You are the white moonlight in my heart

Lying on the bed, Zhou Zihang watched the time go by bit by bit, wishing that the clock would turn faster so that Zhuang Li could hear his explanation earlier.Zhou Zihang pressed his temples in boredom, his phone vibrated, it was Fang Keyang.

"Is there something wrong?" Zhou Zihang said impatiently, "Senior, I have something to tell you, can I go and find you?"

"I'm not free right now, let's talk about it later."

"It's about last night and that post." Zhou Zihang was silent for a while, "You wait for me at the basketball court behind No. 6 dormitory building." "Okay."

"Let's talk," Zhou Zihang said to Fang Keyang who was sitting on the stone bench, he really didn't have the heart to deal with him now.

"The senior must have seen that post, and I will explain it clearly. After all, it was caused by me. And what happened this morning, I won't misunderstand anything, and the senior doesn't need to care." Fang Keyang hesitated for a while , still didn't say anything about Yu Xiyang's drug use.

"Then trouble you, I was the one who drank too much last night, let's stop here, this is the last time, I hope you don't come to me again in the future." Zhou Zihang turned around and wanted to leave, "Senior, please wait a moment!" Fang Fang Ke Yang hastily called Zhou Zihang to stop. He thought that Zhou Zihang would be unhappy, but he never thought that Zhou Zihang would sentence him to death so easily.

Looking at the figure of the person in front of him, Fang Keyang suddenly remembered the day they met for the first time, and that time was also the same. Zhou Zihang left without hesitation, as if he was an insignificant person, even if he just saved him .

"Senior, do you know that I like you?" Fang Keyang felt his nose sour and his vision gradually blurred. After a long silence, Zhou Zihang finally turned around. He looked at Fang Keyang as if he was looking at a stranger , "Fang Keyang, I'm not worthy of your liking."

Sure enough, Fang Keyang sneered and heaved a sigh of relief, feeling a sense of relief. Zhou Zihang was like this, he never beat around the bush, and went straight to the point. In fact, what Yu Xiyang said was right, many things do not require hard work to have results.

"The senior likes Zhuang Li, right?" Fang Keyang raised his head to force back the tears, or he didn't want Zhou Zihang to see himself in such a mess, "Yes." Zhou Zihang replied firmly, "Senior, you can Don't be tactful, I was rejected by you just now." Fang Keyang laughed with tears in his voice, "That's right, the senior has clearly been rejecting me, and I have never given up."

"Fang Keyang," Zhou Zihang said calmly, "I have always regarded you as a junior, and I have never given you the illusion emotionally. There is no misunderstanding between us, and no one owes anyone."

"Senior, stop talking."

"Fang Keyang, some things cannot be forced. There are many people around you who like and care about you. Don't waste time on me."

Zhou Zihang is really cruel, Fang Keyang thought, either ignore him and treat him as if he does not exist; or refuse him calmly, leaving no room for retreat.What intimate contact, what posts, what public opinion, in Zhou Zihang's eyes, these are nothing, in his eyes there is only one Zhuang Li.

"I see." Fang Keyang desperately pinched his palms with his nails, suppressing his emotions, trying to make himself look more relaxed, "Senior, I'm leaving first, I will take care of the post."

"Thank you." Zhou Zihang watched Fang Keyang leave pretending to be strong. Although he couldn't bear it, it was good for everyone to refuse him decisively.

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For all HKUST students, this gossip drama can be described as full of twists and turns. Fang Keyang posted a reply to explain the facts, and said that he and Zhou Zihang are just ordinary seniors and juniors.The post bar is exploding again, so what the hell is the confession on the final night?Are they all tricks? Many Zhuang Zhou parties joyfully raised their flags and established Zhuang Zhou's kingly way. This efficiency is not insignificant. At least when Zhuang Li got off the plane, the turmoil had calmed down more than half.

Zhuang Li didn't know about all this, at least for the time being.As soon as he got off the plane, he went straight to the hotel. As soon as he turned on the phone, dozens of missed calls from Zhou Zihang popped up. Zhuang Li paused and sent a text message to Zhou Zihang.

Zhou Zihang has called Zhuang Li every few minutes since the flight landed, but the phone has been turned off all the time, and he is in a state of anxiety, afraid that Zhuang Li will be thinking wildly again, worried that Zhuang Li will not listen to his explanation, even when Zhou Zihang wants to fly directly When I was looking for Zhuang Li in the past, Zhuang Li's message came.

"I have to prepare for the competition in the next two days. Let's talk about it when I go back." Zhou Zihang's heart sank, and Zhuang Li refused him again.

"Zhuang Li, I won't disturb you these two days, but no matter what happens, I hope you believe me." Zhuang Li watched Zhou Zihang's news, silently buried his head in the pillow, and closed his eyes wearily.

Zhuang Li just fell asleep unknowingly, and when he woke up, the sky outside had already darkened. Zhuang Li picked up his phone, saw Xia Qian called him several times, and went back.

"Hey, senior sister, I just fell asleep, what's wrong?"

"Oh, I'm just asking you to have dinner together. I'm in the restaurant on the second floor. Come down and find me."

"it is good."

Zhuang Li washed up briefly, and came to the second floor. He saw Xia Qian waving at him from a distance, so he walked over and sat down.

