strange love

Although the words in the first grade of junior high school made me very happy, I haven't forgotten the original purpose.She doesn't need to be afraid of anyone, girls or boys.

It's one thing to know how to protect yourself, it's another to be afraid.

"On the first day of junior high school, those boys who bullied you before must have done something bad. Of course it's wrong, but not all boys are like this."

"I know...but..." The first day of junior high school was probably really tangled up, the little hands grabbed my clothes and kept rubbing them. "But they speak loudly and loudly..."

"Hmm..." Indeed, this may already be an instinct.Just like a weak animal will instinctively feel scared in front of a powerful animal, "What if I accompany you?"

"Jing Zhe, if you stay with me, I won't be afraid!" Compared to talking about boys, Ling Chuyi obviously prefers to say this, with a bit of pride and joy in his tone. "Because you are so powerful, so good, and you are so tall, I feel at ease when you are by my side."

For the first time, I am grateful for the fact that I am tall. It is great to be able to make the first grade of junior high school feel safe.

"Then if I'm always by your side, don't boys have anything to be afraid of?"

"Well, then I'm not afraid of anything!"

Every time I chat with the first grader, my vanity is always well satisfied.Without the sense of burden at the beginning, I really hope that I can become the kind of person she imagined.From the bottom of my heart, I want to be with her, protect her, and help her.

She was hardworking and active in the first day of junior high school. I just gave her a little help, and she would see a huge change for me.Maybe it's because I'm a cowardly person that I can't turn a blind eye to her.

But if you think about it carefully, "always by her side" is actually impossible.Let's not talk about the class placement in high school, nor whether we can get into the same university, but only say that Ling Chuyi will get married one day, and I can't be by her side forever.

Of course there is a big difference between a good friend relationship and a husband and wife relationship, but when it comes to taking care of her and being with her, there is actually not much difference.At that time, she will definitely not need me and rely on me like now, and I will not be the one who will give her a sense of peace of mind.

Of course, it's a bit too early to think about this matter now, and there will be at least ten years before graduating from university.If you are lucky, please let me and the first day of junior high school be best friends until then.

Because of my overly divergent thoughts, there was a short period of silence. When I came back to my senses, I had already fallen asleep on the first day of the junior high school.Her peaceful sleeping face looked at ease and innocent, with a contented smile on the corner of her mouth.Isn't her dream also very beautiful?Will there be me too?

I sincerely hope that her life can also be full of good things, without sorrow, without worry, and don't continue to be sad for people or things that have hurt her.

"Good night, first day of junior high school."

The biological clock woke me up at six o'clock the next morning. She slept a little late last night on the first day of junior high school, and she didn't feel it at all when I woke up.I was afraid that she would wake up before I came back, so I left her a message on the bedside.

Mom is going to work today, I made an agreement with her yesterday, I will prepare breakfast in the morning.Cook porridge before going out, and run for half an hour, just in time to catch up with the freshly baked steamed buns and pot stickers at the gate of the community.It was almost seven o'clock when I got home, and my mother had already got up and washed.She will start a business trip again on the seventh day of the seventh day, and she will go to the company to make preparations in the next two days.

I ate something with my mother, and then sent her out.

"Baby, the first day of junior high school is at our house, you must take good care of her. Mom has gone to work, mua~" My mother and I were originally about the same height, but she put on high heels and abruptly made her taller.First distracted my attention by telling Ling Chuyi, then bowed his head and kissed me so I was caught off guard!

It's been a long time since she kissed me!

"Mom!" I remembered that she put on lipstick in the morning, covered her face and wanted to die.

You're already that old, so why don't you come and kiss me!

"Hahaha, I'm leaving." Satisfied, she swung her bag and left.

Closed the door and looked at the time, it was almost 8 o'clock.I guess I should be able to wake up on the first day of junior high school, so I decided to go back to the bedroom to have a look.

Ling Chuyi was not on the bed, and the clothes put by the bed last night were gone.She probably went to take a shower, so I turned into the bathroom to call her.

"The first day of junior high school——" The matter happened really quickly, the sliding door was half opened, and Ling Chuyi still looked dazed while sitting in the toilet.I just stared at her like this for at least three seconds, my mind went blank.

The bathroom in my house is designed with a lot of emphasis on safety. The washroom, bathroom and toilet are all separated by a double door. Under normal circumstances, there will be no embarrassing things when they are used at the same time.What's more, this is the first time someone else has lived in my room, and I am really inexperienced in dealing with such emergencies.

