fall in love with fake straight man

Chapter 1 1

At the beginning of the Chinese lanterns, there are cars and horses flowing like a stream.

The breeze blew over the willow branches, gently brushing the shoulders of passers-by, as if wanting to leave behind those hurried passers-by, but this is destined to be a useless struggle, no one will stop for this ordinary scenery, relax and give themselves Leave a moment at ease.

On the crowded subway, people who wish to pile up on top of each other will not fall down without being supported. The smell of rancid sweat and the aftertaste of perfume that has evaporated all day are intertwined, forming the strangest charm, wanton impact on human beings This strong smell made Luo Fei, who just got off work after working all day, feel even more groggy.

As soon as the song in the earphones was halfway through, it switched to another familiar song.However, Luo Fei, whose brain was already numb, still listened absent-mindedly. It wasn't until someone touched him and signaled his cell phone to ring that he realized that the singing sound on his cell phone was the ringtone of an incoming call.

Politely thanking the passer-by who reminded him with a smile, Luo Fei picked up the phone, the voice on the other side of the earphone was very loud, so loud that Luo Fei's ears were buzzing, Luo Fei first turned down the voice a bit before speaking.

"Mom, what's wrong?"

"Son, are you off work, have you eaten yet?"

The voice from the opposite side was still a bit deafening, Luo Fei could only turn down the voice by two notches.My mother who has been in the countryside all year round is used to speaking loudly, and she can't change it when she makes a phone call.What's more, my mother always feels that making a phone call is not like two people face to face. When talking, she always has to amplify her voice a little bit so that the other party can hear clearly.

"Well, I just got off work and I'm not home yet."

"It's past seven o'clock. Look, you haven't eaten yet. Our family eats at five o'clock. Do you know that we have to eat regularly? Sometimes it takes a while. You just don't know how to take care of yourself, so you shouldn't eat." Hanging out by myself..."

According to her own living habits, the mother began to explain life experience to Luo Fei in a rambling manner. Luo Fei responded with a smile while responding with a "hmm", he didn't find it annoying, the mother's nagging was always the same, never I haven't thought about updating the dictionary, but for Luo Fei who is wandering alone in a strange city, I still think that the most beautiful thing is his mother's accent.

"By the way, son, your aunt said to introduce you to someone, and she will call your aunt later. I have a rest tomorrow. I just made an appointment to meet up and have a meal with the little girl. Eat something good. , spend one or two hundred, don't search and search for a day..."

"Mom, I'm only 25..."

"Don't worry if you are 25. Look at the black egg of the old Zhao's family in the east of the village. He is only 18, how much younger than you. Now the child is full moon. You are the only old bachelor in the village. You are 25 and don't say it. Find a daughter-in-law. When you go home for the New Year, you will lose your mother's share. Yesterday, I was chatting with Tie Zhu's mother, and she urged me to quickly find a wife for you. Now the whole village is worried about you. Be a good college student , why can't I find a wife!"

"Mom, late birth and childbearing are advocated by the state. It's not too late to get married at 35 now." Luo Fei didn't say that people in the city get married very late, he was worried that it would make his mother feel uncomfortable.Luo Fei was unwilling to explain the truth to his mother, but carefully concealed his differences from other people. This world cannot tolerate minorities, and it is always more difficult to criticize others.

"35 ghosts! Your grandfather is 35 and has grandchildren. You want your mother to die and have trouble living. 35 gets married and has a child. It's hard work. If another fool comes out, you're going to kill Lao Luo's family." Root, don't talk nonsense, if you don't want to go tomorrow, I will find you later, come home with me quickly, don't embarrass me outside! I think Heidan's sister is pretty good, you can marry her when you come back , don’t think about leaving until you have a baby!”

"Mom..." Luo Fei felt powerless, so he called out softly, hoping that his strong mother would sense his exhaustion and let him go, but her mother's voice on the other side of the phone was still so loud.

"Stop writing, the phone bill is quite expensive! Hurry up and marry me and have a baby! You and I are so anxious to death! Little brat, don't forget to call your aunt! Hang up!"

"Mom..." Luo Fei still wanted to struggle, but the phone had already been hung up, and the voice in the earphones jumped back to the song that was playing before.

Luo Fei doesn't want to go home, and he can't go home. He knows that his sexual orientation cannot be accepted by his rigid and conservative parents. He has two older sisters, and he is the only boy in the family. In an earthquake, my mother can cry and deafen his ears, and my father will definitely break his legs.

Luo Fei took a deep breath, hoping that more oxygen would bring him courage, but the smell of the subway made him want to cough.

When the train arrived, Luo Fei got off the subway. There was still one stop away from his rented place, and he purposely skipped one stop. Today he felt that the carriage was extremely depressing, and he wanted to take a walk on the street.

Looking up, there are no stars in the night sky of the city, neon lights are shining on the row upon row of high-rise buildings, the whole city is brightly lit, and the traffic flow is like weaving, from far to near, from near to far, as if there is no end in sight galaxy.

Luo Fei felt the smell of car exhaust all around him. Looking at the trees on the side of the road, he repeated yesterday day after day, watching the sun rise and the moon set, and the crowds rushing in and out, but he could only breathe the turbid exhaust. , just like myself, without freedom, without hope, slowly getting old, waiting for death.

