Mentally disabled lover

Chapter 28 Insomnia P09 Prayer

Jin Mingyi never thought that Xu Yun killed his mother, and forgave Xu Yun for reporting Ji Min's betrayal to the public.What happened to his mother was an accident, and Ji Min betrayed the government first.Even the enemy, the betrayer cannot be trusted.

But it's not that he can't understand Xu Yun's difficulties.One is a mother, and the other is a lover who loved deeply.Xu Yun can't pretend that this thing doesn't exist, even after so many years.

Konminichi's theory is that it's okay to feel a little guilty, but you can't torture yourself.

"What are you thinking?" Jin Mingyi put his hand on Xu Yun's back, stroked his hair, and hugged the person in his arms even tighter.

"I can't understand why you are so obsessed with people like me."

"Your kind?"

"I've done so many wrong things and am a very bad person. What if I hurt you?"

"You saved me."

Xu Yun raised his head from Jin Minyi's arms, "But I will ruin you too, I'm afraid, sometime in the future, I will... maybe the situation like your mother will happen again."

"Why can't you be optimistic? For example, we will grow old together."

"I always feel that I am not up to the level that other people expect, and I feel that I am not that good."

"What to expect? Expecting you to become president? Don't be stupid. I just want you to live happily. Don't let others decide who you are. You are always the most important. When you die, those who expect you It won't kill you...but you have me."

"...But I hurt you."

"If you promise me that you will never leave me again and not torture yourself, I will forgive you."

"..." Xu Yun buried his head in Jin Min's chest again, this time crying, "Thank you, I'm so lucky."

The next day, Yuan Qiu was on the way to send Jin Mingyi to the company, and his expression was the best in a while.This morning, the relationship between Xu Yun and Jin Minyi seems to have become better, and Xu Yun's expression is also much more relaxed.It should be that after yesterday's ridiculous incident, the two reconciled.

The stalemate between the two during this period made the servants restless, Yuan Qiu was also uncomfortable, and Jin Mingyi's expression was so pale that people couldn't stand it.

"You're finally reconciled, Brother Min." When looking at Jin Minyi from the center rearview mirror, Yuan Qiu noticed that Jin Minyi's expression was not as cheerful as he thought, but seemed to be thinking about something seriously. "What happened again?"

"Huh? No." Jin Ming looked out of the window and tapped his cheek with his fingers thoughtfully, "I was wondering if it was Hei Yu who gave Xu Yun the medicine."

"It's not impossible for the Hei family to have such a large supply chain. Is there anything strange about this?"

"..."

Hei Yu rubbed his sore forehead and took a sip of tea.He only learned to read various documents and reports after working with his father. He was really tired. An artist's brain is used to read numbers, so it's no wonder that he doesn't get confused.

Yesterday, Hei Yu wanted to persuade Xu Yun not to take medicine anymore, that thing would really ruin him, but Xu Yun didn't want to talk about it.When chasing Xu Yun out of the coffee shop, Hei Yu didn't expect Jin Mingyi to be nearby.

Hei Yu inherited his father's cruelty, but also inherited his mother's artist heart.He will take advantage of other people's weaknesses to scrape benefits, and he also cares about what he loves.He cut his heart in half, leaving the soft part from the cancerous half.

The good half resonated with Xu Yun, prompting Hei Yu to protect Xu Yun from his father's hand.

"Om~"

"Will you take a break?" Jiang Lili walked into the editing room with a cup of tea.

Xu Yun took the tea, turned the chair around, and faced Jiang Lili who was sitting next to her, "My sister came back a week ago. My uncle, call and ask her... is she pregnant?" Xu Yun smiled softly , "She said she didn't. My uncle...is angry...he's afraid that at some point he'll lose my sister too. He needs, to know, that my mother's life, through my sister, continues."

"Is he a romantic?"

"No. He's a conservative person. He doesn't even think Jinyoung is a life."

"...Is your relationship with Mr. Jin okay?"

"He... is very gentle, very gentle," Xu Yun began to talk to himself, "I am so lucky to have two people who really love me. Some people can never find one in their lifetime. Marlon Prynne I have said that you may long for love, you have longed for it all your life, but you fear people and don't trust them... because many people, are afraid of love... It invades from your lips, through blood, into every place, fingers, Eyes, toes, everywhere. It's gentle, it protects you, it gives you warmth when you're scared...you enjoy it, glad it's in your body, with you...but when it's gone If you do, it will...become a nervous cockroach, a runaway wild horse, with its poisonous sting, tormenting every part of you, fingers, eyes, toes...making you miserable."

"...your wife?"

"..."

Hei Yu thought that Jin Ming would contact him later, so he was ready to tell Jin Ming everything.

"He..." Hei Yu hesitated to speak, looking at the ceiling, as if he was praying to something, "He got the medicine from me, he thought Dr. Lan would tell you what he took. He didn't want to Telling you because he doesn't want to hurt you...

"That day, I asked him out. He was not feeling well. I asked him if he was sick. He said he had been having insomnia. I read his medical records and the doctor's notes. The doctor didn't think he was going to recover from the loss of his wife. relief.

"My father, who heard about it, asked me to keep him on his medication.

"But I don't want to. I love him, though I know I can't replace you, and I won't hurt him."

"His wife?"

"He always thought that Fan Yuan's death was his fault. His first doctor was a very old man who once lost his only daughter. Doctors who had the same experience discovered what he wanted to hide.

"The death of his wife...he kept hiding how it affected him until he heard about his father from Dr. Guilt is the deadliest thing to a good man."