"Come on, order what you want. I've already ordered it." Xia Qian pushed the menu in front of Zhuang Li. Seeing Zhuang Li looking through the menu seriously, Xia Qian hesitated to speak, "That..."

"Sister, if you have something to say, just say it." Zhuang Li stretched out his hand and called the waiter. After ordering, he looked at Xia Qian calmly, "Say it."

Xia Qian was also a little embarrassed by this action, but her emotions prevailed over her reason, "I just want to ask you, have you read the latest progress of that post?"

Zhuang Li's expression didn't change, and he motioned for Xia Qian to continue, and Xia Qian immediately used her speech skills to explain the dramatic twist that happened in the afternoon, "To put it bluntly, there is nothing wrong, so don't think too much about it." Xia Qian said with a smile.

Zhuang Li couldn't see his intentions, and he didn't have a big reaction. In fact, these things were within his expectations. He always believed that Zhou Zihang would not do anything out of line.Everyone thought that he was unwilling to face Zhou Zihang because he misunderstood him, but Zhuang Li knew that this was not what he was worried about.

Xia Qian saw that Zhuang Li didn't want to talk more, so she changed the subject without a trace. Zhuang Li listened absent-mindedly, but was very troubled in her heart.

After dinner, Zhuang Li walked along the street alone. The night view of the city was bright and lively, and the cool breeze was blowing. Zhuang Li leaned against the bridge, staring at the slowly flowing river in a daze.

He couldn't help but think of Zhou Zihang and their relationship. In fact, he has always been an indecisive person. He is sensitive and cowardly, unlike Zhou Zihang's natural low EQ. Reason and reserve will always restrain his steps. What happened today The thing was that he didn't know how to face Zhou Zihang, and faced the calmness of other people, but in front of Zhou Zihang, he would always fall short because of trivial things.

The phone in his pocket vibrated suddenly, it was an unfamiliar number, Zhuang Li hesitated for a moment, but still connected. "Hello. Who is this?"

"Senior Zhuang Li, my name is Yu Xiyang, do you remember me?"

"Yu Xiyang?" Zhuang Li tried to recall for a while, "Are you Fang Keyang's roommate?"

"Yes, I am Fang Keyang's good friend."

Zhuang Li was very confused, only to hear Yu Xiyang straight to the point: "I was there at the birthday party last night."

"I do not quite understand what you mean."

"Senior, can I ask you a question first?"

"go ahead."

"Do you like Zhou Zihang?"

"Sorry for the abruptness, but I hope the senior can answer me seriously." Yu Xiyang sat on the playground, watching Fang Keyang running lap after lap.

Zhuang Li was silent for a while, then said: "Yes, I like him."

Yu Xiyang smiled, "Senior, with all due respect, you are so honest in front of a stranger like me, why didn't you dare tell Zhou Zihang?"

"This is my private matter and has nothing to do with you."

"Then what if I tell you that I did the post?"

Zhuang Li gripped the railing tightly, "Why did you do that?"

"Senior, since I was a child, I have always regarded Xiaoyang as my real brother. I do this to help him as well as help you."

Zhuang Li sneered, "Don't speak so grandly."

"Actually, Xiaoyang is braver than you. Sometimes as a bystander, I really feel worthless for Xiaoyang."

"what do you want to say in the end."

"Today, Xiaoyang went to find Zhou Zihang, but he was completely rejected. I can see that Xiaoyang is very sad, and he is not reconciled, so I want to ask you, please abandon your self-esteem, abandon your rational reserve, it is considered , let Xiaoyang be free."

"I know that I actually have no position to say this and ask you to do something, but senior, in all fairness, Xiaoyang lost to you only in those two years."

Zhuang Li was shocked. He wanted to refute Yu Xiyang, but he happened to mention the question that had been lingering in his heart since Fang Keyang appeared. He couldn't help himself not to think, if Fang Keyang appeared first, Zhou Zi Hang wouldn't even look at him at all.Yes, he is always more rational than Zhou Zihang, and has more concerns than him, so he is always hesitant, really, he is still that insecure coward, he hasn't changed at all.

"Senior, some things will never happen if you don't tell them." Yu Xiyang said lightly.

Zhuang Li smiled, with a hint of ease and relief in his smile, "You called me senior one by one, but I was lectured by you."

"Sorry, senior."

"Don't be sorry, I've agreed to your request, but junior, there are some things that don't need to be divided into winners and losers, and there is no first-come, first-served, first-come, first-served, what happened, it happened, and it can't be changed."

"Yes," Yu Xiyang sighed, "Senior is right."

"No matter what your starting point is, thank you for telling me this." Zhuang Li said sincerely, "Then do I want to say, you're welcome." The two couldn't help chuckling.

Zhuang Li walked back with brisk steps. For cowards, hesitation, hesitation, and cowardice are commonplace, but his shoulders will protect him, and he should firmly believe in this.

Yu Xiyang looked at Fang Keyang who was walking towards him, and stretched out his arms. Fang Keyang ran a few steps faster and threw himself into Yu Xiyang's arms.

"Have you figured it out?"

Fang Keyang rubbed Yu Xiyang's warm chest, "No."

"Then what to do."

"I don't know, I'll figure it out one day."

"It's okay, think about it slowly, I will be with you."

"Ah."

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PS: Let us give warm applause to Comrade Yu Xiyang, the wisest and greatest expert in this article~~~~

Well, they finally overcame all difficulties and are ready to confess, they are moved.