first rival

At night, a bonfire is lit.

Chi Yan snuggled up beside me, hugged my arm, and rested his head on my shoulder.

She looked at the stars on the night, and the stars on the entire night were reflected in her eyes, which were extremely bright.

I fiddled with the bonfire, and Fence sat across from us, with his hands hanging on his knees, and his eyes were dim and difficult to discern through a pile of crackling bonfires.

Jing Yue was standing next to the waterfall, beside the hanging water curtain, not knowing what she was doing.

During the day, Jingyue held onto Dilungou, but the force of the fall was too great, and the other person was also heavy. With such a tug, Jingyue pulled her wrist and dislocated it.Yu Xing just saw it, feeling guilty in his heart, no matter how much Jing Yue taunted him during the day, he sat by the campfire for a while, finally couldn't bear it anymore, and followed Jing Yue's shadow.

I used a branch to carry the campfire.Among the five of us, only Chi Yan is a mortal without the slightest magic power, and only she needs to light a bonfire to keep warm.

Chi Yan leaned against me, the purple moon locks on her slender and white neck became darker and darker.

Jing Yue stood under the waterfall, not knowing what she was doing.We have checked during the day, whether it is under this cliff or in the cave behind the waterfall, there is nothing.On that stone beam, the only thing that exists is the splashing water.

Jingyue's sarcasm skills have already been tasted once by Yao Xing, and seeing how guilty and shy she is, I knew he couldn't please him after all this.

I have already told him that Jingyue would save him only because of the agreement between me and the Jing family, but fortunately, he just couldn’t hear it. He always felt sorry for Jingyue. After all, Jingyue dislocated him alive in order to drag him back. He lost an arm, and at least he had to go to condolences.

I just want to shake my head.

Jing Yue's current mood can't be seen how good it is.This is the relic of Pangu. Although I don't know how loyal the Jing family is to Pangu, but seeing Jingyue lose her composure today, I should know that for a person who devoutly believes in Pangu, coming to the Creation God she believes in Where she died, she was always in a bad mood.

Fan Li sat across from me, staring at me.

Chi Yan seemed to be absent-minded, she hugged my arm, her brows and eyes were lowered, her pupils were blank, as if she was in a trance.

I took out the cloak from the cauldron and put it on her with one hand.Chi Yan seemed startled by my actions, raised his eyes to look at me, his eyes were tired but moved: "Chong Hua, thank you."

I rubbed her forehead: "There is no need to say thanks between you and me."

Chi Yan stopped talking.

I squeezed her hand, feeling more and more suspicious.Logically speaking, Chi Yan must have hated and hated Fan Li very much, but now that she was sitting opposite Fan Li, she seemed to have lost even the interest of taking a second look at Fan Li.

What is Chi Yan thinking?

I squeezed her little hand, a little surprised.Chi Yan's hands were cold, and it seemed that he couldn't keep them warm.I held her hand and said softly, "Chi Yan, what's wrong with you?"

My voice was already very soft when I said this, but Fen Li on the opposite side still heard it.Across the bonfire, which was occasionally splashed by crackling sparks, Fan Li said very disdainfully and arrogantly: "Chonghua, I think you should take care of me first. After all, I was the one who was injured by you inexplicably today."

Chi Yan raised his eyes and glanced at Fan Li opposite, his eyes were calm and terrifying.

I even feel that she seems to have forgotten her hatred for Fan Li, and she is so indifferent and calm that she hardly looks like a person.

This is not the result I want.

I really didn't want to attack Fan Li, but facing Chi Yan's appearance, my heart rose, and I leaned into her ear and whispered: "Chi Yan, what's wrong with you? Are you disappointed in me?"

If it's really because I didn't attack Fan Li, I can have a showdown with Fan Li right now just because of her words.

But Chi Yan just shook her head, she tilted her head, fell on my neck, and said softly: "Chonghua, I'm tired."

My heart tightened, Chi Yan stretched out his hand, wrapped his arms around my neck, and said softly: "Chonghua, are you tired?"

