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He Xiuyi bent down, pressed Zuo Ran's shoulder with one hand, and looked at the screen.

Zuo Ran reached out and turned on the lamp switch on the table with a "snap".The dim light instantly flowed into the room, and there were fine dust flying and dancing in it.He Xiuyi's cheeks were dyed a warm color, very gentle, no longer the appearance in the blue light just now.He Xiuyi knew that Zuo Ran turned on the light only when he saw him coming, because looking at the screen in the dark is not good for the eyes.

The screen is full of "Be kind to Xiuyi".

He Xiuyi sighed: "Don't take it to heart." Zuo Ran never cared much about other people's opinions, what happened tonight?

"I didn't take it to heart." Zuo Ran said, "I was just wondering if I was too selfish—to use your love to film the story in my mind."

He Xiuyi asked in surprise, "Zuo Ran, why do you think that way?" He pushed the collar of Zuo Ran's neck a little, bowed and kissed him on the shoulder, "Of course I'm interested."

"Is it."

"Isn't this natural?" He Xiuyi felt that Zuo Ran was thinking too much, "The reason why I fell in love with you is because I fell in love with your inner world, so it is natural to like the stories you make up. If you like I hate all the things, so there will be no resonance at the beginning. Believe me, even if your movie hits the center of the earth's core and all 75 billion people in the world feel bored, He Xiuyi... will only really think it's great. Because of this, I am the person who can play the protagonist of the movie best, and I understand every feature that the director bestows on him, er, that’s it.” The souls of the two are one, and their every move resonates with each other.Thinking about it this way, maybe the script was not very rational, but whatever it is, the most important thing is to have fun.

Zuo Ran seemed to be convinced, and the expression on his face softened a lot.

"Okay, okay, don't be too horny."

"En." Zuo Ran dragged He Xiuyi onto his lap, hugged the other's waist tightly with both hands, and buried his head in his lover's neck, allowing He Xiuyi to see his rare fragility.

He Xiuyi helped Zuo Ran tidy up his hair, making him as elegant and calm as always.

After a while, Zuo Ran completely adjusted and asked He Xiuyi: "Then, what are you going to do?"

"what?"

""Meet Yu Meili Again", are you still acting?" Fans objected very much on the Internet.

"Act." He Xiuyi said.

"This will hurt the hearts of fans." Zuo Ran replied, "Don't think about me. The company has plenty of projects, and it's okay to make another commercial film. I've already agreed with Star Media that three commercial films will be produced in three years." I have a copy of ancient themes, and the effect should be good. I planned to refine it when I saw Yu Meili again, but it is not impossible to start the project in advance. You can pick up individual ones first, Wait for me to form a team." Three commercial films in three years are one of Star Media's capital injection conditions.

"What's that for?" He Xiuyi said, "I've already finished all the pre-production, so give up now? You want to shoot, I want to act, well, give up now, it will be very difficult to shoot later."

"It depends on what you want to do." Zuo Ran said, "I don't offer any advice." He Xiuyi wanted to shoot, so he accompanied him.He Xiuyi didn't want to take pictures, so he accompanied him.

"Shooting, I like this movie, and I don't want to miss it. I'm a bit tired of even acting in two commercial movies, and I've been preparing for a long time. I have a lot of ideas about the characters, and I'm eager to try to explain them. This time is called Stop and I will be suffocated to death.”

Zuo Ran reminded him: "You need to wash the powder. It's really uncertain how much will be left after washing."

He Xiuyi's eyes darkened suddenly: "I will try my best to explain." He considered his words, "How should I put it... If it was He Xiuyi who was several years ago, he would probably choose to quit "Meeting Yu Meili Again", but after the death of his mother, , I feel that in this life, people have to do what they like to do."

As soon as He Xiuyi won the Best Supporting Actor award, her mother was diagnosed with a serious illness. She was only in her fifties at the time, and died after struggling for several years. It can be said that she never enjoyed a single blessing.She had many regrets—not doing this, not doing that, everything had a reason for not doing it at the time, and it ended up being a dying regret.During the years when she was ill, He Xiuyi tried her best to help her realize it. However, due to health, time and other reasons, very few were actually completed.

"..."

"Once the opening of 'doing things for fans' is opened, it is unlikely to be closed in the future. It will only get wider and wider." He Xiuyi said, "I am already in my 30s, and my career as an actor is even shorter. Or Let’s just say, it’s only these few years that I can play young people, and I’ll learn middle-aged and old people in the future. So how can I have time to spend on books I don’t like? One play counts as half a year, and two plays count as one year. This number is too scary...I have to hurry up, put my heart and soul into acting in truly meaningful plays, constantly hone my acting skills, and strive to reach the peak." He Xiuyi is very clear that only by acting in his favorite book can it be possible to improve his acting skills. Reaching new heights - Driven by interest, he will think about characters non-stop during the day and night.

Zuo Ran: "..."

