[Conan colleagues] Let's become smaller together · next

After watching Mao Lilan leave the room, Akai Hideichi turned his head to look at the girl sitting on the bed with a face full of reluctance, secretly heaving a sigh of relief.

Although the lethality of this girl is obviously more brutal than the last girl, but at least this girl is pure and understanding, and she is on his side, she will persuade Zhibao to calm down, instead of provoking discord or discord with Zhibao all day long. Recommend a messy person like Baima Tan.

Obviously, taking care of people is much more skilled than that rough-handed witch.

Fortunately, he never owed Mao Lilan too much, although it was because he would always think of Mingmei when he looked at her, but he was not too guilty in his conscience.After all, he didn't hide Kudo Shinichi's situation from her too much, and the Mori family basically didn't get involved.

Is it kind of a kind of kindness?

→_→Don't make trouble, dragging Kudo Shinichi into the water is the biggest harm to Lan, okay?

→_→Do you think that Lan Kai Xie Zhibao is for you, to prevent Zhibao from indulging in pain and unable to extricate himself?

"Shiho." The smart Akai Shuichi thought that he had gained a good teammate. At this moment, he was so determined that he only had 10 minutes to waste, so he quickly walked to Miyano Shiho's window and spoke in a very gentle voice. shouted.

Miyano Shiho completely ignored him, and continued to stare at a corner of the sheet, as if he was trying to figure out the pattern on the sheet.

Akai Hideichi, who is not very good at attacking with tenderness, hesitated for a moment, wondering if he should continue at this moment, but then he suddenly thought that Mao Lilan had set a time limit for him.At this time, no matter what, you should choose a method to do it quickly, instead of standing still and waiting.After a pause, he decided to beat around the bush and attack from another direction.

As long as she speaks, everything will be solved.

"Shiho, does the wound on your stomach still hurt?" Akai Hideo coughed, and sat on the head of the bed, his body was a little stiff, and he didn't know where to put his hands. In the end, he could only press his knees, as if he was sitting The elementary school students who are listening to the class in the classroom look very weird.

"Thanks to you, I'm full of vitality now, and I don't feel any pain at all." Miyano Shiho snorted, and glanced at Akai Hideichi calmly, a little upset.

Akai Hideo was just beaten by her, and the wound that was stitched up a few days ago was opened again. At this moment, his right hand was pressing on the wound on his forehead, but the blood did not stop so easily. His wrists were dripping all the way down.His cuffs were already red, and the pungent rust smell was really unpleasant for him at the moment.

"It smells bad, blood is dripping everywhere, can't you go to a doctor to treat the wound?" Miyano Shiho cursed angrily, but he refused to glance at him.

"It's okay, I'm a man, and it's okay to bleed a little." Akai Hideichi was in a good mood all of a sudden, he didn't feel a headache anymore and he was refreshed, and he could resist a few more blows after a while, "You don't have to worry about me."

"..." She wasn't worried about him at all!Miyano Shiho took a deep breath, then ignored him, patted the pillow behind him, turned his back on the person sitting on the bedside of her bed, and went straight to sleep.

Sighing deeply, Akai Hideichi reached out to pat Miyano Shiho on the shoulder: "Shiho—"

"Don't touch me!" Miyano Shiho suddenly sat up, slapped off the hand on his shoulder, quickly shrank to the other side of the bed, hugged his knee and looked at Akai Shuichi with a full face of wariness .

Akai Shuichi stretched out his hand in embarrassment, raised it in the air for a long time and didn't know what to do, finally he had to take it back, and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry..."

"You have nothing to apologize to me." Miyano Shiho sneered and refused.

Being rejected like this, Akai Hideichi didn't know what to say, finally lowered his head slightly, and said again seriously in a deep voice: "...I'm sorry, in various senses."

"You have nothing to be sorry for me, and here are all kinds of meanings." Miyano Shiho pushed back unceremoniously, without any soft attitude at all.

"..." Akai Hideichi was silent for a while, and for a while he didn't know how to continue, "Shiho—"

"Don't call me." Miyano Shiho didn't give him a good look at all, and seemed disgusted to be called so intimately by him.

Opening his mouth, Akai Shuichi finally let out a long sigh, his back that had been straight all the time relaxed slowly, leaned against the wall at the head of the bed, lowered his eyes somewhat sadly.

"...Mingmei's matter, I'm sorry." He slowly said the name that was taboo for both of them, feeling a little pain in his heart.That warm and soft woman like a summer flower, that woman who had no sadness in her life but was troubled by him to the point that even though she tried her best to smile like before, she always shed tears unconsciously...

