strange love

"Why, why!" She grabbed my clothes anxiously, her face full of disbelief, and then her eyes widened as if suddenly enlightened.Tears are like a flood that has opened its gates, with no intention of stopping at all.

She obviously didn't feel happy about my words, and immediately wanted to go wrong.

"Is it because the teacher didn't let you go because I didn't do well in the exam? Because, because I dragged you down..."

I really didn't know how she could think of going there, so I quickly denied it.

"No, I rejected the teacher's proposal."

"Then, is that because I didn't do well in the exam, so you don't go to the advanced class? Huh, it must be because I'm not good enough, so you don't worry...you, so good..." Ling Chuyi felt guilty He looked very annoyed again, and started to hiccup because of crying for a long time.

Ah, although there is indeed your reason, it is not the reason in this respect.

"No, no," I patted her on the back while thinking about how to explain it, "It has nothing to do with your final grade, I have already decided it before."

"But, but..." She still couldn't believe it.

"Aren't you happy that I'm still in your class? Do you want me to go to another class?"

"No, no, it's not like this..."

"Then why are you still crying, shouldn't you be happier?"

"Because, because I know... being able, being able to go to the advanced class is a very powerful thing..."

If Ling Chuyi is not innocent, then of course she is.But I don't know if it's because of long-term low self-esteem or other reasons, but sometimes she can think very well.The biggest manifestation is that she will be too considerate of others.

"First day of junior high school, first of all, do you understand why entering the advanced class is very good?" I found that I was very handy at distracting her.

She looked at me tearfully, and asked uncertainly: "Yes, is it because you are good at reading?"

"Well, it's because you are good at reading. Once you hear that it is an advanced class, you must think that your academic performance is very good, right?"

She nodded confusedly.

"But I'm already very good at studying. Whether it's the last time or this time, I'm better than most of the students in the advanced class, right? So it doesn't matter if I don't go."

"But, but... don't the students who are good at studying have to be with the students who are good at studying?"

Although it is true that schools do this in order to save education costs, no one's friendship is bound by academic performance.

"I've never heard of such a thing. If you must classify people according to their academic performance, then am I not your friend?"

Ling Chuyi hurriedly shook his head, but his face was still full of hesitation.

"Well, that's because you're a nice person... I, I know you didn't look down on me... You said that friends are equal. But, but friends... I'm stupid, you, you If I could have a better friend...if, if there were a better place...I must not hold you back..."

"However, this is my own decision. It's not because you don't think you are holding me back... Don't you believe that I can get good grades even in ordinary classes?"

"Ah...how could it be, Jing Zhe, you are the most powerful!" It seems that this is the only thing she is most sure about.

"Isn't that enough? It doesn't have any special meaning for me to enter the advanced class. Why do I have to change the environment and go to a place I am not familiar with? Why don't I go to a strange place if I am not with my good friends?" What about people getting along again? Don’t you think that’s better?”

"No, no..."

"Didn't you say that you like being with me the most? I also said that I prefer to be with you, so I definitely don't mean to be dragged down by you if I don't go to the advanced class, and it's because of me, not because of you." Yes , because I don't want to be separated from you, not because of you.

"Ah, yes, that's how it is..." Ling Chuyi was easily drawn in, the tears stopped at some point, and the sad expression was replaced by a little embarrassment and embarrassment. "I, again, was wrong..."

"So, why did you perform abnormally? You obviously did well in the previous tests?" I poked her soft little face, looking for the bottom line.

"Because, because of me, I'm stupid..." She seemed to be pretending to be stupid to the end.Although it is true that he is stupid in thinking too much about others, isn't he too clever at this time?

"It turned out to be like this. I thought it was because you thought I was going to go to another class next semester, so I was so sad, so I didn't pass the exam."

Ling Chuyi's little face was flushed, and it took a while to murmur honestly: "I, I'm really happy for you... But it's still good, so sad... When I'm sad, I think about everything I can't get up..."

I finally heard what I wanted to hear.

Her honest and shy appearance is like a good-looking little rabbit with drooping ears, so people can't help but want to hug her tightly and kiss her a few times.

