deep closet game

I have just been enthusiastic for a week, and after this day, I quickly returned to calm.

Chang Le was a little depressed, he managed to prepare himself psychologically, and confessed to Gao Zhihan with the determination to die, but in the end he regarded death as home, but Gao Zhihan seemed to be abandoned by him from beginning to end.

He reflected for a while, and felt that he was indeed wrong for not clarifying what he said. After all, if it were him, he might not be willing to talk about a fruitless relationship with someone who was leaving in a year.

——But that person is Gao Zhihan, if Gao Zhihan wants to leave in a year, even if there is only one year, he will be willing to enjoy the only time with him.

So Chang Le put himself in his shoes and thought about it, and felt that Gao Zhihan's feelings for him were not as strong as him.

It's not good to say that he is still lying to him.

After much deliberation, Chang Le became more and more headache.

He found that since he participated in this program, his brain cells were always not enough. No matter what person, behavior or sentence, he couldn't figure out what was going on.

Fortunately, he didn't pretend to be smart and lied to others, so at least he didn't have to figure out whether others were telling a lie or not, and at the same time, he had to cover his own lie.

So in the end he still decided: Treat people with sincerity, if you eliminate them, you will be eliminated; let nature take its course, if you like it, you will like it.

After figuring out the tactic of returning to basics with static brakes, he made an appointment with Gao Zhihan again.

Gao Zhihan received the admission notice on the second day after the interview, and started going to work early and late every day from the third day onwards.

After receiving Chang Le's message, he promised to find him after he got off work at night.

Chang Le thought a lot about what to say, pondered over the words for a long time, and waited until after ten o'clock before hearing Gao Zhihan's knock on the door.

"Shall I avoid it?" Hong Gechong asked with a smile when he saw Gao Zhihan standing at the door after Chang Le opened the door.

"No, no, no," Chang Le waved his hand, "Let's go out and talk." Then he closed the door from the outside.

He turned to look at Gao Zhihan, the meticulously combed hair before going out in the morning was already loose, two buttons of the shirt around the neck were undone, the tie was hanging crookedly on the collar, and the neckline was also slightly yellowed by sweat, His eyes were a little sleepy, obviously he fell asleep on the way back and was not awake yet.

Looking at his tired look, Chang Le couldn't help but feel a little guilty, and said, "How about... you should rest first, isn't tomorrow Saturday, you can talk about it tomorrow."

Gao Zhihan shook his head and said: "There is still something to do tomorrow, what do you want to say, say it now."

"Okay...then let's go out and talk."

Gao Zhihan followed Chang Le all the way out the gate and walked to the back of the house.

The evening breeze by the water was quite pleasant, and the light was swayed by the water waves and reflected on the faces of the two people, casting a layer of light blue.

The two sat down on the bench by the pool, with the whispers of summer insects in their ears.

"Is the internship tiring?" Chang Le decided to be polite first.

"Well," Gao Zhihan replied in a deep voice, "just in time for a project declaration sprint period, and I work overtime on site every day."

Chang Le nodded. Of course he didn't understand. He was silent for a while, and found that the politeness was meaningless, so he directly entered the topic, "It's my fault that I didn't tell you about going abroad."

After finishing speaking, his eyes were fixed on the water surface without looking at Gao Zhihan's face.

"It's nothing," Gao Zhihan replied, "It's not your fault. I should have thought of it, you will go abroad."

Chang Le pursed her lips and said, "Actually, I always suspected that you were lying to me before."

"I know."

"But I... I really like you, so I decided that even if you lied to me, I would still be fooled by you."

Gao Zhihan was silent for a few seconds, and said, "I didn't lie to you."

"Well, I know now, and now I lied to you - I didn't tell you that I planned to go abroad."

"You're not lying to me, it's just that I didn't ask and you didn't tell."

"Then you know now, what do you think?"

After Chang Le asked this, Gao Zhihan fell silent again.

He looked at Shuiguang quietly, waiting for his response without haste.

"Of course I still want to be with you."

Chang Le pursed his lips, suppressing the joy in his heart, because he knew there must be a "but" behind it.

"But the thought of you leaving next year makes me a little..."

Chang Le nodded, indicating that he understood what he meant.

Gao Zhihan said: "If you have never had it, you won't feel the pain of losing it."

Chang Le sighed softly, changed the subject, looked back into Gao Zhihan's eyes, and asked, "What happened to your family?"

Gao Zhihan was startled, but didn't answer.

Chang Le asked again: "You have to go to the hospital every one or two days, is your family sick?"

