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Chapter 378: 2 Children
Looking at T10 who was looking at the sky and crying, Conan was suffocated for a moment, and there was no way to answer his question directly.
Of course there is a world full of love, and of course there are children who grow up in a world full of love.But he couldn't explain to him why a child like him who grew up in a world full of love would come to the organization and compete with them for living space.
He wants to destroy the organization because the organization is the knife of the Liberal Democratic Party.The Liberal Democratic Party's ambitions are vigorous. They want to bet the whole of Japan to pursue the invisible future. They ignore the wishes of Japanese civilians and use Japan as their bargaining chip. If they are not stopped, Japan will be in jeopardy.And the only way to stop the Liberal Democratic Party without compromising Japan's power is to destroy the organization...
But what is wrong with these children?For them, Japan is just a place to live. The Japanese government does not provide them with any assistance, and the Japanese police will only expel and punish them.If there is no organization, they will still live a precarious life, being discriminated against and alone.
Is organization more important to these children than Japan, where there is no sense of belonging at all?Or in other words, he destroyed the organization, is it really good for these children?
Dad is right. There are many things that affect the whole body. He can't just think about doing it and do it with a sigh of relief. He also has to think carefully about the consequences of doing so.
"...Sorry." Conan apologized in a low voice, but he didn't even know who he was apologizing to.
These children are grateful for the organization.Digging them out of such a chaotic quagmire, giving them opportunities to learn, and giving them a stable life, even if it takes their lives as a price, is better than being exposed to the wind and rain on the streets, or dying of illness or starvation without anyone caring.At least they had a fair chance, didn't they?At least they won't be disqualified from the beginning, disqualified from the beginning...
And father and mother, he just pretended to die without saying hello, ran to the organization so capriciously for what he wanted to do, and never thought about how they would feel...
"It's okay." T10 cried for a while, and his mood became much smoother. Even the smell that he couldn't tolerate before was a little undetectable. , anyway, we don’t even want our names anymore, those bad things will be forgotten sooner or later.”
"Hey." Conan was silent for a while, and suddenly asked cautiously, "If you didn't join the organization... would you think so, what kind of life would you be if you didn't join the organization?"
"Didn't join the organization?" T10 smiled wryly, "Probably still wandering around on street corners, fighting over a piece of bread, and then one day was beaten half to death by someone harder than me, and then died without money to see a doctor Well, it’s also possible to steal things, become gangsters, rob, and kill for a few hundred yen…”
"I always feel saved," Conan suddenly squatted down and hugged his knees, inexplicably feeling cold on his body, "Being organized. You must feel like this. If you don't join the organization, the future will be too sad... ..."
Where are these kids going to go if there is no organization?He used to only think that these children would learn to kill at a young age, but he didn't think that if they didn't, it might be difficult for them to survive.And if they grew up like that, they might just become thieves, gangsters, or perverted murderers in the future...
"Rescue? That's not the case..." T10 also squatted down with Conan, and then suddenly saw a small piece of dark color on the ground that was fainted by his own tears, and covered it with his feet shyly, and then said bitterly , "Although everyone may think so, I know it's not the case..."
"The reason why my family was dismantled was because of those powerful and powerful people who have many thugs who can help them with many things...As a result, we are now working hard to become such thugs..."
"Eh?" Conan looked back at T10 blankly, not knowing what to say for a moment.
T10 smiled at Conan, that smile couldn't be seen as forced, and there was an awareness of seeing through the world.He said to Conan: "I know, although at the beginning I also felt that I had new hope, whether I would have the opportunity to avenge my parents in the future... But one day, when I was standing guard in the parking lot, I accidentally saw a car."
"Didn't you say that you felt that I wasn't serious at all?" T10 suddenly changed the subject and brought up what Conan had said to him the day before.
"Ah, yes." Conan nodded, "I found that after the mid-term, your grades have changed from being at the top of the list to being in the middle, and then no matter what the society is, you are always in the middle. It is not that simple to keep controlling this ranking .”
"That's right. That's because..." T10 lowered his head and scratched the ground with his hand.The rough concrete ground rubbed against his fingertips, sore and numb, a little painful, just like what he felt at the beginning.
