[Conan colleagues] Let's become smaller together · next

Miyano Shiho stared blankly at the half-bent girl in front of him, the gentle heat in the porcelain cup in his palm hadn't subsided yet, but for some reason, his face was also hot.

Probably because of the sun.

This girl is two years younger than her, just a high school student, but for some reason, people always treat her as an older sister, and unconsciously let her guard down and rely on her.

Such a gentle smile, no matter what she has experienced, it seems that there is no way to destroy such a warm smile, no matter what, she is willing to help and smile to others, why is Lan always able to face the world so happily, since the world has always been open to her from the very beginning. She is very demanding.Why doesn't she use a cold face to hide her inner grievances like her, she is still willing to love people and this world even though she lacks so much love...

"Why?" Miyano Shiho reluctantly broke his mouth away from Lan's grip. Actually, it was not too much force. Lan didn't use too much force, but the injury on her body couldn't even support such a movement.Miyano Shiho, who broke free, immediately asked in puzzlement, "Why don't you complain, get angry, and always look at the world so contentedly? Why do you forgive me, why don't you get angry with me?"

"Of course I'm angry with you." Lan sighed, took away the half-cold porcelain cup in Miyano Shiho's hand, put it on the table beside him, then sat on the bedside, and took Miyano Shiho into his arms , "You don't care about your body so much, and you make such sacrifices without authorization, we are all worried about you!"

Miyano Shiho, who was hugged by Ran, couldn't help but blushed, and reluctantly lowered his head to acquiesce to the hug.Not because it felt warm, but because she didn't have the strength to break free.

"But this is what I should do, if it wasn't for the medicine I developed..." She argued with a little confidence.

"Didn't I say it, it's not your fault." Lan rubbed the soft hair on her head, and emphasized again with some amusement, "You researched this drug because the organization ordered you to research it, not because the organization ordered you to research it. You naturally want to make this kind of medicine, even if you don’t do it, someone else will do it, isn’t that whiskey one of them? And it’s someone else who casually uses this medicine on people, whether it’s whiskey or gin, it doesn’t matter It's not because of you. It's inevitable that these things happen, and it's just a coincidence that you are among them."

"But..." Miyano Shiho retorted in a low voice, she still couldn't turn the corner, "In this society, there will always be people who will kill people, and that's inevitable, so is the person who kills innocent?"

"Did you kill someone?" Lan asked back.

"Not really." Miyano Shiho shook his head without any hesitation.

When she was young, she was forced to join the freshman camp because both of her parents died. She was only three years old when she was forced to join the freshman camp. Because her parents were scientists in the organization, she directly entered Group S. After a simple month of study proved that the organization's opinion was correct, They didn't even let them participate in the task of downsizing in Group B, so they went directly to the United States.

In the United States, Belmode has always treated her coldly, or in other words, Belmode has been doing whatever he wants in the entire United States. After a few murders, he still did it himself, and it didn't matter to them at all.

"Then have you done human experiments?" Lan continued to ask.

"This is also..." Miyano Shiho hesitated, "I don't do it myself, because it is an unfinished product, but the people under me have done it secretly, and the organization occasionally uses it directly."

"That means you haven't done it." Lan nodded firmly.

"It's okay to understand it this way." Miyano Shiho was a little bit dumbfounded, "But——"

"If it weren't for Einstein, although it cannot be said that there would be no nuclear weapons in this world, at least they would appear a few years later, and maybe the tragedies of Hiroshima and Nagasaki would not have happened." Lan interrupted Gong Noshiho hesitated, but he simply stood up, knelt and sat on the head of Miyano Shiho's bed, and then held her face in both hands, forcing her to look at him, "However, none of us felt that Einstein should be responsible for this. Take responsibility for this incident. Because it was the American general who dropped the atomic bomb on Japan, not Einstein.”

"It's the same for you. What you develop is medicine, but you are not the one who uses the medicine. You don't have to bear anything for it." Lan looked at Miyano Shiho with encouragement. This problem may have become her heart disease. It is easy to cure a disease, but if you miss an opportunity with a heart disease, you may regret it for a lifetime.

"But Einstein didn't study the atomic bomb to blow up Japan, but I researched the medicine and knew it was to harm people from the very beginning..." Miyano Shiho went around for a long time, but he still couldn't get himself out.Looking at Lan Qingqing's eyes, she almost burst into tears.

Don't look at a sinful person like her with such expectant and relieved eyes, don't!She is so dirty, she is so clean, why should she be so close, why should she be forgiven, why should she be saved! !

Can't you just blame her, scold her, and let her be responsible for these things like Kudo-kun did at the beginning!She and Kudo-kun are obviously people in the same world, why don't you think the same way as Kudo-kun, why you accept her so defenselessly, is it because Kudo-kun has already recognized her, or is it because she looks weak So need mercy? ?

"You were underage at that time." Although Lan didn't quite know what Miyano Shiho was thinking, she was sure that she started to dig into the horns again, "Even though you may be better than some adults in the professional field, but you Fundamentally speaking, you are a minor. Is it your fault that you are being used? You are young and ignorant and your parents are dead. Why do you keep taking the mistakes of those bad guys onto yourself?

"You have paid a lot to correct this mistake, and you have corrected so many other people's mistakes. You have done a good job, Miyano." Lan looked at Miyano Shiho very carefully, and said earnestly Said to her.

