become famous

Becoming an actor after graduation is not a difficult decision.Zuo Ran is not very interested in architecture, but thinks that acting is a bit interesting, and more importantly, he will have an intersection with "that person".

Zuo Ran didn't know about He Xiuyi's departure.

I fell in love with He Xiuyi during the summer vacation of my junior year.After the two met in Hengdian, Zuo Ran went back to school to continue his studies - there was still one year left for his studies, so Zuo Ran didn't want his diploma at all.During that year, Zuo Ran did not hear from He Xiuyi.He thought that where He Xiuyi was filming the new drama, and never thought about the possibility of "retiring from the circle".At that time, He Xiuyi, even though he had won the Best Supporting Actor, was actually not popular, and it was hard to find all kinds of news - the media generally felt that news was of little value. In 2010, Sina Weibo had just appeared, not many people used it, and neither did He Xiuyi. In addition, he has always kept a low profile, so it is very possible to "disappear" for a year or so.

After bidding farewell to the ivory tower, Zuo Ran went to Hengdian again.

I worked as a group performer, and then was appreciated by a certain director and gave it to a male third.

Zuo Ran studied desperately, just to be able to get by He Xiuyi's side.The producer and director all laughed, saying that there are very few handsome stars like him.Because He Xiuyi is the orthodox line, so Zuo Ran is also following the orthodox line - if he is just an idol who relies on his face, it may be difficult to be in the same crew as He Xiuyi.He Xiuyi attaches great importance to the quality of the film itself, and also pays attention to the director's attitude in filming. He should not act with someone who has no acting skills.

When playing the third and second male roles, Zuo Ran had already noticed that He Xiuyi hadn't heard from him.

Zuo Ran inquired everywhere and found out that something happened to He Xiuyi's family, but unfortunately, no one around knew the specific contact information.In the two crews he worked in, from the producer and director to the actors and staff, none of them knew He Xiuyi directly.This is also very understandable, after all, He Xiuyi has only acted in two movies, and all of them are supporting roles.Zuo Ran held the list of the main creators of "Time Journey" and "Room" and asked his colleagues if they recognized the photographer and the lighting engineer... Every time the other party nodded, Zuo Ran would choke his breath, The heart was beating wildly, and the blood rushing to the eyes would cause dizziness, and the voice became tense, begging the other party to build a bridge.But in the end...the photographers and lighting engineers who have worked with He Xiuyi all said that because of the different nature of their work, they do not directly have He Xiuyi's contact information, and usually only contact the producer or director.Zuo Ran asked the other party to help him connect the production team and director team, but without exception, he never got any news.That's right, I ran to contact the crew of "Travel of Time" and "Sheng Rong" several years ago, just to help the current colleagues of the former colleagues?so funny.Two layers of relationship is far enough, three layers of relationship... don't mention it.Everyone is like this, helping someone you know is completely different from helping someone you don't know.At that time, Zuo Ran was just a male third and male second, he was not well-known, he was not taken seriously, and naturally no one cared about him.Coupled with his personality that is not good at making friends, "Looking for He Xiuyi" seems to be difficult.

Zuo Ran was not in a hurry.

He knew that He Xiuyi liked acting very much, and he firmly believed that that person would definitely appear again.

However...the facts seem to be planning to give him a very loud slap in the face.

Three years after Zuo Ran graduated, that is, four years after He Xiuyi quit the showbiz, he won his first Best Actor, and it has been out of control ever since.

He was finally able to find the person he was looking for - the director of "Voyage of Time" and "Room", as well as the leading and supporting roles that He Xiuyi had played with.

But at this time, He Xiuyi had been "missing" for many years, and it was hard to find him.Zuo Ran got several contact information, including a mobile phone number, an instant messaging tool number, and an email address.Before each contact, Zuo Ran carefully planned what to say - how to introduce himself, how to ask about the situation, he was so nervous that he didn't look like him.Zuo Ran seldom prepares repeatedly, and most of the pre-exam review is done in one go. Only this matter, he kept deliberating, for fear that one word would make the other party unhappy.

result……

The mobile phone number is empty, MSN has been closed by Microsoft, and the email has disappeared.

He Xiuyi hadn't signed a brokerage company back then.It is too difficult to find an actor who quit the industry four years ago.

Zuo Ran was a little desperate.

If there is no fate, no matter how hard you try, it will be in vain.

His love cannot overcome fate after all.

Luck didn't help him, He Xiuyi didn't wait for him.

So, why meet each other?

Zuo Ran has no regrets.This kind of longing, one has to experience it once.