"I'm not going to be all fans in my life. Fans come and go, and sooner or later I'll just be 'a piece of history', and it's impossible to keep them forever anyway. By the end of my life, I can remember Yes, it’s a process of achieving goals time and time again, not ‘Ah, when I was young, there were many people who liked it.”

"..."

"I'm filming now, not for fame or profit, just because I like it." The reason why He Xiuyi loves acting is not quite the same as Zuo Ran.He likes to take the audience through time and space, dreaming colorful dreams one after another.And Zuo Ran, who loved acting many years ago, may be a bit lonely in the final analysis - he wants to become someone else.After thinking for a while, He Xiuyi continued: "I'm not an idol, I'm just an actor. As long as I have outstanding acting skills, I'll never worry about no one looking for me. I don't want to lie to people either... just tell them, that's how I am, Well, I can accept it again."

Zuo Ran's eyes were very gentle.

"Zuo Ran," He Xiuyi continued, "my mother has passed away. Now I am...very self-willed. I live for myself, and at the same time live for Zuo Ran, oh, and my father who is so close. I know that. Very bad, but, they all add up, less than one finger of yours. I won't let anyone break your heart, make you sad. Note, it's 'anyone'. And I also like acting, more than other stars I like them all. As for other things... flop is flop, if you don't make money, you don't make money, it doesn't matter." Zuo Ran is an extreme person, and He Xiuyi feels that he has also become an extreme person, and the two just go in different directions.

When he said this, He Xiuyi really held the fingers of Zuo Ran's hands, and held them carefully and gently.

Everyone lives up to the expectations of others.For example, Song Zhi in "Family" bears the expectations of the family, and the brothers in "Forked Road" bear the expectations of each other.As a star, you need to satisfy your fans.But He Xiuyi is very contradictory, wanting to be free.There is no freedom in the entertainment industry, but he is so stubborn.However, the appearance of Zuo Ran made him see this possibility - the company he signed with was his lover's company, and he could concentrate on doing what he likes.

He Xiuyi is a very nice person, integrity and kindness are two of his few advantages.But this doesn't mean that he will insist on living like someone else for the "He Xiuyi" that others expect, or even hurt Zuo Ran.What is the difference between that and "Song Zhi"?

"Zuo Ran," He Xiuyi asked curiously, "You have always been cold, even worse than me. Why don't your fans make trouble?"

"I don't know, I didn't pay attention."

He Xiuyi: "..."

Seeing He Xiuyi like this, Zuo Ran tried his best to recall: "A few years ago... It seems that this is not the case." He has been in the circle for many years.

"Oh……"

He Xiuyi stood up: "I'm going to make a statement." Protect Zuo Ran, protect the company, and let those fans go back and have a good rest, don't be angry.

"Ah."

"Then show it to you and Wu Shunzhi."

"Ah."

……

At ten o'clock that night, fans of He Xiuyi who were very angry were "slapped in the face".

He Xiuyi posted a very long Weibo.

It says:

[I saw many people's messages.Thank you for worrying and worrying about me.

The situation is actually not that serious.Currently in communication with Peach Company, the endorsement contract will be officially terminated this week.The cooperation with Taozi has always been pleasant, and this news is really unexpected for both parties. After "Wanli Longsha", I didn't take on new plays, just because I didn't feel the fate.The company received many invitations because I was too willful [tears][tears]. "Seeing Yu Meili Again" is a script that I am very interested in, and no one is forcing me to do anything.

I understand that people want to see more of me.I will try my best.However, due to personality reasons, it is difficult to participate in the reality show that many people look forward to.Usually I am always the last one in the game, and if I go, it will only make everyone disappointed in me [laugh cry] [laugh cry].I just want to make a movie - a movie that I like.That's the only reason why I entered the film and television industry back then, and it's the same now.My ideal is to constantly improve myself and strive to be close to the top hall.Along the way, I have also faced many temptations, but I will recall the feeling at the time again and again-it was a very simple love and longing.This road is so difficult, and I am naturally dull, so I can only work tirelessly, which has consumed all my time.

The company and the boss have never disappointed me. The words at the film festival are all from the heart.For Zuo Ran, there is only gratitude.If it wasn't for Zuo Ran, I wouldn't even have the chance to be noticed and liked by everyone.

I don't want anyone to like the fake me, so I choose to speak out my thoughts honestly.That's it for me.Naturally quiet, not very lively, only when acting, and when facing Zuo Ran and others, is the most relaxed.Maybe some people can't accept it, so they can only sigh that the love is deep and the relationship is shallow.However, if I can accept it, I will not disappoint everyone's expectations in the future.I know that after tonight, I will lose a lot of fans and I will be in trouble.However, I don't want you to curse at the time when you recalled this period of time decades later, or tell your children not to be fans of stars. Youcheng, when chatting and laughing with others, occasionally looking back at his past, he can say unabashedly, "I liked He Xiuyi back then. There wasn't much news about him, so I didn't learn much. If I insist on saying it, there is only one thing. , is to "live freely", for the ideal of the past, go forward without fear."]