"I, I did a good job...?" Miyano Shiho was in a trance for a while, his heart was full of disbelief.

Since she was in the organization, she has hardly heard anyone say such things about her.The organization hopes that she will work harder and harder, and my sister doesn't care much about what she does. I just hope that she will pay more attention to herself, and always say that she should not concentrate too much on research. I have been asking her all day when the antidote will be ready...

Has she really done a good job?But why didn't anyone say that except Mao Lilan? Sure enough, Mao Lilan was just comforting her.

"Otherwise, what else do you want to achieve?" Lan felt a little tired after raising her hands all the time, so she quickly changed her position and leaned on the pillow with Miyano Shiho, and then asked, "You have already made the antidote Now, you even use yourself as an experimental subject, how far do you want to go?"

"I..." Miyano Shiho couldn't answer the straightforward question, what exactly did she want.

Maybe she just wants to make everyone hate her, so that she has a reason to give up the will to survive, and has a reason to toss her spirit and body.

...How could she shake M like this?Miyano Shiho quickly waved away this unreliable explanation, trying to find a more reliable explanation: "But I can do too little. Kudo-kun, he—"

"Shinichi?" Ran interrupted Miyano Shiho's defense rudely again, "What strange thing did that guy say casually?"

"Uh, no..." Miyano Shiho broke into a cold sweat. Could it be that Kudo-kun is a guy who can say strange things casually in Mao Lilan's eyes, "It's just that he can always do so much, I just feel that I am useless, Everything depends on others, and nothing can be done.”

"So that's the case." Lan didn't seem to care much about this reason, and even let out a breath to show his relief, "I thought he was talking nonsense about 'how many people have you killed' or 'you A guy who makes killing drugs'. That guy has the same habits as a child, and he listens to many things after hearing it, so there is no need to take it to heart."

It's over, it's completely on point.Miyano Shiho twitched the corner of his mouth.That's basically what Kudo-kun said when we first met.

"Well, he didn't actually do a lot of things." Lan didn't realize that he had hit the point, and continued to slander (tu) and slander (cao) his own bamboo horse very easily, "It seems that he is very powerful, But the whiskey was captured by Eiyu-kun, the information was sent by people in the organization, and many action plans were also made by Mr. Akai, and in the end it was thanks to the help of the police. In my opinion, Miyano, who has been fighting alone That's really great."

"Yes, is it?" I don't know why Mao Lilan analyzed it so much, Miyano Shiho actually felt that what she said seemed to be so reasonable, and Kudo-kun seemed to have done nothing, "But the courage to face difficulties , I’m afraid I’ll never be able to match him.”

"It takes a lot of courage to sacrifice yourself." Lan's eyes widened. In order to pull Miyano out of the horns, she didn't care even if she called Shinichi a bastard. "I'm afraid that none of us have that." Courage to keep taking APTX4869 and antidote, tossing yourself back and forth like this. It doesn’t mean that you have to stand in front of others to be courageous, Miyano, you underestimate yourself too much.”

"You're already great, Miyano." Lan said this sentence again with [-] points of sincerity, and then grabbed the little Lolita into her arms without letting go.

Uuuuuuuuuuuuu, Miyano's appearance of this confused and immature girl really melts my heart~~

"Yeah, it's not very..." Being hugged and praised by Lan like this, Miyano Shiho just felt that his face could not hold on, and he lowered his head in a futile attempt to calm his beating heart.

"Besides, I'm much worse than you. If you think you can't do anything, then I won't live." Lan deliberately pretended to be depressed, which made Miyano Shiho look up anxiously. say what.But as soon as she saw the smile on Lan's face, she immediately understood that she was being tricked by Lan. Her lips opened and closed again, but in the end she didn't say anything, and she pouted and buried her head in Lan's mouth bitterly. arms.

"Heh..." Looking at Zhibao's performance, Lan immediately understood that most of the knots in her heart had been untied, she couldn't help but hook her lips, and calmly squeezed her tightly into her arms again.

Don't worry, just try to persuade her slowly in the future, anyway, she has already escaped from that muddy water, and her peaceful life has passed for a long time, so naturally she won't be stuck in a dead end like before.

The warm wind passed through the hall, the white gauze curtain was raised and lowered, and Lan's hair was also flying privately with the wind, sticking to their cheeks was a little itchy.

The sun was shining freely in the ward, the beige wallpaper was light and elegant, and the potted plants in the corner were slightly yellow in their emerald green. Such a vibrant scene was not contaminated with the cold atmosphere in the hospital at all.It's just the faint smell of disinfectant in the air, but it's also broken down a lot by the bright light.

Miyano Shiho buried his chest for a while, suddenly wanted to say something to Ran in such a peaceful atmosphere.Anyway, it's already very embarrassing, and it doesn't matter if you lose a little more. It's better to lose face once than to lose face several times.

Gathering up the courage for herself like this, she finally raised her head halfway, looked at Lan's chin with some trepidation, and asked very slightly: "Is... how does it feel? When did you hear that Kudo-kun came back from the dead, what were you?" How do you feel?"

The author has something to say: It’s hard enough to heal me while abusing me. In the last chapter, I’m so sorry that Brother Xiu can come out.