Affectionate for a long time

The air conditioner has been turned off for a long time, and there is still a trace of cool air in the room.The window of the bedroom was wide open, and there were a few gray-blue long-tailed birds on the branches of Metasequoia outside the window, chirping.

There was the sound of running water in the kitchen, Liu Jiayu pushed back the quilt, put on the coat on the bedside and walked slowly into the bathroom.

She seemed to have gotten a little fatter during this time, she stretched out her hand and squeezed her chin, and she became fleshy.

"Get up? Come out soon after washing up. Breakfast is ready." Fu Shensi walked to the bed and spread the quilt, then walked out of the bedroom.

Shen Si's craftsmanship has improved more and more recently, Liu Jiayu looked at the table full of all kinds of food, pulled out a chair and sat opposite him.

"Has it been confirmed over there?" She asked while drinking porridge.

Fu Shensi's hands that were scooping up the porridge paused, and his voice was a little damp, "Well... sure, the time is about 10:30."

The dining table fell silent, only the sound of Liu Jiayu drinking porridge in silence.

After a while, she said again, "I'll go alone, so don't follow me."

"Are you alone?" Fu Shensi finally couldn't help raising his head, but found that the head of the person opposite him was almost buried in the bowl, "No, you don't have two people to take care of you alone, I have to be with you."

"Shinji...I promise I'll be fine alone, really!"

"No!" Liu Jiayu's attitude was very firm, but Fu Shensi's attitude was even more firm.He couldn't let her bear this pain alone, at least he had to accompany her through the journey.

"Shen Si, I beg you. I don't want anyone to see me like that, I beg you, I want to be alone." Liu Jiayu put down the spoon and looked at him with pleading eyes.

Fu Shensi still agreed, besides agreeing, does he have any other choice?

Packing her with warm water with honey in a thermos cup, an umbrella, paper towels, money, cards, and a fully charged mobile phone, Fu Shensi walked her to the door and watched her get into a blue taxi.

Today's weather is fine, but his mood is heavier than a dark cloud full of water.

From the time the taxi turned into the hospital road, Liu Jiayu's hand holding her skirt showed faint veins.The driver parked the car at the gate of the hospital and called several times before he realized that he had arrived.After paying the money, the driver walked away.Liu Jiayu looked at her watch, it was half an hour before 10:30.

In the garden of the hospital, several people were wearing hospital gowns and enjoying the shade under the tree. Liu Jiayu went to the chair in front of the flower bed and sat down, watching the pedestrians coming and going in front of her.Two weeks had passed since then, and it was too late to drag on.

If it drags on, she doesn't know if she can still be ruthless.Because I didn't know it before, I didn't feel anything except getting tired easily and wanting to sleep.But once she knew that there was another little life in her body that was closely related to her, it was difficult to ignore his existence.

When I want to drink ice water, when I go to sleep, when I step on the slippery floor with bare feet, when I can't help but take two steps faster... there is always a string in my mind, reminding her not to do those things .It's ridiculous, Mingming has already decided to give up, but the two of them are as careful not to touch all the minefields as parents who are ready to welcome a new life. Shinji even secretly searched for pregnant women's recipes on the Internet, flipping out new tricks for her every day. cuisine.And she, pretending not to know anything, accepted it completely.

Sitting quietly until [-]:[-], she took her bag and slowly turned around and went upstairs.

The number was registered in advance, and her name and identity were all fake. She must not let anyone other than the two of them know that she had been pregnant and had a miscarriage.

"Number 18." After waiting for 2 minutes, the nurse called her number.

As soon as Liu Jiayu got up, she saw a young girl clutching her belly, with a pale face and black lips, coming out of the operating room leaning on the wall.She trembled all over, and her legs seemed to be filled with lead, and she could no longer take a step forward.

"No. 18, is No. 18 here?" After 2 minutes, the nurse came out again, still looking around.

"Here." Liu Jiayu clutched her bag, cold sweat forming on her back.

"Hurry up, there's still a queue at the back!" The nurse glanced at her reproachfully, and after she walked in, quickly closed the door of the operating room.