It's not just me, and of course it's not just Ling Chuyi. I think everyone has a little bit of care.I hope that I am valued, I hope that the people I value also value me, and I hope that expectations can be responded to.The great ones are not the ones who don't have selfish thoughts, but the ones who endure because they understand that such thoughts are selfish.

Appropriate selfishness should be allowed, and children who think too much about others should think more about themselves.

"Oh~ So that's really the case. Because you acted so indifferent before, I didn't tell you that I had decided not to go."

"No, I, I don't care. Because you are so kind, if I am sad, you must be very embarrassed..."

No, I'm not good at all, and it would make me happy to see you upset because of this.

"So didn't I tell friends to be honest?"

"Then, let me confess to you now... I thought you wanted to go to the advanced class."

Thank you for being able to bear it for so long!

"Where do you see that I want to go?" Although I did hesitate, I didn't seem to show any intention.

"Last time when you were in the track and field team, you were so firm and immediately refused, but this time, you seemed very troubled..."

Yes yes yes, it is such a clever and clever rabbit.

There is indeed an essential difference between refusing and giving up, but it also makes me more aware of my true thoughts.I don't want to be separated from Ling Chuyi. At the current stage, this separation also includes class division.

"I found that you are very good at thinking. You put it in your stomach and think for a long time, but you don't say a word." Her endurance was once again confirmed.

"No..." Ling Chuyi felt ashamed as if he had been praised.

I thought it was funny, so I took out a tissue to wipe her tears and teased her. "You cried so badly, now it looks like you cried for nothing, your eyes are as red as a little white rabbit."

"Wow..." Finally realizing that his image was in a mess, Ling Chu frantically tried to cover his face, and stumbled, "No, don't look at it, don't look at it!"

"It's too late, I've seen it long ago. Don't cover it up, don't your eyes hurt from crying so much?" I held her hand funny, and wiped the lower corner of her eye with my thumb, and found it was hot and swollen.

"Hey..." She yelled, squinting her eyes and seemed to realize the pain here. "pain……"

"Do you still know it hurts? Who told you not to cry before?"

"it's me……"

I tapped her nose, pretending to be very serious and said: "I have decided. Since Ling Chuyi failed the exam, and she didn't keep her promise to think wildly and cry casually, she will be punished now. Ling Chuyi, do you accept it?" ?”

Ling Chuyi looked very nervous, and nodded with a tragic face: "I, I accept."

"Well, the punishment is that you have to sing me a song every day during the winter vacation. If I'm not around, you can call me and sing it to me."

"Hey..." Probably didn't expect this punishment, Ling Chuyi's face was full of disbelief.

"What's wrong, do you want to go back on your word?"

"No, no!" I was still acting like a judge, and she quickly waved her hand and said, "I accept it, I accept it!"

"Very good." I nodded and continued: "In addition, because Ling Chuyi's mistake was out of kindness to Xu Jingzhe, this court decided to give her some rewards."

The punishment just now has made the atmosphere less tense. At this time, because of my acting too hard, Ling Chuyi has already started to cover his mouth and giggle.

"Seriously! It seems that the defendant has a lot of opinions on me, doesn't he want a reward?"

"Hahaha, no, it's just, it's really funny, Jingzhe."

"Crying and laughing, the kitten is peeing." I finally couldn't hold back the laughter, pinched her face and asked her, "Would you like a reward?"

Ling Chuyi's face feels really good. Although I only had a few chances to touch it before, it was enough to impress me.Anyway, she didn't pay attention here at all now, so I took the opportunity to touch a few more.

"I want it, I want it!" Her eyes lit up, she didn't pay attention to the hand on her face at all, she was very excited for the reward she didn't even know about. "What's the reward?"

"The reward is that classmate Xu Jingzhe puts the eyes on the little cat." I removed her from my lap, got up and went to the bathroom to wring a wet towel. "If uncle or aunt finds out that you have cried and thinks that I bullied you, I will be miserable!"

Ling Chuyi obediently sat on the swing and shook his head like a rattle: "No, no, dad and aunt must know that you won't bully me."

In fact, it was a little bullying.With that little bit of guilt, I decided to be nicer to her.

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