I probably haven't woken up on the first day of the new year, and maybe I'm not used to the design of multiple doors in my house. I only closed the door of the bathroom, but didn't close the door of the bathroom.Within three seconds of my blank mind, Ling Chuyi raised his head.

I stared at her with big eyes and small eyes for about two seconds, and the face of the first day of junior high school turned red at a speed visible to the naked eye.She didn't make any sound, maybe she was frightened, or maybe she didn't react.

"Um, I'm here to invite you to have breakfast." I forced myself to finish speaking calmly, and then quickly closed the door back.

It's unbelievable!Just now, I watched a girl go to the bathroom naked!Although I didn't take a closer look, and I really didn't see anything, but this incident alone is enough to be wretched! ! !

Will you think I did it on purpose?Will she look at me strangely?

I waited anxiously in the living room for half an hour, and then I came over on the first day of junior high school.She seemed very embarrassed, she kept her head down and didn't dare to look at me.

That's right, she must be more embarrassed than me, I must cheer up and get over this matter!

"First day of junior high school, have you washed up yet? Come and have breakfast." After so long of mental preparation, it is relatively easy for me to face junior high school with a more normal attitude.

Chu hummed softly.I heard her promise, and pulled her to sit at the dining table.

"Do you want milk or porridge? Soy milk is also available. How about steamed buns, pot stickers, or toast? Can I have a poached egg?"

"Um...milk and toast..."

"Then wait a moment."

The atmosphere was really full of embarrassment.

While frying eggs in the kitchen, I made up my mind to change the current atmosphere.

If you really want to talk about it, you don't mind taking a bath with me in the first day of junior high school, but what does it matter if you see going to the toilet?And I didn't see anything at all!Last night I managed to make her understand that it's normal for me to help her wash her panties, what's so difficult about it?

You can do it, Xu Jingzhe!

After doing a good job of psychological construction, I feel that I can face the first year of junior high school again.

Everything is very simple, just heat up the milk, poached eggs and bacon sandwiched in toast, it is enough for the first day of the new year.I took a deep breath, came out of the kitchen, and put breakfast in front of the first day of junior high school.

"It's a little hot, eat slowly."

"Thank you for Jing Zhe..." The first day of the junior high school finally agreed to look up at me.

I breathed a sigh of relief, seeing her staring at my face all the time, I was ready to explain to her what happened just now.

"First day of junior high school, do you care about what happened just now?"

It seemed that Chuyi was caught off guard when I brought up the old story again, her face turned red in an instant, and she faltered and couldn't utter a word.

"It's not something to be concerned about." When I said this, I felt something called conscience hurting in my chest.

"But, but..." Even if he is ignorant of the world, he doesn't feel shy when taking a bath together, and thinks that if his panties are touched, he won't be able to get married. Sure enough, he still feels ashamed to be seen going to the bathroom. thing.Yes, it is a very personal matter after all.

"Of course, I don't mean that it's okay to be seen when going to the toilet, but that we are best friends, so it's okay to see." Even if it's to relieve embarrassment, I can't send her too wrong common sense.

"Well……"

"Look, didn't you want to take a shower with me last night? Since it's okay to take a shower together, you don't have to be shy about this, right?"

"Y-but it's different..."

Is it not the same? I know it is different. How should I say it?

"For me, it doesn't matter if it's different..." Xu Jingzhe, please shut up quickly, if you continue talking, you will really be a pervert who can't be washed away by jumping into the Yellow River.

Chu Xiao's face was flushed red, and it took him a long time to ask, "But... won't it stink?"

First grade, you are such a little angel!

I suddenly felt relieved.

"No, I didn't smell anything, don't worry."

She looked genuinely relieved, but still embarrassed. "I, I forgot to close the door..."

"Well, it's normal. You closed the door outside. It's my fault that I didn't ask you...but it's okay, really! Come on, let's have breakfast first, and we will do our homework after eating! "

I resorted to the trick of diverting attention.

On the first day of the junior high school, he hesitated and nodded, and started to eat stuffily.A big stone fell to my heart, and I sat opposite her and began to deeply regret what I had done in the past two days.

Sure enough, living together is a completely different feeling than just doing regular activities together, so I must cheer myself up.

The author has something to say: Your thinking is getting further and further away, pervert!By now everyone should be able to see that Jingzhe is actually a bit of a second-degree disease.