Mentally disabled lover

14 lunch

Seeing the watch on the wall, Xu Yun asked, "Is it time to eat?"

Lan Huan checked the time on the phone, "Eat? Okay."

The two went to the cafeteria, and the patients had been taken to the cafeteria one by one to start lunch.Some patients also need nurses to help them, or watch them, not to drop food or whatever.A young man with anxiety kept talking to his tablemates about the advantages and disadvantages of these meals, what kind of lunch he prefers, what the chef should do today, which side dishes should be removed, and said He has no choice but to make do with it...

The depressed middle-aged man at the table with him, bald, didn't listen to what he said, and it seemed that he didn't even have the will to eat.Facing lunch with a spoon and not moving, it is more anxious than watching a 90-year-old man eat.

Young people with anxiety disorder used him as an example, saying how disappointing and worrying the catering industry is now.

The female nurse walked over and asked him kindly why he didn't eat.The middle-aged man held the female nurse's hand and sobbed, "I'm not qualified to eat, right? Tell me, Miss Nurse, my wife doesn't want me anymore, my daughter doesn't recognize me anymore, and my brother abandoned me to go abroad , tell me, Miss Nurse, I am a useless piece of trash..."

The young man suddenly yelled that society cheated people and stood at the dinner table like a fighter.

Lan Huan looked at the young man who was still talking and the middle-aged man who was crying, and felt very uncomfortable in his stomach, which made him not want to eat anymore.

Xu Yunze was already fully familiar with the scene of the restaurant, chewing the food very naturally, "Don't blame me for being heartless, tears are the most useless thing in this kind of place. I only eat in a week, let's see if you can break my mood." Record."

Lan Huan thinks that Xu Yun described his past too beautifully.If it is true as he said, he should be a sentimental literary youth, not an Uncle Ben who doesn't care about everything.

Lan Huan saw Xu Yun leisurely picking out all the peppers in the rice bowl, and said angrily, "I really want to know how you turned from the perfect man you said to what you are now. I will talk about it this afternoon. Listen to me."

Xu Yun took a bite of the rice bowl, "It will take you about half a month, and you won't tell me that when the time comes."

"..."

At noon, Lan Huan prepared the black tea he brought and some snacks, and put them in his office.Xu Yun said that he wanted to take a nap, Lan Huan arranged the folding chair and Xu Yun's sofa side by side, with the tea table in between.

Lan Huan looked up at the ceiling and took a deep breath.He wants to finish his report, he must.He wants success and fame.As long as Xu Yun's story is written and the disease of Ima Minichi's lover Xu Yun is cured, he will definitely get attention.He wants to be character.

"In my heart, I love him very much." Xu Yun folded his hands on his navel, closed his eyes, and his voice was as calm as the sea, "But I don't want to be a mistress. I told him that I must break up with him."

"So you went abroad?"

"That was later. After that night, I told him that being a projectionist in a movie theater would keep me safe. Don't be excited to promote everywhere, and don't come here often to arouse suspicion and kill me. I will Be friends with him, but lovers are for the next life. He is not an idiot either. What happened to Ji Min reminded him of his powerlessness... If you count it all, maybe everything is my fault. When you have no strength, No one will submit to you, and the weak will prey on the strong. So he has become more cruel and ruthless. He wants to make the other four families fear him, so that no one dares to disagree."

"The way a child thinks."

"But it worked. He targeted some minorities, some marginalized people. Gays, foreigners, terminally ill, poor people like him, orphans... He helped those people a lot. Money, politics, law, medical treatment, and all kinds of help are all in the name of the Yuan family. These people are more loyal than anyone who is with him for money. Because he affirmed their existence... I have been because of this In love with him."

"Fake Bodhisattva?"

Xu Yun opened his eyes and turned to look at Lan Huan, "You look like a kid from a rich family, a graduate student? Or a doctoral student? Which university?"

"My father is a professor in the medical school and has written many books. I graduated from Dongsheng Medical University as a doctoral student."

"Fitzgerald once wrote this sentence - when you want to judge others, be aware that not everyone has the same advantages as you. Your father is a popular professor, otherwise you would not write so A lot of books. Your major is also a doctor who saves people and is respected. But they are not, and neither was I. When I faced a large group and felt lonely, he and my wife were the only ones who saved me. Those People who ignore me have no right to blame me, because they are just bystanders when I am most difficult."

"..."

"I want to open up our relationship to them and tell them you're coming back to me, okay?"

Jin Mingyi insisted that Xu Yun should come out at lunch time, he said that he wanted to discuss something with Xu Yun.

"My uncle was diagnosed with cancer and bowel cancer a month ago. He entrusted me with many things and introduced me to some of his connections in various industries. I also know many people with important positions. We no longer need Afraid of those old men."

Holding the coffee cup, Xu Yun looked very uncomfortable, "You still have an engagement with Xia Wei."

"I have nothing to do with her. If she is a sensible person, she will naturally understand."

"But what your uncle said is also reasonable. You shouldn't regard me as a lover. You need a wife and children. Besides, everyone knows that Xia Wei is going to marry you. If you break up with her, others will It's not a good thing for a girl to make fun of her being pushed out by a guy or something."

"I don't love her! How can you ask me to marry a woman I don't love?"

"When you lost Ji Min, you didn't love me, but you still regarded me as a lover. Why can't something similar happen again? Marriage is very important to a woman's reputation. I have married, I know."

"...Are you crazy?" Jin Minyi couldn't believe that Xu Yun was such a person with no confidence, "There is nothing perfect in this world."