When she said that, I suddenly felt lonely.

am i tired

I have traveled all the way for so many years, loved, hated, regretted, and suffered. I hold the sky halberd tightly with blood-stained hands, and I have lived until now.

I once wanted to die because of the pain, sleeping in the never-sunning Xinyi Mountain, and in my nightmares, I faced my loved ones again and again, watching them leave me.

But now, I don't have nothing anymore, Chi Yan is by my side, and my second brother can still come back.

I've never been more hopeful and motivated than I am right now.All mistakes can be undone, and all pain can be ended by me.

I will live in this world again, openly and squarely, and live with my loved ones, my relatives, and my friends.

I hugged Chi Yan tightly, and said warmly to her: "I'm not tired, as long as you are by my side, there's nothing you can't be tired of."

But Chi Yan seemed to be extremely tired, she shrank into a small size in my arms, leaning her head on my shoulder, her voice was low and weak: "I'm very tired, Chonghua."

I took her hand and pressed my fingers on her pulse.Under the fingertips, the ups and downs of the pulse have a strength that cannot be ignored, and she is not sick.

I asked her gently, "Do you want to sleep?"

Chi Yan nodded first, then shook his head.She didn't look at me from the beginning to the end, she just stared blankly at the bonfire in front of her, and her voice was weak and weak: "I want to sleep, I really want to sleep, but I want to talk to you. I always feel that once I fall asleep, I will never sleep again." I can't wake up."

I kissed her on the cheek and wrapped her little cloak tightly so that only her little face was exposed in my arms.I pushed back her black hair and put it behind her ears: "I'm going to sleep when I'm tired. Don't worry, I'll stay here. Don't worry, we'll leave here when we don't find what Fan Li is looking for tomorrow." , go to Emperor Dongwu and the Samsara Pearl, I will definitely renew your life, let you live a hundred years, no, a long life, and live with me until the day when the world is destroyed."

My words were soft, Chi Yan narrowed his eyes, half closed, his long eyelashes trembling: "But I don't want to sleep. I'm afraid I won't be able to wake up if I sleep...... ..."

I kissed her eyes, and coaxed her softly: "Go to sleep, sleep well, and you will be refreshed tomorrow. I am here to watch over you!"

I had a thousand words in my heart that I wanted to ask her, but Fan Li was sitting across from me, for the sake of caution, I'd better avoid Fan Li and ask again.

Chi Yan's eyes were finally about to close.Her eyelashes are black and long, and the roots are moist, like a small brush, casting a circle of shadows under the eye sockets.

I hugged her with peace of mind, but suddenly I heard her ask me softly: "Chonghua, do you have something to ask me?"

I hugged her, saw that her eyes were closed, and her breathing gradually calmed down. I thought she was muttering in a half-dream, so I rubbed her face, breathed softly, and said softly, "Go to sleep."

A tear suddenly flowed from Chi Yan's eye socket.

I looked at the campfire and didn't notice that she was crying.

After waiting for a long time, I thought she had fallen asleep, but her voice suddenly sounded weak and soft, her tone was full of loneliness and sadness: "I thought you would ask me, why did you write to call Second Brother?" return."

Startled, I immediately turned my head to look at her.

Chi Yan has fallen asleep, it seems that she will never hear my words again, as if she has fallen asleep in a nightmare, and there is no possibility of waking up again.

There was a tear under her eye socket, and under the jumping bonfire, I could clearly see that tear trail.

While being horrified in my heart, I took a vigilant look at Fan Li on the opposite side.Fan Li was holding the sword, with one hand hanging on his knee, looking at me generously, and whispered fearlessly: "Don't look at me, you and I already knew it. How could there be two people in the world for no reason? The same face?"

Fan Li made a slight mouth motion towards me, as if watching the excitement is not a big deal, he said with a smile: "Chonghua, your old lover and young lover are the same person, aren't you happy?"

