Why is this Alpha like that?

"Why don't you go and relax." Hao Shanshan propped her chin, then turned her head and glanced at Duan Yi who was lying on the table: "It's not an option for Mr. Duan to go on like this. I've never seen him so sad before. It’s been more than half a month for those who are sad and still have serial dramas.”

There are only ten days left before the college entrance examination, and Duan Yi's condition is getting worse and worse. The second model is the same as the first model exam, and fell asleep in the exam room.

This matter finally caught Duan Jihuai's attention.

The doctor came home several times and checked Duan Yi's body several times, but he didn't come to any conclusion.

Xiao Duan's mother was so anxious that she burst into tears, she asked around by herself, and came to a conclusion about what is called "narcolepsy".

The college entrance examination is coming soon, and Duan Yi refuses to listen to his family members to go home and review.

Duan Jihuai even found a private tutor.

"I was scared to death last time, the time I cried in our dormitory." Pingtou still firmly believed that it was because of the pressure of the college entrance examination, and even a rich second generation like Duan Yi, who usually didn't know the heights of heaven and earth, became nervous: "Tomorrow is not Is there a coming-of-age ceremony? After the morning is over, we will go around in the afternoon."

The coming-of-age ceremony in No. [-] Middle School is arranged before the college entrance examination, which can be regarded as the last relaxation time of the college entrance examination.

Duan Yi is relatively young in the class, and if he wants to be full, he has to wait until November.

Jiang Wangshu sighed: "I don't think he looks like he is under a lot of pressure from the college entrance examination."

Duan changed direction and continued to sleep.

Jiang Wangshu turned his head: "Okay, do as you said."

The coming-of-age ceremonies of Hangcheng High School are all held in the Confucian Temple.

In the morning, Jiang Wangshu and the others were arranged by the school, and they chartered several buses to their destination.

The car was very lively, there were gags and singing, after all, I had been suppressed for so long, and it was rare to come out to breathe.

Of course, there are also students who are racing against time to review, such as the little ones, who come to the coming-of-age ceremony with test papers and recite non-stop.

Jiang Wangshu also brought a small formula book, and occasionally took it out to read.

Duan Yi sat next to him on the bus, and fell asleep by the window as soon as he got on the bus.

He didn't wake up when he got out of the car, Jiang Wangshu was worried and patted Duan Shi lightly.

Duan Yi woke up from his sleep, his eyes were still red.

It took him a long time to see Jiang Wangshu clearly, and then he said lightly, "Did I fall asleep again?"

Jiang Wangshu: "Are you too tired?"

Duan Yi shook his head: "I've been dreaming lately."

Jiang Wangshu carried the schoolbag for him, but Duan Yi didn't want it. He carried the schoolbag and got out of the car. Seeing that he was rarely in the mood to speak, Jiang Wangshu quickly followed his topic and said, "What dream did you have?"

——Duan Yi has been almost silent for the past half month.

Every day besides sleeping, I would be in a daze, as if mentally weak, and couldn’t memorize memorization. When I opened the book, it was Ma Dongmei, and when I closed the book, it was Ma Dongmei.

Lao Ban and the others also noticed that Duan Yi was abnormal, mainly because this kid stopped being mischievous, and his whole person seemed to have changed his core, his quietness was shocking.

The sun was a little hot outside, so Hao Shanshan handed Jiang Wangshu a small fan. As a delicate boy, Jiang Wangshu opened a sun umbrella—a girl’s style with lace trim.

Bought it from the school second hand market.

The small fan moved towards Duan, but it didn't blow the heat away.

Duan shifted his steps and paused: "I always dream of someone."

Jiang Wangshu: "Normal, who is it, have I seen it?"

Duan Yi didn't answer Jiang Wangshu's words, but said, "I have him in every dream."

Duan Yi himself felt strange.

In the dream, the boy's face was clearly visible, but as soon as he woke up, his face disappeared like a dream, no matter how he remembered it, he couldn't remember it.

Duan Yi remembered that the boy seemed very tall, and he was in the same class as them, sitting next to him, and Pingtou was in the same dormitory. Many things happened between them. In the dream, Duan Yi's heart followed his every move up and down. beat.

The existence of the boy is too strong, and the dream is so real that every time Duan Yi wakes up, the pillow is wet with tears.

Therefore, he looks forward to falling asleep every time.

Even when he was asleep, he never wanted to wake up.

Didn't want to wake up to a world without him at all.

