Xichun, the first daughter of the Red Chamber

Jia Baoyu is not praised for being smart for nothing. He has a clear mind and knows that the situation in his family is not right, and it is different from other families.

He has never seen the so-called strength of the family. What he saw is that the grandmother is partial to the youngest son and allows him to live in Rongxi Hall, the uncle is absurd and decadent and does not know how to make progress, and the mother loves him very much but speaks to others. snake heart.

Jia Baoyu knew that looking at the prosperity at home, it looked like flowers in the mirror and moon in the water, but it was nothing more than an illusion. It was not that he had never thought of improving all this, but he didn't have the courage.

He clearly knows how weak his abilities are, and he also knows how difficult it is to change everything.

He dare not.

Jia Baoyu thinks that his life is only a few decades, so what if it is absurd?Why ask for trouble.

So he escaped.

But Jia Baoyu didn't expect the changes to come so quickly.

Jia Amnesty's fire not only burned away the shackles that bound him, but also burned the poor pretensions of Rongguo Mansion.

When Jia Baoyu first learned of Jia Hu's death, Jia Baoyu was so frightened that he couldn't sleep all night. He didn't know how to face his uncle's family and father. Like a gentleman?

Whenever Jia Baoyu thought about it, he felt like falling into an ice cave.

Jia Baoyu also wanted to go to Jia Zheng to explain clearly, but every time he heard Jia Zheng's voice, he would think of the beatings and scolding in the past, and suddenly lost the courage, let alone talk about these things.

As for seeking Jia Amnesty, Jia Baoyu was even more afraid.

What did you say to Jia Amnesty?Said that my father killed your eldest son and indirectly killed your first wife, please forgive him for the sake of blood relationship?We continue to love each other as a family?

Jia Baoyu was relieved when he found out that he had been drugged. He paid his uncle his life, so the uncle wouldn't attack his parents, right?

During that time, Jia Mu and Wang's Jia Baoyu, who looked haggard, were not without guilt. No matter what, their love for him was never mixed with other things.

But Jia Baoyu never expected that in the end Jia Amnesty stopped and did not kill him, but Aunt Zhao and the others were kicked out because of this.

It is said that when they were kicked out, they had no money on them and were still injured.

Even though he knew that Aunt Zhao and the others had someone to take care of him, he still couldn't help worrying, and he didn't let go of his heart until Yingchun Xichun turned cold towards him.

If Yingchun Xichun and the others were not angry or started to attack him, then something happened to Tanchun.

Everyone in the world said that after going through life and death, he would understand many things, but Jia Baoyu still didn't understand, he still didn't know what to do to save the Rongguo Mansion, he could only follow the crowd's laugh and prepare for the important event of Concubine Xiande's family visit. All this is forgotten in the back of the mind, as if those hidden dangers and crises do not exist as long as this is the case.

What made him completely awake was the death of the child in Jin Chuan and Xi Ren's stomach.

Both lives were buried by him.

Xiren wept on his lap, but his heart was extremely clear. He knew clearly that Xiren's grief was true, but she was more to make him feel guilty about her, so as to save her.

Jia Baoyu was not tired of this kind of calculation, because he knew exactly what the attacker would face if he did not protect him.

After some twists and turns, Jia Baoyu managed to keep Xiren behind, which made him feel better. He began to feel that as long as he worked hard, things would get better. If he saved Xiren today, wouldn't it be the same tomorrow? Can save others?Can it even save Rongguo Mansion?

But the reality quickly slapped him, and Yuchuan became his father's aunt.

Jia Baoyu wanted to be unfilial at that moment, and asked Jia Zheng what was going on in his head, why did he think that Yu Chuan followed him willingly?

Jia Baoyu knew in his heart that Yu Chuan was concerned about Jin Chuan's death, and understood that Yu Chuan's aunt was for revenge, and he affirmed this when he knew that Yu Chuan's parents had taken Jin Chuan's body away.

Jia Baoyu went to look for Yuchuan, and in his opinion, Yuchuan just wanted revenge, and there was no need to ruin his life like this.

Yu Chuan's childish face was painted with exquisite makeup, which looked a bit weird, she smiled when she saw Jia Baoyu, "Second Master Bao, you always say that only women are transparent in this world, and men are all dirty things. I am happy, and when I see a man, I feel filthy and smelly, so I always feel a little more pity for my daughter's family. In fact, in the end, you also look down on our daughter's family in your heart, and think that our daughter's family will be separated from people like you. It’s just that you will suffer, and your self-righteousness is good, and you don’t know how many people have suffered.”

"For example—my sister?" Yu Chuan tilted his head, and his expression became exactly the same as Jin Chuan's, "Second Master Bao?"

He even learned the sound.

Jia Baoyu's face immediately turned pale.

Yu Chuan laughed, "It's true that my sister committed suicide, but why did she commit suicide? Isn't it all thanks to your kindness?"

"My sister told me when she was on errand that Second Master Bao pitied her for her hard work and didn't want her to be angry with his wife, so she wanted to ask her to live in his yard." Yuchuan said, "But my sister didn't want to, so I declined a few times." You didn’t listen to it this time, and you were afraid of offending you and your wife if you said it directly, so in the end you had to try your best to make a deal, and just wait until you are old enough to get married right away.”

