loved his parents, some things would not be easily compromised.

He changed after that day. In order to create a safe and comfortable future for Wang Xiao, he began to study hard. While learning, he used his own methods to find Wang Xiao, and at the same time he was still racking his brains to do his job as a parent.

**

"Xiao Su."

"Ok?"

"Thank you!"

It was another nonsensical thank you, but Xiao Su understood it, and he apologized: "Baby, I'm sorry, I'm late."

"No, you came just in time."

When the two of them were young, immature in thinking, and strong enough in strength, no one could guarantee how long their love would last.

Disapproval and strange vision from the society, family disapproval and various obstructions will lead to conflicts and quarrels between the two of them, and even gradually increase.

Over time, that love will dissipate bit by bit.

Now, he and Xiao Su, who have been tempered by society and time, have enough strength to deal with all obstacles, are mature enough, and have rich experience to resolve unnecessary quarrels and troubles between them. As the relationship becomes stronger, the two of them will try their best to keep the relationship to the end.

Therefore, they will have the present happiness.

Hearing this answer, Xiao Su's eyes deepened, he leaned forward and kissed Wang Xiao's brow, and responded in a low and pleasant voice: "Well, our love came at just the right time!"

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Originally, I wanted to write another chapter, but as I wrote it, I found that the ending was quite good.

2017.09.16