strange love

"I, I went..." Ling Chuyi finally agreed to have lunch with me.After agreeing, he looked both tangled and excited.

She packs things very slowly, and will carefully tidy up the drawers before putting the books away.She usually walks home not too fast, but on campus, her speed drops to the extreme, almost slower than a snail.She lowered her head, shrunk her shoulders, and her slender and thin body looked a little stooped.

I don't know why she looks like this, but I feel very angry. "If you don't go and hurry up, you will have nothing to eat."

Ling Chuyi lowered his head and answered vaguely, but he didn't seem to speed up.

I resisted the urge to roll my eyes and took her hand.Ling Chuyi's hands were still small and soft, and the palms were warm and moist.

"Xu Jingzhe..." Ling Chuyi called me weakly.

"What's wrong?" I squinted at her.

"No, it's nothing..." Ling Chuyi lowered her head, and I could only see her happy expression when she shook her head.

There were quite a few people in the cafeteria, so I let her go and let her stand behind me.

"What do you like to eat?" I guessed that the reason why she said that she was slow in cooking may be that she was slow in picking.

"Vegetables and short ribs are just fine." She was not slow at all in picking.

"Is two dishes enough? Do you want soup?" Could it be that the payment was slow? "No, no need..."

But I used the meal card to pay, so it couldn't be any slower.

When I saw that she almost knocked over the plate because she was in a hurry to serve the food, I finally knew why she said that she was slow.

She is not slow, but too anxious.

"Let me do it." Putting all her food on her plate, the low and chaotic urging voices of the classmates behind her were enough to put Ling Chuyi under tremendous pressure.

Ling Chuyi lowered his head and followed behind me, as if he wanted to completely hide his aura without making a sound.

"What's the matter?" After we sat down, she still looked downcast, "You don't want to eat these two dishes?"

She shook her head hastily, hesitated for a while before slowly saying, "I'm sorry..."

I knowingly asked, "Why apologize?"

"I, I made you ashamed..."

I couldn't help laughing, I'm obviously an idiot, but I still worry about whether I should lose face or not.

"You think too much, eat." Ling Chuyi is really a strange person, sometimes she makes me feel extremely anxious, but I find that I can't seem to ignore her.

The person sitting opposite me looked up at me, his eyes were moist, and his dark pupils looked like obsidian immersed in water.

"Xu Jingzhe..."

"What's the matter?" I thought I should have an impatient tone, but the words always seemed to be filled with the patience of an old lady.

"Thank you."

"There is nothing to be grateful for. If you have nothing to do in the future, you can eat with me." In fact, there is another sense of relaxation with Ling Chuyi. "I'm alone anyway."

Of course, the biggest reason is that I placed an order.

Ling Chuyi showed a surprised expression, then quickly turned into joy, and finally felt a little embarrassed, and his fair face gradually turned pink.

"Okay, okay..."

She was finally willing to lift her chopsticks.

"Hey, Xu Jingzhe, you just came to eat." The person who greeted me was classmate a, and besides classmate b and classmate c was Han Lu.

"Yes, it's a little late today." I smiled at her, then looked at Han Lu, "You guys are done eating."

Han Lu didn't seem to intend to shake hands to make peace, and deliberately turned her face away with an arrogant expression.

"That's right," classmate B accepted the words in embarrassment, "then eat slowly, we'll leave first."

What a fruitless conversation.

Ling Chuyi was silent the whole time, eating quietly.Her posture with chopsticks is very standard, and she eats very politely, but slowly.It wasn't until they walked for a while that she hesitated to make a sound. "Xu Jingzhe..."

"Huh?" Who said she was stupid?I think she is not only very good at observing words and expressions, but also very thinking.I can almost read her next words from her expression, but I still have to respond to her.

"You, are you and Han Lu, is it because of..."

"No," I quickly interrupted her guess, "Have you finished your meal?"

"Ah..." She quickly saw my empty plate, and then shifted her attention, "I, I'm done eating..."

"You can't waste food." She just ate a few mouthfuls, and I guess she wasn't full. "After eating, I'll wait for you."

I didn't let her go until she really couldn't eat anymore.If Ling Chuyi was really treated as a child, she must be a very well-behaved child.

When school was over in the afternoon, Ling Chuyi walked to his seat with his schoolbag in his arms and waited for me for the first time.Because I habitually complete part of my homework in school, if I don’t prepare early, it means that I will often leave the classroom about 10 minutes late after school.

"Wait a minute, it will be ready soon." There is not much homework today, and only tomorrow's preview is left. Just about to put the math books in the bag, I suddenly thought of a question, "Lingchu first?"

She looked very obedient and stood beside her. When I called her, she immediately pricked up her ears like a little white rabbit.

"Ok?"

"Do you usually do your homework?"

The teacher never forced her to hand in homework, and the class representative never asked her for it, but I remember that she had exercise books when she tidied up the drawers at noon.

