strange love

What am I still hesitating about!

Is it possible that I, a hopeless guy, can't even realize such a simple wish as the first day of junior high school?Could it be that he likes her but can't even do what a friend should do?So besides satisfying my own selfish desires, what other functions do I have by staying by her side?

At this time, it is better to give up your useless sense of morality and satisfy the first year of junior high school as the premise!

The ice cream in the scoop had melted slightly and tended to fall down, and she must be very tired after holding up her arms for so long.I struggled for a while, and finally resigned to my fate and ate the ice cream she handed over to my mouth.

Indirect kissing.

The words Lu Youyou used to tease echoed in my mind over and over again, as if being played repeatedly by a loudspeaker.This is the spoon that was eaten in the first day of junior high school, and it will be used by her again after being used by me.

Is it normal for me to eat ice cream?Is the expression very intoxicated?The tongue shouldn't be licking the spoon on purpose, right?Didn't stay too long?Wait, what does rum raisin taste like?Is it very sweet and sweet ice cream?

I ate the spoon I used in the first grade of junior high school!

No, quickly calm down Xu Jingzhe.You drank milk from the same tube as the first day of junior high school!You have eaten the leftover breakfast from the first day of the new year, what's all the fuss about!

Fight for my self-control, don't lose to this elementary school boy-like stupidity.

This is not an indirect kiss, it's just the simplest way to eat with friends!

"Jingzhe, is it delicious?" The first day of the junior high school looked at me expectantly, with sparkling eyes.

I couldn't taste the specific flavor of the ice cream at all, so I swallowed it awkwardly.What stays in the mouth, apart from sweetness, is still sweetness, which is overly sweet and even has a bitter taste.

Since I was ill, I can no longer face up to my contact with the first grade of junior high school.The secret satisfaction that comes from being too close makes me both happy and scared, and sometimes I even feel that I might just break down like this.

"Well, it's delicious."

As soon as I said it was delicious, I immediately became happy on the first day of junior high school.Her sadness always comes and goes quickly, and her emotions change like a child. As long as she is slightly coaxed, she can quickly become happy.If I see her happy, I will feel very happy, and if I see her sad, I will also feel worried. Is it possible to have this kind of empathy when I like someone?

"That's great, you like it too." Chu Yi took a spoonful and put it into his mouth while muttering, "Next time Auntie Zhang goes to the supermarket, I will definitely ask her to buy more."

I could only look away a little, not to look at her face.In fact, I haven't tasted anything, and even now all I can think of is indirect kissing.

She used the spoon I had eaten so naturally, it made my cranky self-loathing even more.

What am I doing?

"Jing Zhe, eat again!" She ate a spoonful by herself, and then fairly offered to feed me another spoonful.

I feel a little broken, but at this point, I have no choice but to bite the bullet and continue eating.

I never knew that people could suffer so much because of secret joy.This is so contradictory.

The amount of a box of ice cream is not much, and I ate it quickly in my entanglement.Afterwards, I gradually tasted the taste. When I finished eating, I was not only relieved, but also very unsatisfied...

What exactly do I want!

It seems that I am not the only one who can't get enough of it. On the first day of junior high school, I licked the spoon and stared at the empty box. After looking at it, I called me, "Jing Zhe..."

Although my head was full of messy thoughts, I quickly received her intentions. "I can't eat it, so it's a box, right?"

Her unfinished meaning and my unfinished meaning have completely different meanings.

There is no menstruation in the second month after the first menarche. From my experience, the second period may take three to four months to half a year. It is better to pay attention to it.

On the first day of the junior high school, he flattened his mouth, licked his lips and asked, "Then, can I have another box tomorrow?"

Her tongue was small and pink, and her lips were covered with ice cream stains.I was agitated watching it, but she herself was still ignorant.

I felt a little resentment towards her again.

It has to be admitted that I occasionally have the idea of ​​breaking the jar, and I simply lie to the first grade of junior high school before saying such an idea.Especially when thinking of her late at night, this impulse is particularly obvious.

I think I like the first grade of junior high school as much as anyone else, and I am confident that I can take good care of her, not only now, but even in the future, I will try my best to make her happy. What's wrong with her being my girlfriend?

But as long as you calm down and think about it, you can understand that this is a very cunning idea.Even though I have never been in love before, I am a complete novice in this area, but I also understand that love does not come from being nice to a person.

