You are the white moonlight in my heart

*Off-topic:

I had a dream last night. I suddenly dreamed of the person I liked the first time when I was a child. I dreamed that he became the incomparably outstanding person I imagined, and then confessed to me. I even remember the touch of his lips when he kissed me. , soft but a little painful, especially reckless, his smile is still as cute as when he was a child, which especially moved my heart.

The moment I woke up from the dream, I felt very lost and melancholy, and I wanted to close my eyes and continue the dream, but I had already woken up, and it was just a dream.I find it very strange that we knew each other very little, we lost contact when we were 12 or 3 years old and never saw each other again, and I never deliberately thought of him or anything like that.Some time ago, I contacted my childhood friend. He said that there were a few people who could not be contacted by everyone around him, and there was no news, and he was among them.When I was young, I seldom used QQ numbers and mobile phones. Although I had a QQ number, I started to use it more frequently after entering junior high school. Although he had a good relationship with us when he was young, he kept a distance from us all the time because he It was as if he had disappeared, and no one could find him. They didn't know what was going on with him, and there was no news about him.

My original intention to write about Bai Yueguang was actually to write about such a person who couldn't get what he wanted, and who was a little helpless even thinking about it.In your heart, he must be like Zhuang Meiren. In your eyes, he is the best and most beautiful person. You don’t dare to get too close to a person who has to think carefully even when speaking. You will be afraid of being abrupt and don’t want to stay in his heart. Bad impression, so I will always be optimistic and smiling in front of him, because you also want to see him smile; I will covet all opportunities to be close to him and be with him like a child, even if it is just to do group experiments together; But when he really leaves and disappears in your life, you won't be too melancholy, as if you have expected that you are not people in the same world, and he will always do what he wants to do, After all, we have to go our separate ways.

So I am very envious of Zhou Zihang and Zhuang Li, they know each other, like each other, most importantly, they can see each other all the time at their best and bravest age, so they can expect to be together.In fact, it is really difficult to be together. When you are young, your thoughts have no meaning to your life in those years, but when you grow up, you can make your own decisions, and that person has long since disappeared.Why is the relationship between Zhuang Li and Zhou Zihang so fragile, because as described in the article, he is not the pure him in our eyes, but the one we want in our hearts, as bright and beautiful as the white moonlight , not allowing others to say bad things.So once someone breaks it, we will panic and hesitate. After all, everything that supports us is just a simple heartbeat.

Maybe I will never see him again in my life. Even though I can't even imagine what he looks like when he grows up, I believe that he will only be better and better than when he was a child. After all, he has always been such a cold and strong person.I hope he can still remember me, because if I have the chance, I will recognize him at a glance.

Bai Yueguang, many people don't like this word, but I think it is quite appropriate, because he, like Moonlight, feels inferior because of being close to him, and is grateful for his existence.There must be many people who like him in far away places, but no one knows what he is thinking in his heart. He is always alone, walking his own way.

Therefore, I hope that my husband and wife Zhuang Zhou, no matter how bloody things and unreasonable people you encounter, please don’t give up your heart towards each other. You are willing to understand each other, tolerate each other, and accept each other’s true appearance. Fortunately, how rare.

It is impossible for everyone to like only one person in his life, but the first person he likes can be remembered for a lifetime, just like me now, when I think of the first 20 years, he is the most exciting.

Waking up early in the morning, I was full of emotion. To be honest, I hope that there will be no white moonlight in your life, but only the person who is by your side.

Well, I'm done chatting and I will work hard to code! ! !Zhuang Li Zhouzi, you must be together, ah, ah, this is the wish of the mother! *

The author has something to say:

Hey, hypocritical and true inner analysis