Reverse Approach

【37】

Xu Yanyan is a person who can't keep up with the adjustment, he is always one step behind others.

This time too, he confessed his love one step later than his senior, and arrived at the hospital one step later.There was a senior in the ward with him, so Xu Yanyan didn't go in at all. He and Liao Nanqing found a 24-hour convenience store to rest.Liao Nanqing bought two boxes of instant noodles and some oden, but Xu Yanyan had no appetite at all.

He said: "That man looks really naive, not as handsome as me, what do you think of Fatty Ge?"

Liao Nanqing pushed the soaked noodles to him: "Let's eat the noodles first."

With a sullen face, Xu Yanyan took a few casual bites, took out his mobile phone and called for a car: "Let's go, I'll take you home by the way."

The temperature in the early morning was very low, Xu Yanyan was wearing a thin windbreaker, his nose was red from blowing.He shaved his head and looked taller and thinner.

"Are you leaving now? In the middle of the night, can I help you find a hotel?" Liao Nanqing stopped eating and followed Xu Yanyan out of the convenience store. He sneezed, thought for a while, and took off the scarf kindly Handed it to Xu Yanyan, "It's too cold, you should surround yourself."

"I'm not afraid of the cold, and I'm not Ge...I'm not you and Ge Yun."

He didn't even call Fatty Ge anymore.

Xu Yanyan put his hands in the pockets of his windbreaker, his eyes were dry, and while waiting for the car to arrive, he kicked the ground with his toes.The shallow dust on the cement floor was crushed away, layer by layer, one by one, and disappeared under the faint yellow of the street lamps.The night is silent, except for the sound of the wind, only the breathing of the two of them is left.

The surroundings were quiet, together with Xu Yanyan's mood.

"I have something to do tomorrow, so I'll just go back tonight." Xu Yanyan smiled at Liao Nanqing with difficulty, the smile was uglier than crying, "Don't tell her that I've been here, brother."

"it is good."

When the car arrived, Xu Yanyan said, "Let's go."

Liao Nanqing refused: "It's okay, I'll ride a bicycle and I'll get home." He found the tears hidden in Xu Yanyan's eyes. He was in the car, and Xu Yanyan probably couldn't cry.

For some reason, Liao Nanqing was very disappointed, as if his two good friends had broken up.

"Okay, you pay attention to safety." Xu Yanyan didn't say much, waved his hand, and got into the car.Liao Nanqing didn't know if he cried or not, so naturally he wouldn't ask.All he knew was that when the car door was closed, Xu Yanyan turned into a big boy at a loss for a moment when he turned sideways.Like a junior high school student who failed an exam, a high school student, not like an adult college student anyway.

Liao Nanqing was very sad, he wrapped his scarf tightly, found a shared bicycle and rode back to the apartment.

The wind blew past my ears, and apart from the bright street lights, few cars were driving on the road.He hadn't been alone on the street in the wee hours of the morning for a long time.Since the last time, when he didn't return to the small town, he walked on the road for most of the night to avoid his stepfather.

At that time, he was in the abyss.

There was no light, not even a faint street lamp could illuminate his eyes.He remembered walking aimlessly, circling back and forth, always in that small place.From this point, to that point, and back from that point, as time passed, he didn't dare to go back to that home for a moment.

But now, after waiting for the red light and crossing the empty road, Su Beimo was waiting for him in the apartment.

He gradually has a home, and he is no longer a superfluous product that has no fixed place and echoes everywhere.

The lights in the apartment were always on, Liao Nanqing guessed right, Su Beimo was really waiting for him.

Seeing him coming back, Su Beimo, who was sitting and playing games, got up and held his hand: "It's so cold." After speaking, he took his hand and stuffed it into his pajamas, and asked him with a smile, "Is it so warm?"

Liao Nanqing nodded: "It's so warm."

Su Beimo then rubbed his hands for him, muttering to get him something hot to drink: "The leaf oatmeal I bought in the supermarket last time is very milky, don't you like it? I'll make you a cup to warm it up."

