strange love

With exams starting on Wednesday, there is a tense atmosphere throughout the school.The only thing I worry about is that Ling Chuyi will be nervous.

This time the examination room arrangement is based on the ranking of the entrance examination. I am in class 5 on the fourth floor, and Ling Chuyi is in class 18 on the first floor. It is still a little distance to walk.Although I know that she didn't seem to have any major problems when she was alone in the past, but now she doesn't know why she is worried.

I checked Ling Chuyi's stationery again, and after confirming that there was no problem, I was relieved.This time, she spent a lot of energy and time preparing for the exam. If her grades are not satisfactory, her self-confidence may be hit.

"On the first day of junior high school, remember to skip ahead if you can't think of it for the time being. You have to choose the multiple-choice questions that you are not sure about, and make a mark on the paper, and come back later when you have time." I knew that I didn't need to say these things at this time. I have already said the words several times, but I still can't help reminding her, "Your time for Chinese is definitely in time, just don't be nervous."

Ling Chuyi's expression looked very excited, eager to try, and he nodded firmly while clenching his small fists. "Okay, I remembered!"

I felt that I was more nervous than her, thinking about what else I could tell her.

"Jingzhe..." Ling Chuyi suddenly lowered his voice and said to me, "Don't worry, I will definitely work hard to achieve my goal this time, you...you have to work hard!"

To be honest, although I have never worried about the exam a few times, there is absolutely no time when I am so full of thinking about other people's results as I am now.In fact, my own entrance examination results were not ideal.Not getting into the advanced class made me feel lost for a long time, and I was determined to improve my ranking in this exam.

But in the past two weeks, I almost forgot about it.

"Okay, let's work hard together." Fortunately, when I was helping Ling Chuyi with tutoring, it was equivalent to reviewing, and I think the effect was very good. There should be no major problems in this exam.

Of course, I don't want my grades to drop after I become friends with Ling Chuyi.Otherwise, I don't know what to say.

There is not much time until the exam starts, probably because I have stayed here for too long, and someone has already started to watch us.

"Then I'll go first. You wait for me at this door after the exam, and I'll come down directly."

"Uh-huh!"

Even in school, Ling Chuyi's way of speaking gradually began to change.At least when talking to me, her voice is louder and easier to hear.If this is the change I bring to her, I think I will be very happy.

I happened to meet Han Lu when I passed by the gate of the third class. We had a cold war—or she hadn’t spoken to me for more than three weeks.It's a bit embarrassing to hit right now.

"Han Lu, come on for the exam." However, she has always been indifferent to me, and I consciously have not shown any alienation or dissatisfaction with her. Of course, we must maintain normal communication at this time.

Han Lu glanced at me, her expression seemed unnatural.

"Ah, you too."

She entered the classroom after saying this sentence, as if she was afraid of what I would say.

I finally breathed a sigh of relief at Han Lu's behavior of clearly conveying the handshake and willingness.As a classmate, it's not a big deal, I don't think it's necessary to make the relationship so tense.After all, no matter what is good for anyone.

This episode actually made me feel a lot better, and the first exam ended without any surprises.

As soon as I got downstairs, I saw Ling Chuyi standing at the door, looking in a good mood.She spotted me quickly, and came up to me with her bag in her arms, walking like a bunny.

"Awakening of Insects!" Even in nearly a month, I have never seen her so lively.

"Going to eat?" Seeing her like this, I felt a little relieved.

Ling Chu nodded again and again, and followed me with a look of excitement but couldn't hold back, "Jing Zhe..."

"Ok?"

"Is the eighth question a c!"

……

Gosh, I had no idea she liked answering questions.Moreover, I will not directly ask the first question for the answer, so let me talk about the question anyway!

"I am not right after the exam, and you are not allowed to be right." In fact, I don't have such a principle. Most of the time, when my classmates come to ask me, I will tell them.

Of course, you will be happy when you know you are right, but you will be anxious when you find out that you are wrong.I am worried that she knows that making too many mistakes will affect the next performance, and I want to nip this possibility in the bud.

"Hey..." Ling Chuyi looked very disappointed, like a rabbit with drooping ears.

