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The night before leaving Huashan, Duan Chen spent in Xixin Cave.

Huashan has been the ancestral home of Taoism since ancient times, a blessed place with caves and countless caves of various sizes.Xixin Cave is just one of countless caves, it is neither strange nor comfortable.And because it is remote and hidden, it is even more dilapidated and desolate than those caves where people often practice and practice.

When Ning Shu and Duan Chen discovered this place, it was really just a deserted cave.

I don't know which senior has practiced here, carved the word "washing heart" in the cave, and left a simple stone bed.When Ning Shu saw the bed, her eyes lit up, and she said she would stay here to practice.At that time, Shichen didn't know his intentions, nor his own intentions. He only knew that the younger brother was young, so he had all kinds of unimaginable and weird thoughts.As a senior brother, always give in to him.

Unexpectedly, the bliss and regret of his life would happen here.

Ning Shu is naturally very good, so good that Duan Chen is afraid of him.He not only hopes that his junior brother will be intimate with him, but also is afraid of the truth that is about to come out under the intimacy.He was confused and avoided, but no matter what, as long as he turned his head, Ning Shu always smiled, waiting there as if nothing had happened.

Ever since she was a child, Ning Shu had never done a bad thing to Duan Chen, but she could always change her ways to make her brother do what she wanted.It was the same that time.

Young people's desires arise at the beginning, and there is no way to dispel them.There are all kinds of strict rules on the mountain.Duan Chen's affection for him has grown, and he has endless thoughts.The two of them lived together day by day, and gradually they had many secrets that could not be revealed to others.

Every time Duan Chen felt guilty and uneasy, Ning Shu said cleverly to comfort him: the two of them didn't take off their clothes, but they were just practicing relative to each other.Touching, rubbing, it's nothing unusual.And the yang///spirit has not come out, how can it be regarded as upward///prostitution?If the yang energy rises, it is also considered prostitution///chaotic, and the young men in the door have to break the precept every morning, how can the precept hall punish them?

Duan Chen knew that these were all nonsense to fool people.But he forced himself to believe it.It's just that no matter how I resist in every possible way, how I suppress it, I can't hold on to it in the end. One day, I was so infatuated that I did that to my junior brother.

The window paper was torn, but his heart calmed down briefly.

Anyone who meets Ning Shu will inevitably be seduced.Thinking of this, I suddenly felt mixed feelings.Duan Chen resented Ning Shu a little bit, but he wished he could hide him and let him see it alone.

He was taught since he was a child to have good conduct, benevolence and courage.But since then, I have discovered that my nature is actually narrow and selfish, vicious and jealous.

Gradually, every time he gets closer to Ning Shu, the feeling of self-loathing and self-pity in his heart will increase.However, Ning Shu is so kind, every time he gets closer to him, the feeling of reluctance increases.When the thought of giving up love and lust came into being, I realized that thousands of love threads were like a net, and I was already deeply trapped in it, and it was impossible to break free.

He is like a traveler with ill-gotten wealth in his arms, traveling in panic and not knowing where he is going.

No matter how careful you are, there will be clues in your behavior.Huo Zhao brought their matter to the master.Mrs. Ye didn't say anything, but Duan Chen knew, she believed it.

The master, who had always loved him so much, suddenly became cold.

Without protection, Duan Chen's life in the door gradually became difficult.He's not Ning Shu, he can't be that carefree.

Ning Shu often described to him how it was going down the mountain, thinking that one day he would go down the mountain with Duan Chen and walk the rivers and lakes.But when Duan Chen heard those words, he only felt fear.

He doesn't know who his parents are, and he has been watching people carefully since he can remember.The master seems to be kind, but in fact he is moody.There is nothing wrong with being happy, and thunderous when angry.Duan Chen has endured many punishments since he was a child.But every time she physically punished Duan Chen, she was well-known as a teacher, forcing people to be convinced by her.Duan Chen is both respectful and afraid of her, and he doesn't dare to give birth to a disobedient heart.

He already lived like walking on thin ice on the mountain, what would he be like if he went down the mountain?He can't even fathom his master's mind, the human mind is full of ghosts and ghosts, and the minds of outsiders are even more unpredictable.Ning Shu's meridians are different, no matter how hard he practices, it's hard to be among the top players; although he himself has good talent, there are others beyond others, and there is a sky beyond the sky... He can't even beat his master, and if he is up against others, it will be even more unpredictable.