In his free time, Zuo Ran would drive around Beijing aimlessly.He knew that He Xiuyi's hometown was farther north, but he lived in Beijing after graduation.He hopes to meet each other by chance again, and never let go of each other.

As long as he can get a few days off, Zuo Ran will fly to He Xiuyi's hometown.Also driving the car, walking back and forth on the busiest road section, his eyes behind the sunglasses glanced at pedestrians and cars one by one, because he really didn't know what else he could do besides searching in vain. .

The powerlessness was terrifying.

The powerlessness of wise people is even more terrifying.

He watched He Xiuyi's only two movies over and over again, and even remembered every action, every expression, and every line.He used his own strokes to draw He Xiuyi, as if in this way, the other party could walk into his world from a very illusory place.

He expected to see him in his dream every night.In the dream, He Xiuyi was always smiling happily, and said to him: "Zuo Ran, I'm back, and I won't leave anymore."

As time passed, Zuo Ran felt that he was becoming more and more abnormal, probably going crazy.

Four years after He Xiuyi retired from the industry, he made a left guess: He Xiuyi is 27 years old this year, probably already married, or about to get married.Four years after He Xiuyi quit the industry, Zuo Ran made another calculation: He Xiuyi is 28 years old this year, and nine out of ten are married.Five years after He Xiuyi retired from the industry, I will do the math again: He Xiuyi is 29 years old this year, he must have been married long ago, maybe even have children.What is his wife like?How much do you love him?Will he be good to him forever?After that, my heart felt like a knife was twisted.

……

One day, director Li Chaoyin sent an invitation to his company for "Family".

Seeing that it was a film about homosexuality, the manager didn't even think about it, so he just pushed it.

Zuo Ran discovered this by accident.

Shen Yan's unswerving one-sided love moved him instantly.He liked this role very much, and felt that he could best play "Shen Yan", so he accepted it.The company advised him not to, but he insisted on going his own way.

During the interview, Li Chaoyin said sadly that there was no suitable actor for the role of "Song Zhi", and asked Zuo Ran if he had any recommended candidates.Zuo Ran expressed that he was not very clear, and Li Chaoyin said, "From your own point of view, you will feel more comfortable with whoever will act as a co-actor." Zuo Ran really has no candidates.But he missed it too much, and finally said the name of Liu Yangting who looked like He Xiuyi.

After Li Chaoyin went back, he inspected it carefully, and felt that Liu Yangting's acting skills were indeed not bad.

However, what Li Chaoyin didn't know was that when Zuo Ran saw Liu Yangting for the first time, he felt a little disgusted with him—so what if he looked alike?It's completely different from He Xiuyi's feeling.Of course, he can't talk about this.

About two weeks after starting up, Liu Yangting didn't want to act naked.So Li Chaoyin asked him how about calling a naked substitute, and he agreed.

Li Chaoyin brought He Xiuyi to him.

Zuo Ran appears indifferent on the surface, but the world has been overturned by it.

Li Chaoyin said: "Let's take a sauna together - I'll ask the driver to take you to a high-end club, which is very close to here. You can take a sauna together, all of them are men, it's nothing, I have spoken to the club, they will specialize Get out of the sauna."

And in that sauna room, when He Xiuyi pulled off the bath towel around his waist, Zuo Ran used all his concentration to keep himself from reacting.

After a while... He Xiuyi fainted.

Zuo Ran was startled, and shouted in panic, "Xiu Yi!"

That was the name he called himself in the dream.

Carrying the person to the bed in the standard room of the clubhouse, Zuo Ran called a doctor over for diagnosis and treatment.The doctor said it was fine, and he would wake up after a few minutes in a ventilated room.

Zuo Ran looked at He Xiuyi who was lying naked in his arms, and his heart beat wildly.

The other party is unconscious, but after a few minutes, he will wake up...

Rationally, he knew that he couldn't do that, but Zuo Ran couldn't hold it back—this was the only time in his life that he lost control, and he buried his head and face in that person's thigh.

What a jerk...

But, finally, there was a hickey that belonged to him.

(Five extra episodes end)

Yes, Microsoft is the root of all evil because it shut down MSN.

Weibo has opened a series of Zhiyin tunes~ Those who want to receive physical books can tick "want"~~~

Well, "Three Years of College Entrance Examination and Hundred Years of Kissing You" was taken away... Many people said they couldn't find it... Now it's rough again, please collect it~~~

The name was changed back... because some readers said that "You Have Everything I Hate" collided with the title of another article...they are all taken from Jay Chou's lyrics, but after thinking about it, I think the name of the article should not collide~ Change it back!