"Stop drinking, it will warm up after a while." Liao Nanqing didn't let go, put his head on his shoulder, and hugged him tightly.

"You miss me after only a few hours?" Su Beimo smiled softly, and asked in his ear, "Hold it tight, do you miss me so much?"

Liao Nanqing let go of one hand, pulled off the scarf, and pursed his lips: "Yes, I really want to."

"Since you think so, then give me a kiss." Su Beimo leaned over.

Liao Nanqing quickly covered his mouth, and kissed him through the back of his hand.Su Beimo paused for a second, and the back of his ears suddenly turned red.Liao Nanqing didn't know how provocative his actions were, he just wanted to say, "I just ate instant noodles, I'm going to brush my teeth." He raised the corners of his mouth and smiled happily, "Su Beimo, wait I will."

Lubricants and condoms at home are the same.

Su Beimo paced back and forth, struggling in his heart.I didn't want to do anything today, I wanted him to rest well.

But, no.

Su Beimo thinks he is irrational, he is becoming more and more childish, and his self-control is not good enough, he really likes Liao Nanqing.

I like it more and more every day.

Because Liao Nanqing, who could only blush yesterday, can already memorize it with his own hands today, so Su Beimo is the same, he likes that little bit yesterday, and likes a little bit more today.

The sheets will be changed again tonight.

It was cold and windy in the early hours of November, and the lights in the apartment were turned off.

Liao Nanqing had only slept for three hours when the first ray of sunlight fell through the glass window in the morning.He huddled under the quilt, only feeling that the quilt was not warm enough, as if something was missing.He subconsciously stretched out his hand to touch it. There was a cold sheet beside him, and Liao Nanqing was awakened suddenly.Su Beimo, who was still lingering with him a few hours ago, is not in bed now.

Liao Nanqing had sweat on his forehead, he just had a short and cramped dream.He dreamed about the scene at his stepfather's house, maybe it was the scene of riding back in the early morning that confused his thoughts.

He actually dreamed of his small room, which was pitch black and could not feel the door.There was the sound of the lock being locked outside, the crying of the younger brother was so loud that it caused headaches, and the words of his mother Li Qin were sharp and piercing.He lowered his head, and saw the faint bruises on his arms through the shallow light from the crack of the door.

Li Qin's voice was loud, and she screamed: "Touch him again if you have the ability! His father killed someone anyway, and he is not afraid to kill another one after he is released! Go and beat him! Kill him!"

gasp.

"You beat him to death! Liao Dong will kill you when he comes out!"

crying.

"Why is my life so bad? A murderer is on the table, and now you are on the table! Nan Qing just broke a bowl, why are you getting angry with him, you..."

begging for mercy.

"I was wrong... I was wrong..."

Liao Nanqing covered his ears, and those deliberately buried memories emerged layer by layer.It was the pain he didn't want to think of the most. The pain he suffered for no reason when he first arrived at his stepfather's house. At the beginning, he always squatted on the ground, listening to the noise outside quietly, and through the crack Just count the black holes in your body.

One, two.Three, four.

The door opened.

Liao Nanqing's counting stopped abruptly, and he sat on the ground with dull eyes.

Li Qin hugged her newborn younger brother expressionlessly, and said, "Run, why don't you run." The air was full of despair, she was so helpless, unable to protect her child.Until the end, she began to hate Liao Nanqing's dullness.

"When he comes, you run away, do you understand?"

Liao Nanqing nodded, nodded like crazy, too scared.

Thankfully it was a dream.

He got out of bed, drank a couple of sips of water, and went to find Su Beimo barefoot.But the living room, kitchen, toilet, and even the room were all empty, and Su Beimo was not at home.Liao Nanqing's palm was cold, he grabbed a coat on the sofa to wrap it up, and unplugged the phone that was charging.

Sure enough, there was a message prompting: [Grandma is sick, I'll go back, you have a good rest. ]

Liao Nanqing hurriedly dialed the phone: "Su Beimo, where are you? How is Grandma Su?"