"It has nothing to do with you." Miyano Shiho sneered, and put on an expression that was so angry that he laughed, "My sister died for me, and it has nothing to do with you, don't act like a saint of love." Look. Even if you were discovered by the organization as an undercover agent, my sister has never been treated too badly!"

"Shiho..." Choked up by Miyano Shiho, Akai Hideichi was horrified to find that what she said really made sense, and he couldn't refute it for a while.

If it was to be explained that Mei's death was because of him, then Mingmei should have been executed by the organization as early as when he escaped, instead of inexplicably lying on the icy pier at dusk when nothing happened two years later.For some reason, he couldn't probe Mingmei and Shiho's news too much, so he didn't know exactly what happened at that time.But there is no doubt that he will always bear some responsibility for Minmei's death.

"Besides, don't think too much about the antidote." Miyano Shiho suddenly remembered that all the words he had said to Mao Lilan were overheard by the shameless bastard in front of him, and quickly made some excuses for the previous things : "I just watched more and more people being victimized because of APTX4869, and I felt too guilty, as Belmode said-I was the sinner who opened Pandora's box. In addition, even the people in the organization I have already discovered my existence, and it is completely foreseeable to be caught back, so I simply used myself as an experiment."

"Shiho." If Miyano Shiho didn't explain, Akai Shuichi was still in the dark and didn't know the direction to go, but when she heard her so flustered and wanted to get rid of something, she immediately remembered the words she heard before, and hurriedly continued to force Apologizing: "I was wrong before. I saw you in such a situation, but I didn't care about it. I was wrong——"

"Didn't I tell you that!" Miyano Shiho yelled frantically, "You didn't apologize to me at all!"

The room suddenly became very quiet, and Akai Shuichi, who didn't know what to say, lowered his head and kept silent, while Miyano Shiho, who started to yell in anger, was panting heavily at this moment, trying to calm himself down.

For a moment, there was only the rustling sound of the wind blowing through the curtains, and the birdsong from nowhere. It was as quiet as before, but not as peaceful as before.The sun was shining golden on the ground, it was a bit dazzling to look at at this moment, Miyano Shiho wanted to get out of bed to close the French windows and draw the curtains, but she used too much force just now, and now the wound hurts so much that she can't help it .

And the guy next to him is still sitting here motionless, pretending to be dead without saying a word, and letting the blood drip like that without taking care of the wound.

I always feel that everything is against me, Miyano Shiho burst into tears, and it took a long time to recover, and said with a broken voice: "It's not me who you're sorry, you have something to do with my apology What's the use."

Akai Hideichi was unable to respond for a while, thinking in silence for a while, and found that the facts seemed to be just like what Miyano Shiho said, he was sorry for those people—Mingmei and Judy, strictly speaking, they There is almost nothing wrong with Miyano Shiho himself.

When he was in the organization, although he relied on Zhibao's contacts to climb up, he has always protected Zhibao.The reason why he didn't contact him after he escaped was because their positions were different, but he didn't care because he was afraid that Zhibao would feel wronged in the organization.After Zhibao took the medicine and became smaller, since Zhibao didn't want others to know about the medicine, he pretended not to know.

So, no matter how you look at it, he has no reason to apologize to Miyano Shiho.

But Mingmei was already dead, and Judy didn't want to tell her the news that he was not dead to make her think wildly.What he wants now is Zhibao's forgiveness, but how can he make her forgive him?

Akai Shuichi was more difficult than he imagined when it came to matters of relationship.If it weren't for the fact that the girls I met were all very considerate and bitter, the emotional disputes alone would have killed this silver bullet that could pierce the heart of a tissue in the magazine.

Miyano Akemi is like this, Judy Stein is like this, even Miyano Shiho, who seems to be arrogant, actually has the same personality.

Therefore, when Akai Shuichi was still struggling for a long time without finding a clue, Miyano Shiho, who had already adjusted his emotions, was the first to speak: "I don't blame you for my sister's matter, and I will take it as my own." None of that happened. But what about the other one, Miss Judy."

There are only two aspects of her heart for Shuichi Akai, one is herself and the other is her sister.

The older sister's copy of her sister's papers had basically disappeared when she saw the documents that her older sister left her and knew that the two of them were using each other at best.Miyano Akemi needs to build a line that can send Miyano Shiho out of the organization, and Akai Shuichi needs to break into the organization. They just met the right person at the wrong time.

