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"Nannan, Nannan." Cheng Han followed him and squatted down, holding Mu Nan in his arms.

He kept calling Mu Nan's name, as if he wanted to engrave these two words in his soul.

Mu Nan's heart-wrenching crying sounded in Cheng Han's ears, making Cheng Han's heart feel like a knife.

He was not without fear. He panicked at the moment when the flight attendant informed him that he was about to make an emergency landing.Not only because of the possible death, but also because of the possibility of not being able to meet Mu Nan again.

The love between him and Mu Nan has just begun. He thought that after such a long time of missing and so many ups and downs, what awaits them is a bright future.

Cheng Han didn't want it to end like this.

And Mu Nan loves to cry so much, if something happens to him, how will he spend his long life in the future.

At this time, Mu Nan's cry brought back his thoughts.

It's all over, Cheng Han forced himself to forget the bad memories and look forward.

"Nannan, I love you."

Mu Nan was crying, when he heard the voice next to his ear, he thought he heard it wrong.

His breathing was stagnant, and he looked at Cheng Han in disbelief. "What did you say?" he asked.

"I love you." Cheng Han repeated it again, very seriously.

"Why all of a sudden..." Mu Nan's reaction was a little sluggish after repeated provocations.

"Nannan, I love you, I love you." Cheng Han stretched out his arms and hugged Mu Nan.

He hugged Mu Nan fiercely in his arms, as if he wanted to rub him into his flesh and blood, and become one with himself.

"I love you, I love you, I love you." Cheng Han kept repeating, as if he could say this forever.

After a brief absence, Mu Nan also came back to his senses.He hugged Cheng Han back and said, "I love you too."

"Chenghan, I love you too."

Mu Nan buried his head in Cheng Han's shoulder, imitating Cheng Han, and kept repeating: "Cheng Han, I love you, I love you."

Fortunately, God was kind enough to give them a chance to say this unspoken word.

God treats them kindly, Mu Nan believes that this is their previous life, even the blessings accumulated in previous lives.In this life, they deserve to stay together forever.

The two hugged each other for a long time, and Mu Nan began to feel tired.

He hadn't eaten for nearly two days, and he didn't feel it when he fainted before, but now that he woke up, his spirit suddenly relaxed, and he felt that his limbs had no strength at all.

"What's wrong?" Cheng Han was the first to find out that something was wrong with him, and helped him to sit on the bed.

Before the words finished, a loud cry came from Mu Nan's stomach.He smiled embarrassedly: "I want to eat."

Jaeger had already prepared food and was waiting for Mu Nan to wake up.Mu Nan hadn't eaten for a few days, so he should have had something light and slow, but the hotels in Russia obviously didn't provide porridge and side dishes, so they could only eat what they had.

Mu Nan and Cheng Han sat opposite each other at the table, with red vegetable soup, chicken balls, and stewed beef in front of them.

Mu Nan sips the soup with a spoon, eating local specialties is always better than domestic Russian restaurants.Mu Nan took one sip after another, and he almost drank a mouthful of soup very quickly.

"Open your mouth." Cheng Han suddenly held up a spoonful of food and handed it to Mu Nan.

Mu Nan subconsciously opened his mouth and ate it. It was a mouthful of chicken balls wrapped in mashed potatoes.The tenderness of the chicken and the sweetness of the mashed potatoes are perfectly combined, leaving a mouthful of fragrance.

"Another mouthful?" Cheng Han said and gave Mu Nan another mouthful.

Just like this for a while, Mu Nan didn't have much appetite at first, but he unconsciously ate a lot of food.

Until the end, he really couldn't eat anymore, so he covered his mouth and said to Cheng Han: "No, I can't take one more bite."

Cheng Han only cared about feeding Mu Nan, but he didn't eat much.

Seeing that Mu Nan had finished eating, he took the initiative to ask, "Do you want to continue sleeping?"

Mu Nan thought that he had just woken up, so he should move around.But being relaxed and having a full meal made him feel sleepy again.

"Just lie down for a while." Mu Nan said.

Cheng Han accompanied him to lie back on the bed.It wasn't until then that Mu Nan realized that Cheng Han's body was very tidy, as if he had already taken a bath.

Only then did he remember to ask Cheng Han: "When did you come back?"

"It didn't take long, I came over after taking a shower in the room, just in time for you to wake up."

Mu Nan lay facing Cheng Han, and curled himself into Cheng Han's arms.Cheng Han's chin just rested on the top of his head.

He clings to Cheng Han tightly, all he wants to do is get closer, and get closer, wishing he could grow up with Cheng Han so that the two of them would never have to be separated again.

Cheng Han also hugged Mu Nan tightly, and patted Mu Nan's back comfortingly with one hand, smoothing his hair down.

The posture of the two of them is like two little animals cuddling each other for warmth.

"Would you like to tell me something?" Mu Nan asked.

"Okay." Cheng Han replied.

The process of the forced landing sounded dangerous to outsiders, but when Cheng Han talked about it, there were no twists and turns.It was nothing more than a thunderstorm, and the planes of other airlines were grounded, but Aeroflot insisted on taking off. As a result, the engine was damaged and had to make an emergency landing.

Fortunately, the pilots were highly skilled and there was a large area of ​​farmland suitable for forced landing nearby, so the tragedy of the plane crash did not result.

However, more than 200 passengers and crew members on the plane also caused the tragedy of five deaths and dozens of injuries.

Cheng Han's tone was extremely flat, as if he wasn't the one who had just experienced life and death, he was just a witness.

