On the Importance of Great Acting

Li Wen looked down at Xu Qingli, with an inexplicable emotion in his eyes, he asked: "Why?"

Xu Qingli tilted his head and thought for a while, his expression was like a child being made things difficult for others, and then he said a little wronged: "Because I don't like you hate me, do you hate me very much, don't you hate me, okay?" , like me, I'm fine, do you like me?"

Li Wen knew that this person was really drunk, he reached out and patted Xu Qingli's head, and said helplessly: "You are drunk, I will find someone to take you home."

Xu Qingli did drink a lot today, he only felt a little dizzy at first, but then his vision gradually blurred and he gradually lost consciousness, leaning on the man next to him drowsily.

He felt like a small boat, floating on a sea that connected to the sky, and there was nothing around the boat except for the blue water, Xu Qingli could only wander along the sea, not knowing where it would be guided by the sea.

Suddenly he seemed to have returned to his hometown in Shanghai. He was sitting in a small courtyard crying with his head down and his eyes were red. There were a few jujube trees around him whose leaves were withered and yellow and fell to the ground when the wind blows.

He didn't know why he was crying, he couldn't even remember whether he had really been to this place, he only knew that he was crying very sad at that time, but there was no one around him, it seemed that he was the only one left in the whole world, that kind of despair It's like a piece of my heart has been hollowed out.

Then he returned to the familiar room, which was the place where he lived most often when he was a child, and it was also the place he least wanted to recall.

Xu Qingli could clearly see the photo on the bedside and the bright smiling faces of the two people in the photo, but only Xu Qingli knew that this was a complete illusion, and his mother had been waking up less and less recently Now, she only has hatred and complaints about herself.

At this time, Xu Qingli saw his young self hiding in a closet. He was curled up with his clothes covering him in a shadow. He lowered his head and hugged his knees with his hands. Seeing that he was trembling all over, but his mouth kept making small voices, after listening carefully, he could hear him calling Dad in a low voice.

Xu Qingli was a little against this place in his heart, he looked at the door nervously, he was afraid that once the closed door next to him was opened, he would experience the fear hidden in his heart again.

He was even more worried about his younger self, because the small sound could easily arouse the woman's fury.

Sure enough, there was a little movement outside the door, a woman's sharp voice came from not far away, she seemed very angry: "Xu Qingli, where are you hiding again, get out quickly."

Xu Qingli stopped breathing after hearing this, he stood there clenched his fists unnaturally, and then seemed to think of something, he turned around and saw the young Xu Qingli standing there with a pale face and not moving Dare to move.

There was another sound of rummaging through boxes and cabinets outside the door, and the woman shouted out of breath. She didn't know what she was looking for, so she sat on the ground and cried when she found it. Like a bomb.

The more unstable her temper is, the more irritable she is, and then there is endless self-loathing, and she also hates the people around her.

And the young Xu Qingli was afraid of such a mother, he hadn't seen his father for a long time, there were only himself and his mother in this family, no one would come to rescue him, no one would ask him if he was happy or wanted to What.

The woman stayed outside for a long time, Xu Qingli did not dare to relax at all or even dared to breathe loudly, he buried his face because his legs were numb from inactivity for a long time and his forehead was covered with beads of sweat, he still stubbornly did not let out a trace sound.

But the woman finally found this room. The moment the cabinet door was opened, Xu Qingli was stiff and sweat dripped down his body. He looked at some crazy women outside the door in horror.

"Ah!" Xu Qingli sat up suddenly from the bed, his face was covered with sweat and short of breath, but his face was extremely pale, he stretched out his hand to touch his chest in shock, where there was a violent He was beating to prove that he was still alive, and he breathed a sigh of relief, feeling like he was alive after a catastrophe.

But he couldn't forget the slightly crazy expression and eyes of the woman in the dream. This dream affected all the past that he desperately wanted to forget, like a bloody scar, and he was speechless.

After the palpitations passed, he turned his head and looked around and realized that he was not in his room, but he was wearing a new set of black pajamas. This place seemed to be a hotel.

Xu Qingli's head was in a daze, he drank too much yesterday, he was a bit fragmented, he didn't know how he came to the hotel or what happened afterwards, he just remembered that he staggered to Li Wen and said A few words, then what?But I can't remember anything.

Xu Qingli reached out and patted his forehead. This sense of chaos was really uncomfortable. He lifted the quilt and walked barefoot on the slightly cold floor of the hotel. It was the end of autumn and it was a bit cold, but Xu Qingli It feels comfortable and keeps me awake.

He looked around the room slowly, but didn't see the clothes he was wearing before, thinking that the person who sent him here should have taken them for dry cleaning.

Then he walked slowly towards the bathroom. He wiped his face with cold water in front of the sink and felt very comfortable. When he raised his head, he saw his pale face in the mirror, his eyes were red and bloodshot, his mouth Maybe it was red and swollen from drinking too much, Xu Qingli sighed.