I put my arms around Chi Yan, the more I looked at Chi Yan, the more something was wrong.But she was breathing smoothly, but she was in a deep sleep. I moved my shoulders and shook Chi Yan's shoulders with my hand, but she didn't seem to wake up at all.

Is this due to the body's deep sleep or something else?

What did she mean by what she just said to me?

I hesitated for a moment, but I still didn't shake Chi Yan awake vigorously.I watched her fall into sleep seriously, and was sure that she would no longer hear the sound from the outside world, so I raised my head and asked coldly to Fan Li, "Fan Li, I have two things to ask you."

Fan Li made a gesture of asking for permission.

I looked at him with cold and questioning eyes, and asked, "You knew Chi Yan was Bai Jue's reincarnation from the very beginning?"

Fan Li looked at me, his gaze was flickering across a bonfire.He frowned and chuckled: "Aren't you afraid that I will refuse to answer you to ask such a serious question?"

I raised a hand, Dan Qinghuo suddenly appeared in the air and ignited around him, the flames swam around him like flowing water, sticking to his skin only inches apart, like a condom for him. Put on a layer of clothes that cling to the body.

Fan Li was still smiling, he looked at me, his eyes darkened, his smile disappeared, and he said seriously: "I don't know."

"Bai Jue is the number one beauty since the creation of Pangu. She is indeed famous enough, but I'm not interested in this." Fan Li looked at me seriously, and said word by word, "The only thing I remember is her." The reason for the name is because she is the one who made you kill and betrayed the heavens for it. I think that the only person in this world who can deal with you is probably the only one who will make you give up everything and leave decisively one day People of heaven."

"Then because of some things, I went to Qingyou. You know, Qingyou is a secret realm of the Nine-Tailed Fox Clan. There are layers of barriers outside. I waited outside. After waiting for a long time, the first nine-tailed fox The tailed white fox is exactly the same as the dead Bai Jue. I originally wanted to kill Chi Yan, but after seeing her face, I changed my mind."

After pausing for a moment, his eyes flickered: "I didn't know that Chi Yan was the reincarnation of Bai Jue. I thought that the people killed by your soaring halberd should have their souls broken into ashes and have no afterlife. But how do you know? There is also Chi Yan. At that time, I just suspected that Chi Yan was some kind of blood relative of Bai Jue, but I didn't think about anything else."

I looked at Fan Li and whispered to him: "When you were in Xinyi Mountain, why didn't you kill me? Or devour me, I know, you also want the power in me."

Fan Li shrugged helplessly at me, and said with a smile, "Is this the second question?"

I shook my head: "No, this is just a question I raised at will, if you don't want to answer it, forget it."

Fan Li looked at me, and was silent for a long time across the bonfire.

The bonfire crackled and sparks exploded from time to time.Fan Li looked at me with deep eyes, and suddenly smiled, with a trace of temptation in his smile: "If I said that I have a sincere heart for you, would you believe it?"

Danqing's fire was even more intense, I said coldly to him: "I don't believe it."

Fan Li shook his head, and said indifferently: "I knew you wouldn't believe it. I didn't know what to do at the beginning. I was fascinated by the ghost. I thought, if I save you, you will become my queen and join hands with me to lead this demon." There are tens of thousands of people in the clan, sharing thousands of miles of territory. You should know that your strength is enough to be worthy of me as a demon king, although your appearance is a bit ordinary."

He smiled softly: "But the emperor, who cares about these? I don't hate your character, and I owe you a kindness, so I really kept you here when I couldn't think about it for a while. You slept in Xinyi During these years in Shanshan, I declared that you were dead, and no one touched a single hair of your hair."

I looked at him and said, "Are you blaming me for repaying you like this now?"

He shook his head and said, "It's not your fault, I can only blame myself. If I knew it earlier, I should have devoured you, so as to save so many troubles later."

He said this half seriously and half jokingly.I looked at him, feeling complicated in my heart, I really owe him kindness, but he has already made a big mistake, devouring Chi Yan's people, what else can I do?I can't erase his kindness, and I can't forgive his mistakes.