No matter how well-mannered the mountain is, the same sect can protect each other after all.But if he and Ning Shu went down the mountain, it would be tantamount to having nothing to rely on.The two of them have nothing to rely on, so how should they live.

Thinking of this, and looking at Ning Shu's carefree appearance, he was so tired for a while that he felt regretful.

If he could break it up, if Ning Shu could retreat in the face of difficulties... then he wouldn't have these troubles.

Maybe it's an unresolved worry in his heart, maybe it's a mistake that day... In short, when Duan Chen came back to his senses, Ning Shu's inner breath had gone astray.Originally, there were many difficulties when practicing the Taixuan Scripture, so the two had to take care of each other.As usual, Duan Chen should have suppressed Ning Shu's internal energy with his own internal energy.But that time something went wrong, Duan Chen only felt that his inner strength was rapidly draining from the hands he held with Ning Shu, and a sharp and cold inner breath flowed back into his meridians.

Ning Shu's eyes were tightly closed, obviously gritting his teeth to suppress.Duan Chen panicked and involuntarily withdrew his hand.

As soon as the two separated, Ning Shu's face was completely blank.The next moment, a mouthful of blood gushed out and sprayed directly on Duan Chen.

Duan Chen watched helplessly as his little junior brother collapsed silently.

Taixuan Zhenjing practice method, if the inner breath is divergent, when the pulse condition slows down, another person can help to suppress it with internal force.But with this method, Duan Chen's internal strength that he has practiced hard for many years will no longer remain, and if his internal strength is insufficient, even if he follows the law, it will not be able to save Ning Shu.So he made a decisive decision and quickly got up to find the elders.

Just when he walked to the edge of the cave, he heard Ning Shu call out very faintly: Senior brother.

Duan Chen was so anxious that he just said "I'm going to find someone" and left.

From the corner of his eye, he didn't have time to think about the sudden desperation in Ning Shu's eyes.

When the elders in the door rescued her, Ning Shu was in critical condition several times.Looking at his lifeless face, Duan Chen felt an unbearable pain in his heart.If only he had been more careful when protecting Ning Shu, if his internal strength had been better, if he had been calmer and insisted on not pulling his hands... But there are not so many ifs.

Ning Shu lay in the Hui'an hall for three days, while Duan Chen didn't eat a grain of rice or close his eyes for three days and three nights.At last seeing Ning Shu opened his eyes, he finally couldn't bear it anymore and burst into tears.

Later, Ning Shu was saved, but his meridians were severely injured, and he would no longer be able to practice the Taixuan Sutra in this life.

That day in Hui'an Hall, all kinds of things between him and Ning Shu were clearly seen by everyone.The personal affair that had been hidden for a long time in the dark finally fell into the eyes of the elders present.

The Presbyterian Church had already prepared for a joint trial.But when that day came, Mrs. Ye suddenly came forward and said that since the matter was done by two people, they should be tried together.Ning Shu was seriously injured and could not be present, Duan Chen might not be able to testify alone.It was not unreasonable for her to mention it like this, so she delayed the day a lot.

This little respite was like a narrow escape.So far, there is no other way but to leave the mountain quietly.Ning Shu was determined to go, and there was no room for maneuver.Duan Chen and him had just gone through life and death, hesitated for a moment, and finally made up their minds.

Leaving Huashan is very painful, but leaving Ning Shu is too painful.If he had to make a choice between suffering and pain, he would rather suffer.

The two were stared at heavily, so naturally they couldn't both leave at the same time.So he made an appointment with Ning Shu to meet in the abandoned Hanqiaozhai at the foot of the mountain.

Unexpectedly, on that day, an elder in the door suddenly lost something.Half of the inner disciples were called in for questioning.Duan Chen is naturally among them.When he escaped, the mountain gate to go down the mountain was closed.Mrs. Ye sent a letter, saying that she wanted to ask him something.Although Duan Chen was very anxious, he still had to cheer up.

After this trip, he couldn't go down the mountain.Waiting for him in Mrs. Ye's Xuanzhong is the elder of Xingtang.

Mrs. Ye already knew all about him and Ning Shu.As the master protects the disciples, not many people know the reason.But Duan Chen violated the rules, and he could not escape the punishment.

When he was severely punished and rushed to Hanqiaozhai dragging his body full of scars, Ning Shu had disappeared.