Gao Zhihan's eyelids trembled slightly, and he adjusted his sitting posture, visibly becoming nervous.

Chang Le still said: "I have watched the programs for the past few weeks. I wondered before, why you have been so busy last month, even if you are reviewing at the end of the semester, you will not be so busy. I only know after watching the program. , You always have to go to the hospital when you are not reviewing. Although the camera does not show the situation of the ward, it can be seen that this person should be your close relative? Parents? "

Gao Zhihan pursed his lips, but still did not speak.

Chang Le smiled lightly and said: "You have always been low-key, and you would never participate in this kind of program, but not only did you come, but you also attacked me first because you were afraid that I would vote you out, and you were afraid of being regarded as If you are a straight man, why don't you just confess to me... You work so hard to survive, there must be some special reason? Is it money? Is it to get a bonus to treat your family?"

Gao Zhihan stared at Chang Le for a long time, and Chang Le also looked back at him fixedly.

Finally, Gao Zhihan was discouraged, lowered his eyes and said, "Yes."

Chang Le nodded and said, "Is that why you didn't learn to drive?"

Gao Zhihan sighed, and said, "I've been working part-time during winter and summer vacations, so I don't have time to learn how to drive."

Chang Le hesitated for a moment, and said, "Is it really the parents? What kind of illness is it? Can you tell me?"

"Hawkin's lymphoma, my dad." Gao Zhihan replied in a deep voice.

Chang Le was surprised. Although he didn't know what kind of disease it was, he knew it was difficult to treat when he heard the word lymph.

"Did you get it after the college entrance examination?" Chang Le asked.

Gao Zhihan shook his head: "I got it when I was freshman in high school. It was discovered early, and the treatment is not bad, but the cost...our family definitely can't afford it, especially in the past one or two years...it's a bit repetitive."

He looked up at the sky and said, "So I chose science when I was a sophomore in high school, and I also chose finance in school, just to make more money."

Chang Le suddenly smiled and said, "I mean, you obviously liked liberal arts more when you were in the first year of high school, but when you divided arts and science into science, you chose science—but that's true, our school's science is stronger, and if you study literature, you may be more likely to take the college entrance examination." It might not be good either.”

Gao Zhihan nodded and said, "You also chose the reason for this reason, right?"

Chang Le smiled wryly, and said, "I'm here to continue being your classmate."

Gao Zhihan was stunned again, Chang Le tried to smile, he didn't expect that he followed Gao Zhihan to choose science, but it was actually because of Gao's father's illness.

"It's not important anymore," Chang Le waved his hand, "Since your family is in this situation, I will try my best to help you. ——Actually, you should have told me earlier."

Gao Zhihan said in a muffled voice: "I just don't want you to know, and I don't want our classmates to know, that's why I cut off contact with everyone after graduation."

Looking at his expression, Chang Le felt even more sad, and said, "You are just too stubborn."

Gao Zhihan smiled wryly to show his acquiescence.

Chang Le raised his hand and patted his arm, and said with a smile: "Okay, now that we've said everything, don't hide it from me in the future, just tell me if you have something to do, and I will try my best to help if I can. As for this show, I will find a way to help you stay till the end."

Gao Zhihan looked at Chang Le, his eyes reflected the water, making them very crystal clear.

He suddenly hugged Chang Le and buried his head in Chang Le's neck.

Chang Le was startled at first, then raised his hand to caress Gao Zhihan's back, and comforted him softly: "Okay, okay, it's okay, if I don't help you, whoever will help you, I'll sleep with you for three years on bunk beds gone?"

Gao Zhihan hugged him tightly, his warm breath brushed against his neck, making his heart itch.

"Okay... I will be very embarrassed if you do this again." Chang Le said.

Gao Zhihan let him go slowly, but his arms were still around his waist.

Water shadows flickered in his eye sockets, his eyes were calm, and he looked at Chang Le steadfastly.

Chang Le was so stared at by him that his heart felt a little edgy, and tried to break away, but Gao Zhihan raised a hand to caress his face.

Chang Le's neck stiffened, and seeing Gao Zhihan's face getting closer, he hurriedly said, "You should think clearly!"

Gao Zhihan's lips stopped in mid-air.

"I'll be leaving next year. You're just asking for trouble." Chang Le's hand gently grasped the corner of Gao Zhihan's clothes, wanting to let go but reluctant.

Gao Zhihan suddenly smiled, "The last thing I fear is suffering."

This is the fourth kiss.