deep closet game

Tears hit Chang Le's eyelids, which really scared him: "What's the matter? Isn't your dad discharged from the hospital? What happened?"

"Lele..." Gao Zhihan's voice was a little choked up, "I like you...I really like you..."

Chang Le was stunned for a moment, unable to react.

"I lied to you before..." Gao Zhihan's eyes were red, and his mouth was full of wine, "I may lie to you in the future...but what I'm saying now...is definitely the truth...you must believe me... "

Chang Le frowned little by little, "What's wrong with you? Did you drink too much?"

Gao Zhihan shook his head, leaned over to Chang Le's ear, and said angrily, "If I say I don't like you and lie to you in the future, then I will be lying to you, remember?"

He propped himself up again, Chang Le frowned and looked at him suspiciously, puzzled, thought for a while, and said, "Your dad... is everything okay?"

Gao Zhihan sighed softly and said, "It's okay." Then he rolled over and got out of bed, "I'm going to take a shower, if you're sleepy, go to bed first."

Chang Le nodded ignorantly, watched Gao Zhihan walk into the bathroom, pondered his words over and over in his heart, felt something was wrong no matter what he thought, hesitated for a while, heard the sound of water, gritted his teeth, got up and left past.

Opening the door of the bathroom, he saw the shower spraying water on the bathtub alone, but Gao Zhihan propped his hands on the sink, staring at himself in the mirror in a daze.

He obviously didn't expect Chang Le to come in, and he was at a loss for a while.

Chang Le closed the door silently, let the shower continue to run water, took two steps closer to Gao Zhihan, and said, "The sound of the water and the door are separated by sound, so it won't be recorded. What happened, what do you think?" Bar."

Gao Zhihan pursed his lips and said, "My parents...don't agree with us..."

Chang Le was startled, and then couldn't help laughing: "I'm cooperating with you, who is crying and wiping away tears, just for this? What's the matter with us? I'm leaving next year, what do you want? Marry me?"

Gao Zhihan moved his Adam's apple and said, "I...I want to go to England with you."

Chang Le was slightly taken aback, and said, "You... really intend to do that?"

Gao Zhihan nodded: "But my parents disagree."

Chang Le thought for a while and said, "Not to mention whether they agree or not... I have handed over all the materials, and you are not prepared at all, and it is too late. Besides, your father has just been discharged from the hospital, so it is not considered that he is completely healed." , how can you ignore him? Besides... can your family afford the cost of your going abroad... I will stay there after I go, you... can you stay?"

Gao Zhihan looked gloomy and didn't speak for a while.

Chang Le took his hand, rubbed it lightly for a while, and said, "I can believe that you are sincere, but we must also consider practical issues. In this program, I am satisfied to be with you for such a period of time." Already." He said with a sad smile, "Didn't I say I was good at acting... There is always a curtain call in a play."

Gao Zhihan suddenly grabbed Chang Le's hand with his backhand, squeezed it hard, and said, "I'm not satisfied."

When Chang Le heard this, her heart felt hot, but she smiled wryly: "You are not satisfied...what can you do...the practical problems I just mentioned...can't be solved."

Gao Zhihan bit his lip and said, "Even if I can't go with you, I will apply again next year, and I will go to England to find you the year after next."

Chang Le's heart beat a little faster. He had been persuading himself to spend only one year with Gao Zhihan as a white moonlight dream. Now that he heard this, he suddenly had extra hope.

"Then what about your father..."

Kochi smiled coldly and said, "Leave him alone."

"Don't care about him?!" Chang Le was taken aback, this is definitely not something Gao Zhihan would say.

Gao Zhihan said in a deep voice, "Last year, our school had a recommendation to go to the United States to study for graduate school. Our supervisor wanted me to go. After my father heard about it, he said that he was no longer cured. How much did he sell it for?" I was also allowed to go to the house, but in the end I told the instructor to give up. Now, he has also been discharged from the hospital, and I am willing to go, but because of the two of us, he refused to agree!"

"I have always thought about him. I learned theory for him, I learned finance for him, and I gave up an opportunity to go abroad for him, but what about him? He doesn't consider my feelings at all!"

Chang Le was a little confused. The two of them have been on the show for so long. If his parents disagreed, they wouldn't just say it now. And if they originally supported him to go abroad, it was because he didn't agree. Agreed, how much hatred is this?

"Your parents..." Chang Le asked hesitantly, "Don't you like me...?"

Ask yourself, Chang Le feels that he is not an annoying person.

Gao Zhihan paused, and murmured: "It's not that I don't like you..."

"Then... why...?" Chang Le became more and more confused.

"Because..." Gao Zhihan hesitated to speak, "Because...you are a boy..."

Chang Le was completely confused: "You... have you just come out of the closet or what...? They must know that you came to record this show."

The water in the bathtub was already full, Gao Zhihan turned around and turned off the shower.

The surroundings became quiet, with only the ticking sound of the remaining drops of water dripping from the shower into the bathtub.

The mirror on the sink was already covered with a layer of water vapor, reflecting the blurred figures of the two of them.

Gao Zhihan took a deep breath and said, "Lele, what I'm telling you now is the truth. When I go out of this door and face the camera, I still need to lie, do you understand?"

Chang Le nodded hesitantly.

Gao Zhihan licked his lips and said, "I...I am a straight man..."

Chang Le was in a trance for a while, thinking that he had heard wrong.

"You were deceived by your brother. In this show, there are actually two straight men, not one."

