deep closet game

Q: In the end, I still failed to survive this issue, how do you feel now?

A: Actually, it’s okay. When I was discussing with Chang Le, I was a little bit mentally prepared, knowing that he might mess with me. Although I said counter-threatening words, if he really voted me out, then I can't help it either.

Q: What do you mean by "evidence"?

A: It is the interview with the eliminated players.Huang Yiming hacked into the program group's system two months ago, got the interview video, and learned that everyone was straight, so he contacted me and told me about it.He couldn't compete by himself, so he wanted to help me win as a behind-the-scenes strategist.

Q: Two months ago?That is to say, you already got this news before the last knockout round?

A: Yes, it was the night before the last knockout round.I was very shocked at the time, I didn't expect the program group to design it like this.In fact, I should have used this situation to adjust my tactics at the time, but because I had discussed it with Yuan Ye and Liu Xing, and the time was short, I couldn't think of a better way for a while, so I could only hold this news in my hand as a backup weapon for the time being. .So after Liu Xing was out, I went to talk to Chang Le, and wanted to join his cooperation with Gao Zhihan.

Q: According to what you said before, are you going to make the interview video public if you are out of this issue?

A: I originally planned to do so, but after talking with Chang Le, I dismissed the idea.He is right, I can design calculations in the program, but it is really not good for me to make moves to engage in the program group after being out.I can only take this as a threat, but I actually don't intend to do it.

Q: Did you know in advance what happened on the show today?

A: I don’t know, Huang Yiming did it all himself.After he was eliminated, he kept in touch with me and gave me advice, but after getting the interview video, he stopped helping me blindly, but couldn't wait to make it public, wanting to avenge his disqualification.I can only appease him all the time, and discuss with him that if I am out, I will make it public.But he was very sure that I would be betrayed by Chang Le this round, so I think he might have already prepared for this.

Q: What do you mean to say that your activities for so many episodes are actually Huang Yiming's idea?

A: Not all of them, some of them are his thoughts, and some of them are my thoughts.Although he is smart, he is lacking in sophistication.He can think of how to vote, who to win over, who to alienate, when to insist on expressing loyalty, and when to decisively break up the gang, but he only thinks about it from the perspective of game operation, and he doesn't know what to say to anyone. What to say, that is... He is very self-centered, in his view, everyone else is an NPC, he thinks that if he asks others to do something, they will do it after hearing it.So in fact, I think that although he came up with a lot of ideas, the real effect is still achieved by me.If he hadn't been disqualified, he might not be able to last a few rounds if he stayed in the game.

Q: Looking back at the first issue, you voted for Liu Xing and Ji Jianhong in the two rounds of voting. What is the reason?

A: At the beginning, I voted for Liu Xing because I was afraid that he would reveal my situation and let everyone know my orientation. Later, when I saw his IQ level, I guess he would not reveal anything. Then Huang Yiming offered to cooperate. I knew he was a smart person. I agreed to vote for Uncle Ji with him.

Q: You will live in 302 with Jing Li after the room allocation, is it to win him over?

A: It's a bit difficult to win him over. He is too dictatorial about Gu Shenghui. At most, I can learn some of Gu Shenghui's movements from him, which is convenient for our subsequent tactical design.

Q: In the second round, you voted for Ding Zhi and Chang Le respectively. What is your consideration?

A: In the second period, Huang Yiming proposed to vote for Changle. Gu Shenghui, Jing Li, Liu Xing, and Yuan Ye on our side were all negotiated.But when I voted, I suddenly announced my anonymity. I knew at that time that Liu Xing and Yuan Ye would definitely vote for Ding Zhi.In fact, when Huang Yiming proposed to vote for Changle, I was not very supportive. Although Changle seemed safe to be out and would not cause the show to end suddenly, I think he would not pose any threat even if he stayed. On the contrary, Ding Zhi, Hong Gechong, Zhang Ruisheng, and Gao Zhihan are not like fuel-efficient lamps. The more they are left behind, the more troublesome they will be. If they are thrown out early, it will be easier.

But Huang Yiming is more stubborn, and I can't explain that I don't have to worry about voting these people out, because there are two straight men and I am the other, so I can only follow his wishes temporarily.But when I was anonymous, I knew the opportunity was coming, so I voted for Ding Zhi.

It's just that I didn't expect the incident in the basketball game, and the second round was registered again, so I had to pretend that I hadn't betrayed, and made up Changle's vote again.

Q: When Huang Yiming was disqualified, you seemed very emotional?

A: Yes... After all, he is my ally. At that time, I thought that having him by my side would make me feel at ease. I was really annoyed by the sudden disqualification, and had a fight with the director.

Q: In the third period, you lobbied other players to vote for Changle together. Is this your idea or Huang Yiming's?

A: It's me.Because Huang Yiming is out, I can only canvass votes by myself.Ding Zhi, who originally wanted to vote, was out of the game, and Hong Gechong and Gao Zhihan were afraid that they might be straight men, so they could only proceed with the unfinished plan, but they didn't expect that the game part was put together again, and the one who was out was Gu Shenghui.

Q: You didn't make any preparations before the fourth round, why did you vote for Wei Xiling directly?

A: Well... I don't want to lie, I voted for him because someone asked me to vote, and I promised not to let this matter go out, it will have adverse effects on others, so I will not answer this question.

Q: Why did you contact Jing Li to vote for Yuan Ye in the fifth issue?