The first day of junior high school is so simple, if I really did such a thing, what is the difference between those scumbags who deceived children?

Looking at her begging little face, I couldn't help but sigh in my heart.

"Okay, I can eat one box tomorrow, but only one box a day." He took out a piece of paper to help her wipe her mouth.I think of what my mother once said to me, and I feel very emotional for a while.

My mother is right. I should always remind myself of the significance of junior high school to me, so as to avoid resentment due to imbalance in my mind.

I don't want to be like that in the first day of junior high school, and I never want to hurt her.

"That's great, then we are one and a half, and we will eat a box together." On the first day of junior high school, I let me wipe her mouth, squinted my eyes and said to me in a happy and comfortable tone: "Jing Zhe, you haven't helped me for a long time. I wiped it off."

How could this little thing remember such things so clearly?

Although she didn't express such emotions as grievances when she said this, I still couldn't help feeling a little guilty.

"Because you are doing very well now, you said before that you don't want to be treated as a child by me, so I let you wipe it yourself."

I coaxed her, but she nodded in confidence.

"I know about Jingzhe, I can do it myself." Then she became shy again, and continued in a soft and sweet voice: "But, when you help me, I am still very happy."

Sincerely, if possible, it’s okay to give you my heart, let alone help you with this little thing.

"I see, you are still a child." Of course I understand that the first day of junior high school is no longer a child in the true sense, but if I don't convince myself in this way, I am always afraid that I will not be able to bear it anytime soon.

Only on the road of love, I am sure that the first year of junior high school is too immature.

"Hmph, I'm not a child." The first day of junior high school really didn't like me talking about her like that, and her mouth was so pouted that she could hang a soy sauce bottle, "You're talking about me again."

"Okay, okay, you are not a child anymore, but you still like to act like a baby." I laughed at her.

Because this is a fact, there is no way to refute it on the first day of junior high school, so I just smiled shyly, and cleverly changed the subject in an attempt to ambiguously say, "Jing Zhe, when will you take me to swim? I want to learn to swim... "

When it comes to the topic of swimming, I'm a little wilted.If time could be turned back, I would definitely not say my promise to teach her to swim.

"Well, you have to learn to draw this month, wait until next month." I couldn't tell the real reason, so I had to delay, "After running for this month, your physical strength will be better, and you will learn faster by then." .”

The first day of junior high school really trusted me, didn't doubt my nonsense at all, nodded expectantly and said: "Okay, okay, then we will learn to swim next month. Jingzhe, do you think I can learn?"

The first day of junior high school, this is no longer a question of whether you can learn it, but a question of whether I can hold back before you learn it.Please feel a little more sense of crisis!

"Of course, you're so smart, you can definitely learn it." If I can hold back and don't give up halfway.

"Hehehe, I also think I can learn it, because Jing Zhe must be very good at teaching me." It's rare for me to be confident in the first day of junior high school, but I feel even more stressed.

When I think about her appearance in a swimsuit, when I think about the possible physical contact, when I think about the touch of the first day of junior high school, I feel that my heart is a little overwhelmed.I understand very well that if you let the emotion of liking spread too much, if you let the desire develop uncontrollably, you may not even be friends with the first day of junior high school.

"Thank you for having so much confidence in me." But I was already a little unconfident.

On the first day of junior high school with a bright smile and a proud face, "Because you are the best. Before you taught me to study, taught me to use mobile phones and computers, and took me to run in the morning, and now you are teaching me to swim! I will still ask you Study, Jingzhe, you can teach me many, many things, okay?"

"Hmm." Of course I wish I could teach you everything I know, but there are some things that cannot be taught.

His chest gradually became sore.

For the first time, I made a lifelong best friend, and for the first time, I had someone I like. These two happy things are intertwined. I should have had a happy time like a dream, but why did things become like this? ?

I also imagined that if I fell in love with other ordinary people instead of junior high school students, would it be easier?But soon I realized that I couldn't fall in love with other people.Also, if the first day of junior high school was really like everyone else I met, I probably wouldn't open my heart to her.

It's not that the first day of junior high school is not good, it's not that the first day of junior high school like this is not good, but this kind of first year of junior high school is still not good after all.It was me who fell into such a vicious circle. I couldn't move forward, and I couldn't retreat. I had to stick to my friend's position and feel pain and happiness.

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