my fast travel diary

2017. 9, 9

It was probably early in the morning when I woke up, the hospital.I was lying on the hospital bed with one of my roommates lying on my stomach beside me. They must have sent me to the hospital.

Now that my head is gone, I start to organize the information in my head.

I am a sophomore who has just started school. I am an orphan. I don’t remember what my parents look like. I grew up in an orphanage as long as I can remember.The aunt in the orphanage treated me very well. I have never been adopted by others. I was in the welfare director until I was 18 years old and was admitted to university.

Now I go to school while working part-time, plus the bursaries and scholarships issued by the school, as well as student loans, being frugal is enough for my expenses.But since the end of last semester, I often have some strange dreams, but I can't remember what dream I had after waking up.

I went to the school's psychological counseling center to see the teacher, but there was no improvement, but it became more and more frequent.

When I was working during the summer vacation, I accidentally saw an advertisement for "Everything House" on the Internet.

With the mood of giving it a try, I contacted this person named The Sky Is Blue.

After listening to my description, the person said, "Give me a day, and I will consider whether to take this case."

I replied: "OK."

But within half a day, I received a reply.The tone of the sky is very blue is a little more excited, and said: "I can help you solve this matter, and you will also have unexpected gains."

"Really?" I was a little skeptical, "What do you want in return?"

There was a pause for a few seconds, and he said, "I only want a small part of your harvest. Is it acceptable?"

I thought about it and said, "Okay, I promise."

"I will prepare for a while, don't worry, it won't be too long, I will notify you when I am ready."

This waits until the sophomore year begins.

A few days after school started, I finally received the news that the sky is blue.

He said let me travel back to my four past lives, and everything will be known.

"Will it be dangerous?"

"Of course not, not at all, trust me."

"……All right."

"For some reason, you will lose the memory of other worlds when you travel to each world."

I nodded, feeling a little nervous.

In this way, I began to travel to various worlds.

In the first world, I got to know Nanmu who didn't understand anything soon after his transformation;

In the second world, Nanmu probably didn't expect to meet me again;

In the third world, Nanmu, who already had expectations, experienced the most painful 800 years before waiting for me;

In the fourth world, Nanmu has recovered his composure.

And now, in the fifth world, I haven't met Nanmu yet.

I'm a little tired.Opening my eyes, I tried to call out in my mind: "Brother Bai? Lanlan?"

As expected, there was no response.

I think, Nanmu said that he can sense me, probably because of the light spots he gave me before, Brother Bai asked me to collect.He should know where I am by now, I'll wait and he'll find me.

I thought so, and closed my eyes again.

As if falling asleep, I felt someone touching my face, I woke up suddenly, shouting: "Nanmu!"

But no Namki.The roommate lying next to me was also awakened by me.

It was already slightly bright, I shook my head, I think I still can't wait any longer, I'm going to find Nanmu.

I'm going to get out of bed just thinking about it.My roommate quickly stopped me and said, "I haven't found out what the disease is yet, so don't get out of bed in a hurry."

"I'm not sick." I was a little anxious.

"Nan Qing, you don't have to worry about money. No matter what happens, we will help you."

After hearing this, I froze for a moment. Nanmu often told me this, and I wanted to cry a little.

I went back to bed and lay down again, and said to my roommate, "Can you help me with my computer?"

The roommate was stunned for a moment, and said, "Okay, I'll call the boss and the third child to bring it."

"Thanks, boy." I said with a smile.

"Let's say thank you, you're welcome, let's rest."

"I nod."

After I brought the computer over, I immediately tried to contact the sky is blue.

"I've been waiting for you for a long time." A message came from over there.

"Where is Nanmu?"

"Can you come out now?" Lanlan asked.

I glanced at my roommates and said, "It should be fine."

"After you come out, go to the highest mountain in your city and climb to the highest place. And..." The sky is very blue paused, "After you see him, you will know what to do."

I replied: "Okay, is there anything else?"

"Nan Qing." The sky is very blue called my name, and the voice sounded very solemn.

"What's wrong?" I also became serious.

"I have already taken my reward. From now on, you may not be able to contact me. I can't tell you my story for the time being, but first please accept my thank you. Goodbye, cherish, I wish you I will be happy with Nanmu in this life."

I looked at this passage on the screen, and was stunned for a long time. When I realized it, the head portrait with a very blue sky had already turned black.

I hurriedly typed: "It should be me who said thank you and wished you well."

There has been no reply.

"Lanlan, and Brother Bai, thank you." I murmured.

Putting down the computer, I said to my roommates, "I'm going to go to the bathroom."

They nodded.

I just walked out like this, and as soon as I got out of the hospital, I ran wildly.I hailed a taxi and told him the destination.

The mountain is not far from here, about 10 minutes away.

As soon as I got out of the car, I started to climb the mountain.I seem to have never been so strong. I said in my heart that Nanmu was waiting for me, and I tried my best to speed up and run to the top of the mountain.

This mountain is actually not particularly high, just because our terrain is relatively low.But I also took two hours.

Finally, I saw a small thatched hut in front of me.As if seeing hope, I rushed over.As soon as I entered the door, I saw a person sitting on the bed.

Seeing the familiar face, I almost cried, I rushed to hug him.

Nanmu seemed to be frightened too, he said, "You..."

