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"He didn't study well, and he went to the worst high school in their county, and his parents were not good either. His father got tired of playing with his mother, and with other widows, so he started touching his son's waist... .”

"That night he put pesticides in the water, in the rice, in the cigarettes his father rolled himself, and in the traditional Chinese medicine that his mother drank every day... The countryside needs to be farmed, and every household has pesticides. He mixed the pesticides at home and put them all in."

"He doesn't know whether his parents died in the end, he doesn't care, it's fine if they don't die, it's better if they die... He stole the money from the family and left the place he hated... The road is so far away, the city is so big , could not find him, and no one came to find him."

"A high school student who dropped out of school wanted to have a meal. He could get whatever he wanted, so he was lucky. In a small night snack shop, he helped the proprietress to cook Mala Tang...wrapped or not. The proprietress thought he was pitiful and gave him A rollaway bed for him to sleep in the shop."

"Sleep until noon during the day, go shopping in the afternoon, wash the vegetables, pick the ingredients, and work until the evening to open the store and open the stall, all night until dawn...Business is best at eight or nine o'clock in the evening and in the middle of the night, and there is always a bath The girls from the center came out together for supper."

"Several times, he heard them chatting, saying that the salary was a commission, and he dared not think about that figure. The Mala Tang he cooked for half a year was not as good as their salary for a month...so he quit, and he also I want to work in a nightclub."

Pei Li lowered his eyes to make up a distant story, the protagonist has no name, only "he".

"It was only later that he realized that nightclubs are not a decent place... When he went there, he applied for the job smoothly, with food and lodging included... and sleep included, and he was sent to sleep on the bed of a big client... "

"It is said that he is quite wild, his body is so weak that he can't move, and he has been swearing all night long... Speaking of which, it is thanks to his father's influence on him over the years. Without his father, he would slap him everywhere every day. Where do so many curse words come from..."

"That big client is ridiculous. It's called a big client. It's actually not that big. It doesn't work after taking medicine. The more you listen to him, the more anxious you get. When you slap him, something suddenly happens, and it takes a long time to slow down." Take it easy... It's his fate, the big client is sorry for his life, he got up and put on his pants and left, he lay alone on the bed and cried until dawn...?"

A large patch of wetness spread out on Pei Li's shoulder, and it was not known whether it was his own tears or those of his audience.

He tilted his head towards Mao Fei and leaned against each other, the long-standing scars were uncovered, he needed to seek some comfort and support in this deserted bar.

"Later, he went back to cooking Malatang again. After cooking for a year, the proprietress put the sesame seed cakes next to him on the plate, and lived together with the man who sold the sesame seed cakes."

"Afterwards he left that place, bought a long-distance bus ticket, and the terminal was called Yunning... When he was sitting in the car, he thought, Clouds are in the sky, and Ning is a muddy swamp... He is already in the swamp Li has been struggling, can you let him go to the sea of ​​clouds to have a look."

"He decided to continue studying, and finally left that family. Maybe he can finally study hard...Study requires money, so he went to work in nightclubs again, selling alcohol and cigarettes. The customer asked, do you sell it? He took out a small book Put a tick and say, you have to work harder to buy more wine, or you will have to wait until next year."

Mao Fei bit his lip tightly, the white shirt was stained with blood mixed with tears, he couldn't feel the pain, his whole body was in too much pain.

"Every nightclub has a big client, and this one is no exception... He was named, and he laughed as always... The front foot left the private room, and the back foot was called by the manager to the alley at the back door of the kitchen...More The manager, and the two tall security guards, he thought he might not have any more luck."

"He was pressed against the wall. The manager pinched the work card hanging around his neck and said, Pei Li, you are so happy, but you are too ignorant. He asked, it's only for one night, you really don't want to give it to others. face?"

"Of course he won't. He said he could resign and not embarrass the nightclub. Unfortunately, it didn't work. The manager took out a handkerchief from his pocket, poured a small bottle of aphrodisiac potion on it, pinched his chin and covered it. his face."