A: At that time, I actually gave up hope. The four in Group D were too united. Yuan Ye had a good relationship with them. Jing Li was Chang Le’s favorite writer. Liu Xing was Hong Gechong’s cousin. Maybe I will be out, and Huang Yiming has nothing to do. I am basically in a state of giving up, but I want to say that I am struggling for a while. I had a brief discussion with Jing Li before going to bed the night before the game, and I said that we should vote for Yuan Ye together. We all know it doesn't make sense either.

But I didn't expect the rules to be changed suddenly, and repeated voting is not allowed.Although I got a lot of votes in the first round, they could no longer vote for me in the second round. I felt that this was an opportunity, so I asked Hong Gechong and Ding Zhi to help me vote for Jingli. down.

Q: Do you feel guilty towards Jing Li?

A: It is impossible to say that there is no one. After all, I have slept in the same room for several months, so it is considered a friend.But at that time, I was really short of one more round to be able to sign the contract, and after Gu Shenghui was out, Jing Li had no intention of continuing to participate, so I could only feel sorry for him.

Q: Why do you insist on being a cross-dressing anchor so much?

A: This is actually because of my sister.My sister and I are twins, we look exactly the same.We have been fighting each other since we were young, grabbing food, grabbing toys, and not giving in to each other. The only time for peace is watching anime.

Both of us are two-dimensional nerds, one nerd and one rotten woman.I don't understand the comics she reads, and she doesn't like to watch cute girls with big breasts that I like, but based on the enthusiasm of one dimension, we still have a lot of common language, and the relationship is also very good.

Later, when we went to university, we both joined the animation club. The activities of the animation club are all kinds of cosplay.I was working behind the scenes, recording, editing, screenwriting, etc. My sister was the chief coser in the agency, and she was very popular.

There was an event where she was temporarily unable to attend, but a lot of the audience came for her, so I was ordered to perform a cosplay for her, but no one saw that it was me, and they all thought it was her.

She also watched the photos and videos of the scene later, and the soul of the rotten girl broke out, and then she always asked me to appear on stage for her.To be honest, although it feels weird to wear women's clothes, but standing on the stage, when the lights are on, you don't have to say anything, you don't have to do anything, you can cheer and scream, that feeling is quite cool.

Later, I also became an active cosplayer, and my main focus was on cross-dressing. My sister sometimes played male characters, and we both played cp roles. In short, this incident really made me feel very happy.

Then three years ago, when my mother and younger sister went out shopping, they met a drunk driver while crossing the road and died on the spot.Without warning, I just lost my two dearest relatives.

Because of this incident, I was hit hard. I took a break from school for a year and a half. When I returned to the school club, my former classmates were already busy with serious business and stopped playing. , the talents are a little weak.

At one event, there was really no one in the club, and a junior sister came to ask me for help, but I couldn't help it, so I pretended to be.When I looked in the mirror after putting on my makeup, I broke down and cried because it seemed like my sister was back.

Later, I fell in love with cross-dressing. Every time I dressed up as my younger sister little by little, and looked in the mirror, I felt like she was in front of me and never left.

After that, I became more and more active, participated in various cosplay activities, and also managed myself as a grassroots cross-dressing coser.After my dad found out, he was very worried about me. He was afraid that something might happen to me mentally. He was very opposed to me doing this. For this reason, I had many disagreements with him. In the end, the result of our compromise was that the director came to ask me to participate in this program. , treat this show as a last chance.

I also made up my mind, and I don't want a bonus, so I just think of a way to use the show to expand my popularity and find the most suitable opportunity for development.If it really doesn't work out in the end, I will really let go of this idea completely and take over my dad's business honestly.So in the fifth period, they helped me stay and the contract was successfully signed. I really thank them from the bottom of my heart.

In fact, I also know that if I had told about my sister earlier, others might have helped me out of sympathy.But my sister and I do cosplay and performances for the purpose of bringing happiness to the audience. I don't want to take this as a moral kidnapping, and that's not what my sister wants to see.So I haven't said anything about it, but now that it's out, it's okay to say it.

I originally thought that I would cry when I said this, but I didn’t expect that I am now very strong, and I can calmly recall and calmly talk about it. This is also the growth that I didn’t expect. (laugh)

Q: After signing the contract successfully, has your desire to win become stronger?

A: Not really. It’s just that I really want to keep a few more issues to continue exposure. This is indeed very important to me, so I worked hard to vote for Hong Gechong and Liu Xing.As for winning, I haven't thought about it.

Q: I just said in the program that not all thirteen players are heterosexual, so which one or which ones do you think are gay?

A: I watched the interview video before, and I can be sure that the ones who were eliminated before were all heterosexuals. Among the rest, Yuan Ye should be a straight man. He really doesn’t feel gay at all. Ding Zhi should be a straight man. The identity of the carrier is the biggest cover.If there are homosexuals, I think they are Chang Le and Gao Zhihan. They really don't seem to be able to act so realistically, so among the thirteen people, two of them are gay.

Q: So what do you want to say to the remaining three players and the audience?

A: In fact, what surprised me the most about this show was Chang Le. At first I thought he was obviously gay, and then he had no brains. After some accidents made him live to the end, he suddenly exploded unexpectedly. If we hadn’t If Hong Gechong is eliminated but he is eliminated, the situation may be different again, so I am looking forward to Chang Lezai's final performance.

I would like to express my gratitude to the audience. It is because of your attention and support that I have the opportunity to sign a contract. Although the drag show is a very, very small activity, some people may not like it or even hate it, but I will still insist on it. Go down, also for my sister, to bring happiness to everyone.thank you all.