"After the exam, you have to think that what you did is right. Don't think about the previous exams, but think about the next few exams."

Probably because my attitude was too serious, Ling Chuyi even restrained his smile this time, and nodded obediently.

I knew right away that this was not good.I originally didn't want to make her nervous, but now it seems that my anxiety is affecting her instead.

"C is right." After thinking about it, I still couldn't put the cart before the horse, and answered her question just now, hoping that the correct answer would make her feel better.

Ling Chuyi was really overjoyed, his eyes lit up when he heard my words. "Great! I chose the right one!"

"Yeah. But I can't ask any more questions. We'll do it after we finish all the exams."

"Yeah!" She nodded repeatedly, looking extremely happy. "I used to see other students answering each other's answers, and I thought it was great!"

She spoke with a lot of envy and longing.

Only then did I understand that for Ling Chuyi, the meaning of this event itself was more that it was done with friends.

"...After the exam is over, you can do whatever you want." I felt like I was going to lose to her.

Ling Chuyi just couldn't wait to realize all the beautiful fantasies she had about her friends, but it made me feel that everything with me had a special meaning to her.

Thinking of it this way makes me feel a little resigned.Maybe it doesn't matter if the friend is me or not. For her, as long as she has such a friend, she will be very happy.

This kind of unwillingness is actually quite unreasonable, and I understand this.Not to mention that her friend is me now, even if it's not me but someone else... If it's someone else, I have no reason to be reconciled.

But this small, insignificant unwillingness is really hard to ignore.Like I was looking for an equal relationship, like I already thought it would be great to have her as my first real friend.

After the exam is completely over, it is a difficult process of waiting for the results.Of course, because of the existence of such a culture of answering, in fact, everyone has a good idea of ​​the scores.Almost all the weekends were spent at Lingchu's family, and I almost couldn't remember how I passed the time alone.

I got the answers of several courses roughly correct in two days on weekends. Of course, there were many mistakes, but as far as the results are concerned, the goal of an average score of 50 points has been fully achieved.

I was thinking about giving her both Wenzong and Lizong, whether it is too pampering for her.

Of course, I still have to praise Ling Chuyi's psychological quality.I didn't lose the chain at the critical moment, and I tried my best to bring out the results of my usual hard work.

"The goal this time should be that there is no problem. If your composition exceeds [-] points, you may be able to pass the average score of [-] points."

Ling Chuyi was still correcting the mistakes I made for her, smiling from ear to ear while correcting.

"I wish I could come here sooner tomorrow. I really want to get my grades to show my dad!"

She was so satisfied with this result that even going to school became more interesting.

"You like class so much." I have always considered myself a good student, but I have to say that I am more at home than at school.

"Because you go to school too, I like to go to school with you." Ling Chuyi obviously didn't think about it when she said this, she was still fighting with the test papers of her subordinates.

I have never been good at dealing with her straightforward and embarrassing words, I guess I blushed.Fortunately, she didn't look this way, otherwise it would be too embarrassing.

"We'll be reviewing together tomorrow weekend too..." I felt like I wanted to refute her words, but it felt weird after I said it.

"So whether I'm at home or going to school, I'm so happy!" Ling Chuyi tilted his head to look at the test paper, but still didn't look at this side, "I really like being with you..."

"I'm going to the toilet!"

"Awakening of Insects?"

I can probably be regarded as running away, even Ling Chuyi should be able to see something strange.But I feel like I'm going to explode with shame if I sit any longer.

Ling Chuyi, the little rabbit, was too shy to talk, but she didn't realize it herself!Obviously before, he was extremely shy whether speaking or acting, but now he says these things without blushing every time.Why am I so happy with you, why I like you so much, what...you are my big whale.

I didn't expect such a shameful youth that made people blush and heartbeat!

To be honest, I'm not used to hearing these words out of disgust.When she said that, I felt quite happy.But I'm glad I'm happy, my heart really can't stand this feeling of rapid heartbeat.

Not only to Ling Chuyi, she is also the first close friend for me.Getting along with this kind of distance has already invaded each other's territory quite a lot, but she is too innocent.

I feel like I have a pretty long way to go in learning how to get along with friends.