Mentally disabled lover

15 Free Chapters P05 Mental Illness

(Memories)

"Rose? I'm a man." Xu Yun smiled and took a large bouquet of roses from Yuan Qiu.The owner who delivered the flowers handed over the coat to the maid, carefully observed Xu Yun's expression, "Don't you like it?"

Xu Yun smiled wryly and shook his head, "It's just that I don't think this thing fits me."

Yuan Qiu and the maid left, and closed the door by the way, leaving Xu Yun and Jin Mingyi in the living room.

Jin Ming bowed his head and thought for a while, then organized the language he had organized before he came back, and walked towards Xu Yun, "I don't want to pretend that I was drunk and made a mistake to talk to you about this. Can you listen to me? something?"

"Huh?" Xu Yun was not familiar with his lover who only had a superficial relationship, so he was a little taken aback, "What's the matter?"

"I...know you don't like me. But, I'm not like you, I like men...I don't know what to say about it."

"You can say it bluntly, otherwise if you ask me to guess, I may make a mistake."

Jin Mingyi looked very nervous, almost said it a few times, but then swallowed it back, "Can you...and me...can you be my bed partner?"

"...What?" After listening to Jin Mingyi's request, Xu Yun received a mental shock and couldn't recover for a long time.

This word must be known, it is a bit vulgar word, and it is actually a bit insulting to use it.He was a normal man who couldn't be normal anymore.Although the bed life with Fan Yuan was not very good in the past two years, but with a man?And depending on the situation, I will still be on the female side...

"If you don't want to, I can understand. I just don't want to play first and then play." Jinmin sat on the sofa and poured a glass of water in a panic.

Xu Yun's soul finally came back, and he shook his head vigorously, "I, I'm not sure. Because my wife and I haven't, never..."

As soon as Jin Ming heard Xu Yun's words, there seemed to be an opportunity, so he stood up and walked towards him, "Then, let's take your time and give you time to adapt, maybe...we can keep getting closer to each other, if you don't want to, I will definitely not take one step closer... First, I will put my hand on your shoulder," Jin Ming just put his hand on Xu Yun's shoulder as soon as he finished speaking, "Is that okay?"

Xu Yun stared at that hand, showing reluctance, "No."

Jin Mingyi quickly withdrew his hand, fixed his eyes on Xu Yun's face, and asked cautiously, "Is it because I pushed you into the swimming pool, do you hate me so much?"

Xu Yun put her head on the bouquet, dodging Jin Mingyi's gaze, "I don't understand you."

"We can understand each other. Anyway, we have lost our love, so it's just... looking for a new direction."

"..."

"I promise I won't treat you like before, I will be very gentle." Jin Ming took a step forward.

Xu Yun stepped back, "I don't want to get an infectious disease."

"As long as we both don't get sick, and being careful what we do, staying between the two of us and not being exposed to the virus, it won't do you any harm. I've consulted a lot of doctors."

"But it will hurt." Xu Yun raised his head as if he was in deep thought.

"If you don't like it, I'll stop immediately...you don't want me to bring other men back?"

When Xu Yun woke up, Jin Mingyi was arguing with Bai Yu outside the ward.

"I said it! He's mine! I don't care what he told you! Get lost!"

"This is my family's hospital! I have a right to be here. In fact, I can ask you to get out."

"I have given up all those businesses! You can't threaten me. Besides, let me tell you one more fact that you can't change - he only loves me. Throw away your delusions as soon as possible. "

"..."

"Hush!" Yuan Qiu probed his head and made a quiet gesture, telling the two noisy men with red faces to keep their voices down, and went back to the ward and sat on the chair beside the bed.

Xu Yun blinked her red eyes when she heard a faint voice outside the door, "Am I not dead?"

"Hei Yu saved you. When I went, he was asking someone to call 120." Yuan Qiu poured a glass of water and put it on the bedside, "Brother Ming is outside, do you want him to come in?"

"Is he angry?"

"... maddened."

"Then don't call him in."

Xu Yun coughed twice, and there was still some smell of disinfectant from the swimming pool in his mouth, which made him very uncomfortable.

"You must be very disappointed in me." Xu Yun looked at the ceiling and said softly.

Yuan Qiu lowered his head, as if he had done something wrong, "I'm not disappointed at all. Brother Yun, that day, when everyone was angry because you and Xiwang left, I didn't mean to blame you at all... I He Xiwang is an old friend. If he is caught, he will undoubtedly die. You saved him... Thank you."

"But he died anyway."

"Whether you save them or not, they're not going to live. It's not your fault."

"but I……"

"Without you, the Yuan family would have been wiped out after Mr. Yuan Fu's death. It was you who saved us. No matter what Ji Min said."

"..." Xu Yun turned his head, facing Yuan Qiu who was looking up at him at the same time, "What is he going to do with me?"

Speaking of Jin Minyi, Yuan Qiu's expression sank again, he clasped his hands together, and sighed, "Brother Ming, he..."

"...He sent me here. I will not be allowed to step outside of his control."

Someone knocked on the door.Lan Huan called out, "Please come in."

A young female nurse led Jin Mingyi into Lan Huan's office, "Dr. Lan, Mr. Jin came to see one of your patients."

The sweet voice of the female nurse was harsh in Xu Yun's ears.Lan Huan noticed Xu Yun's mood change, and sent the female nurse away, "I'll be there in a while."

"Mr. Jin wants to see you right away," the nurse looked at Xu Yun, thinking about how to speak, "Your patient."

"What's his hurry?"

Jin Min couldn't wait for the nurse's answer, so he pushed the door open and went in, "I'm here to tell you that your father died in the hospital three hours ago. Do you want me to wait?"

"..."

After that, Xu Yun went back to his ward and cried for a long time, Jin Minyi stayed with him all the time.Lan Huan stood outside the ward watching this scene, wondering what Xu Yun was thinking.Jin Mingyi loves him so much, even with such despicable methods, he still refuses to give up on him.Why can't he give back some love?

Why do you want to leave Jinminyi?

Lan Huan suddenly remembered what Xu Yun said - I'm not worth what you do.

Xu Yun is not narcissistic or selfish, but inferior.He thinks that he is not worthy of Jinminyi's love for him, he thinks he is a very bad person, far inferior to the most beautiful Ji Min in Jinminyi's heart.

So he wanted to run away, out of pure love, afraid that one day, he would find out what a bad person he was.The stronger the love today, the more afraid he is.

On the same day, Jin Mingyi completed the discharge procedures for Xu Yun, took Xu Yun out of the cage, went home to meet Mr. Xu, and held a funeral for him.

Before the two of them left, Lan Huan shook hands with Jin Mingyi, "If the date is confirmed, please be sure to notify me. Express my condolences again. It will not be too late when you want to send him back, I will You can wait."

"Thank you."

"Also, I think Xu Yun's mental disorder may be related to his low self-esteem towards Ji Min. He needs your help very much now."

Imamin frowned slightly, surprised by this point of view.

"But now is not the time. I will keep in touch with you in the future."

"...I understand." Jin Mingyi walked towards the car with doubts, looking back at Lan Huan from time to time.

Lan Huan watched Mu Leng's Xu Yun get into the car with Jin Ming and waved to them.