"I dreamed that he was in the same class as us." Duan Yi seemed to be talking to himself, but also to Jiang Wangshu.

Jiang Wangshu followed his intention: "Are you in the same class as us? Male or female?"

Duan Yi: "It's a boy. I dreamed that he and I were lovers."

"Wow..." Jiang Wangshu said with emotion: "What does it look like, do you remember? I heard people say that the stranger in your dream is probably someone you have met in your previous life. According to the level of you who dreamed of him, you can't do it." It’s not good that you were husband and wife in your previous life.”

Duan Yi: "I don't know..."

His eyes were panting, and he seemed to want to cry again.

The tip of his nose also became sour, almost to the point where he would cry at the thought of the boy in his dream.

Duan Yi's voice was choked with sobs: "I really want to see him..."

Jiang Wangshu heard that his voice was not right, so he hugged him comfortingly: "What's the matter?"

He actually didn't know how to comfort Duan Yi at all.

If Duan Yi wants to meet a real person, even if he wants to chase stars and see Beyoncé, it's fine, but he doesn't know if Beyoncé wants to meet him.

At least people in real life, as long as they think about it, they can always see it, so there is no hope at all.

But he wanted to see a character who didn't exist at all, but a figure he imagined in his dream, so it was difficult.

Jiang Wangshu was afraid that he would be sad and wanted to change the subject.

But Duan Yi can always come back, Jiang Wangshu can only sigh: "What do you always dream about him?"

"I don't know." Duan Yi thought for a while, and felt that the three words "don't know" were not appropriate enough, so he said instead: "I forgot."

Sometimes he dreamed that he was talking to himself, and Duan Yi thought that what the boy said had no good intentions, and was very annoying. In his dream, he was sometimes so angry that he was lying on the boy's bed and rolling around. After a while, the boy came over He made a fake apology, without any sincerity on his face, and played with his hair with a smile, letting a small strand of them circle around his index finger, but Duan Yi forgave him strangely.

Sometimes I dream of going to school with him, he always gets up very early, he can go to the canteen to buy breakfast after he can sign in first, and then he can go to the cafeteria to buy breakfast. Duan Yi often wakes up smelling the smell of fried dough sticks and buns Jumping off the bed, he was sure that the boy could catch him, and in fact it was so, he always woke up in the boy's arms like this.

Sometimes the details in the dream are too clear, as if it really happened.

The more joy and joy you feel in your dream, the more pain and discomfort you will feel when you wake up.

"Do you believe me or not?" Duan Yi's eyes fell on Jiang Wangshu's face, very serious.

Jiang Wangshu stood up straight, and did not put on his silly expression: "Of course I believe you, what relationship do I have with you, brother, if I don't believe you, no one in the world will believe you."

Duan Yi hesitated for a moment, then said, "I don't think what I'm dreaming is a dream."

Jiang Wangshu: "Huh?"

Duan Yi: "I think he exists, I must have seen him somewhere, I must know him, I just forgot about him..."

The more he spoke, the more urgent he said, "I really don't think it's a dream! You can go find him with me, okay, if I don't see him again, I will definitely go crazy!"

Jiang Wangshu touched the tip of his nose: "Well, Duan..."

There was a bright look in Duan Yi's eyes, and when he saw Jiang Wangshu's suspicious gaze, it gradually dimmed.

He knew it.

No one believes this kind of nonsense.

But he dreamed more and more frequently, each time as if he had experienced it in real life, and now no one could understand his feelings, only he knew that he must have seen him somewhere.

Jiang Wangshu patted him on the shoulder: "Have you ever heard a saying, or have you ever had that feeling, for example, it's the first time you've been to a place, but you feel like you've been there before? Sensation, also called hallucinatory memory, is, quite normal, why don't you see a psychiatrist?"

Duan Yi didn't know what kind of tears were poked by this sentence, Duan Yi lowered his head sullenly, kicked the stone under his feet silently without speaking.

Jiang Wangshu grabbed his shoulders: "Otherwise, we won't go back to school tonight, we'll stay outside for the night, I'll play with you, can we relax?"

Hao Shanshan turned her head in front: "Take me one, take me one!"

Jiang Wangshu: "We live together, where do you live, do you have a room next door?"

Fang Yun raised her hand silently: "Chairman, I don't want to go back to school either. I feel sick when I see my seat now. I really want to throw up. I can show you now. When I think of going back to school, I want to go back to school." Vomit, when I think of school, I can’t even vomit—”

It looks like it.