T10 swiped twice, and finally took his hand back, rubbed it on his clothes twice, and then continued: "I remember the license plate number of that car...it is the car that took my mother away." The license plate number. That's when I knew that even though I was more accomplished in the organization, I was nothing more than a thug for those people."
In the future, he will only break up more families under the orders of these people, let more children live on the streets like him, and then become a member of the organization.
It goes on and on like this, without end.
"The better I do, the more me there will be." T10 smiled wryly, "It's very tangled, Captain. But the organization is a life-saving grace for me. If there is no organization, don't mention revenge. It is difficult to go on, so of course I will do what the organization asks me to do. What's more, there are very few people like me, most of them are orphans and abandoned from the beginning, and it is not the organization's intention Let their family be ruined, the organization is just looking for such children, but..."
However, although there are few cases like his, they are not without exception.If he didn't let him know, he might still be able to live in a daze like before, but why let him know!He didn't have the ability to refuse, and his conscience told him that he must repay his kindness...
"...Is that so." Conan opened and closed his mouth, but finally he couldn't think of a suitable way to comfort the child.
What he said is not only not wrong, but also very right and profound.As far as children of this age are concerned, it is not uncommon for children of this age to see through to this extent, but there are too few of them. Even he himself may not be able to see more deeply than this child.
These things, without personal experience, without personal pain, without thinking about it day after day, will not be clear.
But this kind of clarity brought even greater pain to the child. He was both an enemy and a benefactor, repaying favors and doing evil.
This is life.
"Well, the one who had agreed to chat, how come you only listen to my stories." T10 suddenly felt that he had talked too much, and quickly stopped to change the subject, "What about you, Captain? Why did you come to the organization? I think you were trained somewhere else, but the organization has always kept a low profile, so I don’t think they will rob you.”
"I..." Conan choked hard, paused, and reorganized his words in his heart.
No, you can't say it, even if you only reveal a little bit!Even if the child's experience is really painful, he must never tell his true purpose, even if he cannot give him hope in words.He has made many mistakes. Since he has made so many mistakes and has chosen this path, he must continue on this path and not make mistakes on this path.
He is Conan Edogawa, not Shinichi Kudo.
"Well, you are at least half right." Conan adjusted the expression on his face in an instant. If there was a bystander, he would find that Conan's expression at this moment was the same as that of T10 before, "Although I am not What kind of organization cultivated it, but it has always been taught by an uncle and an elder brother..."
"My father is an FBI, and the one who killed my father was also an FBI. But they have been hiding it from me, and they didn't even tell me about my father's death. If it wasn't for Xiu Yisang, I guess I should have lived the same life as you ..." Conan's tone was full of helplessness and hatred, "Although Shuichi-san didn't tell my father about it, he sent me to Japan and asked Brother Shinichi to take care of me—brother Shinichi is a high school detective. He has a very big study room, he often takes me to read in the study room, and Xiuyi-sang occasionally comes to see me. They originally wanted me to live a normal life, but..."
"Xiuichi-san is also dead." Conan smiled wryly, "Well, this is a very long story. Although Xiuyi-san was an FBI agent, she used to organize undercover agents, but she ran out after she was discovered. Did not escape the grasp of the organization, but, but..."
Conan completely ignored the horrified eyes of the child beside him, sat down on the ground, stared at the fire for a long time, and then lay on his back as if he had lost all strength, staring at the stars in a daze: "Mr. Akai didn't have to die, but because of other people, so..."
"Afterwards, I got to know Gin again by accident. He didn't know why he checked my father's affairs, and then told me. If you don't know, you can pretend you don't know, but you already know..." Conan's voice It was getting lower and lower, and at some point, the tears in his eyes had slid down his face into his temples and disappeared.
"Ginjiu said that he wanted me to go to the FBI to be an undercover agent in the organization. I thought about it for a long time but couldn't figure it out, so I wanted to talk to Brother Xinyi, but something happened..." Conan suddenly laughed lowly, but His laughter was even more heart-wrenching than his crying, T "So I am here now."
