The beautiful cloud of life

That night, it was past eleven o'clock when Yun Wei returned to the dormitory of the medical school.There was constant cannon fire outside and the lights were brightly lit, but the room was extremely deserted.After tossing and tossing all day, Yun Wei has no time to mourn the spring and autumn, and just wants to sleep with his head covered.Just as he was about to fall asleep, his cell phone rang.

"Hey... Yan Ru." Although Yun Wei was impatient, his tone was well controlled.

Yan Ru: "Xiaowei, Happy New Year! Give the phone to your uncle and aunt, and I will wish them a New Year!"

Yun Wei: "I've already returned to City L! Give your parents the phone number, and I'll give them New Year greetings!"

Yan Ru is Yunwei's girlfriend, a cashier at a pharmacy. After meeting Yunwei by chance, she started chasing Yunwei under the guise of strengthening her professional studies. After a year of unremitting efforts, she finally achieved her wish.The two have been together for three years so far.For three years, Yun Wei never let Yan Ru talk to his parents, let alone brought her home. At first, Yan Ru suspected that Yun Wei was not serious about her, but as the relationship deepened, she found that Yun Wei himself If he doesn't go home, the relationship between him and his family doesn't seem to be very good. If Teacher Li and his wife didn't persuade him, he might not go back this year.

Yan Ru's father snatched the phone and said with a smile: "Xiaowei, happy new year!" Before Yunwei answered correctly, he continued: "Time is so fast, you will be 35 after the new year! Xiaoru is also 29 Yes. You have known each other for more than three years."

"Happy New Year Uncle!" Yun Wei said, "Say hello to Auntie for me too!"

"As long as you and Xiaoru are on good terms, we'll be fine! It would be even better if the family can have a baby as soon as possible!" The old man smiled heartily.

This is not the first time Yan Ru's family urged marriage. In the past, most of them laughed and pretended to be confused, but this year, the old man seemed determined to entangle on this issue. If he didn't get an answer, no one could have a good New Year.

"Uncle, I know what you mean. But, I haven't worked for a few years, I don't have much money, and it's difficult to buy a house... I don't even have a house when I get married. Isn't it wronged Yan Ru." Yun Wei said.

Yan Ru said from the side: "If you agree, we'll get the certificate first, about the house..."

"Ask your parents, or that Teacher Li for help!" The old man interrupted Yan Ru: "If you get married, you have to buy a house!"

After hanging up Yan Ru's phone call, Yun Wei collapsed on the sofa as if drained of strength.He asked himself more than once whether he loves Yan Ru, and the answer was certain, but he never understood it, because from the moment he met Yan Ru, the initiative was no longer in his hands.At the beginning, I was moved by Yan Ru's perseverance and hoped to give myself a chance to return to the normal track, so I decided to try dating, but after a while, Yun Wei found that the two of them were not on the same channel at all, and even the supposedly sweet love period They all lived like crazy, how can we talk about the long life together, at first, Yun Wei was decisive, Yan Ru made a scene, afraid of killing people, Yun Wei could only compromise again and again; as the relationship got longer and longer , Yunwei's sense of guilt was getting deeper and deeper, and he could no longer say the breakup.Now, the problem he least wants to face is in front of him. Even if there is no money problem, he still can't make up his mind to marry someone he doesn't love.

But having said that, is it important for him to love or not?Yun Wei needs a wife and a family, while Yan Ru longs for a decent identity and a prosperous life.Marrying her has fulfilled my own integrity, and saved Yan Ru from tossing about, both sides benefited, so what is there to be entangled with?Yun Wei felt that he could even come up with the words "benefit from both sides", and he was simply a vicious bastard, but now, it doesn't matter whether he is a bastard or not, the important thing is money, which he owed when he was an undergraduate The student loan he had just paid off for a few years, and he had to send money to his parents every month, plus the expenses for food, clothing, housing, and transportation. Yun Wei only had 4 yuan in savings, and he didn’t have many friends. What to buy a house to get married.

Yun Wei struggled for a long time before he noticed the flashing notification lights on his phone, three missed calls and a text message.

"Yun Wei, I'm Long Fei. You left your backpack in my car this afternoon. There was your business card in it. I called you. You have been busy all the time. Please contact me when you see the message tomorrow."

Yun Wei really wanted to call back, talk about the backpack, and then talk about other things, at least don't let him think about it like this... But he finally gave up the idea of ​​talking to Long Fei. Don't let people see jokes.He threw away his cell phone, leaned against the bed screen in a comfortable position, held a burning cigarette in his hand, and sketched freely in the air, with a tall nose, big and black eyes, sharp-edged outlines, and those seven A smile that is partly heroic mixed with a partly ruffian...