One stone stirred up waves, and Pingtou immediately responded to the organization's call: "Then I won't go back, let's go play after the coming-of-age ceremony, anyway, we are all in the city center, and I want to go to the lakeside to buy something to eat."

Nerdy gets involved: "How about an escape room! I found a super exciting..."

Jiang Wangshu looked at Duan Yi: "How about it, relax, I think you have been dreaming because of too much pressure recently."

Duan Yi didn't want to play at all. He staggered when he walked, and felt that his upper and lower eyelids were almost glued together. He just wanted to sleep. Falling asleep was more interesting than playing, and maybe he could see the girl in his dream. juvenile.

Jiang Wangshu: "Isn't that person in your dream good at school, always copying homework for you?"

Duan Yi seemed to remember something vaguely, and looked at Jiang Wangshu in surprise. Seeing his expression, Jiang Wangshu became more convinced in his heart: "You are under pressure before the college entrance examination and have hallucinations. Don't think about something you don't have."

He wanted to say something, opened his mouth, and still didn't say anything.

But in the midst of laughter and laughter, everything Duan Yi said seemed pale and feeble.

The crowd is very lively, but he is very lonely.

After the coming-of-age ceremony, Jiang Wangshu ran away with Hao Shanshan and the others.

Move it out together with the paragraph.

Hao Shanshan took her mobile phone to search for nearby food and interesting places. The first place was a famous tourist attraction, which was to climb a mountain. It was two o'clock in the afternoon, when the sun was at its most vicious, and everyone immediately gave up on this suggestion.

Jiang Wangshu asked Duan Yi, but Duan Yi had no idea.

On the other hand, Fang Yun's eyes are quite sharp, and he found a time experience hall on the side of the road.

Just like what Jiang Wangshu said, in his memory, it was his first time here, but he felt he had been here before.

Looking down, he stopped and looked up: "Time Experience Hall, what is this?"

Hao Shanshan explained: "Recently a very popular way to play, time capsule, is to put your current things in the time capsule, this store will keep it for you for ten years, and you can come to pick it up when the time comes, Jiang Wangshu and I came here Played, do you want to try it?"

Fang Yun looked eager to try, and the rest of the people also expressed their desire to play, and the group ran to the time experience hall in a mighty manner.

"Welcome." The experiencer smiled and said, "Is there anything I can do for you?"

It's not the first time for Hao Shanshan to come here, so with a big wave of her hand, she doesn't need a tester, and directly introduces the gameplay to the first-timer.

Jiang Wangshu also introduced to Duan Yi, halfway through the conversation, he suddenly asked himself: "Why didn't I come here with you?"

Generally, when he finds an interesting store or an interesting thing, Jiang Wangshu is the first to think of Duan Yi.

Anyway, it's just the two of them teaming up to play.

It would be fine if Jiang Wangshu hadn't been here, but he has, and he didn't come with Duan Yi.

He looked at Duan Yi, just as Duan Yi was also looking at him.

Duan Yi seemed to be looking at him, as if looking at someone else through him, with a blank and empty expression.

It looked like he was going to sleep, Jiang Wangshu was a little worried that he would fall asleep here, so he shook it slightly.

Hao Shanshan said, "Just scan this QR code and get a time capsule."

As soon as the voice fell, everyone took out their mobile phones.

Jiang Wangshu took out Duan Yi's phone and unlocked it: the password is wrong.

"Have you changed your password?" He turned his head and asked Duan Yi.

Duan Yi's password has always been the birthday of Luffy, the hero of One Piece.

He tried it wrong just now, Duan Yi took his phone back and pressed a few numbers, Jiang Wangshu wondered: "Why did you change it to this?"

0922.

It is the autumnal equinox every year.

"I forgot." Duan Yi said, "I don't know when I changed it."

When it was unlocked, the date seemed to be engraved in his mind. Before he could think about it, his fingers instinctively pressed it out based on his memory.

Jiang Wangshu: "Whose birthday is this?"

Duan Yi still said the same sentence: "Forgot."

Jiang Wangshu opened the WeChat QR code and scanned it for Duan Yi.

As a result, the official account popped up directly, Jiang Wangshu was stunned for a moment, and the experiencer said: "Student, have you been here before?"

Duan Yi looked up at him, Jiang Wangshu said: "I've never been here before, it's the first time I've come here today."

