strange love

First of all, this is just an accident, caused by my weak will when I was sick.It will never and will never happen again in the future.

Secondly, at the beginning of the year, I would only think that my condition got worse when I was sick and quarrel with her, and I would not think of other aspects.When I go back, I just need to comfort her and don't let her blame herself.

Again, the godmother probably blamed her for this incident, I have to see if I can ease it up.

Finally, in the future, we must pay more attention to keeping a distance and sense of proportion from the first day of junior high school, and not be too confident in ourselves-she is too attractive.

But it will definitely be better after being divided into classes, and some thoughts that shouldn't be there should also fade away.

Very good, you can still maintain your sanity after waking up.

"Jingjing, Jingjing, you are awake." I was still thinking wildly, when my mother suddenly blew in like the wind, "You scared my mother to death."

Her eyes were a little red, I don't know if it was because she was worried about me crying, or because she was scolded by her godmother.

That's right, my mother seldom sees me sick. She has always been healthy and suddenly became ill and still looks so serious.

"I'm fine, mom, please speak softly, I have a headache." Don't talk about her, I was also taken aback.Obviously halfway through, I felt that it was almost better, but it turned out to be aggravated.

Estimated to be stress fever.

I did such a thing out of my mind because I had a fever.

"Oh, let me lighten me lightly. Do you feel better now? Is there any discomfort?"

Well, after the fever subsides, the place that should be uncomfortable is still uncomfortable. Why do you always ask me if I still feel uncomfortable?

"Fortunately, I just want to go to the bathroom now." This is a rare opportunity, so let me act coquettishly.I don't know how long this drip has been hanging, I haven't gone to the toilet all day.

"Okay, okay, I'll help you up." The infusion bottle is hung on the mobile hook, which is convenient to pick up, but I feel a little weak in my body, so I'd better not be brave.

And the godmother is also there, if I don't ask my mother to help, she might have to fight in person, which is a bit embarrassing.

When my mother helped me up, my godmother came in with a bowl of porridge.

"What's the matter? What did Jingzhe wake up for?"

Her tone was not very good, and I could feel the hand holding me trembling.

"Godmother, I want to go to the toilet, but I don't have the strength. I want my mother to help me."

I quickly explained, feeling that my mother was a little pitiful.

"Then I'll help you." The godmother put the porridge on the bed and wanted to help me.

I thought I should remind her a little bit, so I put on a slightly hesitant and embarrassed tone, "Er... this, it's not very good. I, I'm a little shy, let my mother help me."

The godmother seemed to have finally remembered her position, froze for a moment, and stepped aside, "Then, be careful."

Mother nodded repeatedly as if she had been pardoned, "Sister Mu, don't worry, don't worry."

She is so easy to bully, even I feel a little bit aggrieved for her.

After entering the toilet, my mother was waiting outside the toilet door, and I talked to her through the door.Because I closed the door of the bathroom after I came in, the sound insulation should be good, and I can't hear it in the bedroom.

"Mom, did the godmother scold you?"

I heard my mother sigh, "Your godmother also cares about you, it's my fault, why did you listen to your words and go to work?"

Because I have always had discussions with me and believed in me too much, that's why it happened.

I didn't want to trouble her, but I didn't expect to cause more trouble.

"I'm sorry to make you worry." If she finds out that I have done other outrageous things during my illness, will she break my leg?

"Well, I saw that you took the medicine and fell asleep in the morning. I thought it wouldn't be too serious, and the first day of the new year is coming... We have nothing to do, but you have to pay attention to your body." Mom never told me about her own health. "There is also the first day of junior high school. She should have been scared a little bit this time. She kept crying when she was sent home. Give her a call when you feel better."

This is what it should be, whether it is to report safety or to understand the current situation of the first day of junior high school.

"Well, I see...Mom, don't you feel wronged when your godmother scolds you?" I didn't want to think about it now, so I turned the topic and attention to my mother first.

Not to mention that it was my fault in itself, I feel wronged for her just from the standpoint.

I don't know if it's because the godmother has been a mother teacher, but I found that she almost obeyed the godmother.Not to mention anything else, is it really just because of that bit of blood relationship that you have been able to raise me as a daughter for more than ten years?

There was a moment of silence outside, and then I heard my mother's voice, "You little child, why are you wronged? I didn't take good care of you. Isn't it right for Sister Mu to say that I don't know how to take care of children? Don't worry too much." After thinking about it, she just felt sorry for you and nagged me, so she didn't scold me much."