Miyano Shiho guessed that maybe her sister was really moved in the first encounter, but she was quickly dispelled by the plan in her heart. Maybe she was really sad for a while, but it didn't make her despair or even anything.Thinking carefully about Akai Shuichi's failure to see his sister's true purpose, Miyano Shiho sometimes couldn't help but feel sympathetic to him.Later, whether it was the one-billion bank robbery or the death of her sister under the gin gun, it had nothing to do with Akai Shuichi. She never blamed Akai Shuichi for her sister's death from the beginning.

Her own share has just been released by Mao Lilan. It can be said that apart from the inexplicable little awkwardness, she herself has basically forgiven Akai Shuichi.

As Mao Lilan said, 'It's time'.

All she needed was a chance to forgive Shuichi Akai in a logical way.

However, in this seemingly perfect story with a happy ending, there is a character who has been a tragedy from the beginning.

She was the one who was sacrificed from the beginning. For five years, she spent the most beautiful five years of a woman waiting, but she never waited for a happiness that belonged to her.Her boyfriend wanted to break up with her because of a mission, she didn't complain or hate, she just waited wholeheartedly for him to come back, but finally when he came back to her, that man had already engraved the goal of the mission deeply in her heart Together, we can no longer return to the original state with her.

It would be fine if they just kept getting along in silence like this, one day she would be able to heal the wound in his heart, but at this moment, this damn guy died casually, without even leaving her a body.

Even though I spent only a few hours with Mr. Zhu Di as 'Miyano Shiho', and I was sulking for a long time because Zhu Di casually wanted to be her sister, but that day I hid in the doctor's car and waited. During the long night when the effect of the medicine ended, Miyano Shiho thought a lot, deeply.

From her own standpoint, Judy said the word "sister" so casually, which naturally made people feel angry.But if you look at this issue from Judy's point of view, it is so sad that people lose even the strength of anger.

I want to care about and take care of my rival's sister as my own, just to get closer to that man's past, and to do things for that man that he has never done...

Such a deep feeling, such a desperate choice, and when Judy said these words, there was no sadness or entanglement, as if she should do it for granted, as if it was natural to resist the responsibility on Hide Akai's shoulders I don't even feel that I should have anything in return.Even if Miyano Shiho refused, and still attacked with such sharp words, there was only deep regret on his face.

And Judy Stein and Akai Shuichi are just a couple who broke up five years ago, and five years of ordinary colleagues.

Judy is a good woman, she didn't deserve this ending, and she shouldn't just go on like this without knowing anything.

Akai Hideichi owes her too much, even Miyano Shiho himself owes her a lot, so much that she doesn't know how to face Judy, she can only hide her complex heart with a cold face, and throw the problem away. to the culprit.

"Judy... Ah." Akai Hideichi was really stumped by this question, he paused, looking at the bright scenery outside the window, he was in a trance for a while.

Why he walked with Judy many years ago, he can't remember the reason.I just remember that at that time, Judy always had a very happy smile on her face, and she was always full of energy, which was very different from the serious and frowning look now.

Probably her change is not only because she has experienced a lot in these years, but also has a great relationship with him.

"What? This question is bothering you?" Miyano Shiho sarcastically hooked the corners of his mouth and lowered his eyes.

She was always the one to be guarded.In the beginning, it was Gin and Akai Shuichi in the organization, then it was my sister, and then she defected, it was the doctor and Kudo-kun, and now there is Mao Liran.Always hiding under the wings of others, she also wants to protect someone as much as she can, thinking that she still owes Teacher Judy, so she just opened her mouth, huh.

"Probably." Akai Hideichi didn't shy away from his own thoughts, and said bluntly: "Let's put it this way, I originally joined the FBI for another purpose, but now that the purpose has been achieved, and just in this situation, I have other goals. There is a very important thing to do, so I don't plan to go back to the FBI, and even the identity of 'Akai Shuichi' is useless. If this is the case, it is natural to cut clean with the FBI, and Judy she..."

"Mr. Judy is also from the FBI. So naturally it must be cut clean?" Miyano Shiho just thought it was ridiculous, "Then what happened to Andre Cameron?"

"...The matter is urgent, and I can't think of any other way." Akai Hideichi readily admitted that he was powerless, and he still had to rely on the power of the FBI when encountering a problem, but he refused to continue working for the FBI.He also knows that he is very unkind, but everyone always has something to do, and he has lost too much and paid too much for that thing.It's just that Shiho's situation at that time was too urgent, so he had to make such a bad move.