"When my sister died, the family had already started to take care of others for my sister, but several families were unwilling to marry our family, because they knew that Second Master Bao was interested in my sister, and they dared not rob someone from Second Master Bao."

After all, Yu Chuan still left some leeway for his words. In fact, what those people said was not that Jia Baoyu was interested in Jin Chuan, but that Jin Chuan wanted to climb Jia Baoyu's high branch. If he married someone today and returned home, he might have a son tomorrow.

Being pointed at by outsiders, persecuted by Jia Baoyu, and scolded by Wang, this is the real reason why Jin Chuan threw himself into a well in a fit of anger.

Jia Baoyu's face was pale, and she wanted to leave subconsciously. Yu Chuan looked at her with a smile, "Are you going to run away again? Just like when my sister was scolded by his wife?"

Jia Baoyu was taken aback for a moment, and then he really ran away. Yu Chuan's laughter came from behind him, "Second Master Bao, you always say that your yard is a blessed place for your daughter's family, so you must guard it well."

Within a few days, the family began to release people, and the maids and servants in Jia Baoyu's yard were also released.

At first, Jia Baoyu comforted himself that this was also a good deed, the family reunion, and no longer being inferior to others. He didn't realize that something was wrong until Qingwen cried and knelt in front of him.

This time, most of the people were released by force!In some cases, the entire family was let out. Those who had money in their families were okay, but what about those who had no money?And if they were released suddenly, where would they go?No money and no land, all these years of research is still how to serve the master, many of them don't even have any skills!

But Jia Baoyu couldn't stop it, he couldn't do anything.

When Qingwen found him, he was taken aback for a moment, and then hid Qingwen to see a doctor and recuperate for Qingwen.

Without money, Jia Baoyu didn't dare to take it from home, for fear of being found out, so he wanted to earn money by his own ability.

But what can he do?

He doesn't know martial arts, he can't hold his shoulders, he can't lift his hands, he can't do physical work and he can't bear the hardship.

He can read and write, but it’s useless. He draws pictures and writes couplets, but no one buys them. He can’t even set up a stall. When he writes letters on the street, few people come to him. .

In the end, Jia Baoyu set his sights on making rouge. After thinking about it carefully, this was the only thing he could do.

At first, Jia Baoyu ran into obstacles one after another when he took the rouge to the store to collect it, but when a store was willing to accept it, he was almost happy.

Jia Baoyu didn't notice it at first, but he didn't realize it until the store gave him the materials to make rouge and hired a master for him.

Jia Baoyu went to inquire, and only then did he know that the owner of the shop was the Xue family, and the Xue family had recently walked very close to the owner of the Jia family.

What else did Jia Baoyu not understand?All his achievements are actually just charity given to him by others.

But Qingwen couldn't cut off the money, so he had no choice but to accept the charity.

Since then, Jia Baoyu has often thought of Xue Baochai and Xichun. At that time, he felt that the two were tightly restrained by the family, and it was a pity that they could not often play together. Looking back now, in fact, these two people did not want to get involved with him. ?Every time they get together, Xue Baochai and Xichun look warm, but in fact they are very alienated from him, and even guard against him everywhere.

But as long as he thinks of Xue's 10,000+ taels of silver and Tanchun, Jia Baoyu can understand their concerns.

Seeing Qingwen getting better day by day, Jia Baoyu gradually became happier.

See, he can't do anything.

With the confidence Qingwen gave him, Jia Baoyu began to gain momentum again, and even made Xiren his aunt.

Jia Baoyu naturally knew Xiren's thoughts, he was just afraid that he would have nothing to rely on in the future, and he didn't mind, and was even willing to help Xiren to be his wife. Anyway, he is like this, so it's better not to harm other people's good women Well, since Xiren will have difficulty conceiving in the future and his body is weak, he should raise her for the rest of his life.

But within a few days, Jia Zheng found out that he secretly made rouge. He was beaten so hard that he couldn't get out of bed. When he was able to get out of bed, he found out that Qingwen was gone.

Jia Baoyu stayed in the room in a daze, without any reaction to the outside, he couldn't figure it out, everything had changed for the better, why did it suddenly become like this?

Yu Chuan sent someone to tell him the truth of the matter, saying that he was grateful to him for writing a eulogy for Jin Chuan, but in fact both he and Yu Chuan knew that it was Yu Chuan who was mocking him.

Xiren was eloquent, even if Jia Baoyu knew that Qingwen's death had something to do with her, he couldn't do anything about her.

When this thought flashed by, Jia Baoyu was startled.

When Jin Chuan died, did Yu Chuan and her family think of him the same way?

He escaped again.

The house was full of smog and turmoil every day. Jia Baoyu finally went to temples, Taoist temples and other places to hide. He only thought that only here could he forget the world's worries.

In the small temple he often went to, there was only one master teacher. On the first day he came, he smiled and bowed to him, "I see that the benefactor has a predestined relationship with my Buddhist school. I don't know if the benefactor is willing to worship Buddhism and practice?"

Jia Baoyu was silent for a while and said, "I can't enter the empty door now."

"……not the right time yet."