"I'm already home." He rushed back overnight, his voice tired and tired, but he had obviously relaxed, "Grandma is fine, just knocking her head, don't worry. I will take care of her for a few days, and I will take care of her at the company." I asked for two days off." Su Beimo sat on the corridor of the hospital stroking his forehead.He didn't say much to Liao Nanqing, and when he received Su Jing's call last night, he was also in a daze.

Grandma Su coughed badly in the middle of the night. Wearing thin pajamas, she went to the living room to pour hot water for a drink, but she fell and knocked her head and passed out. There was a big blood hole.If it wasn't for Su Ya's discovery, the old lady would freeze to death in the living room.

Su Ya was so anxious that she called 120 to send Grandma Su to the hospital and notified Su Jing.Su Ya was dizzy with blood, and her legs were shaking after being stimulated by the old lady. She was afraid that something might happen to Grandma Su, so she shed tears while talking.When Su Jing heard this, he misunderstood, thinking that something serious happened to Grandma Su.Hastily called Su Beimo and told him to come back quickly.

So as not to miss the last time.

So Su Beimo didn't think much, took his wallet and mobile phone and went out, taking the earliest bus.

Unexpectedly, it turned out to be an own goal.But Grandma Su herself is getting old, and now that she is injured, she is even weaker.Su Ya took the opportunity to hospitalize Grandma Su so that she could do several checkups.Hospitals in small cities are no better than big hospitals in city B. They can't even wait for a bed. There are still vacant beds here, and Grandma Su's hospitalization procedures will be completed soon.

Usually, I can't get Grandma Su to do the inspection, but this time it's all right, and it's done in one step.

In the hospital, Su Ya and Su Jing were busy. Grandma Su was lying on the hospital bed, falling into a drowsy sleep with an IV on the back of her hand.After the doctor's treatment, there is no serious problem. It was a false alarm.

The doctor's face was very cold. He took a pen and wrote while exhorting: "The old lady is getting old, and your family members should pay more attention in the future. During this time, try to eat lightly, rest rest, and keep the wound away from water..."

Su Beimo listened carefully, and held Grandma Su's hand, which was not on the drip, feeling a little cold.

He put Grandma Su's hand under the quilt, took the hospital's temporary warm water bag and filled it with hot water, wrapped a small towel and placed it under Grandma Su's dripping hand.

"Beimo, you and your dad should go back to rest first, grandma is here for me to watch over." Su Ya patted Su Beimo's shoulder and apologized, "I was the one who made you rush back overnight... ...Hey, are you tired?"

Su Beimo really needed to catch up on sleep. He told Su Ya not to worry: "It's okay, I happen to have a few days off, and I will stay with grandma for a few days."

"It was fine. I was still discussing what to buy for your birthday last night, so it was delayed. If I had known this, I would have bought her a thermos and put it in the room so that she would not fall..." Su Ya is still blaming herself, Grandma Su is getting older every day, and many things can no longer be as vague as before.

What happened this time seemed to be a wake-up call to the Su family. What is closely tied to old age is loss.Su Beimo knew that he might lose Grandma Su in just a few years.

The boundary between life and death began to become clearer in his consciousness as he grew older.

Su Beimo's birthday was completely ruined, and Grandma Su was very angry about it, and she was angry with herself.

After finally convincing her grandson to come back for a birthday, she fell.

Su Beimo comforted her: "Grandma, don't be angry. If you get angry again, Auntie will have to do more checkups for you. Do you still want to be discharged from the hospital?"

"Oh, Aya is just worrying. I just fell, so there is no other problem. From time to time, I will take me for this check and that check. Hey, if you weren't with me I really don't want to live here." When Grandma Su heard what Su Beimo said, she squinted and smiled.

After a while, she asked Su Beimo, "How is Nanqing?"

Su Beimo replied with a smile: "Very good."

"He's in college, and the outside is much better than ours. Thinking about it, it should be good. If he celebrates the New Year alone this year, you can bring him back." Grandma Su said, sighing slightly, "You said he went There is no news from the university, I am so worried."