Ling Chuyi's schoolbag is small, with six cartoon ponies on it, which looks childish but not cheap. "I, I have something to do..."

Her face was flushed red, and her voice was a little emboldened.

I have to say, I was a little surprised.It's not that she suspects she's lying or being lazy, but it's about whether she will do it or not. "Then why don't you hand it over?"

Ling Chuyi pouted, looking a little aggrieved.I realized that no one asked her to accept it, and she was too embarrassed to hand it in.

I thought about it carefully. Since even the teacher had talked to me, I have no plans to get rid of her at the moment. If there are some places where I can help, I can definitely help her.

Ling Chuyi is obviously not that kind of severe mental retardation. After getting along with her during this period, I found that she can communicate and get along almost normally. Compared with this, her introversion and shyness are more serious.

Maybe she's just different from us.

"Can you show me?"

Ling Chuyi's expression was subtle.She looked struggling, hesitant and hesitant, reluctant but eager to show it to me.

Some classmates in the classroom are paying attention to this side, and she has shrunk almost like an ostrich.

"Go home first." I simply stood up and pulled her out.She followed silently, as if frightened.

"Xu, Xu Jingzhe..." Her voice was a little crying, but I felt a little guilty when I heard it.

I kicked off the bracket of the bicycle and motioned her to sit on it, "It's okay if you don't want to show me, just go home first."

Her eyes were red, and she shook her head quickly, "No, no, I can show you...you don't want to watch it in the classroom, okay?"

Her begging tone made me feel anxious again for some reason.That cautious, humble, and unconfident attitude made my eyebrows twitch.

"What time does your family want you to go back?" I asked her with a strong tone.

She lowered her head, as if sensing my nameless anger, "Before 6,6, [-] o'clock."

"Then go to my house first."

I couldn't help but take Ling Chu home, and I didn't know whether I was angry with this idiot or with myself who had done something stupid.

Ling Chuyi sat awkwardly and looked at me nervously.I am reading her exercise book.

Mom is still on a business trip, so it's just the two of us at home.When Ling Chuyi found out about this, she was obviously relieved. It could be seen that she was very afraid of communicating with others.

Ling Chuyi's handwriting is relatively neat, and the strokes are written very carefully, so the workbook looks very neat, and the first impression is very good.

After a general look at the homework of each subject, it can be seen that her homework attitude is very correct, but there are indeed many problems.Chinese is not bad, except that she is a bit weak in comprehension and writing, but her memory is still very good, and she can fill in the blanks with a few random essays.There are a little more math problems, and the formulas are memorized, but how to use them is not very clear, and the calculation power is relatively weak.English grammar is pretty bad, but the words are well remembered, allowing her to write a few spells with almost no errors.

The three subjects of liberal arts are quite good, basically they are memorizing things by rote, as for physical chemistry, they are a little weak.

Our high school is regarded as the key point of the province. The threshold is not small, but there are always a few related students. I guess the first year of junior high school is one of them.

Because I asked her a few questions, Ling Chuyi was in a hurry and looked a little uneasy, but after I read all the homework, she looked at me with a lot of expectation.

Her mood is not difficult to understand, after all, it is the result of hard work, but no one has seen it before, and it is fortunate that she does it every time.

"You did a good job." Her wet eyes made it impossible to say hurtful words. I think it's better to encourage and encourage first and then ask questions, "I did it all by myself?"

Ling Chuyi's face seemed to brighten in an instant, and he nodded repeatedly, both happy and embarrassed, "Yeah."

"Why didn't you hand in the homework? You can ask the teacher to correct it for you." I asked her, in fact, I had some understanding of the reason why she didn't hand in the homework.

Her face darkened again, and she murmured, "The teacher said that I don't have to pay..."

I don't know whether the teacher said she didn't need to hand in her homework because she was afraid of trouble or because she was considerate of her, but I think she must think that if she handed in her homework, she would cause trouble to others.

"If you want, you can show it to me in the future. Although you can't correct it for you like a teacher, you can always find problems when others see it than by yourself." I chose the latter in terms of encouraging her to hand in her homework and helping her with her homework. , based on her error rate, she also had to consider the teacher's embarrassment and her mood when she saw mistakes.

"Is it possible!" Ling Chuyi's fair and immature face was full of surprises.

I found myself preferring her expression, a little naive and childish.

"If it's convenient for you." I nodded, looked at the time and found that it was already 5:40, "you can go back now before 6 o'clock. I won't help you correct your homework today, you can first talk to your family Talk about it and arrange a time later."

Ling Chu was taken aback for a moment, as if he couldn't adapt to the sudden change of topic, and after a while, he belatedly showed a regretful and disappointed expression. "Ah... already, it's already so late..."

I put her homework in her schoolbag and said to her, "You go back today, and I can help you look at your homework tomorrow."

The first time Ling Chu saw me helping her pack her things, she felt a little embarrassed, and hurriedly stuffed her textbooks, "Mmmm, then, then I'll go first..."

I thought about it and sent her out of the community.