Mentally disabled lover

Interview must be allowed

Lucky Cat: This is an interview I often do. Some people may not know it, but the author often sets up such interviews to help readers better understand the text.According to the format from "MONEY", the first person to be interviewed is the protagonist of this article, Xu Yun.

Xu Yun: Hello everyone, I am Xu Yun.

Lucky Cat: Have you read the author's previous articles?

Su Yoon: Of course I've seen it.

Lucky Cat: Is there any one that impresses you?

Xu Yun: I... like "BESIDE" the most, and it's the same article written by Heizi.Bai Chuan's reversal moved me very much.In fact, most of the time, we are brave for the people around us and the people we care about.I really like Bai Chuan.

Lucky Cat: Isn't this very similar to your character?Ah, do you want to introduce your character first?

Xu Yun: In the first two editions, the character of Xu Yun was very cowardly at first, and then became strong in order to protect Jin Mingyi.But he still hurt Ima Minichi.In the third edition, the author deleted a lot, putting the plot first.

Lucky Cat: Three Editions?

Xu Yun: In fact, the author has revised it about 5 or 6 times, and each time it is different. He is a very energetic author.In the beginning, mental disorder referred to Jin Mingyi, but later it was changed to a title I had in the nurse group.

Lucky Cat: Why is there such a name?

Xu Yun: They dare not call me by my name directly, because I am Jin Mingyi's lover, and they are afraid of causing trouble to the upper body.Although readers may not be able to connect that terrifying image with Jin Mingyi now, he did become such a terrifying person afterwards.Mentally Impaired Lover is the title of Lan Huan's later biography for me.

Lucky Cat: I have always been puzzled, in 01.What does it mean when he tells you to leave and then runs to hug you from behind?

Su Yoon: I explained it later.In fact, Jin Mingyi really cares about me, but he still has an afterimage of Ji Min in his heart.If I were to sleep on that bed, Jin Mingyi would feel that he betrayed Ji Min.At that time he didn't realize that he cared about my feelings.This incident also aroused my doubts about Jin Ming in the future, I feel.

Lucky Cat: Is this a bit complicated for a teenage girl?Will they understand?

Xu Yun: This is out of my control.The author asks me to do what I do.

Lucky Cat: I have read the first version, it seems that the more it is changed, the less intimate scenes?This is a bit cruel, right?

Su Yoon: This is to speed up the plot. (laughs) And writing that would get you in trouble.

Lucky Cat: You were really handsome in the Wuhuahui chapter, but from the beginning of the Ji Min chapter, I felt that you were actually a very inferior person.Are you inferior?

Xu Yun: My role is originally a cowardly little otaku, but because I cut too much of the early stage of the plot, I rarely show it, and it is relatively hidden.Because many people read Chapter 1, they don't read it, so the author may be for those impatient readers.

Just like the author's "MONEY" last year, although the plot and character settings are very good, after all, "Mentally Impaired Lovers" is not a traditional fast food novel, so few people read it.Those who have read the first two editions should probably understand that my settings are very aggrieved.He has no status and no money, so he can only be a "prisoner".

So in fact, I have low self-esteem, it should be said that it is taken into account in the setting itself.

Lucky Cat: Then what do you think of your relationship with Jinminyi?You should be in love, right?

Suyon: It's a little twisted.We are all people who have lost loved ones, and the pattern of being in love is bound to be a little awkward because someone else once existed.But of course we love each other.Maybe there will be some memoirs in the future, recording our life when we first got together.

Lucky Cat: When you were chased by Zhou Chengju, I felt very nervous. How did you feel?

Su Yoon: Before that, I just thought, just live like this for the rest of my life, it was a kind of negative thinking.But before I died, I actually thought of Jin Min Yi, as if, there is always by your side, the things and people you care about, only in extreme situations, you don’t notice.Both Jinmin and I...before we lost, we suddenly felt like, ah, I really care about his thoughts and feelings.

Lucky Cat: The sentence you said, the sentence that you don’t want to die, really hurt me, it’s great!

Su Yoon: Thank you.

Lucky Cat: Last question, how do you understand the theme?

Su Yoon: Theme?I think the author is looking at it from Jin Mingyi's point of view.The deeper you love, the more you don't want to lose, the deeper you hate.After I... ah, this is going to be a spoiler, sorry, I can't say more.

Lucky Cat: It's a pity, so let's end this interview, thank you for taking the time.The next interview will be with Kazuki Imamin, and the time is uncertain.I will be back~