Pei Li clenched Mao Fei's hand tightly, and couldn't stop the tears streaming down his face even when he closed his eyes. He choked up several times before continuing to tell the story.

"He couldn't struggle, and felt that the world was disgusting... He was studying in an adult school during the day. He was so poor that he couldn't even do the exercises in the first year of high school, but he was happy. At one o'clock, I don't want to step into this ghost place... He has decided to resign after finishing this month, and change to a job with a lower salary, but at least he can endure it."

Mao Fei doesn't know how to describe his heartache. He grew up carefree for 20 years, and he was not affected when his parents divorced. Compared with Pei Li, the ups and downs in love he experienced are nothing worth mentioning.

He hugged Pei Li tightly, trembling uncontrollably all over his body, he cried: "Little Brother Pei..."

Pei Li wiped his face with his cuff, and the corners of his lips curled into a smile, feeling sad, sighing bitterly, and remembering the nostalgia of the past.

"There is a Cheng Yaojin... To be honest, I was still calling him stupid in my heart. No matter how good the show is, he is nosy, and he is not afraid of getting into trouble... He is standing on the other side of the alley. On the balcony above, he was smoking a cigarette, and he could see a little spark, he raised his voice and laughed, "Hey, what you love and what I want, isn't it interesting for you?"

"The manager looked back at him. People who go to this kind of high-end nightclub should be careful. He threw his handkerchief on the ground, and while joking with Zhuang Mu, he urged the security guard to take me away."

"I was groggy at the time, as if I had a high fever, and I didn't know that the aphrodisiac/medicine had such an effect...I, when I missed him later, there was no difference..." Pei Li raised his hand to cover his face, Wept uncontrollably, "When I think about him, that's how I feel... My whole body is uncomfortable, my heart itches, only he can make me feel better..."

Mao Fei didn't want to hear it anymore. Reality is always more heartbreaking than stories. He opened the low cabinet and took out a pack of tissues to wipe Pei Li's tears.

"Brother Pei... let's stop talking, okay? I..." Mao Fei hiccupped from crying, and he wringed his nose several times before he cleared his nose. "I'll take you home, okay? You Don't you like Xiaosheng, let's go back and pet cats, shall we?"

Pei Li shook his head, he said in a hoarse voice, "Smoke."

Mao Fei hurriedly stood up and lit a cigarette for him, but Pei Li just held the cigarette between his fingers and let it burn quietly.

"Hoshizuru Amano, he gave me a set of Hoshizuru Amano's house... When I first got home in the morning, he called me and told me that I could move in, and he also bought a wine rack for the living room... He also joked that in the future I will be neighbors with his precious brother and sister-in-law..."

"But I...do I want a big house? Such a big house, I live alone, guarding, so empty... The phone was about to hang up, and he told me by the way that he was getting married. "

Pei Li held the cigarette butt in his hand, and Mao Fei was so frightened that he broke down and cried, "Don't do this! Brother Pei...don't do this! I..."

He knelt on the ground to reach for the cardboard box, which contained mineral water. He grabbed a bottle and poured it on Pei Li's palm. The clean water washed away the soot, leaving a bloody wound.

Pei Li curled up his fingers, looked at Mao Fei and smiled wryly: "Feifei, you are so lucky, you are the one I envy the most..."

Mao Fei wailed, he was wrong, he hoped that Pei Li would become unconscious so that he would not suffer as much as when he was sober.

He grabbed Pei Li's wrist and begged, "Little Brother Pei, I...I'll drink with you...Want to drink?"

Pei Li pulled him loosely, and Mao Fei snuggled up to him, listening to him mutter: "Hey, this is probably the last time, we're telling stories together..."

Mao Fei cried so much that he was suffocating, he leaned on Pei Li's shoulder and took deep breaths, he stammered, "Speak...speak slowly, speak more...I'll be with you, always be with you..."

Pei Li was silent, and it took a long time before he opened his mouth and said, "Cheng Yaojin took me away, and the manager didn't dare to fart... He took me to his room and insisted on implementing his 'you The principle of "love I will" put me on the bed, and I have to take the initiative to say "I am willing" to save me."

