Xichun, the first daughter of the Red Chamber

Jin Han knew that he was about to die, because his short life began to appear in front of his eyes.

He silently thought, this should be the revolving lantern that those veterans said people would see before they die, right?

He saw the look of impatience gradually appearing in the eyes of his loving father and king, he saw the originally harmonious father and mother quarreling together, the teacup and vase fell on the ground, making harsh noises, and his sister cried and hugged his leg tightly, saying that she Afraid, she asked why her father and mother were arguing, and if they could stop arguing, she liked her former parents.

He knew the answer, but he didn't know how to tell his sister, so he had to study hard and practice martial arts, trying to make himself better, so that his father would value him and stop arguing with his mother.

But he grew up too slowly. He was sent to the military camp. Before he left, his mother and sister were crying with red and swollen eyes, holding on to his hand. He smiled and comforted them, assuring them that he would be fine.

He patted his younger sister's head, "Sister Yue, be good, be good at home, listen to your mother, and take good care of yourself?"

The younger sister nodded and asked him again, "Brother, you are gone, who will help me write a letter to younger sister Xichun? I haven't practiced my handwriting well yet."

Who is Xichun?Why does it sound so familiar?

He was puzzled, but he subconsciously said, "Did we agree last time that you would write the letter yourself? She won't laugh at you."

The younger sister obediently said, and stopped talking.

He came to the barracks and practiced every day. Sometimes he would sit on the watchtower and look in the direction of the capital when he was free.

He knows there are people there that he misses.

A voice came from below, it was Wu Hai shouting at him, saying that a letter from the capital had arrived.

He opened the letter and found a letter that was not from his mother and sister. It contained some words of thanks and care, and the tone was official and polite, showing a sense of alienation.

He looked at where the letter was signed.

Jia Mei.

Who is Jia Mei?

He put away the letter again, continued to practice, and looked at the capital.

He went back to the capital afterward and was supposed to go to the palace to pick up his younger sister home. There was a girl of about the same age standing beside his younger sister, the two were talking and laughing.

Is it my sister's new friend?

On the way back, he asked, and my sister looked at him strangely, "Brother, what's wrong with you? That's sister Xichun. Last year on the Lantern Festival, you asked me to give her the rose lantern and lotus lantern you made yourself."

He thought blankly, is that Xichun?

Why did he give her rose lamps and lotus lamps?

Also, what does that girl... look like?

He went back to the barracks again, but this time Wu Hai was much silent.

He fell in love with the second miss of the Jia family.

This is a doomed hopeless love.

But why does he feel empathy?It's as if he once liked someone with such an idea.

When the war broke out, he no longer thought about it, but only thought about how to survive every day.

Wu Hai smiled at him, "I've figured it out. When the war is over, I want to go to the capital. I want to ask the second lady of the Jia family if she would like to marry me."

Wu Hai said seriously: "I want to fight for it once."

Wu Hai bumped into his shoulder, "Oh, let's ask together then."

He subconsciously asked, "Ask who?"

"That little county head of the Jia family of yours."

He asked suspiciously, "Why should I ask her?"

Wu Hai looked at him strangely, "Don't you like her? Or are you really determined to see her get married? But you are not the one to marry?"

Jin Han looked at him blankly, "I like her?"

Wu Hai said affirmatively: "Otherwise, who do you like? Baba made rose lanterns and lotus lanterns for his sister to send, and tried every means to find out the other party's news. In front of my father, I swear to the emperor and the empress, isn't that counted?"

He didn't speak, he was thinking about what the person he liked was like.

A little girl who was only three or four years old appeared in front of him, her clothes were a little messy, as if she had fallen down, her smiling eyes were crooked, and she told her that she was fine, and he heard himself say sorry in apologetic words, He also promised to make up a lotus lantern for her in the future.

The girl laughed, saying that what she actually wanted more was a rose lantern, and that there was a rose in her name, the name of rose.

He smiled and said that he would definitely pay her a lotus lantern and a rose lantern in the future.

He didn't buy a rose lantern, so he made one himself. He took the lantern to find the girl, but found that the girl had grown up, about eleven or twelve years old. He looked at her with a puzzled look. suddenly realized.

She recognized herself.

At that moment, he felt his heart was about to jump out.

He handed the lantern in his hand to the girl, but the girl refused to accept it, saying that he had already given it to her before, so why did he give it away.

He subconsciously asked when he delivered it, and the girl said it was on the way to Lingnan.

On the way to Lingnan?

Jin Han was startled, and those pictures also emerged.

Kidnapped, rescued, both he and Xichun were injured, Xichun was lying on the floor of the carriage, silently gesticulating towards him.

The one who wants to kill him is his father.

Jin Han tried his best to open his eyes, his whole body was in severe pain, and when he opened his mouth, a large stream of turbid sea water poured into his mouth and nose.

Just like back then.

Suddenly a great force dragged him to the surface of the sea, and he coughed loudly as soon as he surfaced, subconsciously grabbing something in front of him.

