Mentally disabled lover

21 Memories of Her

Do you know how to kill a man?

It was enough to just erase all his feelings.

How to do it?

"I'm sorry, Mr. Xu, your wife..." The forensic doctor took off his mask, but he didn't express much sadness.He's seen too many of these scenes, and I don't blame him.

Facing the destroyed blue face, I can still remember that when she smiled at me, she was shy and happy.

What was the reason for tormenting her?Did she do something wrong?Did she accidentally bump into some jerk?It's just that the appearance is not perfect, so can it be treated like this?She works hard and doesn't like to talk.Even if you don't like her, it's not...

She was not accepted by others, even among her classmates, who were not willing to look for her good points, because she had a pregnant belly and a hoarse bass voice.Once people are disappointed with the appearance, they no longer want to understand the inside, or if the appearance passes, the inside can be selectively ignored.

"We can't cut this part." In the fourth year of university, a classmate who was a director pointed to the computer screen and sighed, "Xu Yun, you don't understand what I want to express at all!!"

"I think it's okay to lose weight." Fan Yuan whispered with his hands behind his back, "It's not very important anyway, we don't need it."

"Did I ask you to talk?" The director seemed to have been pushed to the limit and went into a rage, "The reason why you joined our group was because the teacher saw that no one wanted you. So you don't need to speak, as long as you get your credits is enough .”

"..." She lowered her head, looked at the computer screen and stopped talking.

After the director left, I asked her to have dinner with her.

She was surprised that a boy would invite her to dinner, "I don't know how to deal with their relationship, really. Every time I want to make a suggestion, he either doesn't want to hear it, or he won't let me say it."

I ate while listening, "It's okay, if the movie is bad, everyone will blame the director. It's not us who are blamed anyway."

"But we knew he made a mistake but didn't stop him..."

"He doesn't want us to help him, why does he have to go up and rub his ass? This is work, not marriage..." I spoke very casually at the time, "If you want to be... I haven't asked, what do you want to do? Work?"

"I want to be a screenwriter or something, but I don't have that talent. I can't... I don't know what I can do well. I'm about to graduate soon... You are very suitable for editing, you can use any software, and you have talent. I just... you would never guess in your dreams, in this open age, I actually blamed myself for once flirting with a boy I liked."

"I guess you never dreamed that I was once told 'fuck off' by a girl just because I took her usual seat in the library."

"I go to the library a lot, because the school library doesn't have many chairs, so I usually go there at lunchtime. But there are a lot of people who put things, even water bottles, on the table to take up space before then."

"I hate it when they do it like they're the only ones who need to learn."

We talked a lot about libraries.She gradually became more talkative, even a little wordy.But I do like listening to her nagging.When her low voice is speaking continuously, some sounds are very nice.I don't know music, and if I knew a little bit, I would use rich and beautiful words to describe her voice, but, in short, her words gave me a sense of belonging.

In fact, many filmmakers have their own loyal backers to accompany them, such as wives or husbands.These people, although they will not stand up, are very important.

I can feel that Fan Yuan is this type of woman.It's a pity that the arrogant and stupid director didn't know how to cherish his opportunity at all.

The frequency of our meetings is increasing, and the topics we talk about are increasing.Movies, literature, celebrities.She doesn't like to talk about food, I don't understand, shouldn't her body be made by eating?

After graduation, we got married smoothly.My parents are also very satisfied with her, and her parents don't ask too much of me, they just hope that I will take good care of her.

She said she didn't want everyone to see her in her wedding dress, so we held a small wedding in secret, with only a few relatives and friends attending.

She said she wanted to work and help me share more.I let her go and told her to be careful.

She said she wanted to do our movie, so we made a very girly little short with my sister's doll.But I won't show it to you, because you will laugh at us, too naive, and despise the film for its lack of connotation.It's our film, it's our relationship, so I won't make it public.

She said there was a new movie coming out...

She said that someone praised her for cooking delicious food...

She said...she talked a lot, and I'm afraid you might think I'm long-winded, so I won't tell you all about it.

In short, I love her more than anyone else.

She loves me and never abandons me, not even for a second.

She is my everything, my destination, all my tenderness...but those guys are so cruel, they took away my everything, my destination, and all my tenderness.

Jin Ming came to the cemetery to visit the grave of his former lover Ji Min.A month ago, Ji Min was killed by Jin Mingyi's uncle Yuan Fu.One is because Ji Min is the ghost of the public, and the other is to warn Jin Mingyi not to be carried away by emotions.

Even though Ji Min is always important to Jinmin, it was Jinmin's uncle who killed Ji Min.He can't kill his relatives righteously for Ji Min.

The hatred for my uncle can only be deeply buried in my heart.

Jin Mingyi's second-in-command, Yuan Qiu, helped Jin Mingyi hold a bouquet of flowers, and the two walked into the cemetery together.

Pass by a new tombstone.As soon as Jin Ming saw a petite figure, he knelt down in front of the stele, as if stiff after death, motionless.

The miserable cry made Jin Ming feel uncomfortable, he quickly left the sad man and walked deep into the cemetery.

Jin Mingyi took the bouquet and placed it in front of the tombstone.People from the public family thought that Jin Ming was infatuated, so they agreed to let Ji Min be buried in Yuan's tomb, and Jin Ming would organize the funeral.

After learning of Ji Min's death, Jin Mingyi became mentally disturbed.Sometimes I cry bitterly about the injustice of fate, sometimes I am angry at the cruelty of the world, and sometimes I am not capable of self-abuse...

Under the advice of the doctor, I took some medicine and went abroad for two or three laps before gradually returning to normal.Although he couldn't let go, Ji Min had already left.

Since you can't escape, you have to face it.

Jin Ming wiped away the tears and left with his men.

When they passed by the new tomb, Jin Ming saw the man who was kneeling just now, fell to the ground, as if he was dead.

Jin Minyi walked slowly, brushing away the man's bangs with his cane.The man's eyes were circled red, as if he had been crying for a long time, his long and narrow eyelashes added a bit of delicacy, and his pink lips trembled because he had been crying for too long...