The experiencer checked Duan Yi's mobile phone number, and the backstage of their store showed that Duan Yi had visited the memory experience center around November last year, and he still left a time capsule here.

Duan Yi became more and more dazed, and at the same time, his heart was beating violently.

He seemed to have a strange premonition, strongly reminding him to take out his time capsule and take a look.

Jiang Wangshu muttered: "I thought you hadn't been here, so can you still experience it?"

Duan Yi ignored him, but stood up: "Take out my time capsule, I want to see it."

Experiencer: "Are you sure, this capsule should not be opened until ten years later."

Duan Yi: "I want to watch it now."

He had no memory of being here in November at all.

The experiencer has been looking for Duanyi's time capsule for a long time, but the capsule is not big and does not take up much space.

In the third row in the second row of their storage room, the experiencer took it out in front of Duan Yi, and Duan Yi quickly opened the time capsule.

Inside was half a sheet of paper, not torn very neatly, with only one line of writing on it.

To me ten years later:

Haha, I didn't write anything, can't think of it!Slightly slightly!

There is also a line of fine print: I like you the most, the most, the most, the most!

At the bottom of the words, there are more than a dozen small stick figure flowers.

Jiang Wangshu let out a chuckle, and then laughed loudly: "It's a good thing you didn't come to see it ten years later, otherwise you would be mad at yourself ten years ago hahahahaha!"

Duan Yi closed the time capsule, rolled his Adam's apple up and down, and asked, "Is this the only one?"

Experiencer: "You only saved one when you came."

Duan Yi felt that there was one more.

His gaze fell on the storage compartment next to the third compartment, and the experiencer's gaze fell on it, and he said "huh": "Why is there one without a name here?"

Hao Shanshan called them outside, Jiang Wangshu agreed, and then dragged Duan Yi out.

"Let's go live in Wuyun Mountain and find a homestay at the foot of the mountain. Wait until tomorrow morning to watch the sunrise of Wuyun Mountain. I heard that there is a temple on the mountain where the ghosts make wishes. Do you want to go?"

"The wishing spirit must go! I count on the blessing of the gods for the college entrance examination!" The abbot said "Amitabha".

Jiang Wangshu looked at Duan Yi again, and Duan Yi's eyes still stayed in the store.

"What are you looking at?"

Duan shifted his mouth: "I want to see what's in that blank space?"

Jiang Wangshu: "What space?"

Duan Yi said paranoidly: "I want to see that storage compartment without a name."

Jiang Wangshu: "...that is someone else's property, how can I show it to you."

He pulled Duan Yi: "Let's go, I think you are so sleepy that your upper and lower eyelids are glued together, don't worry about that, find a place to eat first, how about eating your favorite food?"

"cheers--"

It was already dark, and Jiang Wangshu and the others had finished taking a bath in the homestay, and were enjoying their first night of adulthood in their pajamas.

The summer heat wave brought the wind to blow on the faces of the teenagers, and the wind at the foot of the mountain didn't seem very cool.

"For Tsinghua University!" Jiang Wangshu raised his glass.

"For Fudan University!"

"For the National People's Congress!"

"For the ladies and sisters of Nortel!" The flat head did it first.

Hao Shanshan smiled and pushed him: "I'll fuck you!"

After the bar mitzvah, the Coke on the table was replaced with beer.

The bitter taste poured into her throat, and Hao Shanshan ate two pieces of beef to suppress the strange taste of beer. She gasped and said, "Where is Duan Ban?"

Jiang Wangshu put down his glass: "Just now I said I was sleepy, so I went to sleep."

The barbecue restaurant is right next to the homestay, and the lights in the room facing them have been turned off.

Hao Shanshan whispered: "Duan Ban really likes to sleep recently, and he doesn't like to talk too much. I always feel that he is preoccupied..."

Dizzy with a flat head: "I remember that before, I cried for a long time in our dormitory, saying that I was under too much pressure... In fact, I was also under a lot of pressure, but I didn't reach the level of Duan class..."

Jiang Wangshu stood up: "I'll go and see Duan Yi."

Hao Shanshan looked up and watched him walk up to the second floor, and the door of Duan Yi's room was opened a crack.

Jiang Wangshu closed the door lightly, blocking out the sound.

The air conditioner in the room was turned on very low, Duan Yi covered himself with a quilt and wrapped himself up in a ball.