Also started to protect her.

Emotionally, no one is closer to me than my mother.The godmother is always a stranger who suddenly appeared to me. Even if I don’t talk about the complaints in the past, there is still a gap now. I don’t feel good about my mother being bullied by the godmother.

"Anyway, no matter what, I'm on your side." I have to explain my position to her in advance, otherwise, if because of this illness, the godmother will come up with an idea to pick me up or something, and she will die miserably. Yet? "I just want to live with you, too."

My mother is open-minded and doesn't treat me like a child. Living with her is very easy.

Although it may be unfounded worry, but I always feel that if this continues, what if the godmother can't bear it anymore?Could she still endure it for a lifetime?

"Shocked???" Probably because I said this too bluntly, my mother called me in surprise.

"I'm fine." Actually, I'm fine, I just want to talk to her in private.

After coming out of the toilet, my mother was really anxious, as if she wanted to see my expression but didn't dare to.

I washed my hands slowly and didn't intend to say more.Because she knew that she couldn't hide any secrets, she might run to tell her godmother when the time came, wouldn't the godmother be more unscrupulous?

But I also have to find something to annoy her, otherwise, when I recover from my illness, maybe she will remember to ask me what happened today.I don't want to tell or lie, or even think about it.

Just treat it as if you were sick, and it couldn't be better.

"Don't send me back to my grandparents just because my godmother said you don't know how to take care of children."

The mother's expression in the mirror seemed to be relaxed, "Silly boy, how could I do this. Besides, your grandparents are too old to take you with them. Okay, okay, let's go out, you can drink some porridge Pad your stomach."

I only ate a little breakfast so far, and I cried like that halfway through, and now I am really hungry.

Back on the bed, my godmother couldn't wait to feed me porridge.

"Mushroom and millet porridge, it's just right to drink after being sick. Nuonuo made it specially just now, and it tastes good." Her complexion seemed to be better, and her expression when looking at her mother softened a lot.

I don't know if it's because I don't think it's a big deal, or I remember that I have no position to blame my mother.

I'm still on a drip, so I'm not being hypocritical anymore.My mother obediently stood aside, probably because she could not be expected to grab this service, so I had to let her feed me according to my godmother's wishes.

"You have lost a lot of weight this month, and you are still so sick now, you must make up for it in the future." The godmother looked at me while feeding me, "Is the final exam coming soon? Don't put too much pressure on yourself, no Need No.1 every time."

I was lucky to get first place in the final exam last year, and this luck has continued to this year's midterm exam. My godmother probably fears that I will be under too much pressure because of this.

Compared with my mother, my godmother regards me more as a child.Even though she has almost understood my personality, she still can't help nagging every time.I can't say if it's good or bad for her, but because she's really gentle, the nagging doesn't sound annoying at all.

"No, it's probably because it's been hot recently, so I can't eat anything." I just opened my mouth to lie, and she couldn't know anyway.

"It's okay if you can't eat. Then the godmother came to cook for you recently. Tell me what you want to eat." I glanced at my mother and found that she was not dissatisfied with being overwhelmed by the crowd, but her eyes lit up.

The godmother's cooking is delicious, but there is no need to be so surprised, right?

"Isn't that too much trouble for you?"

"No trouble, no trouble, why are you and your godmother being polite? It's decided like this. Let's go out and play together after your summer vacation." Since calling Aunt Mu a godmother, since she has gradually integrated into our lives, she Has increasingly begun to master the dominance of the family.I have a mother who doesn't live up to expectations, and I really don't know what to do.

"Okay, okay, Sister Mu, the three of us will go together." The mother probably saw that the godmother was not angry anymore, and echoed in a doggy manner: "By the way, why don't we take annual leave and go on a trip together! "

I don't know why her enthusiastic and positive look made me feel a little headache.

The godmother glanced at her, noncommittal. "Let's talk about it later."

After eating a bowl of porridge, I finally felt a little better in my stomach.The drip speeded up a little after I woke up, and I finished the porridge without knowing it.

Although the godmother wanted to stay for a while to talk with me after dinner, she was finally persuaded by me to go back.

The author has something to say: Jing Zhe: First of all, let's find an explanation that can continue to be friends with the first day of junior high school and stay with the first day of junior high school.