Because he just sweated, he felt sticky and uncomfortable. Then he took off his pajamas and planned to take a shower. There was a translucent glass on the bathroom wall of the hotel that was facing the position of the shower. means.

At this time, Xu Qingli was in a daze and didn't pay much attention to it. After taking off his clothes and adjusted the temperature to a comfortable temperature, he casually took the hotel's shower gel and rinsed it off. His skin is very fair and his figure is not bad. It's just because of his appearance. It might seem that he is young, but in fact he still has some muscles. Although he is not developed, he is not weak like a white chicken.

Suddenly he heard a slight sound from outside the door, he was taken aback for a moment, then turned his head and saw a man in a black shirt standing at the door through the translucent glass in front of the bathroom.

Li Wen just opened the door and came in and saw him. The moment their eyes met, both of them were stunned. Then Xu Qingli's whole body became hot as if burned by fire, and his pale face was slowly replaced by a blush. , Xu Qingli was ashamed, his appearance was no different from being completely naked, and the translucent glass didn't have much blocking effect at all, but it was more reminiscent of him.

Xu Qingli quickly rinsed and put on his pajamas, then stumbled out of the bathroom, he saw Li Wen standing in front of the balcony of the hotel, the autumn sun shining on him through the window looked very warm, he felt a little uncomfortable He asked, "Li Wen? Did you send me here?"

Li Wen turned his head at this time, his back was facing the sun, making his expression hard to see. He pointed to the bag on the bed and spoke in a natural tone, not at all disturbed by the fact that he just witnessed Xu Qingli taking a bath. Embarrassment: "You drank too much yesterday and I asked someone to change your clothes. This is the clothes that were sent for dry cleaning last night. You can change them."

Xu Qingli stared blankly at the man in front of him for a while before replying: "Oh, good."

Then there was another long silence, so long that Xu Qingli wondered if Li Wen would just leave.

Suddenly Li Wen asked nonchalantly, "What did you dream about yesterday?"

"What?" Xu Qingli didn't respond to Li Wen's question, he was still a little confused, and for some reason the current atmosphere seemed a little awkward and ambiguous.

"You cried a lot yesterday, did you dream about something terrible?" Li Wen's tone was still flat, making it hard to guess his thoughts.

"Ah, no, I'm just..." Xu Qingli didn't expect Li Wen to ask him this question, he was a little at a loss and grabbed the corner of his pajamas, he didn't know how to say that.

"It's nothing, I just asked casually, you don't need to answer." Li Wen said again.

After hearing that, Xu Qingli felt a little impatient for some reason, he scratched his hair and said: "No, I dreamed about things when I was a child, not very good things, so maybe that's why."

As he talked, Xu Qingli himself felt embarrassed. It's not a good thing for a big man to cry because he had a nightmare. He felt it was too embarrassing, especially in front of Li Wen.

Fortunately, Li Wen nodded and didn't ask any more questions. His bangs were not lifted up like before, but were placed on his forehead obediently. It seemed that those eagle-like eyes were not as sharp as before, and he looked gentle and gentle. few.

Xu Qingli looked at Li Wen, who rarely showed concern for him, and felt secretly happy that even the haze from getting up early dissipated, he said: "Thank you Li Wen, thank you for sending me here, I drank too much last night Yes, some fragments."

Li Wen squinted his eyes when he heard the words, and he took a few steps closer to Xu Qingli, his voice was a little low: "Why don't you call me Big Brother Li?"

Xu Qingli looked at Li Wen who was close in front of him, and always felt that this person's attitude towards him today was outrageous, as if he was a different person, he was a bit afraid to look into Li Wen's eyes, so he could only lower his eyes Looking at Li Wen's polished leather shoes, he pretended to wake up from a dream and said, "Ah, yes, Brother Li, I just woke up and got dizzy."

Li Wen didn't make any movements, his voice came from above Xu Qingli, a little hoarse: "Have you forgotten the fragments?"

Xu Qingli felt that these words seemed to be a little unknown, and he couldn't care about the awkward position at this time. He raised his head and looked into Li Wen's eyes, and he found that Li Wen was also looking at him, and those eyes seemed to be dim. There is a violent storm that can swallow Xu Qingli in an instant.

Xu Qingli stared blankly at those eyes and replied truthfully: "Remember some, forget the rest."

Sure enough, after listening to Xu Qingli's answer, Li Wen took a few steps back, he turned back to the balcony and looked outside. Opposite the hotel were tall buildings, nothing to see, Xu Qingli was a little strange Glancing outside, before he could speak, Li Wen's deep voice said: "Then do you still remember yesterday when you said you liked me?"

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It's been raining a lot lately, so stuffy 0.0