Jiang Wangshu sat by the bed, turned sideways and looked at Duan Yi by the street lamp outside.

His childhood sweetheart, he looked more immature when he was asleep than when he opened his eyes, his face was covered with dry tears, and the pillow was deeply wet.

Even in his dream, Duan Yi couldn't sleep soundly, tears ran across the bridge of his nose silently, and then wet his hair.

Jiang Wangshu wiped away the tears from his ears, and saw Duan Yi open his mouth slightly, as if to say something.

He leaned down and heard a very vague word.

"Sound...?" Jiang Wangshu muttered, "What's the sound?"

He looked at Duan Yi sadly, like looking at a terminally ill patient, sighed, and kept wiping Duan Yi's tears with his hands: "What's wrong with you..."

"It was obviously not like this before, why did it suddenly become like this..."

Jiang Wangshu sighed several times, finally tucked the quilt over Duan Yi silently, and closed the door.

After a "squeak".

The room was completely plunged into darkness.

Duan Yi slowly opened his eyes, his eyelashes were heavy, with a string of tiny teardrops hanging from them.

He wiped his face with his hands, and sure enough he woke up from crying again.

Duan Yi had a short dream just now, in which the teenager stood under a huge flower tree.

The flowers are in full bloom, and when the wind blows, the petals fall like rain.

Duan Yi felt that the flower tree was very close to him, but when he raised his foot to walk forward, even from walking to running, he couldn't get closer to the boy under the flower tree.

He sat on the bed in silence for a long time, then lifted the quilt, and fell silently from the window on the second floor, landing on the bluestone path.

Duan Yi thinks that he needs and urgently needs to confirm one thing.

The lights on both sides of the road flickered, extending all the way to the road.

Duan Yi ran along the road and returned to the memory experience hall.

At this point in time, the experience hall was about to close, so Duan Yi walked in directly, and found the storage cabinet without a name.

Immediately afterwards, before the experiencer came, he forcibly opened the cabinet, and there was only a small time capsule inside. When Duan Yi was holding it, his hands were shaking so badly.

As a result, it was unsuccessful to open it several times. Duan moved more and more urgently, and the more anxious he was, the more he couldn't open it. There were beads of sweat on the tip of his nose, and tears welled up in his eyes. It's blurry.

He didn't know why he was crying, and he didn't know why he was so sad.

Duan Yi opened it vigorously, and there was only a small note in the time capsule.

Then he froze like a lightning strike.

Dou Da's teardrops did not brew for an instant, and just fell on the note.

Countless hopeless and fuzzy dreams overlapped at this moment, becoming memories deep in my mind, flooding into my heart like a rising tide in the sea.

On that paper, the pen of the boy in the dream is unrestrained, vigorous and reckless.

The three laws of the great high school student Sheng Yunze and the even greater Sheng Yunze:

One: "The regularity of galaxies...that is, the farther the distance, the greater the speed..."

Two: "When the connection line of the planets of the black hole... is proportional to the distance..."

Three: "I will never leave Duan Yi."

"Did you miss one item?"

Dimly, as if underwater, Duan Yi heard his own voice.

He turned his head and seemed to see two teenagers crowded together on a table in front of him.

It's like a picture from an old TV.

Duan Yi saw that and said to himself: "Isn't there three laws, why do you only write two?"

Another boy was confident: "I haven't thought about what to write in the third article."

Duan Yi wanted to read it, but the boy covered his note: "I won't show it to you."

Duan Yi heard himself say annoyedly again: "You are childish!"

He didn't know, the boy covered the note, bit the tip of the pen, and wrote down the last rule on half a piece of white paper.

The most solemn promise that the great high school student Sheng Yunze can think of is: "I will never leave you."

The young man once stood in the endless night sky, opened his arms to the stars in the sky, and promised him the same.

Heavier than any ancient law that exists in the universe.

It is the love of young people who don't know the height of the sky and the depth of the sky.

Eternal existence with romantic stars and long time.

"I will always protect him and never let him cry for me."

Sheng Yunze wrote this, but Duan Yi held the note tightly, pressed it against the cabinet, hissed at the top of his lungs, and cried for him.

He curled himself tightly into a small ball to isolate the entire strange and huge world.

Duan Yi closed his eyes tightly, and even his breathing was stagnant. The lack of oxygen made his heart seem to be twisted into pieces. He thought blankly: If this is a dream, why haven't I woke up yet.If this is not a dream, why am I not dead yet.