"So you're going to leave Mrs. Judy alone?" Miyano Shiho insisted on this point, aggressively.

"Let her think I'm really dead." Akai Hideichi sighed, and brought the right hand that was pressing the wound to her eyes.On his palm was the blood gushing from his forehead, but the blood seemed not as warm as his own palm, flowing into his sleeve like cold water along the lines of his palm.

Sure enough, his blood is cold, for a person with a cold nature like him.

"I have no way to answer her feelings, but she is so stubborn that it makes people helpless. If I let her know that I am not dead, I am afraid that I will never want to find my own happiness in my life." Akai Shuichi clenched his fist, palm A little sticky and flustered, "—although I want to say this, but. Sigh..."

He smiled wryly twice, not daring to look into Miyano Shiho's clear eyes: "I'm just a coward."

Outside the ward, a tall woman with blond hair and blue eyes leaned against the door with her eyes closed, tears flowing wantonly on her face, she bit her lip without making a sound.

"...Teacher Judy?" Standing beside her, Mao Lilan yelled in a low voice with worry and fear, but she couldn't say anything. "Are you okay?" In the end, she could only ask useless sentences like this in vain, and she couldn't even say a word of comfort.

"I'm fine." After a long time, there seemed to be no more sound in the ward. Judy suddenly opened her eyes, let out a long breath, raised her sleeves to wipe her tears, and smiled, "Where is Japan?" There are still many things, I will go back first."

"Eh?" Lan was a little at a loss, and wanted to ask her not to go in and meet the people inside again, but felt that this question was too stupid.Just looking at Teacher Judy, who was crying silently and still smiling, she felt her heart ached again, wishing she could rush in and grab that man out and beat him up.

"Don't tell him I've been here, okay?" Judy seemed to see what Lan was planning, and suddenly put her hands together and smiled lightly.

"..." Looking at Judy like this, Lan finally couldn't hold back and shed tears.She covered her mouth and couldn't say anything, but shook her head desperately, refusing to make this promise.

Looking at Lan who seemed to be crying for her, Judy only felt that the tears she had stopped just now were about to flow out again, and quickly took out a handkerchief to wipe her cheeks, while softly saying: "I know he is still living a good life." I'm satisfied with that, since he wants me not to know... just treat it as the last thing I do for him. Don't tell him, okay?"

Lan looked at Judy, trembling her lips and lost her voice for a moment.She just kept crying, staring at Judy with wide eyes, but refused to agree to anything.

"I won't cry anymore, why are you crying?" Judy sighed lightly, her heart was mixed with sweet and sour, and her thoughts were chaotic for a while, thinking too much in her mind.Finally, she took Lan into her arms, but she looked up at the ceiling of the corridor, trying her best to hold back the tears rolling in her eyes.

She took a deep breath for a long time before swallowing her tears, patted Lan on the shoulder, and begged in a low voice, "Please, Lan Sang."

"...En." Lying in Judy's arms and crying for a while, Lan finally choked up and nodded, but very unwillingly called out to Teacher Judy again, but didn't know what to say to stop her.

"It's all crying like this." As if a big stone was put down in her heart, Judy pretended to be relaxed and teased, rubbing Lan's head, but she was in no mood to chat for a while.

She stood for a while, patted Lan on the shoulder, turned around and walked towards the man who was hovering at the elevator entrance.There is no more nostalgia, and there is no turning back.

"Come on, Cameron." Judy came to him and called softly.

"Ah, oh." Cameron responded, looked back at Mao Lilan who was waving vigorously to them in front of the ward, nodded, and then pressed the button of the elevator.

The author has something to say: _(:з」∠)_Fuck me and make myself cry...

It's said that the funny comparison is a dead style, so sad it really is going to be a big ending.Maybe HE can heal back?I will say that I am ready for the BE branch ending and I am ready to hit you on the head [manually laughing and crying [and BE is more suitable for the main text than HE]

When it was almost the end, the update was unstable, the number of words was unstable, and the random drop was not cute at all. Why can't I hold it at the end of a year and a half? _(:з」∠)_

☆, ask for leave

→_→I am going back to my hometown again, I will go back to my hometown N times a year.Not surprisingly, it should be back on the 8th, but in case of a traffic jam on the highway [manually laugh and cry]

→_→ And there should be 8~11 chapters left before the ending.I'm just reminding you to end the mess

The author has something to say: Damn I forgot to put the chapter here_(:з」∠)_

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