[Conan colleagues] Let's become smaller together · next

The author has something to say: This is an update on the 17th. Halfway through the abuse, I was dragged out of the comics and couldn’t continue _(:з」∠)_ so it’s so late...

"Indeed, that's true." The doctor froze for a moment, not understanding why Shuichi Akai suddenly changed the subject.

But he looked down at Miyano Shiho, who looked like a junior high school student, and suddenly understood: "Could it be - no! How could she do that!! How dare she!!"

For a moment, Dr. A Li felt his heart twitch violently. Just thinking about what might happen, he was so startled that he couldn't stand up.Ai Jun, how could she do this!What does she think of herself everywhere!If there is no her, then it is meaningless even to overthrow the organization. She thinks why he supports Shinichi so much to fight against the organization!

Xinyi, Lan, and Aijun, he doesn't want any of the three of them to be harmed, and he doesn't want any of them to trade their lives for the existence of others!

"She is the most talented and sensitive person I have ever met." Akai Shuichi stared at Miyano Shiho and said suddenly.

Not only that, but she was also the first to see through him.

earlier than anyone else.

At that time, he was even the heir of absolute neutrality.

"What's your business in sneaking into the school?" Shuichi Akai, who had just flown to New York to negotiate business for the old man, was sitting on a bench in Columbia University, smoking a cigarette while waiting to meet with a trader, but a man came over suddenly. The little girl, sitting beside him, asked coldly.

"Eh?" Akai Hideo was taken aback for a moment, turned around, and was surprised to find that the adult female voice came from a girl who looked like a primary school student.

"Sneaking in or something, Columbia University is open to visit, little sister. Anyone can come in." Akai Shuichi pressed his forehead with some headaches, he is not very good at dealing with children.

"However," the young Miyano Shiho raised his voice slightly, "Even if it's an open tour, no one will be allowed to come in with a pistol. Strange uncle."

How did she know he had a pistol on him?Akai Hideichi frowned slightly, turned sideways, and finally started to look at the little girl squarely: "Little sister, don't talk nonsense."

"The clothes on the right." Compared to Akai Shuichi who was making big moves, Miyano Shiho didn't even give the dangerous man beside him a second glance, he just supported the edge of the chair with both hands, dangling his feet that couldn't reach the ground, "The clothes on the right are very tight, and they are much heavier than the clothes on the left. Cigarettes and lighters are in the left pocket. What made the right side so heavy? The uncle was also very careful when walking with people. Facing the other party, you subconsciously held down the front of your shirt. Usually girls would do this, so I can only speculate that you put something heavy in your clothes that no one else can find."

So sharp!Akai Shuichi opened his eyes slightly, and asked involuntarily, "Who the hell are you?"

"Well," Miyano Shiho jumped off the chair, turned his back to Akai Shuichi and replied coldly, "It's just an ordinary college student."

...Are ordinary college students only about eight years old?Ordinary college students will casually think about whether other people carry guns?

Feeling that there are a lot of things to say, Akai Shuichi finally just snorted softly, exuding a little murderous look: "As you said, approaching a person with a gun casually is also very dangerous."

"If it's a plain-clothes policeman, it's impossible to smoke here so leisurely, but if it's an ordinary tourist, it's too strange to just sit here and observe the people who go by." Threatened, "Well, I don't care what you do, but although it looks like you are thousands of miles away, I feel like I can negotiate."

"En?" Akai Hideichi raised his tone slightly, waiting for the next sentence.

"I have a very important experiment to do in the past few days. I just hope you don't disrupt the order in Colombia." For example, the scene was blocked because of the murder.

Miyano Shiho left after saying the last sentence, leaving Akai Hideo alone to watch her go. After a long time, he dusted off his cigarette and said mockingly, "Oh, you are really a strict lady."

"Really, it's not okay to be so strict with yourself." Recalling what happened many years ago, Akai Shuichi couldn't help pinching Miyano Shiho's face angrily, and then touched it distressedly.

After that, he was accidentally involved in power strife and lost the asylum of absolute neutrality.In order to protect himself and protect his second brother, he had to choose a camp to join, and inexplicably thought of the little girl whose name he didn't know back then, so he came to the United States again.

Unexpectedly, the second time I saw her was when I was monitoring Belmode.

"She is a gifted person, she learns everything very quickly," Akai Shuichi said in a low voice, "always learns a lot of inexplicable things when she is inexplicable. Maybe because of this, she sees everything clearly and doesn't know anything. don't care...

"She never cared about other people's opinions before, and she seldom cared about the things of the people around her. Even she seldom talked to Mingmei and me. Maybe it's because she was always treated coldly in the United States... She was alone People live happily in their own world, and the rest of us are not important at all." Shuichi Akai has said a lot without knowing it, so much that he is no longer like him, "Why don't you continue, Shiho , continue to live in your own world, continue not to care about these unimportant other people..."

