You are the white moonlight in my heart

Today is September 23, [-], the fourth day of the eighth lunar month, Saturday, and the weather is cloudy and fine.

What are the three doing?After the game on Friday night, Fang Keyang went home and was not at school at all; Zhuang Li usually went to the library to read books every Saturday, and this week was no exception; Zhou Zihang also went to the library.

Although our Boss Zhou doesn't look like someone who goes to the library on weekends, he really isn't.The place where Zhou Zihang appears the least frequently in the entire University of Science and Technology is the library. If one day sees him in the library, it must be Saturday, because Zhuang Li is also there.

Today is such a Saturday, since the last time Zhou Zihang and Zhuang Li broke up in the cafeteria, the two of them haven't seen each other in private.Zhuang Li seemed to be deliberately avoiding Zhou Zihang, several times Zhou Zihang wanted to go to the classroom to block people directly, but he didn't want to embarrass Zhuang Li, so he had to give up.During the finals last night, Zhou Zihang watched Zhuang Li the whole time. He felt that Zhuang Li was not in a good state, and he was a little worried. After all, Zhuang Li had never had anything wrong in his serious work, so Zhou Zihang got up early in the morning and wanted to secretly watch A glance at Zhuang Li.

When Zhuang Li got up, he felt dizzy and his throat was a little sore. He probably caught a cold when he came back last night.He's been busy lately, or at least he's deliberately kept himself busy so that his mind won't be full of random thoughts.He has always been calm and restrained. He doesn't want Zhou Zihang to disturb his mood again and again. After all, university is not only about love, he has many things to do.After drinking two cold medicines, Zhuang Li felt a little more awake, and carried his bag to the library as usual.

The library is always overcrowded on weekends, and there is only one seat by the window left in the study room on the seventh floor, but there is an English-Chinese dictionary there, and someone must have taken it in advance.Zhuang Li found a collection of original poems that he had selected in advance, and when he was about to find a quiet corner in the borrowing room to read.

He had already noticed that Zhou Zihang was looking at him.He would read books on the seventh floor of the library every Saturday, which Zhou Zihang knew was not surprising.As soon as he entered the borrowing room, he felt Zhou Zihang's gaze. Some things could be ignored if he wanted to. Zhuang Li didn't want to be so sensitive, but his body reacted honestly.Zhuang Li came to the innermost corner of the borrowing room, and seeing Zhou Zihang trying to dodge outside the two rows of bookshelves, Zhuang Li felt calmer than ever.There are some things that he should clarify with Zhou Zihang.

"Zhou Zihang."

Zhou Zihang froze when he heard the voice, and walked out in embarrassment.He didn't want to get so close at first, but today Zhuang Li's face was terribly pale, as if he was sick, so he couldn't help but get closer.Zhuang Li didn't look surprised, he still had a cold face, but Zhou Zihang always felt that Zhuang Li was a little different from before.

"Zhuang Li, what a coincidence, you also came to borrow books." Zhou Zihang pretended to be calm and covered up, Zhuang Li didn't want to chat with Zhou Zihang, so he said bluntly: "Zhou Zihang, I think you pay too much attention to me .”

Zhou Zihang was taken aback, he didn't understand what Zhuang Li meant, did Zhuang Li feel that his behavior disturbed him?Zhou Zihang was a little at a loss, "I'm sorry, did I bother you, I thought I should say hello when I saw someone I know, I didn't mean to follow you."

Seeing Zhou Zihang's flustered explanation, Zhuang Li warned himself not to soften his heart, "We are not that familiar."

"what?"

"I said, we are just alumni who know each other, and the relationship is not that good. Don't bother you to come over to say hello to me every time."

"Zhuang Li, are you still angry with me? If so, I apologize to you!"

"Zhou Zihang!" Zhuang Li lost his composure slightly, "We know some things well, you have nothing to be sorry for me, on the contrary, there are many things I still want to thank you for. But let's give each other a little private space, okay? Unlike you, we should all have our own lives and not be surrounded by trivialities."

"Do you think there is a problem between us, is it a trivial matter?" Zhou Zihang asked incredulously, "Didn't we often play together and eat together? Now that it has become like this, do you think it is a trivial matter?"

Zhuang Li couldn't bear to look at Zhou Zihang's eyes that were red because of his injury. He turned to face the bookshelf with a hoarse voice: "I'm sorry if I have caused you some illusions and misunderstandings. But now we should return to normal It’s on the right track.” Zhuang Li’s fingers ached from pinching the shell of the original document, but he felt that his heart was hurting thousands of times, and these heartless words were not stabbing his own heart? "It will be fine from now on, this is the last time," Zhuang Li numbs himself over and over again.

It took Zhou Zihang a long time to recover from Zhuang Li's words.He understood, Zhuang Li wanted to keep a distance from him, Zhuang Li was tired of him, and didn't want him to pester him any longer.But he didn't believe that Zhuang Li was really so heartless, he asked the last question with a glimmer of hope: "Is it because of Fang Keyang?"

Zhuang Li was really desperate this time, he thought Zhou Zihang didn't understand, but the fact is that Zhou Zihang knew everything.He kept looking at him like a clown who was annoyed by Fang Keyang, and lost his posture like a defeated rooster.He gave up, Zhou Zihang had already given him the answer.

Seeing that Zhuang Li didn't speak, Zhou Zihang thought it was because Zhuang Li had seen through his true nature, and didn't like him always fighting and doing nothing, and didn't like being criticized because of his and Fang Keyang's affairs, so he said eagerly: "I will Keep a distance from Fang Keyang, and I won't mess around outside anymore, you can do whatever you want me to do, but Zhuang Li," Zhou Zihang's tone was slightly pleading, "Don't ignore me."

