string sound dream lovesickness

If I can give up the whole world, it's just because there is still you, which is worth my cherishing.And here you are the miracle of life.Maybe I can give up the whole world, but I don't want to lose your news.The mole at the corner of your eye, I always remember where it is.

——Mo Qingxian

Later, what happened later.

Later, Meng Yuannian married Shao Yan.Later, Lu Mengruo became pregnant.Later, Shao Yan gave birth to Meng Sixian, and Lu Mengruo gave birth to Lin Siyuan.

Afterwards, so many things happened that Meng Yuannian couldn't remember them all.He opened his eyes and looked at his own shadow on the car window, his blurred face and confused outline. It was just such a nap, yet another ten years had passed.

He leaned back in the chair tiredly, his eyes open and he didn't know what he was thinking.Pei Qing looked at his profile from the rearview mirror, he was thin and had a circle of blue stubble.His eyelashes are very long, thick and beautiful like a cattail fan, his narrow and long eyes seem to be always smiling, but his eyes are lonely.His expression was so sparse and empty, like a shell without a soul.

Pei Qing squeezed the steering wheel tightly, regretting countless times that he was not able to accompany him through the most difficult ten years, so now he can only watch like an outsider, but he is not qualified to comment.He withdrew his focus and drove the car. He didn't have time to participate in Meng Yuannian's past. At least in the future, he can wait for him.

"Yuannian, we're home." Pei Qing whispered back to Meng Yuannian.Only then did Meng Yuannian come back to his senses, he leaned over there for a long while as if he was extremely tired, and then opened the car door and went down.

He stood at the door and hesitated for a while before walking into the hallway and taking off his shoes. There were still slippers from ten years ago on the shoe rack, and a pair of all kinds of them were neatly placed there.The white piano in the living room was maintained as if it were new, and the wine on the wine cabinet was even placed in the same order as it was ten years ago.The light blue sofa is already a little whitish, and the mahogany tea tray is still placed on the plan in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, with tea sets, cups, and pots on it.On both sides of the scheme, a few violet cotton satin futons and fringed lavender organza curtains have shown a bit of old color.This is clearly still the appearance of ten years ago, but it has been stained with the dust and frost of the years.

Meng Yuannian stood in the hall for a long time before turning upstairs.In the past ten years, he has spent most of his time here. He has bought many houses in the past ten years, but this is the only place that can give him the feeling of belonging at ease.It's been ten years, and he has never brought Shao Yan here. In fact, he also feels very sorry for Shao Yan, but after thinking about it, he just takes what he needs.He had never touched her before, if it wasn't for Si Xian, he might not have dealt with the Shao family so patiently.

He had many opportunities to make Shao Qiren feel miserable, but he thought about how his only son could have a notorious maternal ancestral home.He can't give the best thing in the world to the person he loves, so give it to his child, although that person may never know it in his life.

He opened the curtains and looked out of the window. In the past ten years, Shanghai is no longer what it used to be.Looking out like this in the past, you can see a large area of ​​camphor trees and acacias with pink flowers, but now you can only see tall buildings and feasting.

His eyes fell on the photo frame on the bedside table, Meng Sixian's delicate face showed a bright smile, and it overlapped with the person in his memory in an instant.It's just that that person is much older than Meng Sixian. When they met, that person was already a big boy, but he still loves to cry, clings to him, and hugs him. His smile is so sincere and beautiful, the one he loves It is also so frank and pure.But such a person, they couldn't be together.

Dejected, Meng Yuannian sat on the bed and lay on his back, looking at the ceiling above his head. On this bed, they used to kiss and hug each other, but now it has become his only memory.This long period of time, but only ten years have passed, is as difficult as millions of years have passed. I really don't know when it will end.

The phone rang at this moment, he took it over and looked, it was Meng Sixian.The corners of his lips curled up slightly and his expression turned gentle, but his tone of voice was still severe: "It's so late, why don't you go to bed?"

"Dad, are you busy again tonight?" Meng Sixian's serious and immature voice came from the other end, and he said crisply: "Dad, if I get No. live together?"

"Kids don't care about adults' affairs, just go to school." Meng Yuannian was silent for a while, and then said: "I will go back to accompany your mother more often, children should behave like children, don't be like this I have long been worried about the affairs of adults."

"I don't want to worry about it, but Dad is too worrying, and I am also very distressed." Hearing Meng Sixian's complaining tone, Meng Yuannian seemed to be able to imagine him wrinkling now without seeing him. Frowning, he couldn't help laughing: "What's the trouble at such a young age, be careful to become older than Dad in advance."

"Dad is not old, and all the female students in our class are his fans." Meng Sixian muttered a little bit dissatisfied, "Dad is too cunning, he always uses beauty tricks on everyone, there are many in our school The teachers think too much about you."

"Hehe, who taught you these words, you are not allowed to hang out with Pei Qing in the future." Meng Yuannian rubbed his forehead and stood up, his voice had a particularly pleasant melody in the middle of the night, "Go to sleep now, Isn't there still a competition? Dad will go to watch it when he has time."

"Really? Then I'll wait for you, I'll go to bed first." Meng Sixian showed a surprised tone, and he happily said to the phone: "Dad, do you have to know when you are free?"

Meng Yuannian paused hesitantly before saying softly: "Go to sleep, good night."

"Good night Dad."

Holding the phone, Meng Yuannian looked at the blacked-out screen with a somewhat disappointed expression. Beijing, he had already forgotten how long he hadn't been there.Thinking about it made him even less sleepy, so he went downstairs to drink some wine.As soon as he walked to the wine cabinet, he saw Pei Qing coming out of the kitchen wearing a bath towel. He looked at him with a dark face: "Why are you here again in the middle of the night?"