Chang Le felt dizzy for a while, reached out to hold the doorknob, and leaned against the wall.

Gao Zhihan quickly stepped forward to help him, but he raised his hand to stop Gao Zhihan: "Let me calm down first."

"Lele," Gao Zhihan explained nervously, "I...although I liked girls before...but now I really really like you..."

"Don't talk yet..." Chang Le waved his hand, "Let me think about it."

Gao Zhihan silently closed his mouth, took two steps back, and waited for Chang Le to digest the fact.

Two straight men... are they actually Ding Zhi and Gao Zhihan?Not Gu Shenghui?

Chang Le shook his head in pain.

If Gao Zhihan is a straight man... then everything before...

He looked up at Gao Zhihan and said, "Are you a straight man? Do you like me?" He smiled wryly, "Am I a woman?"

Gao Zhihan shook his head again and again: "No, I didn't think of you as a girl...I...I didn't think of you as a boy...I...I just like you! It doesn't matter what gender you are!"

It sounded like a sincere confession, but Chang Le only found it ridiculous.

"So are you twins?" Chang Le asked again.

Gao Zhihan shook his head again: "Except for you, I have never liked anyone of the same sex."

Chang Le felt a headache, leaning against the wall and sat on the edge of the bathtub, the water stains on it wet his pants.

"Then what are you saying now?" Chang Le couldn't quite figure it out.

Gao Zhihan had his hands behind his back, like a student who made a mistake and was being criticized by the teacher.

"Your brother came to me before, and what I told him was... I was acting... I can't be gay... I was just lying to you..."

Chang Le thought for a while and said, "That's when my brother beat you up?"

Gao Zhihan nodded, Chang Le smiled lightly, and said: "Then you are right, you are lying to me," then nodded again, "It makes sense, you won't let me touch it." You, it's because you didn't react at all, and you were afraid that I would see it... In order to make me believe you, you endured nausea and masturbated me, and you didn't even want to look at me... It's hard for you. "

Gao Zhihan hurriedly said: "No! I...I...was...responsive...I didn't dare to admit it...I was resisting...so I didn't let you touch me...so I tried my best to let myself Pretending not to care, trying not to look at you... just because I'm afraid that I really can't lie to myself..."

Chang Le sighed and shook her head, "What you said... It's too difficult for me to understand."

Gao Zhihan said in a low voice: "I was lying to you at first. When you didn't believe me, I was afraid of being exposed, so I kissed you forcefully. Then you said you figured it out, which made me a little passive again, so I pretended I was hurt by your going abroad and deliberately neglected you. But I didn't expect you to see the lack of money in my family, and I didn't expect that you knew that I was using you, but you were still willing to help me. I don't know how to thank you... I know you like me, so I can only thank you with a kiss..."

Chang Le nodded, and said with a sneer, "So you are simply agreeing with your body?"

"No no no," Gao Zhihan said anxiously, "Listen to me..."

"When I kissed you at the time, although I was grateful, but...but I also had some urges that I couldn't understand...After that, we established a relationship, and we couldn't do without kissing and hugging you. I didn't quite get used to it at first , but for the sake of the show, I have to pretend to enjoy it. I don’t know when it started, but I got used to it and really enjoyed it... Then you... you always tease me... I... I don’t know Unknowingly...a little...a little bit on fire..."

"I've been lying to myself that I'm just pretending, not letting myself believe that I really like you, but that time when you were at the water park, you teased me with sunscreen...you made me...react...I I can't lie to myself..."

"So you provoked me again later, half of me was to regain the initiative, and half... I was really a little impulsive, so I... I fucked you..."

"After being beaten up by your brother, I also reflected on myself for a long time. In fact, I was also very scared. I didn't know why I did this to you. I couldn't understand my own heart. Then you came over and told me... Knowing that I don't like you... I saw your eyes at the time, I really... It was so distressing and uncomfortable, so I couldn't lie to myself anymore, I confessed that I really liked you... But...you didn't believe it I'm..."

Chang Le listened quietly for a long time, and suddenly felt that all this was ridiculous. The two calculated each other to suppress each other. If you don't believe me, I don't believe you. In the end, do they really like each other?

He didn't know whether to believe it or not, he was really afraid of Gao Zhihan, one sentence was a lie, but if he confessed that it was a lie, it was still a lie.

"Since this is the case..." Chang Le said sullenly, "Why didn't you say it earlier? I have already told you that I am willing to cooperate with you to help you, why do you still lie to me?"

"Because I have to win..." Gao Zhihan replied, "If I tell the truth, another straight man may use this to kill me. But the contract I signed with your brother is my final victory , the program team will settle all my dad’s current and future treatment expenses, but if I am out early, there will be no money. My contract is different from yours, and the bonus is just a rule for you.”

Chang Le was stunned for a moment, and asked again: "Then what do you say in this situation? You...are you not a straight man?"

Gao Zhihan sighed, and said: "There is no agreement in advance in this situation, so... I can only continue to lie to your brother... that I am lying to you... So let me tell you, if I go out of this door, you Don't believe it."

Chang Le suddenly rolled his eyes and said, "How did my brother tell you about the two straight men?"

"Just to get me to agree to participate, he told me the truth. Only I knew that there were two straight men, and the other straight man didn't know. He thought he was the only one."

Chang Le was dumbfounded, this was exactly what Ding Zhi said. Ding Zhi thought he was the only one who knew that there were two straight men, and Gao Zhihan also thought he was the only one who knew that there were two straight men.

So how many people think so? !

This show... How many straight men are there? !