I lowered my eyelids and looked at the campfire ahead.Chi Yan is in my arms, warm and small, I have to make a choice for this little guy in my arms who loves me wholeheartedly, to avenge her.

For a while, neither of us spoke, and Fan Li sat across from the bonfire, holding his sword, sparks burst and flames jumped.The blue fire around him gradually disappeared, I looked at him, thought for a long time, and finally asked slowly: "Did you kill Qingyou's nine-tailed foxes?"

It took me a lot of effort to ask this question.

I don't want to go on pretending with Fan Li anymore, I understand that Chi Yan is very disappointed, I can't delay any longer.

I clearly felt that Chi Yan seemed very disappointed in me.She knew that I didn't turn against Fan Li because I wanted to get the Reincarnation Bead, but this also made her feel a kind of powerless despair.

She feels that she is a drag, and it is precisely because of her existence that I cannot turn against the fence, so I am controlled by others.Although I have explained to her countless times that she is not a drag, the bottom line is that I did cooperate with Fan Li because of Chi Yan.

Once I continue to cooperate with Fan Li, there is no way to refute Chi Yan's thinking.

If I really need it, I can find the Reincarnation Pearl by myself, but with Chi Yan's state, I can no longer watch her decadent.

She fell into deep self-blame and resentment. What she hated was not me, but her own powerlessness.

This is the last thing I want to see.

Fan Li was stunned.

He looked at me with an indescribable expression on his face.After a long time, he asked in bewilderment: "Who told you that I killed Qingyou's nine-tailed fox?"

I knew that Fan Li would not admit it readily, so I held a branch in my hand, stirred the bonfire, and whispered to Fan Li: "I knew you would not admit it. Fan Li, do you love flowers?"

No emperor would take the time to enjoy the flowers, but he would deliberately write down which species those colorful flowers belonged to.

And I don't think there will be such a small flower called forget-me-not in the Obsidian Twin Cities, the siege of the palace, the city of the emperor, how could it be possible to plant such an ordinary miscellaneous flower.

Fan Li shook his head resolutely: "I never admire flowers, why are you asking this?"

I sighed in my heart, and whispered to him: "Then tell me, why did you tell me that it was a forget-me-not when you were in Qingyou Baijue's former residence? I didn't even recognize that kind of flower. The emperor who loves flowers, how would he know its name?"

Fan Li's eyes fell on Chi Yan, and he suddenly laughed: "Then, you believe that I did the extermination of the clan, and you want to avenge the little fox?"

I looked at Fan Li, and said word by word: "Did you do it?"

The author has something to say: I saw a novel blogger on Weibo write this sentence in his article before, and he didn't mark the source, which made the following fans think it was her original work, and praised her for her literary talents. emmm, I felt very embarrassed when I browsed to the push.

The original text of the beloved mountain and sea was published by a man named Xiaosen (littlesen) on the Weiming bbs of Peking University in the same year. The poems and poems are the only original texts, and the rest are all sequels.Let me explain here, my title quotes a line from this poem, and I really can't get in touch with the original author. . .Even the authorization of Prince Ma Boyong and Xi Zida is coming, but I can't find her author. . .

And here is a reminder, little angels, whenever this sentence appears in Jin Jiang's article, it is basically not original.

Except for the original author, no one can claim to be original.

On the side road of Ququ Lake, there are few pedestrians in spring.

Hibiscus leaves contain water, and the air is still clear after spring.

The evening haze is divided into colorful emeralds, and the tall trees hide the sound of warblers.

Looking at the wind at first glance, the flowers fall more clearly.

Wandering feel the dew is cold, the shadow of the moon in the clear night.

Lingling Bianstone hair, suspected to be Xiao Hansheng.

You can see each other at a glance, and one step is like a heavy city.

The love is separated by mountains and seas, and the mountains and seas are not flat.

I don't think I can write such a good poem in my whole life~ Seeing the scenery in a subtle way, lovesicking deeply~

I love you guys, go to bed early~ okay~