Although the story is indeed heart-wrenching, the focus of T10 has long been completely distorted.He poked Conan's shoulder with horror on his face, his voice was trembling: "Hey, Captain, the Xiuichi you mentioned is probably Shuichi Akai."
"Eh? How do you know him?" Conan was more frightened than him, and sat up straight away, almost knocking his head against T10.
The call he just made was for a bug that might exist. If there were no bug, what the organization asked from T10 would not be too far from what Gin found. That is to say, this story was not planned. Let T10 understand it, but Nima T10 actually knows Shuichi Akai!
How could he know Shuichi Akai!
"Ah, we all know this." T10 was taken aback by Conan, and murmured, "Not long after joining the organization, the instructor once told us about him and explained it clearly to us. If the recommender joins the organization in the future, the importance of finding out the real identity of the other party..."
The sadness that Conan had just brewed suddenly disappeared, and he felt as if he was being trampled by a group of grass mud horses, and he felt as if he was about to enter a weak state, and there was no way to express his feelings.
Should I complain about Shuichi-san first or should I complain about the instructor first?What kind of two years did he miss these two years!
"Forget it, forget it..." Conan weakly pressed his forehead, and limply got up from the ground, "They seem to have almost burned out, and it should be over."
"Oh." Now T10 has almost directly looked at his captain as a magical creature. Although he is looking down at the captain, his eyes seem to be looking up.
They have always treated the story of Rye and GIN as a bedtime story, but they didn't expect to see the real parties now!Just mess with it!And I heard that Shuichi Akai was still dead. The instructor said that he was found out by GIN and killed him. He simply said that all traitors could not escape the organization's grasp.But how they found it out, how they killed it, they don't know, so I really want to ask the captain what's going on! Hey! _(:з」∠)_
As if feeling something, Conan quickly moved away from T10, walked to the square and directed the children to slap the flames out.
In order to burn all the bones, they dismantled the remaining incendiary bombs and used fuel to assist them. In addition, the corpse itself was also a burning material after burning, and the flames could not be extinguished at all. The explosion-proof shields of the sixth team were placed underneath, and the plastic paper underneath must have melted long ago.
You must not use water when the fire is turned off, but only cover it with soil.There was a lot of mud outside, and the children easily extinguished the fire after running a few times, and then everyone lifted the edge of the plastic paper, and lifted the ashes, mud, and stones in the middle to the seaside of the port, and then all together dropped it.
Although it was completely dark at this moment, it was not too late.In addition, the smell and heat on the square had not yet dissipated, so Conan told them to go for a run outside if they had nothing to do, or go to the river to wash if they were sweating and uncomfortable.If you don't want to go out, you can use a broom to sweep away all the messy things that fell on the square. After all, they still have to make do there at night, even if the place where they sleep is far away from the place where the corpses were burned.
After finally sending everyone away, Conan himself still stood at the port without moving, staring at the depths of the sea, not knowing what he was thinking.
The cool night wind made people's faces a little sour, and the sea breeze patted their faces wetly.Some fine waves rolled up and splashed all the way along the stone wall of the port. The white foam jumped in the air and wet a small piece of ground, and then fell back to the sea surface and sank deep below.
Wave after wave, the waves seemed to come and go tirelessly, as if the huge pile of things that had just been swallowed didn't seem to affect the breathing of the sea at all.
That's right, even though this is not a deep-water port, it's not the sea outside the beach, and half of it can be exposed by people standing on it.
I don't know how long I stood there, but when Conan's trousers were already a little wet, he finally started to move.
He took two steps forward, stood on the edge of the port, with his legs together, bowed deeply to the sea with his head down.After a long time, Conan raised his head and straightened his body, but raised his right hand again, put his five fingers together on his forehead, and saluted steadily in the direction where the ashes of the children sank into the bottom of the sea.
"Go ahead, everyone."
He put down his hand and turned around, only to find that T10 was leaning against the wall not far away and looking at him.
"Thank you Captain." T10 suddenly smiled, stood up straight, and saluted Conan.
The child of the Japanese Self-Defense Officer.
And the FBI kids.