Luo Fei suddenly felt that he wanted to cry, but he didn't want to lose his composure in this bustling street. Life is not acting after all, so there is no need to add drama to himself.

Luo Fei suppressed his emotions, took out his mobile phone and dialed his aunt. After making an appointment for tomorrow's time and place, he raised his hand and hailed a taxi.

target, bar.

Luo Fei didn't want to go home, the monthly rent alone would cost more than half of Luo Fei's salary, the simple and desolate space, in Luo Fei's heart, it was not home at all, it was just a place for temporary rest, or a place for accidental rest. Indulge yourself in the lair.In a room, if all the most memorable things are only and all of them are sex, then that house can only be called a nest.

In the bar, colorful laser lights flicker wildly, reflecting in the restless crowd, red men and dolls sway and hunt amidst the deafening music.

The smell of wine, the smell of men, the smell of all kinds of faint men's perfumes; the deafening music, wanton shouting, and indulgent laughter.

All of these formed a scene of demons dancing wildly. For some reason, Luo Fei felt even more irritable, but he still loosened his tie, undid the top two buttons of his shirt, pushed through the crowd, and sat at the bar. down.

Today he just wants to find an environment where he can relax. Even if this environment doesn't allow him to relax, he can at least drink.

The thing in the cup can relieve thousands of worries.

After two cups, suddenly, a cold little hand wrapped around Luo Fei's neck.

"Handsome, are you alone?"

Familiar voice, familiar hand, Luo Fei grabbed the hand on his chest, and turned around: "Xiaobai, didn't you say that your classmate celebrated his birthday?"

Xiaobai raised his chin not far away: "Here, it's there. That girl insists on seeing what the gay bar looks like, so I'll bring her here to open her eyes. And you, you know I'm not here, you Is this out to steal something?"

Luo Fei followed Xiaobai's eyes and saw a pure-looking girl sitting on the small table, staring at the paired men in the bar with bright eyes. If you don't know that this is a gay bar, it will definitely make people Think this is a complete pervert.

Luo Fei tugged Xiaobai's arm, bringing Xiaobai closer to him: "I'm in a bad mood today and you're not here, so I'll come out for a drink or two."

Xiao Bai and Luo Fei met at the bar, and it has only been a month since they first met.The first experience of the two made each other feel good, so Xiaobai said, "Let's settle down." Luo Fei didn't want to have sex every time, so he nodded in agreement.So every weekend after that, Xiaobai would go to Luo Fei's house to accompany him to spend the two days that are not humane.

Xiaobai didn't care about Luo Fei's explanation, and Luo Fei didn't make any more excuses. In Luo Fei's eyes, Xiaobai was just a child, and his age was not deterministic at all. What he needed in life might just be novelty and excitement.

Xiaobai followed Luo Fei's tugging, and lay on Luo Fei's back: "Then, let's go and sit with my classmate, I'll introduce you to her, and let's sing K together later. "

Luo Fei shook his head: "Forget it, you youngsters can play by yourself, I will go home after drinking two more drinks."

"Then I'll go back and stay with her, don't watch her, she will have to take pictures of all the couples in the bar in a while!" Xiao Bai nodded, and kissed Luo Fei's side cheek, he knew that Luo Fei I don't want to be with strangers: "I have to send her back to school after playing at night. I guess I can't go to your place today, so I will go to your house to find you tomorrow morning."

Luo Fei rubbed Xiaobai's face with his hair, and sighed: "I can't do it tomorrow, I have something to do tomorrow..."

"Working overtime again?" Xiaobai expressed his dissatisfaction in a somewhat reproachful tone: "Then I'll go to you tomorrow night, that's the deal."

After finishing speaking, Xiao Bai gave Luo Fei another hug, and without waiting for Luo Fei's answer, he returned to the girl with shining eyes.

Luo Fei's gaze has been following Xiaobai. Xiaobai is 4 years younger than Luo Fei, but Luo Fei feels that there is an unfathomable generation gap between the two of them. Luo Fei watched Xiaobai bouncing back to the Beside the girl, exaggeratedly gave her a big hug.

The girl chattered into Xiaobai's ears for a while, and the two looked at Luo Fei from time to time. The topic between them was obviously related to Luo Fei, but they didn't know what they were talking about. After a while, Xiaobai There was an exaggerated laugh, and then the two of them fought for a while, and then gradually calmed down.

Seeing Xiaobai's youthful and wanton smile, Luo Fei felt inexplicably old.The United Nations says that people under the age of 24 are considered young people, so, according to international standards, I am really old...

Luo Fei emptied the remaining wine in his glass in annoyance, waved his hand to Xiao Bai, and left the bar.

It's not too late now, but Luo Fei is no longer in the mood to hang out.

Slightly drunk, Luo Fei returned home, and after lying on the bed, he didn't bother to move. He didn't want to eat, and he didn't even want to take a bath, so as not to wash away the slight smog.

The phone rang, it was a text message from Xiaobai.

"Are you home yet? Sleep well, you have to work tomorrow~ My sister praised you for being handsome just now~ She also said that you have a mature style~ Haha, you are going to be a handsome uncle..."

Uncle... Luo Fei grinned, turned off his phone, and didn't reply to Xiaobai's text message.

On the willow branches on the moon, the quiet moonlight shone in the quiet room, without a single sound, as if the whole world was about to freeze, Luo Fei just wanted a good night's sleep, and temporarily forgot about those unhappiness.

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