But Mu Nan still felt terrified when he heard it.

Not long after he calmed down, he wriggled uncomfortably again.Like a papaya and an orange being hugged in his arms, he twisted his body, and he didn't know whether he wanted to get out of Cheng Han's arms or to get closer.

"It's all over." Cheng Han took the rescue process at once, and said in a relaxed tone: "Isn't this well presented in front of you? If you survive a catastrophe, you must have a future blessing, and it will definitely go smoothly in the future. "

But after hearing Mu Nan's response for a long time, Cheng Han felt something was wrong.

He suddenly felt a chill in his chest, and after pulling Mu Nan out of his arms, he realized that his tears were streaming down his face again.

"What's wrong? Are you scared?" Cheng Han said, "It's really over, don't think about it."

But Mu Nan shook his head, crying out of breath.

"Nannan, what's the matter?" Cheng Han felt that something was wrong with the person in his arms. He was crying too hard, which was beyond the scope of normal fear.

"Nan Nan," Cheng Han helped Mu Nan to sit up, he was afraid that Mu Nan would choke on his own tears and snot if he kept crying like this.

"What's the matter, Nannan." Cheng Han wiped his tears with a tissue, but his tears seemed to be endless and could not be wiped away at all.

"I'm sorry," Mu Nan couldn't say anything else, just repeated these three words, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Now, no matter how well Cheng Han understood him, he still couldn't understand why Mu Nan wanted to apologize.

He could only wipe Mu Nan's tears while waiting for when he would recover and he would be able to speak.

But Mu Nan was exhausted, and fell asleep in Cheng Han's arms while crying.

Mu Nan didn't sleep soundly, sobbing from time to time, Cheng Han would gently pat his back to calm him down.

Cheng Han helplessly looked at his sleeping face, and the snot bubble that popped up in his sleep, so far, he can only wait for him to tell.

Cheng Han lay down beside him. Contrary to Mu Nan, his body was extremely exhausted, but his spirit was especially tense.He just tried his best to survive the moment of life and death, but he couldn't fall asleep no matter what.

He just looked at Mu Nan like this, and less than 10 minutes passed.Mu Nan's whole body twitched suddenly, and he woke up calling Cheng Han's name.

"Cheng Han! Cheng Han!" Mu Nanteng sat up from the bed, looking around for Cheng Han's figure, "Where are you? Cheng Han!"

"I'm here, here." Cheng Han hurriedly asked him to look at him, "I haven't gone anywhere, I've always been by your side."

Mu Nan responded sullenly, and lay down again with his eyes closed.

But this time within half an hour, he woke up again.This time he didn't call Cheng Han's name, but his eyes were clearly trying to determine Cheng Han's direction, seeing that he was still there, he fell asleep again.

The next night he slept for two hours, during which Cheng Han saw that he was fast asleep, so he went back to his room.The pajamas and some supplies that Xiaojin had asked him to prepare for him before were sent to his room, and he would come back with them.

But I didn't expect something to happen in just a few minutes.

When Cheng Han came back, he heard shouts coming from the room. It was Mu Nan who was shouting at Ye Ge: "Let me find him!"

"He's just going to pick up something, and he'll be right back." Mu Nan wanted to find Cheng Han, but Jaeger refused to let him go.

"Oh." Mu Nan no longer resisted, but retracted into the quilt. He shrank himself into a ball, with his back to Jage, and anyone who looked at him felt that something was wrong.

Cheng Han rushed over in three steps at a time and dug Mu Nan out of the quilt, only to see Mu Nan crying again.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Mu Nan shook his head and apologized.

But this time, Cheng Han didn't plan to wait for him to recover by himself.He lifted the quilt, pulled Mu Nan up, and assumed the posture of having a long talk.

"Nan Nan, look at me." He held Mu Nan's face in both hands, making him look at him.

"Tell me, why do you have to apologize." Cheng Han said slowly, "Why do you have to say sorry."

Mu Nan lowered his head: "Obviously you are the one who should take a good rest, but you still spend your time comforting me, I feel very sorry."

"Not this." Cheng Han said in a serious tone, "I want to hear the reason why you said sorry in the first place."

"That's it." Mu Nan said awkwardly.

Cheng Han sighed: "I'm not an iron man, of course I will rest when I'm really tired. I can still take care of you and comfort you, which means that my condition is at least better than yours. What do you have to apologize for?"

"Well," Mu Nan nodded, "Then let's rest together."

But it was rare for Cheng Han to force him once, he knew there was a knot in Mu Nan's heart, and if he didn't untie it, he would always be stuck there.

He forcefully refused to let Mu Nan lie down, and forced him to ask, "Why? In the first place, why did you apologize?"

Mu Nan talked about him from left to right, trying to avoid this topic.

But under Cheng Han's firm questioning, he finally opened his mouth and said:

"I'm sorry, I'm too capricious. I shouldn't have been unhappy when your photos were posted. And when you said you wanted to come back, I shouldn't have let you come back..."

Mu Nanyue said that his voice was getting softer, but Cheng Han completely understood.

Subconsciously, Mu Nan took all the faults on himself.

He wasn't overtly upset when the rumors surfaced.Moreover, Cheng Han made his own decision, and he also proposed to come back. The only thing Mu Nan did was not to refuse.

But he took all these blames on himself, and because of these things, he hated himself in his heart and felt extremely guilty.

Therefore, it was Mu Nan who really suffered from PTSD.

The author has something to say: double update tomorrow, the main text is over, remember to read it~