Crack...the operating light is on.

Liu Jiayu closed her eyes, a tear fell from the corner of her eyes.

On Sunday, Oushu was putting up wallpaper at home.

The large roll of wallpaper made a rattling sound when it was unfolded, and as he was tearing off the film, the mobile phone on the pillow began to vibrate desperately.He reached out and swiped the answer button, and Liu Jiayu's slightly tired voice came from inside, "Ashu, where are you?"

"At home, what's the matter?" Ou Shu put down the wallpaper and walked to the balcony with better signal.

"I'm at Fangcao Road station, can you come pick me up?"

Liu Jiayu seldom made requests of him, and Ou Shu almost immediately agreed, "Okay, I'll be right over."

"I'm waiting for you."

As soon as he put down the phone, Ou Shu quickly changed his clothes, grabbed the car keys and rushed out.It was approaching noon, and the sun was shining outside. When he arrived, he saw the girl sitting under the stop sign almost curled up.She was wearing a blue dress and a pair of white flat shoes.

The car was parked across the street, and she didn't see him.Ou Shu closed the car door and quickly crossed the road, "Jiayu."

Hearing the familiar voice, Liu Jiayu raised her head slowly, and when she saw the face of the visitor, tears could not help but flow down.

Ou Shu panicked when he saw her like this. He squatted down and supported her shoulders, and asked anxiously, "Jiayu, Jiayu, don't cry! What's wrong with you, did someone bully you?"

"Ashu..." Liu Jiayu called him tremblingly, and in the next second, she threw herself into his arms, crying out loudly.

Passers-by waiting for the bus saw this scene and all cast strange eyes.Ou Shu didn't care about it at all, he patted her on the back, the throbbing thing in her chest seemed to be slowed down by her miserable cry, "Jiayu, Jiayu, don't cry... If you have any grievances, tell me, no matter who it is I will avenge you even if I bully you. So, don't cry, okay?"

It was the first time for him to comfort someone so softly, and for a while he was so stupid that he couldn't see any comforting words, he would just say over and over again, don't cry, don't cry...

Perhaps it was because the voice was too gentle, the embrace was too warm, or the hand patted on the back conveyed an extremely reassuring force, and Liu Jiayu's mood gradually stabilized.

But it hurts too much, her stomach hurts too much.

"Ashu, can you carry me for a while?" She raised her head from his arms, begging with tears in her eyes.

Ou Shu let go of his arms around her, turned around and squatted in front of her.

A red maple was planted by the side of Fangcao Road, and now is the time to turn red.Liu Jiayu lay on Ou Shu's warm back, looking at the red leaves above her head, she felt like fire burning into her heart.The feeling of peace and reliability relaxed her nerves, she closed her eyes, and when she woke up, it was already dusk.

"Are you awake? You're almost home." Ou Shu's voice reached his ears.She looked around. This was the familiar small park in her community.Wanting to go home was what she said to Ou Shu before falling asleep, but he actually... really carried himself home?

Fangcao Road is separated from her home by more than a dozen stops, almost as long as a one-way journey by bus...

"Ash, let me down."

Ou Shu let go of his hand slowly, the strength on his back was removed, and he couldn't straighten his back for a while.Liu Jiayu obviously noticed it too, she was ashamed, and stretched out her hands to help him gently knead.

"No, it will be fine in a while." Ou Shu seemed very unaccustomed to being touched by others, blocked her movements with one hand, and said softly, "Aren't you feeling uncomfortable? Go back quickly, I will watch you go ."

Liu Jiayu didn't insist anymore. She knew Ou Shu's personality too well. Instead of being entangled here, she might as well leave early to make him feel at ease. "Ashu, today is the most painful day in my life. Thank you for being with me " She said as she stood on tiptoe, lightly printed a kiss on the side of his cheek, turned around and left without looking back.

Ou Shu froze in place, looking at her thin back, the kiss on her face burned like a flame.His face was burned red, and his jade-colored earlobes.