Zhuang Li smiled. They both thought they knew each other, but in fact they were wearing a mask. They didn't understand what the other was thinking and what they wanted. That's why a little Fang Keyang could Let their two-year friendship fall apart.No, maybe, they were walking on thin ice.

He didn't want the last memories of the two to be quarrels and confrontations. Zhuang Li turned around and looked at the person he had always kept in his heart, feeling extremely satisfied. He smiled unconsciously, "Zhou Zihang, you are actually a very nice person People, we, let's do it." Zhuang Li was ready to leave after speaking.

"Zhuang Li, wait!" Zhou Zihang blocked Zhuang Li's way. His mind is in a mess now. This is a subconscious action. Seeing Zhuang Li's brows slightly frowned, Zhou Zihang said bitterly: "Well, read a book Alright, I'll go first. I took a seat by the window, and there is an English-Chinese dictionary on the table, the light is good there and not too glare, go and sit." Then he turned and ran out of the reading room.

Zhuang Li thought of the dictionary on the table, the cover was brand new, without any trace of use, also, how could it be brought by other students?It must have been brought to him by Zhou Zihang.Zhuang Li felt like a butterfly caught in a dense net. He fell headlong into Zhou Zihang's gentle trap, but he didn't realize it. He let the spider silk wrap around his body bit by bit, binding everything about him.But now, he broke his own wings, and he suffered a lose-lose situation, but at least his heart was free.

Zhuang Li left the library, the days without Zhou Zihang will not change.

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Zhou Zihang went to find Liu Wenzhou, he thought he would go crazy if he stayed alone.He ran all the way to the roof of the teaching building, but Liu Wenzhou hadn't come yet.Zhou Zihang collapsed on the ground, the sun that was originally covered by dark clouds in the morning revealed little by little, emitting a dazzling light, Zhou Zihang stretched out his hands to cover his eyes, he thought he knew something was different about Zhuang Li.It turned out that although Zhuang Li had a cold face in front of him, his eyes were hot, and he would focus on him; but just now, Zhuang Li's eyes were calm, without a trace of warmth, making Zhou Zihang feel like he was on ice. deep.The palms of his hands were slowly wet, and the sun was shining on his body, making him feel warm, but he was still shivering from the cold.

Liu Wenzhou had never seen Zhou Zihang so embarrassed, but he didn't want to comfort Zhou Zihang with pale words. He needed to figure out this kind of thing.

"You're here." Zhou Zihang seemed to have calmed down, at least it seemed so.

"Well, do you want to smoke?"

"Give me one."

Both of them stopped talking, Zhou Zihang just smoked one cigarette after another, taking time out of Liu Wenzhou's whole pack of cigarettes.

"Okay, it's gone, I want to buy it myself." Liu Wenzhou took out the empty box and gestured to Zhou Zihang.

"I'm sorry, brother, it's embarrassing." Zhou Zihang wiped his face, "If you're a brother, don't say that." Liu Wenzhou stretched out his fist and touched Zhou Zihang, "Man, do whatever you want. Brothers Always support you."

"Thank you." Zhou Zihang's eyes were slightly red, Liu Wenzhou was right, he couldn't give up on Zhuang Li.

Farewell to Liu Wenzhou, Zhou Zihang wandered around the school alone, he had completely calmed down, Zhuang Li didn't want him to disturb his life, so he didn't see him, silently guarded him behind him, let him see his changes, no matter what Anyway, Zhou Zihang will not give up on Zhuang Li.

Before he knew it, it was already sunset, Zhou Zihang suddenly remembered something, and walked outside the school.After shopping and returning to school, there is just 10 minutes before the last self-study class. Zhuang Li and his class have self-study at No. [-] Teaching this afternoon, so they just ran two steps to catch up.

Seeing Zhuang Li's roommate Shi Yibo from a distance, Zhou Zihang stopped him after confirming that Zhuang Li had left first.

"Zhou Zihang?" Shi Yibo was taken aback, why did Boss Zhou want him?

"Give this to Zhuang Li for me, don't say I bought it, just say you brought it to him, please."

"Success." Shi Yibo was a little confused, but he readily agreed.

"Thank you." Zhou Zihang patted Shi Yibo gratefully, and left in another direction.

When Shi Yibo returned to the dormitory, he found that Zhuang Li was already resting on the bed. "Zhuang Li? Why did you go to bed so early? Are you tired?"

Hearing this, Zhuang Li opened his eyes and sat up, "I'm fine, just rest for a while and I'll be fine."

"Oh, this is for you." Shi Yibo handed the bag to Zhuang Li, "What is this?" Zhuang Li took it and opened it, and found a pile of medicines inside, for colds and headaches, and stomach medicine , throat lozenges, etc., "Thank you for your trouble."

Shi Yibo was a little embarrassed, and replied unnaturally: "It's okay, it's okay, we're all roommates."

Zhuang Li drank the medicine and went to bed early, and he drank an extra pill, the effect of the medicine came on quickly, and he felt drowsy not long after.He thought in a daze that the illness came in time so that he could sleep well.

Sometimes, when love comes, it cannot be stopped.But letting go of a relationship is far from as difficult as imagined.

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PS: what did they do on Saturday?They had a fight on Saturday.

The painting style of this chapter is more serious, but it also paves the way for the subsequent development of the plot. How can you love more deeply without tearing your face!From this point of view, Fang Keyang can be regarded as the best and god assist on their love journey.The fighting ability of the cutie with high IQ is extraordinary.