The author has something to say: Don't make trouble! How could T10 be Xiao Ke's vodka!He's not stupid at all, and he can't fight →_→
Of course there is a world full of love, and of course there are children who grow up in a world full of love.But he couldn't explain to him why a child like him who grew up in a world full of love would come to the organization and compete with them for living space.
He wants to destroy the organization because the organization is the knife of the Liberal Democratic Party.The Liberal Democratic Party's ambitions are vigorous. They want to bet the whole of Japan to pursue the invisible future. They ignore the wishes of Japanese civilians and use Japan as their bargaining chip. If they are not stopped, Japan will be in jeopardy.And the only way to stop the Liberal Democratic Party without compromising Japan's power is to destroy the organization...
But what is wrong with these children?For them, Japan is just a place to live. The Japanese government does not provide them with any assistance, and the Japanese police will only expel and punish them.If there is no organization, they will still live a precarious life, being discriminated against and alone.
Is organization more important to these children than Japan, where there is no sense of belonging at all?Or in other words, he destroyed the organization, is it really good for these children?
Dad is right. There are many things that affect the whole body. He can't just think about doing it and do it with a sigh of relief. He also has to think carefully about the consequences of doing so.
"...Sorry." Conan apologized in a low voice, but he didn't even know who he was apologizing to.
These children are grateful for the organization.Digging them out of such a chaotic quagmire, giving them opportunities to learn, and giving them a stable life, even if it takes their lives as a price, is better than being exposed to the wind and rain on the streets, or dying of illness or starvation without anyone caring.At least they had a fair chance, didn't they?At least they won't be disqualified from the beginning, disqualified from the beginning...
And father and mother, he just pretended to die without saying hello, ran to the organization so capriciously for what he wanted to do, and never thought about how they would feel...
"It's okay." T10 cried for a while, and his mood became much smoother. Even the smell that he couldn't tolerate before was a little undetectable. , anyway, we don’t even want our names anymore, those bad things will be forgotten sooner or later.”
"Hey." Conan was silent for a while, and suddenly asked cautiously, "If you didn't join the organization... would you think so, what kind of life would you be if you didn't join the organization?"
"Didn't join the organization?" T10 smiled wryly, "Probably still wandering around on street corners, fighting over a piece of bread, and then one day was beaten half to death by someone harder than me, and then died without money to see a doctor Well, it’s also possible to steal things, become gangsters, rob, and kill for a few hundred yen…”
"I always feel saved," Conan suddenly squatted down and hugged his knees, inexplicably feeling cold on his body, "Being organized. You must feel like this. If you don't join the organization, the future will be too sad... ..."
Where are these kids going to go if there is no organization?He used to only think that these children would learn to kill at a young age, but he didn't think that if they didn't, it might be difficult for them to survive.And if they grew up like that, they might just become thieves, gangsters, or perverted murderers in the future...
"Rescue? That's not the case..." T10 also squatted down with Conan, and then suddenly saw a small piece of dark color on the ground that was fainted by his own tears, and covered it with his feet shyly, and then said bitterly , "Although everyone may think so, I know it's not the case..."
"The reason why my family was dismantled was because of those powerful and powerful people who have many thugs who can help them with many things...As a result, we are now working hard to become such thugs..."
"Eh?" Conan looked back at T10 blankly, not knowing what to say for a moment.
T10 smiled at Conan, that smile couldn't be seen as forced, and there was an awareness of seeing through the world.He said to Conan: "I know, although at the beginning I also felt that I had new hope, whether I would have the opportunity to avenge my parents in the future... But one day, when I was standing guard in the parking lot, I accidentally saw a car."
"Didn't you say that you felt that I wasn't serious at all?" T10 suddenly changed the subject and brought up what Conan had said to him the day before.
"Ah, yes." Conan nodded, "I found that after the mid-term, your grades have changed from being at the top of the list to being in the middle, and then no matter what the society is, you are always in the middle. It is not that simple to keep controlling this ranking .”
"That's right. That's because..." T10 lowered his head and scratched the ground with his hand.The rough concrete ground rubbed against his fingertips, sore and numb, a little painful, just like what he felt at the beginning.
