Miss Silver's Note on Orphans [Comprehensive]

Xu has dark eyes looking for the end, which makes it hard for people to forget after just one look.

Yinzi once met another person with the same eyes, that is Gide.

It can be seen that those who really seek death can see the same gloomy landscape.

Although Osamu Dazai is the most active one in the act of suicide, Ginko always feels that Osamu Dazai is a person who is very happy to find a reason to live for himself, so maybe he will live to the end instead.

Only Gide and Xu can be compared together. Although they are two completely different individuals, the paths they choose to seek death for themselves are somewhat similar.

In order to seek death, Gide can lay hands on innocent children and drag other people's good lives into the quagmire of death.

Xu goes one step further, in order to achieve death, all living beings on the earth must be buried with him.

Death seems to be such a good thing worth pursuing. In order to get it, the mere details of human nature, morality, soul, etc. are all discarded.

It's really hard to imagine, what kind of pain do you have to go through before you choose to lose your soul?

But it doesn't matter what kind of pain it is, Yinzi can't empathize, and won't try to empathize.

The life of an existence like Ruoxu needs to be evaluated, summarized, and understood.Then leave it to someone who is good at evaluating, summarizing, and understanding.

Yinzi doesn't understand that, she just wants to live according to her own will, and firmly guard her soul which is more important than life.

"Hehe, I won't let go." Xu looked at Yinzi and smiled softly. "You seem to feel sad? I have been watching the ugliness of human beings for a long time, and I have already decided to end human beings. Can you understand? I want to welcome death with everyone."

Xu brutally and continuously draws the power of the dragon veins.He will hold Saitama's fist until the Altana that can be used is exhausted.

Yinzi gritted his teeth: "Then what is Teacher Songyang to you?"

"He is just a moment of confusion in my infinite life, just an insignificant fragment of countless personalities... I don't know how many ghosts I am, and I don't know how many ghosts in this body I am who cursed human beings." .

"Human beings, weak, cruel, stupid, cowardly, deeply fear me.

"In the long years, human beings will always repeat the same mistakes. They have killed me countless times, and have been killed by me countless times.

"I understand human beings, so I will end human beings with myself."

The light from the park sky was dimmed in an unnatural way.

Yinzi pursed his lips, then bent the corners of his mouth very hard, showing a very gentle smile: "I don't feel sad, maybe you are right, human beings are so dirty, but I think even a little dirty It doesn't matter, because human beings are also creatures that constantly fight against their own weaknesses, so... Is Sakata Ginko weaker than Sakata Gintoki? It doesn't exist!"

In the past, distant and hazy sweet dreams, in the warm Matsushita private school, Mr. Songyang pressed emerald green leaves into the pages of the book.

What exactly did Teacher Songyang say at that time?

After Yinzi woke up, she just felt confused no matter what. She thought she would never remember it, but at this moment, she suddenly remembered it again.

"You, just listen to me obediently..." Teacher Songyang had a consistent smile on his face at that time.

"I like human beings, and I also want to protect human beings, so I decided to destroy Hollow even if it cost me since I was born.

"But every time I look at my lovely disciples, I realize that I am actually somewhat selfish.

"It would be great if I could survive, and it would be great if I could always be Yin Zi's teacher.

"So I gave you the 'bookmark' and taught you the corresponding knowledge.

"Even if the possibility is very slim, I would like to try it out for my disciples, and think in the way of 'trying to survive'.

"Even though I know it's too difficult, I can't do it.

"Recently, I have been thinking, is the infinite life that Xu has obtained a blessing or a curse?

"Hehe, this is really meaningless thinking. Because for Xu, it must be a curse."

At that time, Yinzi opened his big dark red eyes and asked, "Mr. Songyang, does Xu hate human beings?"

"Yes."

"So, are you afraid of humans?"

"Ah, that's a really good question. If you ask Xu, he will definitely deny it, but I know he is afraid of humans. Ginko, humans are such beautiful creatures, they are always fighting against their own weaknesses, constantly fighting against their own weaknesses. How could he not be afraid to work hard for a better future?"

Yes, Teacher Songyang is right.Because I think so too.

Ginko waved his hand abruptly, throwing the imaginary Lake Toya out.

Lake Toya didn't fly far before it turned into dots of golden gravel, which fell into the "page" suspended in her hand.

Yinzi beckoned again, and the "page" quickly became larger, stretched out in all directions, and finally completely wrapped up the park.

Here, it is temporarily forbidden to communicate with Longmai!

Numerous cracks instantly appeared on the surface of Xu's body, and his eyes widened in surprise: "Why? It's just a 'page', how can such a thing be done?"

"Just a 'page'? Please show me clearly, this is the whole book plus the bookmark plus my Lake Toya plus the winning punch of the bald man in cape to save the world Will. Abbreviation: the enchantment that humans don't want to die with you."

A drop of cold sweat condensed on Qiyu's smooth forehead: "Well, Yinzi, don't say the words bald cloaked man so loudly, I feel a little ashamed."

Then, at the same time, Xu's life also came to an end.

Losing the Altana supply from the dragon veins, Xu could not resist Saitama's serious punch with only his own Altana composition.

If there is anyone in the world who is most capable of destroying the earth, it is definitely not Holi who thinks he is a monster, but Saitama who is the strongest human being.

If he didn't insist on being a hero, Saitama would probably become the most successful villain who destroys the world, right?

But who made him insist on becoming a hero stubbornly?

"Human... oh, so it's like that...human..." Xu's murmur broke.

His body also shattered into countless fragments together with the last whisper, and then disappeared without leaving a trace in the storm caused by Saitama's fist.

Death comes so fast, so sudden, so irreversible, so firm and gentle.

The tasteless barrier that could only last for less than half a minute and reached its limit quickly disintegrated, turning into a sky full of stars and falling silently.

It was like a grand funeral specially held for Xu.

The author has something to say: I was so touched by everyone's comments in the last chapter, I won't tell you that I read it repeatedly for a day.

You guessed it, yes, it's almost over, as for how soon... I think I can write for a week XD

ps: why do I sleep more and more late orz