"I remember you. My name is Nanqing, and your name is Nanmu. I named you. You have waited for me for many, many years. You said that you, Nanqing, belonged to Nanmu all your life!" I was a little excited , almost shouted out.

But Nan Qing didn't show any excitement. He patted me on the back and said softly: "I thought I'd never see you again, and I'd rather you don't remember this, because soon, I will I'm going to disappear from this world."

I froze for a moment, pushed Nanmu away, and looked into his eyes, which were full of unconcealable sadness.

I suddenly thought of the words left to me by the sky is blue, saying, I know what to do.

How to do it?

I suddenly thought of what Nanmu did to me in the previous two lives, and suddenly realized.

"Nanmu, lie down and don't move." I said.

Nanmu looked at me suspiciously, but as I said, lie down.

I carefully recalled the movements of Nanmu in the previous two lives, imitating his appearance, kneeling beside the bed, and putting my hands on my chest.Focus and gather those points of light in your consciousness.

The first light spot is close to my hand, okay, it's a success!But what followed was an unspeakable pain that I can't describe, it hurt so much that I almost gave up.

Did Nanmu endure such pain before?

Nanmu also seemed to understand what I was doing, sat up all of a sudden, and said in surprise: "How did you do this, aren't you human?"

He probably saw that I was in great pain, and grabbed my hand: "Stop quickly, I will find a way by myself."

I glared at him, as if I had never spoken in this tone: "Shut up!"

Nanmu seemed to be frightened by me like this, and kept silent.

I was in a cold sweat from the pain, but I kept concentrating on gathering the dots of light.

Finally, I don't know how long it took, and the gathering was finally completed.Trembling, I stretched my hand to Nanmu's chest.

Those light spots quickly merged into Nanmu's body, and when the last light spot disappeared into Nanmu's body, I finally breathed a sigh of relief and fell limp all of a sudden.

Nanmu quickly supported me and carried me to the bed.

I looked at him tiredly and said, "Nanmu, I'm very happy."

"Stupid." Nanmu touched my face distressedly.

"Did you visit me last night?" I asked.

Nanmu was taken aback, then smiled and said, "You actually discovered it. In this life, I didn't want you to notice my existence."

I said: "I think you are beautiful, you are mine."

Nanmu smiled and said, "Yes, yes, I have always been yours."

I looked around, frowned, and said, "Your house is so ugly, you've always lived here?"

Nanmu said: "Actually, I have many big villas of that kind, and many cars. After all, I have lived for so long. However, we started in a thatched cottage, and I want to end here too."

There are really luxury cars and villas, I think.

Seeing that I was in a daze again, Nanmu sighed, bent down and hugged me, and said, "Qing, I'm very happy. It's great, this time, I can finally grow old with you."

"Really? Why?" I asked.

"Don't you know? The life energy you give me is different from what I give you." Nanmu said.

I think, it should be Lanlan and Brother Bai who helped me.

"Did you go through something? Can you tell me about it?" Nanmu asked.

I smelled the familiar fragrance again, hugged Nanmu's neck, buried in his chest and nodded.

We, and many more, only belong to our days.

When I finally got back to the hospital, my roommates went crazy looking for me, and even called the counselor.

They taught me angrily, and I kept laughing and nodding.Whatever you say, whatever you say is right, haha.

I like Namki, very much.

2077. 2, 26

Today, Nanmu and I were lying on the deck chairs, basking in the sun in the yard, and Nanmu said to me, "Qing, I'm leaving soon."

I was taken aback and looked at Nanmu.Nanmu said yes, he, like me, is getting old, and now his hair is white, his skin is wrinkled, and his eyes are blurry.

"Are you leaving soon?" I asked over my shoulder.

Nanmu said, "No, probably at night."

"Then why are you talking to me now?" I asked.

Nanmu looked at me with a smile and said, "Because others say that farewell must be done well in advance, otherwise on the day when we really leave, we won't be able to say goodbye properly."

I knew that sooner or later, we would face a real farewell, so I prepared myself for it.

However, when I saw Nanmu's familiar gentle smile and his words, I couldn't hold back for a while, so I just burst into tears.

Nanmu got up, sat next to me and wiped my tears, and laughed at me: "How old are you, and you still cry."

Nanmu's hands have become dry and rough, but his movements are still gentle.

I sat up, hugged Nanmu, and said, "I know that we are luckier than many people, but I still hate you."

Nanmu stroked my back and said, "No matter what it is, it will always end."

We didn't talk any more, but just hugged each other tightly, listening to each other's breathing and feeling each other's temperature.

As night fell, I hugged Nanmu tighter and tighter.

Nanmu suddenly said: "The moonlight is so beautiful tonight."

"speak English!"

"Nan Qing, I love you."

"I know." I let go of Nanmu, looked at him at last, and said, "I love you too, very much..."

Nanmu nodded, touched my face, smiled and kissed my forehead, then it turned into a light spot and gradually disappeared from my sight.

I recalled Nanmu's smile. If I read it correctly, at the last moment, tears fell from the corners of Nanmu's eyes.

Nanmu, meeting you in this life is my greatest luck.

If there is an afterlife, let me wait for you instead.

The author has something to say: Well, this article is over. .I originally thought of a series of stories, but seeing that my own articles didn't seem to be liked by many people, I gave up after thinking about it.

Thank you for seeing the little angels here, the rivers and lakes are very big, we are destined to see you again.