T10 swiped twice, and finally took his hand back, rubbed it on his clothes twice, and then continued: "I remember the license plate number of that car...it is the car that took my mother away." The license plate number. That's when I knew that even though I was more accomplished in the organization, I was nothing more than a thug for those people."
In the future, he will only break up more families under the orders of these people, let more children live on the streets like him, and then become a member of the organization.
It goes on and on like this, without end.
"The better I do, the more me there will be." T10 smiled wryly, "It's very tangled, Captain. But the organization is a life-saving grace for me. If there is no organization, don't mention revenge. It is difficult to go on, so of course I will do what the organization asks me to do. What's more, there are very few people like me, most of them are orphans and abandoned from the beginning, and it is not the organization's intention Let their family be ruined, the organization is just looking for such children, but..."
However, although there are few cases like his, they are not without exception.If he didn't let him know, he might still be able to live in a daze like before, but why let him know!He didn't have the ability to refuse, and his conscience told him that he must repay his kindness...
"...Is that so." Conan opened and closed his mouth, but finally he couldn't think of a suitable way to comfort the child.
What he said is not only not wrong, but also very right and profound.As far as children of this age are concerned, it is not uncommon for children of this age to see through to this extent, but there are too few of them. Even he himself may not be able to see more deeply than this child.
These things, without personal experience, without personal pain, without thinking about it day after day, will not be clear.
But this kind of clarity brought even greater pain to the child. He was both an enemy and a benefactor, repaying favors and doing evil.
This is life.
"Well, the one who had agreed to chat, how come you only listen to my stories." T10 suddenly felt that he had talked too much, and quickly stopped to change the subject, "What about you, Captain? Why did you come to the organization? I think you were trained somewhere else, but the organization has always kept a low profile, so I don’t think they will rob you.”
"I..." Conan choked hard, paused, and reorganized his words in his heart.
No, you can't say it, even if you only reveal a little bit!Even if the child's experience is really painful, he must never tell his true purpose, even if he cannot give him hope in words.He has made many mistakes. Since he has made so many mistakes and has chosen this path, he must continue on this path and not make mistakes on this path.
He is Conan Edogawa, not Shinichi Kudo.
"Well, you are at least half right." Conan adjusted the expression on his face in an instant. If there was a bystander, he would find that Conan's expression at this moment was the same as that of T10 before, "Although I am not What kind of organization cultivated it, but it has always been taught by an uncle and an elder brother..."
"My father is an FBI, and the one who killed my father was also an FBI. But they have been hiding it from me, and they didn't even tell me about my father's death. If it wasn't for Xiu Yisang, I guess I should have lived the same life as you ..." Conan's tone was full of helplessness and hatred, "Although Shuichi-san didn't tell my father about it, he sent me to Japan and asked Brother Shinichi to take care of me—brother Shinichi is a high school detective. He has a very big study room, he often takes me to read in the study room, and Xiuyi-sang occasionally comes to see me. They originally wanted me to live a normal life, but..."
"Xiuichi-san is also dead." Conan smiled wryly, "Well, this is a very long story. Although Xiuyi-san was an FBI agent, she used to organize undercover agents, but she ran out after she was discovered. Did not escape the grasp of the organization, but, but..."
Conan completely ignored the horrified eyes of the child beside him, sat down on the ground, stared at the fire for a long time, and then lay on his back as if he had lost all strength, staring at the stars in a daze: "Mr. Akai didn't have to die, but because of other people, so..."
"Afterwards, I got to know Gin again by accident. He didn't know why he checked my father's affairs, and then told me. If you don't know, you can pretend you don't know, but you already know..." Conan's voice It was getting lower and lower, and at some point, the tears in his eyes had slid down his face into his temples and disappeared.
"Ginjiu said that he wanted me to go to the FBI to be an undercover agent in the organization. I thought about it for a long time but couldn't figure it out, so I wanted to talk to Brother Xinyi, but something happened..." Conan suddenly laughed lowly, but His laughter was even more heart-wrenching than his crying, T "So I am here now."