A tired voice sounded beside him, "Slow down, don't cough so hard, be careful not to tear the wound."

Jin Han turned his head to look, and found that it was a pale middle-aged man. It took him a while to realize that the other party was Lieutenant General Liu who was beside General Wu.

Vice-General Liu twitched at him, "I just said I'm lucky this year, right? I picked you up with a random pick up. If you change someone else, you'll definitely think you're dead."

Jin Han reacted for a while before thanking him.

Seeing him like this, Deputy General Liu sighed in his heart, "We are floating on the sea now, and we don't know where we are going. In short, hold on to the wooden planks in your hands and don't let go. There is no way to deal with your injuries right now, just bear it for now. Bar."

It was only then that Jin Han noticed that the two of them were lying on a long wooden plank, drifting to an unknown place with the ocean current, there was a beeping sound on his chest, and when he looked down, he found an arrow The arrow pierced through the chest, hitting the wooden board up and down.

Who shot this arrow?Looking at the direction, it seems to be shot from behind...

Jin Han's eyes widened slightly, and he laughed silently.

He remembered it all.

When the battle broke out in the middle of the night that day, he and Wu Hai went directly to the front, killing non-stop, blood red in front of his eyes, he only knew how to swing the sword, and when the sword broke, he picked up the big knife next to the corpse and continued to kill. When it was broken, he picked up the gun on the ground and continued to kill. He moved forward step by step, and finally boarded the ship of Qianxiang Kingdom, and fought with the enemy on the edge of the deck.

Wu Hai yelled at him from the other boat, telling him to retreat quickly.

He knew that he had rushed in and should retreat immediately, but he was running out of strength.

He began to regret why he didn't eat fish at that time.

If he is full, he can last a little longer, right?

Wu Hai also approached this side, telling him to retreat quickly. He began to retreat while killing, and when he reached the edge of the deck, an arrow shot from behind.

He heard the unique sound of the arrow breaking through the air, and also heard Wu Hai yelling for him to avoid it.

At this moment, his usually light body was extremely heavy. He tried to move to the side, but he still couldn't dodge.

The arrow pierced his chest, and as soon as he lowered his head, he saw that the arrow was exposed, with his blood on it.

He started to fall, and he saw the crowd still fighting around him, he saw the corpses all over the ground and the sea, he saw Wu Hai shouting at him covered in blood, and he saw the corners of Nan'an County King's lips curled up, and he raised the bow in his hand. Throwing it aside, he picked up the knife and started fighting with the oncoming enemies.

Seeing him like this, Deputy General Liu understood that Jin Han knew who shot the arrow, so he couldn't help sighing.

If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, he wouldn't believe that his father would kill his own son.

Deputy General Liu hesitated for a while and said, "Well, before I fell into the sea, I saw the king of Nan'an County being besieged, and my body was seriously injured. Anyway, I reckon... there is no possibility of surviving."

Jin Han nodded, didn't speak, and looked into the distance quietly.

Vice-General Liu didn't speak anymore, and rested on the plank. They didn't know how long they would float, and it was very important to preserve their energy.

When night fell, both Vice-General Liu and Jin Han started to have a fever. Vice-General Liu was better, but Jin Han was already on the verge of a fever.

Deputy General Liu called Jin Han a few times, but he became a little anxious when he didn't answer, "Hey, little prince, don't give up, I finally picked you up."

Jin Han heard someone calling him again, but he couldn't hear what the other person was saying, and he just blinked his eyes in the end when he wanted to ask clearly.

Seeing that he was still a little conscious, Deputy General Liu breathed a sigh of relief, and continued: "Don't sleep, don't let go of your hands, how old are you now? What will your family do if you are going to die? Think about them! Don't sleep! Don't let go! Can you bear to leave them?"

"You haven't taken your daughter-in-law to marry and have children yet. Do you have someone you like? If not, don't you feel regretful? Do you want to make up for this regret? If so, don't you want to go back and marry her? Do you want to marry her?" Did she marry someone else?"

What Wu Hai said that day suddenly appeared in Jin Han's mind.

"I know I'm a little wishful thinking, but I think, people always have to find something for themselves at a time like this, otherwise they won't be able to survive."

...Do you want to find something for yourself?

"I didn't say that, you kept saying that you would bless County Mistress Jia when she has a good marriage, but now I'm asking you, if there is such a day, will you let go willingly?"

...Can he really watch Jia Mei marry someone else?

"Don't they all say that the choices people make at the time of life and death are truly from the heart? Think about those questions now, what exactly do you want?"

...What exactly does he want?

He wants to support his mother and sister's life, he wants his mother and sister to stop crying and live a happy life, he wants to send his best friend a wedding blessing, and he even wants to tell Jia Mei that he likes her!He even wants to marry Jia Mei home, have children, and treat her well for the rest of his life!

He didn't want Jia Mei to marry someone else!

Jin Han's eyes didn't open, but his hand holding the wooden board became tighter and tighter.

He wants to live, he wants to live!