"Later I said, I said I would, I was 21 years old at that time, he was nine years older than me, I was tossed by his old hand in love, this is what he said...after waking up the next day , He said that I was rained by dried pear blossoms last night, which suits my name quite well."

Pei Li gave a low laugh and asked, "Will Zhuang Zhou call you Little Peach Blossom?"

Without waiting for Mao Fei to answer him, he said to himself: "Sometimes he calls me Little Pear Blossom... hypocritical, childish, nasty... I've said it many times, but he still likes to call me that..."

"I was stubborn at the time, and I choked him a few times with my ability to curse people. He didn't take it seriously at all, and went to the kitchen and hummed a little song to make a meal for me." Pei Li smiled and cried, "I I couldn’t swear, and wept while eating, and he asked me if it was okay, and I said no, but I cried so much that I couldn’t even eat.”

"Then we did it again and I offered to kiss him. At that time I didn't even know who he was. It was just a one-night stand to reminisce. So when he asked me if I would go back to the nightclub, I said no, disgusting , I want to find a clean place to make money. My answer made him laugh, and he said, it’s better to find one than to build one yourself.”

"At that time, the street had just been newly built. He took me to this store and told me that I would be the owner of this store in the future. He hoped that I would not let him see the news that the store was closed for rent."

Pei Li covered his eyes with his hands: "I don't go to school anymore...I started reading, and all I read were books on how to run a business...It's a pity that there are surprises and sadness. He gave me help and opportunities, and also let me I know he never lacks people around him... Men and women, all of them are friends with benefits who don't contact me after they get out of bed... I thought he wanted to adopt me at first, no, he never does, he doesn't like complicated things Relationship...He gave me a store, it was like spending a penny to him...It's not just me, he is very good to his bed partner."

Mao Fei has a stomach full of words that he wants to swear, but he can't swear, so how should he swear?

I can't blame Zhuang Mu for being passionate and ruthless, nor can I blame Pei Li for asking for trouble.

Pei Li stuck out his tongue and licked his lips lightly, tasting the bitter taste like wine: "I don't want to get drunk, Feifei, I've been drunk too many times because of him, this time I want to be sober... I To go home sober, I have to pack my luggage..."

"I'll accompany you, and I'll collect it for you." Mao Fei followed him and followed him, "Where do you want to go to relax, the world is so big, there is always a place where you can see the sea of ​​clouds!"

"I've already seen it. After I met him, I've seen it..." Pei Li put down his hand, staring down at the faintly painful wound in his palm, "Do you know how the name MOMO came about?"

M is easy to guess, it is Zhuang Mu.

What about O?

Pei Liyang smiled a little: "Feifei, Pei Li is not my name, Pei Ou is."

Mao Fei didn't care about being surprised, the tip of his nose was so sore that he couldn't unscrew it: "Gull...?"

"Pei Li is just my job name in the nightclub. I wanted to tell him, but he said he likes Little Pear Blossom, so I never told him..." Pei Li wiped away his tears and sighed, " I'm going to use my name back now, and I'm going to fly around the world like a seagull... I used to imprison myself, and I will go to more places and see more people in the future, maybe this way I can forget he..."

Mao Fei grabbed his wrist, biting his bright red lips and burst into tears at him, a pair of beautiful eyes swollen into ripe peaches.

"Maybe, I will remember this person even more, and I will never forget it. After all, no one is him, and no one can replace him..." Pei Li wiped his face for him, and coaxed him in a hoarse voice, "Stop crying, No matter what, I'm about to have a new life, I've been pretending for so long, I've acted in front of you to lie to you, I've pretended not to love him in front of him, I'm finally going to be free..."

Mao Fei broke down in tears, and let go of his voice to vent wantonly. He dragged Pei Li into his arms and hugged him indiscriminately, and only said "Little brother Pei, I can't bear you" over and over again.

"I can't bear you either," Pei Li cried and laughed, he hugged Mao Fei tightly and envied in his ear, "You were cute before, but after being with Zhuang Zhou, you've been spoiled even more."

Pei Li said sincerely: "I wish you a long life and grow old together."