Although the story is indeed heart-wrenching, the focus of T10 has long been completely distorted.He poked Conan's shoulder with horror on his face, his voice was trembling: "Hey, Captain, the Xiuichi you mentioned is probably Shuichi Akai."
"Eh? How do you know him?" Conan was more frightened than him, and sat up straight away, almost knocking his head against T10.
The call he just made was for a bug that might exist. If there were no bug, what the organization asked from T10 would not be too far from what Gin found. That is to say, this story was not planned. Let T10 understand it, but Nima T10 actually knows Shuichi Akai!
How could he know Shuichi Akai!
"Ah, we all know this." T10 was taken aback by Conan, and murmured, "Not long after joining the organization, the instructor once told us about him and explained it clearly to us. If the recommender joins the organization in the future, the importance of finding out the real identity of the other party..."
The sadness that Conan had just brewed suddenly disappeared, and he felt as if he was being trampled by a group of grass mud horses, and he felt as if he was about to enter a weak state, and there was no way to express his feelings.
Should I complain about Shuichi-san first or should I complain about the instructor first?What kind of two years did he miss these two years!
"Forget it, forget it..." Conan weakly pressed his forehead, and limply got up from the ground, "They seem to have almost burned out, and it should be over."
"Oh." Now T10 has almost directly looked at his captain as a magical creature. Although he is looking down at the captain, his eyes seem to be looking up.
They have always treated the story of Rye and GIN as a bedtime story, but they didn't expect to see the real parties now!Just mess with it!And I heard that Shuichi Akai was still dead. The instructor said that he was found out by GIN and killed him. He simply said that all traitors could not escape the organization's grasp.But how they found it out, how they killed it, they don't know, so I really want to ask the captain what's going on! Hey! _(:з」∠)_
As if feeling something, Conan quickly moved away from T10, walked to the square and directed the children to slap the flames out.
In order to burn all the bones, they dismantled the remaining incendiary bombs and used fuel to assist them. In addition, the corpse itself was also a burning material after burning, and the flames could not be extinguished at all. The explosion-proof shields of the sixth team were placed underneath, and the plastic paper underneath must have melted long ago.
You must not use water when the fire is turned off, but only cover it with soil.There was a lot of mud outside, and the children easily extinguished the fire after running a few times, and then everyone lifted the edge of the plastic paper, and lifted the ashes, mud, and stones in the middle to the seaside of the port, and then all together dropped it.
Although it was completely dark at this moment, it was not too late.In addition, the smell and heat on the square had not yet dissipated, so Conan told them to go for a run outside if they had nothing to do, or go to the river to wash if they were sweating and uncomfortable.If you don't want to go out, you can use a broom to sweep away all the messy things that fell on the square. After all, they still have to make do there at night, even if the place where they sleep is far away from the place where the corpses were burned.
After finally sending everyone away, Conan himself still stood at the port without moving, staring at the depths of the sea, not knowing what he was thinking.
The cool night wind made people's faces a little sour, and the sea breeze patted their faces wetly.Some fine waves rolled up and splashed all the way along the stone wall of the port. The white foam jumped in the air and wet a small piece of ground, and then fell back to the sea surface and sank deep below.
Wave after wave, the waves seemed to come and go tirelessly, as if the huge pile of things that had just been swallowed didn't seem to affect the breathing of the sea at all.
That's right, even though this is not a deep-water port, it's not the sea outside the beach, and half of it can be exposed by people standing on it.
I don't know how long I stood there, but when Conan's trousers were already a little wet, he finally started to move.
He took two steps forward, stood on the edge of the port, with his legs together, bowed deeply to the sea with his head down.After a long time, Conan raised his head and straightened his body, but raised his right hand again, put his five fingers together on his forehead, and saluted steadily in the direction where the ashes of the children sank into the bottom of the sea.
"Go ahead, everyone."
He put down his hand and turned around, only to find that T10 was leaning against the wall not far away and looking at him.
"Thank you Captain." T10 suddenly smiled, stood up straight, and saluted Conan.
The child of the Japanese Self-Defense Officer.
And the FBI kids.
The author has something to say: Don't make trouble! How could T10 be Xiao Ke's vodka!He's not stupid at all, and he can't fight →_→
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