"Mr. Ai..." The doctor wailed uncontrollably, and slumped on the floor weakly leaning against the table.

Yes, why do you keep them in your heart? If you know that there will be such consequences after Ai Jun accepts them, he, he...

He didn't know what to do either.

"Shiho." Akai Hideyoshi murmured, and hugged Miyano Shiho into his arms again, with his chin resting on her hair, the fluffy and warm hair didn't look like a person who was about to die at all.

He sighed softly, and unskilledly twirled her hair with his right hand, and said with a wry smile, "You are so ruthless, Zhibao."

How cruel, Shiho.

How dare he use himself as a test subject, how dare he be so selfish and not even give them a chance to persuade them, and just walk on this road of no return so stubbornly alone.

Sure enough, he was punishing him, Shiho.

"But, but what's the reason?" The doctor took a deep breath, still refusing to accept this speculation, "Even if it's for Shinichi and Lan, she doesn't have to try every one of them herself! There is a problem with the medicine, what should she do herself! She is not just for one portion! And for the organization, she just needs to do whatever she wants—”

"Lonely." Akai Shuichi interrupted the doctor's nagging, and said in a low voice, "And guilt."

"Eh?" The doctor was suddenly interrupted, stunned for a moment, unable to continue, hesitated for a while, and then continued: "What do you mean? Mr. Subaru, I mean, guilt is understandable, loneliness is... What's the matter?"

"Kudou-kun never cared about girls' delicate psychological activities. Every time I talked to him, the topic was either reasoning or APTX4869 or organization; Lan Sang tried hard to care and ask, but she lived under the sun and warmth. I can't understand and tell; the children of the detective team are even more so; although the doctor can definitely understand, but the doctor has to help Kudo-kun with things and take care of the children, he is already very tired, and I don't want to trouble him anymore." Akai Shuichi As he said that, he suddenly curled his fingers around Miyano Shiho's hair tail with his fingers like a childlike innocence, and when he loosened his fingers after the curl was tight, the soft brown hair swept across his palm, tickling.

Tighten again, loosen again.

Akai Hideichi suddenly let go of this lock of hair, spread his palms flat, pressed Miyano Shiho's head, closed his eyes, and pressed a long kiss on Miyano Shiho's forehead, as if he wanted to use such an intimate Actions to soothe the deep anxiety in my heart.

"Probably thinking like this," Akai Shuichi continued after closing his eyes for a long time, "I have been hiding my thoughts all the time, using fashion magazines and poisonous tongues to disguise myself, just like those adolescent kids.

"'I'm different.' 'I'm evil.' I kept thinking like this, and then I compared them with Kudo-kun and the others who are full of justice and sunshine..." Akai Shuichi regretted it more and more, he had never done it before. Feeling the uneasiness in Shiho's heart, he superficially thought that her laughing happily while staying with the children was a proof of a good time.

How can you be happy.

At this same age, she was already helping out with some horrible experiments in the organization's laboratory!It's not a heartless person. Under such a strong burning contrast, the more you touch, the more you will be burned. In the end, you will burn yourself to pieces, and you will say with a smile, "it's salvation."

How could it be possible to be happy!

The values, worldview and outlook on life built up since childhood were subverted overnight, and from then on, I used my scarred heart to face those guys who were so pure and beautiful just by looking at them that people wanted to cry.No one can listen to her confide in her inner anxiety and fear, and no one will understand her fragility and confusion.

How should I know?

It's the people in the organization who raised her, taught her, and gave her the space and support to display her talents.

She spent the first half of her life deeply entangled with the organization, but spent the second half of her life trying to destroy it, and everyone took it for granted that she had to do it, she had to do it, "They are bad people." Use such natural reasons to persuade her.

She was once part of the bad guys too.

Her parents, her sister, her former brother-in-law, and herself are all so-called "bad people".

And the only one who doesn't care about such good or bad, just wants to know her better and get closer to her is Mao Lilan, who is so beautiful that people don't want to destroy it with any dirt.

I don't want to destroy it, I don't want those pure eyes like my sister to become as dirty as myself.

What should I do?

All I can do is say nothing, just stand aside quietly, live alone, and live without any interest in life.

Since there is no difference between being alive and not being alive, there is no problem even if you use yourself as an experiment.

Anyway, in order to ensure the antidote, human experiments must be done. Since I don't want to be a 'bad guy' and be abandoned by my current companions, then why not use myself as an experiment?Anyway, it’s enough to get the experimental data and efficacy, isn’t it?As long as they can guarantee that they can live well, she has no idea of ​​continuing to live anyway, can't she?

"If I didn't hide my identity, I wouldn't be like this, right, Shiho." Akai Shuichi kissed her forehead again, wishing to hold her like this until the end of time.

As soon as she opened her eyes, tell her immediately that she is not alone, and he is by her side.

You don't need to toss yourself all over your body, but you still have to smile and say "I'm very happy".

You can say you're unhappy, Shiho.