Afterwards, he repeatedly recalled all kinds of things at that time, and always remembered Ning Shu's eyes in Xixin Cave, and the last voice of "Let's go" without any room.Duan Chen thought, maybe he hated himself, that's why he chose to leave alone.After all, I was the one who let go first, and I was the one who didn't go down the mountain as promised.Anyone who misses appointments again and again will be disappointed.

He wanted to go down the mountain to find him.But Huashan had already lost one disciple, and he was absolutely not allowed to lose another one.Duan Chen was kept in a small courtyard in the mountains by Mrs. Ye in the name of practicing martial arts.For the first time, Mrs. Ye did not scold him again, but treated him very well, except that he was not allowed to go down the mountain.She never scolded Duan Chen, but she showed disgust towards Ning Shu.Duan Chen listened to her talk about Ning Shu every day, and afterward, he was a little dazed.

He thought, Ning Shu is so smart, perhaps she is really different in front of himself, and different in front of others.He was no longer sure whether the one he had seen was the real Ning Shu.

When he was finally able to leave there, rumors about Ning Shu were already flying all over the world.

Duan Chen didn't quite believe it at first, but everyone kept saying that.The door talked about eliminating demons and defending Taoism. They all said that if they met Ning Shu, they would bring them back if they could, and if they couldn't bring them back, they would remove them on the spot.

Duan Chen wanted to see him, but was afraid of seeing him, so he finally chose to be passive and stopped looking for him.

Until that day in the arena of the Ye family.So sad, so painful, how can it be fake?

The dusty past gradually emerged, and he could not believe many things, but he had to believe them.His closest and most trustworthy master used to murder him behind his back, and Ning Shu turned out to be so miserable after he came down from the mountain.

And he didn't know anything then.He stayed on the mountain, practicing martial arts while resenting the man for abandoning him and leaving without saying goodbye.

Thinking of how he actually hated his junior brother when he was in the most pain and helplessness, Duan Chen felt ridiculous and regretted.Guilt whipped him every moment, so that when he really knew his life experience later, he was much calmer than he imagined.

He didn't know how to face Mrs. Ye, or in other words, his biological mother.

He asked her many things, and after getting the answer, he only felt sad.

But in the end, he pleaded for Mrs. Ye in front of the head of the sect.Master Huo also begged for mercy, but Huo Zhao remained indifferent.

Mrs. Ye was imprisoned in Beifeng.

On the day she was locked, her face was calm, but there was already a hint of madness in her eyes.She said that God treats me very meanly, whether it's you or Shen Xiao... I love you all so much, but you all hate me so much.

Duan Chen was silent for a long time, then slowly shook his head and said: No.In fact, the one you love the most...is yourself.He smiled wryly, and murmured: I think, I am like you in this way.

Duan Chen slowly opened his eyes from the trance, the dawn was approaching, and there were birds chirping outside the cave.He grabbed the sword, got up and walked out.

After so many years, he finally made up his mind and left Huashan.

The first thing to do was to find Ning Shu.

Of course, nothing will come of it.

How wholeheartedly that person was in love, and how crisp and neat he was when he pulled away.

Duan Chen knew that he just wanted to give himself a break.From now on, let go of that thought that can no longer be realized.

Ning Shu is fine now, he feels at ease, the regret is still there, but it is not so painful.

The rivers and lakes are far away, the sky is vast and the earth is vast. For the first time, he realized that Kyushu is so vast.He walks with a sword and makes new friends.Gradually, you can also laugh at the rumors about your life experience.

It was almost autumn, and he went south to Fujian to visit a friend as promised.Baili pine shade and Bichangxi, above the teahouse, you can just see the green mountains.

He took a sip of tea, but he heard someone laughing and said: "Duan Shaoxia, you don't keep the promise, you came yesterday after the agreement, but you only came today, making me wait."

Duan Chen looked up and saw that Zhang Wei was yawning profusely, he couldn't help apologizing: "I saw the three poisons in southern Fujian doing evil on the road, so I couldn't help meddling in some business and delayed it. How about this, I'll buy you a drink..."

Zhang Wei said with a smile: "Alcohol is fine, but my master has a very good rock tea hidden away. If you come here as a guest, I will naturally invite you."

Duan Chen got up and smiled: "Then it's bothering you."

Zhang Wei laughed loudly: "You're welcome."

The two jumped out of the window hand in hand, and walked lightly towards the rolling pines.